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by Lynn Shepherd


  ‘What would you prefer? I think I have a Miss Austen somewhere.’

  Maddox sniffs. ‘At least that woman could write decent prose, which is more than I can say for this hack of yours.’

  Another swing of the stick, which this time succeeds in knocking the pages out of Charles’ hands.

  ‘Though even she seemed to consider a wedding an ending, rather than a beginning. It is usually quite the opposite way around, in my opinion. And in my experience.’

  Charles frowns. ‘I didn’t think you ever—’

  ‘No, no, of course not,’ Maddox snaps. ‘I was not talking about myself – I was referring to the observations I have made of other people. Marriage is at best a hazard, my boy; at worst, a snare from which there is no relief, and no escaping. So you mind my words, next time you find yourself following a well-cut spencer down the Strand.’

  It’s doubtful any woman has worn such an out-moded article these last twenty years, but Charles knows what he means. The next moment Maddox is wiping his hand clumsily across his eyes, and banging his cane heavily on the wooden floor.

  ‘Where is that wretched girl? It must be well past noon. What’s got into her lately?’

  Charles gets to his feet, feeling more than a little responsible; he’s been trying not to notice, but Molly has become uncharacteristically unreliable ever since the incident in the attic. ‘I’ll go and see what’s keeping her.’

  Down in the kitchen the delay is quickly explained. The air is full of steam and there’s a tray overturned on the table, and something leaking from under it that looks suspiciously like Maddox’s lunch. Molly is doing her best to clear up the mess, while Billy is standing nervously in the corner of the room, looking red-faced and awkward.

  ‘What’s going on here?’ says Charles quickly, addressing himself – ridiculously, in the circumstances – to the girl.

  She looks up quickly, then resumes her scrubbing. He can see the tension in her pale, rigid knuckles. He turns to Billy. ‘What happened? Come on – out with it – I haven’t got all day.’

  Billy becomes – if that’s possible – even redder about the face. ‘I was just trying to help – I mean, the tray’s heavy up all those stairs—’

  He’s not a good liar, and even if he were, Molly has stopped scrubbing and is looking straight at him. Her mute recrimination reverberates through the room.

  Charles turns to Billy and grabs him by the arm. ‘If you touch her again, you’ll be out of here quicker than I can kick you, and counting yourself lucky to collect dog-shit for a living. Do you hear me?’

  Billy is wincing. ‘I hear you, Mr Charles. Look it were only a bit of fun – she probably didn’t understand, being one of them—’

  ‘I don’t care what she is, you will behave properly in this house or get the hell out of it. I won’t tell you again.’

  He throws the lad from him and pushes him out of the door, which means he doesn’t see the quick smirk on the boy’s face as he disappears back to the scullery. For Billy has just had one of his suspicions well and truly confirmed. As far as he’s concerned, it’s a truth universally acknowledged that gentlemen only stick up for servants when there’s something in it for them, and in this case it’s not difficult to guess what that something might be. Despite the pain in his arm, he’s grinning slyly to himself as he sidles back to his boot-blacking.

  Charles turns to the girl. ‘Is there anything else Mr Maddox can have for lunch?’

  She nods, her eyes cast down, and steps quickly to the pan smoking on the stove, where she takes a long wooden utensil and fishes a pudding wrapped in muslin from the boiling water. It’s so hot she can’t handle it at first, but it’s eventually unwrapped, plated, and on the tray. Then she collects a knife and fork and moves to the door, glancing once and once only at Charles before disappearing in her turn. Charles is left in the kitchen, feeling rather stupid and extremely hungry. In all probability he’s just given away his own meal; he’s rather partial to steak pudding and Molly makes a very good one. He’s still standing there a moment later when his eye is caught by the rapidly cooling cloth lying discarded by the stove. There’s something about the pattern left on the fabric – the pleats radiating from where the pudding was wrapped – that he’s sure he’s seen before. Seen before, and seen recently; but his power of recall has deserted him for once, and he cannot for the life of him think where it was.

