Rain lashed against the shutters. The wind roared its fury. Rosalind glanced down at her hands. She didn’t want to be alone. She could order the maid to stay. After all, what fool would venture outside in weather like this? She sucked in a deep breath and turned to Janet, about to tell her she required her services tonight. Another glimpse of her sparkling eyes, the softly flushed face and clear impatience to leave made Rosalind’s shoulders slump. A fool in love—that’s who would brave the elements.
She couldn’t do it. It wasn’t the maid’s job to quell the monsters that haunted both Rosalind’s chamber and her mind.
“No, Janet, I won’t need you again this evening.”
The maid nodded and skipped to the door. “Good evening. Sleep well.”
Rosalind fixed a smile to her lips and concentrated on ignoring the apprehension spreading through her body. She still couldn’t believe Mary would willingly face this storm, even if Janet intended to go out in the icy elements. “Have a lovely time.”
“Thank you, Lady Hastings.” A quick grin stretched across Janet’s face before she disappeared from sight, the heavy wooden door closing with a soft thud, leaving Rosalind alone.
Again.
Rosalind rose from the stool in front of her looking glass. Where was Mary? No matter what Lady Augusta and the others said, Mary wouldn’t run off without a word. Tomorrow she’d ask questions in the village and perhaps organize a search.
A loud crash, almost overhead, made her wince. The promised storm had arrived with vengeance. She hoped Mary was somewhere dry and warm.
Rosalind padded to her bed and climbed in. Sleep, she thought. Sleep and forget about Hastings, although tonight he’d been very attentive to her. Was she wrong to wish for more? The yearning for a loving partnership and children was like a fist squeezing her heart. Rosalind ached for Hastings’s love, his friendship.
The candle flickered out and the room settled into darkness. Rosalind punched her pillow, lay back and pulled the covers over her shivering body. Her pulse raced unaccountably, as it often did when she was alone in her chamber. A shiver swept her body. Malignant eyes watched again. For several days now, watchful eyes followed her every action. It didn’t seem to matter what time of the day or night. Then there was the mystery of her disappearing gowns…
Rosalind frowned into the darkness. The appearance of the new gowns was a mystery too. She’d meant to ask Hastings but hadn’t managed to find the right time during dinner, not when Lady Sophia was monopolizing his attention.
The sensation of someone watching her heightened. Rosalind sat up abruptly. Licking her lips, she stared into the darkness, searching for the unknown entity that stalked her, that watched and waited until she questioned her sanity. Rosalind strained to hear the slightest noise to prove she wasn’t going mad, but she could hear nothing above the groaning wind and rain.
Ignoring the pounding heart and the smothering unease, she lay back and resolutely closed her eyes.
A mistake.
Imagination took flight, growing with each rattle of thunder. Rosalind gasped, bounding upright in the bed. The back of her neck prickled. The small hairs on her arms and legs stood to attention.
A sound that could have been a footstep hiked her heartbeat to a gallop.
“Who’s there?” Her voice sounded tiny and scared. Rosalind swallowed, the noise loud to her ears. She fumbled for the bell-pull and tugged frantically. She wanted a candle. Not knowing what loomed in the inky black darkness was worse than being able to see the threat face to face. “Noir? Here, kitty.”
An eternity later, a brisk tap sounded on her door.
“Come in,” Rosalind called.
The door opened and a light flickered, illuminating a maid’s face. “Can I get you something, my lady?”
“There seems to be a draft. My candle blew out.”
The maid surged forward. “I’ll light it for you.”
“Thank you.” With the maid’s reassuring presence, Rosalind’s terror eased. The flickering light of the candle was infinitely welcome. Where was Noir? She couldn’t see her kitten anywhere and desperately needed his comforting presence. He’d developed a habit of hiding and pouncing at her ankles when she least expected it.
“Will that be all, my lady?”
Rosalind resisted the cowardly urge to order the maid to stay, at least until she’d found her kitten. After a pause, she acknowledged the truth. The fewer people who knew about Noir’s extra toes the better. “Yes, thank you. That will be all.”
The maid curtsied and withdrew. It was best. She couldn’t allow fear to rule her life. She slid from the canopied bed and picked up the candle. Holding it aloft, she walked the perimeter of the chamber, searching for a clue to prove she wasn’t sinking into madness.
There! There on the Persian rug. A trail of sandy footprints.
Rosalind didn’t think twice. She raced from her chamber, heading for Hastings’s adjoining room. In the early days of their marriage, she’d tested the connecting door between their rooms. Hastings kept it locked. She hammered on his door and waited. Nothing happened. She glanced over her shoulder. Was that something moving behind her? Deciding not to wait and find out, she opened the door and burst through. Something—Noir—streaked in front of her. Rosalind toppled to the ground with an unladylike grunt while her kitten scampered out of the room. The candle snuffed out when the holder hit the ground, leaving her in darkness.
“Ouch,” she muttered, rubbing at her knee with one hand.
“What the hell? Who’s there?” Hastings sounded belligerent and annoyed at the disruption.
“Me,” Rosalind said in a small voice as a candle flared to life. At least he was here for a change. She scrambled to her feet, mortified to realize she’d pulled up her nightgown to rub her bare knee. What must he think of her?
“What the devil are you doing in my room?” He sat up to lounge against the pillows, watching her with his dark eyes.
Rosalind’s chin lifted on hearing his tone. “Someone was in my bedroom.”
“A servant,” he said, holding up his left hand to inspect his fingernails.
