I smile and look at him in his light, yellow shirt. He has his sleeves halfway up his arms and it drives me crazy, as always.
"Say you love me again, Jonathan."
"I love you, Sienna."
I feel completely surrounded by his love as he says it to me and I can feel him wanting me again. This time it is my intelligence he seeks and not my body.
"Great, now we can talk about your group therapy idea," I say.
He smiles at me and sits across on the other lounge.
"Sienna, I have five candidates already. I think Julie will have at least two, so the group would already be at seven to start off with."
I look at his passion and see how alive it makes him feel. I love seeing him so happy and I feel truly blessed to witness it.
"Oh, how perfect," I say.
"Will you join me at Julie's tonight? It is an hour-long session and we can see how it works. The dynamics, and how she handles the conversation."
"Yes, it sounds great. I only brought jeans, though."
That will be perfect because the clients like to be casual, anyway."
I can see how his excitement is building. I think that he is definitely a great psychologist. To open a volunteer, group therapy session once a week is very admirable.
JONATHAN
Sienna wants to help me get this group therapy thing up and running. She can see the benefit to it and I know the clients will love her.
She sits across from me on the lounge and I know that she finds me quite passionate about the cause. She has caught me off guard by showing an interest in something unrelated to sex.
I've handed her some notes on how I think it should be run and she is scanning over them now. I feel drawn to the group therapy because it has helped so many individuals to grow and become positive about their lives, despite the odds.
Another local group run by Julie is Alcoholics Anonymous and it has been a great success. It enables the sufferer to have a place to go and meet up to share stories, and to live by the principles of sobriety.
My group will be made up of the same principles Julie uses. There are no rules, but they govern the sessions in a looser way so then everyone can feel included and important.
“Once the group feels good together then we can start adding fun to it. With art, or bingo, or table tennis. Then they can help each other and socialize together as well. The idea is very agreeable to a range of clients.”
"Jonathan, the principles are amazing."
"Yes, they are. Julie and I wrote them together a few years ago. They were her ideas and I just scrutinized them and added a bit."
"Add positivity to each member through word, deed, and action," she says reading a principle.
"Yes, that's the plan. But it doesn't always happen," I say, rolling my eyes.
"You might regret inviting me. I like to take control and organizing things," says Sienna winking.
"I hope you like it too because that will be your role."
I sit and she lets me kiss her neck. I know she feels completely helpless when I do it. It is a weakness. I know she'll become unable to move when I place my lips there.
I sit and she feels all floppy as I continue kissing her neck. I can hear her breathing change at a quicker pace as I push her down and lay on top of her. So much for working.
"Sienna you're so fucken hot and I love you."
I look at her eyes. Those dreamy, green eyes that melt me as I lay on top of her.
"Fuck me, Jonathan, please. I love you too."
My hand reaches up and moves her skirt up, effortlessly. I pull her panties to the side and I place a finger inside of her and feel how damp she is already. I am ready to put my cock inside her and she moans as I thrust it into her.
Although she is wet, her pussy feels extremely tight and holds my cock firmly as I push in and out. I can feel her hips move up so I get in deeper with every thrust. I decide that I want to feel the inside of her, to savour it, and so I tease my cock in and out slow and steadily. That prompted soft moans off her; so readily responsive.
I am moaning too. Her pussy has a hold of my cock and I feel nothing short of ecstasy as it goes in and out of her. She thrusts to take me and I have never felt such pleasure.
"Keep fucking me like that…"
I know my movements are reaching her sweet spot because every time it hits she moans and clenches her hand into my back.
"Oooh, oooh…"
I continue fucking her sweet, tight pussy and she moans more and more. I speed up just a little more and I feel her grasp my back and move her hips more. Her pussy relaxes, but not after waves of contractions, and I felt her wetness on my cock as she peaked.
"Oh, fuck yes," she says.
I look into her eyes and I know that she has felt sheer bliss. I continue my thrusts for a moment and then pull out.
"Stand over my desk. I want to fuck you from behind."