  He returns to the drawing-room, and takes his seat by Maddox again. The old man has rather disordered table manners these days, and sometimes forgets which implement to use. Indeed when Charles enters he is hacking at his pudding with his fork, while the knife lies unregarded on the tray. There are dribbles of gravy on his shirt, and a smear across one cheek. Looking at him now, mumbling and staring, it’s hard to credit that only a few minutes before this man was sharp, astute, categorical. This happens so often now that Charles is no longer surprised, but all the same he’s by turns baffled and horrified by the speed of the change – Maddox’s mood can plummet and soar as quickly and as violently as his command of his reason. Most of the time he seems completely unaware of these sudden and vertiginous shifts, but there are occasions, much like the one we saw once before, when his face is haunted – when he grips Charles’ hands and stares out at him from eyes that are a long way back, and drowning in the dark. It’s as if a rent has been torn in his mind, and corners of his character long dormant – or long controlled – are flooding through in rising and regular tides, one moment overwhelming all that made Maddox the man he was, the next ebbing back to reveal the battered wreckage left by the last swell. Even now, more than a century later, there’s no aid or succour for those devastated by this disease but patience and understanding, and a great deal of what Thomas Hardy will call ‘watchful loving-kindness’. Charles is doing his best to provide all this, but he lacks a map, to use another obvious if pertinent metaphor. So he sits longer than usual with Maddox, aware that he hasn’t been at home much these last few days, and that he has hours to make up in his own conscience, if nothing else.

  The meal finally eaten and the tray removed, Charles fishes in his pocket for his notebook and starts pulling together his thoughts about Sir Julius Cremorne. He’s done more digging since we last saw him and is diligently pursuing both of the two fronts that have now opened up to him, both the pecuniary and the promiscuous. Like any self-respecting detective – then or now – Charles had his contacts in Fleet Street, which was then very much a physical location and not merely a metonym. And he has been mightily intrigued to find that there is no word – whispered or otherwise – on that crowded chattering thoroughfare about Sir Julius’ less than reputable after-dark existence, which suggests that the man may well be prepared to go to considerable lengths to keep it that way. Indeed it showed all the signs of being an extremely productive line of enquiry, but it has already run into the sand; as far as Charles can see, there’s only one way that Boscawen could have met Cremorne or his associates – one way that he has any chance of tracing, at any rate – but a tanner would have been very rough trade even for the lowest end of the West End ‘sodomitical’ clubs, and a series of discreet enquiries has turned up nothing. Of course, Cremorne’s companion could simply have picked the man up casually on the street and concluded his business in a darkened alley, but in 1850 homosexuality is still a capital offence, and the risks of such a rash proceeding would surely be higher than any transitory danger-driven satisfaction it might provide. Nor is there any evidence that Cremorne’s own tastes extend in that particular direction, which still leaves the letters unexplained. It may be that Ockham’s razor applies here as it does in so much else, and the simplest explanation is indeed the right one, but if that’s true and it’s Cremorne’s own whoring that has been behind this all along, Charles is struggling to fit Boscawen into that all-too-commonplace picture. London is at once the most swarming and the most stratified city in the world – class and nationality forge unseen barriers as remorseless as barbed-wire, but
as Dickens never ceases to remind us, sin and contagion observe no such boundaries and permeate every order of society up to the proudest of the proud, and the highest of the high. But what deadly link can it be that binds these two men so wide asunder? ‘Only connect’ is proving a difficult aphorism to follow, and Charles has been forced, however reluctantly, to park the idea for the present, merely for lack of avenues to pursue. Nor is high finance proving much more fruitful. Charles has turned up the names of a number of investors who might have a legitimate complaint against Sir Julius’ bank; several of them are prominent men in their own right, but most are wealthy enough to withstand this little local difficulty and none, as far as Charles can see, would have any cause to resort to the services of a man like William Boscawen to resolve the problem. But there is one fact of which he is completely unaware, though I do not see why you should share his ignorance: all four of the men who gathered together in Tulkinghorn’s chambers nearly two weeks ago appear somewhere on this swindled list. What Charles does know, thanks to his friend at the Morning Chronicle, is that at least two of the other names are rumoured to have received substantial payments from Cremorne de Vere – no doubt for silences rendered – and a third is menacing to file a suit in Chancery. But given that institution’s reputation for ruinous and soul-crushing delay, Charles suspects the prospect of litigation to be more in the nature of a lever than a real threat.