Sienna gets up, and I look at her ass bent over my desk. Her skirt is pulled up and sits on her back.
"Sienna I want to fuck you in the ass. Is that okay?”
"I've never done it before..."
"I know, it is okay. I will do it gently," I reassure her.
I place my finger inside of her ass, and she nods a ‘yes’ for me to continue.
I continue with my finger and use my spit to moisten her anus. Fuck, it's so tight. Oh yeah.
My cock is erect and I ease the first few inches in. I leave it there as Sienna braces herself.
"Oh God, it's good," she says.
I move my hand around, and grab her hand.
"Play with yourself because it will help you relax more.”
She places her fingers on her clitoris and I feel her anus relax as she did so. My cock slides in and she gasps.
I continue to thrust gently, and enjoy the tightness as it closes firmly on my hard shaft.
"Fuck Sienna, you have a tight ass…"
I continue as Sienna places fingers inside herself and frigs her pussy while I have my way up her ass. I feel extremely horny and I speed up as I move inside her.
"Oh Jonathan, fuck me harder," she says.
I continue thrusting and her ass is as tight as ever and I feel bound by ecstasy. I pull my cock out and continue to jerk off as I look at her ass.
"Oh, yeah, cum for me baby… cum on my fucking ass!”
I can't believe how dirty she's being in her deed, and with words. I blow all over her ass and she rubs it and then places it in her mouth, sucking on her fingers.
"Oh yeah, fucking hot…," she says, looking back at me.
I am extremely shocked by her naughtiness and it excites me as I watch her lick her fingers with cum on them. Damn, my Sienna is a vixen. A very, very naughty one. Oooh yeah!
SIENNA
I use a bath towel that Jonathan has passed me to wipe off the cum. He blew his load over my ass after he had had me. I couldn't believe I had nearly came a second time as his huge cock filled my ass. My God, if my Dad knew about it, he would have killed Jonathan.
I had heard the other girls in college talk about anal sex. Some loved it and some didn't. One girl had said that it was possible to cum while being done in the ass. At the time she had said it, back when I was in my first year, I just couldn't believe it. I couldn't understand why anyone would want to have anything up their ass. I mean it was not a very appealing idea at all. But now I understood it. It was extremely hot, and I liked it when Jonathan fucked me. I also liked licking his cum off of my ass.
Sometimes, it could add another element to the sex thing that I had previously not thought it before now. Oooh, it was so good and I had fingered myself as he'd fucked me. Wow, I was getting more and more daring with everything. I trusted him and I was glad to share that first time with him.
I'd noticed that when I talked dirty, he had been turned on by it. I could feel his thrusts go deeper into me like he was out of control. Like a wild native that could not be tamed. Oh, it was so liberating, all of it.
I wondered what would happen at the club next time. We would miss it tonight to go to Julie's group, but that was alright. Thank goodness, we'd had time to be with each other this afternoon at least.
After lunch, I went back to the Langdon room. Jonathan had a few clients and he wanted me to read more so I could know exactly what we would be up against, running our own group together. I was excited to see Julie's group tonight and I felt extremely relaxed with my belly full of potato bake and a nice hot chocolate that I'd enjoyed at lunch. I wanted Jonathan to fuck me again. I decided to try and concentrate on the books. I was going to be helping with a group of our own soon, and I needed to be ready. I tried to concentrate.
I walk to the water cooler and feel so horny that my nipples are now erect. My body aches to be taken and Jonathan was busy. Damn.
I walk to the door and I lock it so then I can be alone. I knew my dildo was in my bag so I pull my panties down and stand up, bending over the solid desk.
I move my right hand and feel how wet my pussy is from earlier, before lunch. I insert it and gasp, as it touched my sweet spot. I thought of Jonathan and how he had laid on top of me. I push the dildo in and out as I stay in doggy position and moan as I use it to fuck myself. Oh wow, my body felt so good. Maybe everything was enhanced because of what had happened earlier.
I bring my other hand up to my left breast and I pull on my erect nipple in pleasure. The dildo moves in and out as I push it rhythmically.
The naughtiness of my ass in the air as I am bent forward makes me feel liberated and extremely sexy. I imagine that Jonathan was watching me through the video screen and jerking himself behind his desk.
I keep pushing, twist my nipple and feel my legs begin shake from the excitement.
I could see in my mind now Jonathan stroking his cock and looking like he was going to cum. My pussy grabbed the dildo more tightly, and I cum on it as if it was Jonathan's cock.
"Oh yes, thank God…"
I'd never been this horny before. Jonathan had awakened something raw inside me that made me want it more and more.
I couldn't concentrate on my work, so I close my eyes and sit on the leather lounge, resting my body and my eyes, which were still a little sore from all of the reading that I'd done before lunch.
I thought about Jonathan and how hard it must have been to not want any other women, except me. He'd only watched at the club and then touched himself to get off on his voyeur addiction. Now he'd met me, he liked to watch me watching other couples. I liked watching too. I thought about the club for a moment and I thought I'd ring them up.
"Hello, Lucy here. You've reached The Voyeur. This is a recorded message and we'll be back at four to talk to you. Please stay on the line to hear our private menu for the weekend. One: The Voyeur's Dream starts at four pm on Saturday. Bring your partner and join in with the orgy or just watch and go up to your room. Two: The Voyeur's Fantasy starts at seven pm on Saturday. Bring your partner and live out your fantasy. Use our prostitutes as well if you like. Three: The Voyeur's Paradise. Sunday, four pm. Let your female partner live out her lesbian fantasy with one of our girls while you watch it. Then go back to your room or have a threesome. Thanks, we hope to see you soon. Remember, we'll be back at four pm."
I sat in disbelief as I imagined number three. Would I do it for Jonathan? I wanted to. It was three-thirty, now and my mind raced and thought more about it. It was actually a turn-on to me, the thought of an encounter with another woman. I'd seen the club women and they were hot. I thought Jonathan would like it; to see me with another woman. I would be turned on by it, for sure. It was definitely a secret fantasy, for sure.
I buzzed Jonathan, "Are you free on Sunday at four?"
"Sure, I am always free for you. I am just finishing up with Mr. Betts and then we can make a move home to my place."
"Great, see you soon," I say.
I ring the club as it is ten minutes past four, now.
"Hello, The Voyeur, Lucy speaking."
"Hi, I'd like to book a Voyeur's Paradise, this Sunday at four."
"Great, we had a cancellation so you will be able to have Brigitte. Are you a member?"
"My boyfriend is. Jonathan Ellis number eighteen."
"Yes, the fee is four hundred dollars for a two-hour session. Shall I place it on the tab?"
"I would like to pay on the day, please. If that's alright?"
"Yes, certainly. Get here at three forty-five so then you can meet Brigitte. She will give you the run down before it starts. What is your name?"
"Sienna, Sienna Ruston."
"Thank you, Sienna. We will see you on Sunday. Privacy and discretion are our first and middle names, so don't worry about that."
"Yes, thanks," I say obviously nervous.
JONATHAN
We are ready to go and I can't wait to get home and relax a bit before we head to Julie's group thing. A nice bite of Chinese followed by a relaxing spa, then we will be able to go.
Sienna sits by me in the limo and she looks so gorgeous. I knew that she would like being done in the ass, but I hadn't expected her to be so naughty about it.
She sits next to me and we kiss now. She is playing with my hair and I feel horny again. The privacy screen is up and so is my cock. Sienna is extremely horny lately, and I love it! Fuck she's so hot as she tongues my ear, now. I couldn't have asked for a better girl. Damn.
I can see we are nearly at home and I gesture to Sienna that we are at the gate. We have been French kissing for forty minutes and I am so glad that she's mine. Mmm, my mousy brown who likes being fucked up the ass, tasting my cum and sucking on my cock. Oooh, then she lets me take her to the club and have her in the red room. What a woman!