  A few minutes later, Stornaway returns with the newspaper and sits down on the sofa to read it to Maddox. Stornaway is not much bothered by what he reads, and Maddox is – now – not much bothered by what he hears, so the two of them move jerkily from a review in Hyde Park, to a meeting in Manchester, to a thunderous account of a recent shipwreck in the East Indian seas – dreadful sights – death and dying – thunder and lightning – heaps of bodies cast on the shore – young physician steps forward – saves hundreds – clothes dozens – cares for the injured – buries the dead. By the time Stornaway reaches the point where the wretched survivors are falling at their saviour’s feet in adoration, Charles has grown rather irritated with the hero of this piece and decides it’s time to slip away. The day is wearing on and he has an appointment to keep. In Curzon Street.

  It’s a fine day and the demi-monde are out in force; those with title, fashion, money, or merely nothing better or more pressing to do are taking advantage of the pale and watery sunshine to stroll in the rather breezy air and gossip in their latest finery. There are, today, quite shockingly delighted rumours of something amiss in a mighty marriage, a whisper that the husband, poor unfortunate man, has been sadly used, and his lady no better than she should be, for all her pride, beauty, and insolence. The promenaders are passing on all sorts of delicious speculations on this subject, snips and scraps of which reach Charles’ ears as he skirts the ribbons and flounces set equally aflutter by the steadily increasing wind, which is whipping up the last leaves left on the pavements into sudden eddies and squalls.

  Curzon Street looks lively this afternoon – rather livelier than Charles was expecting at this time of day, and it’s clear from the bustle of activity outside number 46 that something out of the ordinary is afoot. There are servants rolling out a strip of crimson carpet and attaching flower garlands to the gleaming railings, and two footmen in powdered wigs are erecting a red and white striped awning over the steps. And then Charles remembers – as you probably do – that the eldest Miss Cremorne is about to be married, and to the son of an earl, no less. These are no doubt the preparations for one of the innumerable splendid and excessive society parties deemed necessary to mark such a momentous event. But given all this activity, Charles is somewhat surprised that his new informant has the spare time to devote to idle tale-telling, so when he asks at the tradesman’s entrance he’s exasperated but not unduly surprised to find that the man is no longer in Sir Julius’ employ; that he has, according to the vinegar-faced housekeeper, been banished bag and baggage that very morning and not before time, neither. No wonder the man was so willing to dish the dirt on his erstwhile employer – he must have seen this coming when Charles first ran him down two days ago, and decided that discretion no longer had as much currency as cold hard cash. But that particular equation only works if Charles can find him and conduct the exchange. The housekeeper claims a sour disregard for anything concerning the blackguardly Milloy, but when Charles asks the footmen at work on the awning, one of them tips him off that the Graham Arms, off City Road, might be a good place to start, ‘It being Monday, and all. But the show don’t start till late. About nine, front row, right-hand end. If you want my advice.’

  Charles walks slowly back towards Park Lane and crosses into the park. It’s still too early to call on Lizzie, so he walks on until he finds a bench and sits down to contemplate the crowds and collect his thoughts. A nursemaid passes, followed, somewhat sulkily, by her young charge, a toy hoop dangling unregarded at her side. The girl is wearing a large straw hat, tied with a ribbon, with coils of sleek brown hair twisted above each ear. The nursemaid is demure in a simple dark dress, but her charge is resplendent in a wide skirt of fashionable plaid, stiffened with corded petticoats, which are not quite long enough to cover her white lace pantalettes. The dress is expensive, clearly, but not very comfortable, if the little girl’s face is anything to go by.

  ‘I don’t want to go for a walk today,’ she says, stamping her miniature kid boot. ‘It’s cold.’

  ‘I’m sorry, Miss Tina, but Mr Freeman gave strict instructions before he left for the depot. He’s concerned for your health.’

  ‘Papa always says that.’

  The nursemaid sighs; however intractable young Tina may be, it’s apparent the servant has more than a morsel of sympathy for her. She bends down and touches the girl’s pouting face. ‘Shall we go and find some gingerbread? There’s a stall at the end of the Row.’

  The girl looks sceptical. ‘Papa says it’s bad for me.’

  The maid pinches her cheek affectionately. ‘What the eye don’t see, the heart won’t fret over. It’ll be our little secret. What do you say?’

  ‘Yes please!’ cries the girl, her small oval face now wreathed in smiles. Charles watches them move – rather more quickly now – towards Rotten Row, the girl skipping from side to side as she swings her nursemaid’s hand. He gets out his notebook again and spends some minutes reading – again – the notes he made after he left Eleanor Jellicoe’s house. Lady Cremorne’s unlucky accident may have been just that – both adjective and noun – but Charles isn’t buying any of it. The more he discovers about her husband, the more he dislikes the man – and the more he’s convinced that he has a death at his door, and it’s one that no awning can cover or garlands disguise. But the question still is why. What could a semi-illiterate Cornish tanner like William Boscawen have on a man as powerful – and as protected – as Sir Julius Cremorne?

  In the meantime a couple have strolled in his direction. They too seem to have emerged from Curzon Street and they too appear to be in quest of a park bench. The man is upright, hearty and robust, with a lively quick face; the young woman slender and graceful, but with her features concealed by a heavy veil. They are talking together with such ease and intimacy that Charles takes them at first for husband and wife, but as they draw closer he sees that the man is nearer sixty than fifty, while the woman must be less than half that age. She is – indeed – young enough to be his daughter, but there is something that suggests to Charles that she is not. He cannot say what that is – the merest hint of a more than fatherly concern in his manner, or an even subtler assumption of equality in hers? The relationship is ambivalent, it seems, even ambiguous, but it is undoubtedly a happy one. They stop by the next bench, clearly as delighted with the day as they are with each other’s company. It is only then that Charles realizes that there is something protruding from under the low hedge no more than a yard from where they are standing.

  Charles sees it all as if in slow motion – the man bending to check whether the bench
is dry – the young woman gasping and holding her hand to her face – the man turning to her and then following her line of sight – the woman sinking on to the bench – the man torn between his concern for her, and the horror of what’s suddenly before him. A moment later Charles has pushed straight past him and is on his knees, doing what he can to put himself between the young woman on the bench and the body of a young girl lying motionless on the damp hard earth. She can’t be more than eleven or twelve, and her thick red hair and pale white face are both ground in dirt. She has a thin cotton shirt clinging to her shoulders but very little else, and a pair of shoes that are far too big for her, tied to her feet with string. Charles takes off his coat and is just tucking it round her when he realizes that the young woman has joined him, and is quietly chafing the girl’s hands and rubbing her temples. In a few moments the girl begins to stir, and her lips look less bluish, and she eventually opens her eyes and stares, somewhat wildly, at Charles.

  ‘Leave me alone – I ain’t done nuffin’!’ she cries, pulling away from him.

  ‘Hush, hush,’ says the young woman. ‘There is no cause for alarm. This young man is just trying to help you.’

  ‘He ain’t police?’ says the girl in terror, huddling against her.

  ‘No,’ says Charles. ‘I’m not police.’

  The young woman looks up at him. ‘Perhaps you might withdraw for a moment, sir? I will endeavour to put her more at her ease. And then we can decide what best to do.’

  Charles steps back to the bench, and takes up a position next to the man. They both watch in silence as the young woman rests the girl’s head on her shoulder, whispering to her gently all the while as she takes out her own handkerchief to wipe the dirt from her face.

  ‘The lady seems to have a talent for compassion,’ says Charles, in undisguised admiration.

 

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