I know she can't help it now, either. I have passed my addiction onto her. It's a curse and a blessing at the same time. Sometimes it can be so damn exhausting being addicted to sex and a certain person. I mean, you still have to eat and sleep and work as well. You can't just have the addiction without all of the other stuff. You still have to pay your bills and maintain some sort of normality in your life.
I hop out of the car and help Sienna with her bag. She stands at the front door waiting to go in and I tell Stephen the time we need to leave to get to Julie's group session later on. I let him take the car and refuel it. He will have time to rest and eat before working again tonight too. I love having him drive me around. The city traffic can be stressful and I like to feel relaxed.
Sienna and I move inside. I am so happy she's staying over tonight and I know she can't wait to get to Julie's session. It should be a fun night. There are some real characters at group therapy. You definitely need to have a sense of humor with these clients. There'll be drama, tears, whinging, and lots of mismatched characters who don't like each other much at all. The narcissists will take charge and the schizophrenics will give us all something to imagine. It should be lots of fun!
Sienna places her belongings upstairs and she comes down to sit with me.
"What do you want from the Chinese shop, Sienna?"
"Oooh, sweet and sour pork with rice."
I smile at her as she continues looking at the menu. She is looking for dessert.
"And some fried ice cream! Please."
I smile and ring for takeaway while Sienna looks at the CDs.
"Yes, one sweet and sour pork with rice. One stir fry black bean, and two fried ice creams. As soon as it's ready, please Andy."
Sienna puts a jazz CD on low and sits on the couch. I sit next to her and enjoy the music. She has such great taste in everything. She loves psychology, great food, music and me! What a beauty she is.
"Jonathan, is there anything you need to do before tonight?"
"To get ready for Julie's, you mean?" I say. "No, not really. We just need to be calm no matter what the clients do or say, so they don't feel uncomfortable or belittled."
Sienna smiles and understood my point of view. She looks quite beautiful as she takes her hair out of a ponytail
and it falls over her breasts. I am in love with all of her and I feel unbelievably good.
The doorbell chimes and Sienna comes to help me with the bags. It will be so nice being alone before the session with Julie. I can't imagine how Sienna feels about the whole thing. I wonder if she'll be shocked tonight.
As we sit down to enjoy our food, Sienna remembers the spa.
"Are we going to have a spa before we go out?"
"Oh yeah, I need to run it now," I say.
"I can do it. You keep eating I'm sure I can manage it."
Sienna goes upstairs to run the spa. I enjoy my stir fry and think how lucky I have been with her. She genuinely cares about me. She helps me with carrying the food and now volunteers to run our spa. She's not high maintenance and I feel thankful for that. I don't think I could have fallen in love with someone like that anyway.
She comes back down, "I put some peppermint bubble stuff in. Just a few drops."
"Oh good, I put a quarter of a bottle in once and well let's just say that the cleaner was not happy with me the next day. She left a note explaining the instructions in capital letters!"
"Oh no, that poor woman," said Sienna with her usual, delicious smile.
I liked to watch her eat. She was finished with the main and I watched her devour the fried ice cream with a small, dessert fork.
"Oooh, it tastes so good, Jonathan. Try yours."
I open the ice cream and place a large bite sized scoop in my mouth with some of the covering that was over it.
"Oh wow, yeah that's fantastic," I say impressed with the taste.
Sienna licks her fork and I watch her do it right in front of me. She is so hot. All those college guys must have had rocks in their heads not choosing her to be their girlfriend.
"Our spa will be ready. I time it at the fifteen -mark."
"That's a great idea, Jonathan. Plus, you don't want any more naughty notes from the cleaner!"
We both laugh and go up and hop into the spa. We will have time for a forty-minute soak in the tub before we'll need to get dressed and head into the city to see Julie's group.
Sienna takes off her clothes slowly and hangs them up on the back of the door. Her back is to me and I look at her beautiful ass. It has some meat on it and it wobbles as she moves. Mmmm, so fucking sexy.
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