Her eyes narrowed at the nonverbal slap. “Do you think I’m stupid?” The words tripped from her tongue before she could stop them. She stomped to the bed, and her hand snaked out to seize his arm. “Come with me,” she ordered. “I’ll show you.”
The intimacy of the moment exploded on her conscience all at once. Warm, naked skin pulsed beneath her touch. She averted her gaze, positive every sinful thought racing through her head showed on her face, and jerked her hand from his muscled arm before her gift shattered the intimate moment.
“Would you like me to dress first?”
Rosalind’s eyes shot to his chest. She had no idea how she’d missed the broad expanse of bare skin. Fascinated, her gaze wandered from the solid slab of muscle, up over the bulge of his biceps to his strong neck. Heat converged on her cheeks, but she was unwilling to halt her visual exploration.
“Rosalind?”
Rosalind looked up, met his gaze and quivered, helplessly trapped in the moment. She couldn’t look away. She didn’t want to look away.
Hastings swung his legs over the edge of the bed. Rosalind followed the movement. Long legs sprinkled with dark hairs…No clothes!
“Still feeling brave, Rosalind?”
Her heart thumped frantically against her ribs. She felt like a child who’d run about playing in the garden until she collapsed in exhaustion. She studied the rise and fall of his chest. A sprinkling of dark hair ran across it and lower. Two dark nipples showed, yet he looked different from her—strong and rugged, despite the puckered scar on his upper shoulder. The urgent desire to touch him made her hand tingle. While she hovered indecisively, battling against need, he stood. The covers dropped away. And Rosalind saw her husband in his full glory.
Her eyes bulged. Her pulse rate pumped in a rapid rhythm. Suddenly unsteady on her feet, she ran clammy hands down her nightgown to wipe
them dry.
A soft sound jerked her gaze northward. The amusement in Hastings’s eyes made her fidget and step from foot to foot. Part of her wanted to run and hide while the rest wanted to act with boldness and that made her blush again. Curiosity burned inside her as she picked up her candle and relit it with Hastings’s. She had many unanswered questions. Was his skin the same texture as hers?
“Like what you see?” The instant the words left his mouth, Lucien wanted to curse. What the hell was he doing, taunting her like this? Taunting himself, his conscience prodded, because, like it or not, his body was reacting to her presence and basking in her innocence. Pretty soon she was going to notice, or at least wonder why his body parts were expanding.
Lucien grabbed a pair of breeches and stepped into them.
“I’ve nothing to compare you with, so I’m not sure.”
“Nothing to…” The raspy crack of laughter astonished him as much as it did Rosalind, if her gaping mouth was anything to judge by. He fastened the breeches, keeping his gaze on her face. Curious. Inquisitive yet brave, given the way he was guilty of barking at her on occasion. Why didn’t she give up on him? Swift on the heels of his thought came the realization he’d miss her attention.
She peered at him and he had to smother his amusement. Did she know he could see straight through the nightgown when she held her candle up like that? For a tiny thing, she was surprisingly well endowed. The stirring at his groin wrenched his thoughts to an abrupt halt.
“Who was in your room?” A change of subject would aid both of them. Hell of a lot safer.
“How should I know?” Her impatience was clear. “Come and look. Are there secret passages leading from my chamber? It’s the only thing I can think of that makes sense. How else could a person enter my room without making the door creak?”
Lucien stared, amusement bubbling to the surface yet again. That was the longest speech he’d heard from her since their visit to the cove. The mouse had the courage of a lion.
He bowed. “After you, my lady.”
She swept from the room and stalked ahead of him, her candle lighting the way. Lucien grinned. If she stuck her nose much higher, she’d trip over her feet.
The journey to Rosalind’s chamber took mere seconds. A crafty way of luring him into her bed? Lucien pondered the thought. His cock tightened. Then he visualized Francesca. “Damn,” he muttered, willing his body to obedience.
As much as he loved his first wife and mourned her passing, he’d come to admire Rosalind for her bravery and generosity in helping the village people without complaint. She was the perfect mistress for St. Clare, according to Aunt Augusta. But thinking about her in a sexual manner made him feel disloyal.
He stepped over the threshold and Rosalind lit another candle. He couldn’t help himself. She thrust the candle at him and directed his attention to the floor.
“See,” she said.
Lucien looked. A few grains of sand lay on the carpet. “The maid needs to do a better job cleaning your shoes.”
“What?”
Her shriek made him wince. And disappointment surged to the fore. It was a scheme to get him into her chamber. Lucien edged toward the door. If he stayed he might give in to temptation.
Rosalind glared at the splotches of sand on the carpet. “There were footprints.” Her frown appeared frustrated as she glowered at him. “They’re gone now, but they were there. The footprints were not my imagination.”
Lucien sensed she wasn’t going to let him return to bed until they settled the matter to her satisfaction. “Where did they lead?”
One cotton-clad shoulder lifted in a helpless shrug. “I’m not sure.”
“What do you want me to do?” A trace of impatience escaped. He was here, wasn’t he?
“No one is listening to me. Mary is missing. She wouldn’t just leave without telling me. We grew up together. She hasn’t run off with a lover. Since I arrived at Castle St. Clare, I’ve been shot at by hunters, pushed out of bed and been under scrutiny.”
“When were you pushed out of bed?” It was the first he’d heard of it.
“The morning after our marriage.”
“You thought I did it? No, don’t try to deny it. It’s clear from your face.”
“Well, who else would do it?”
The scar on his cheek pulled in reaction.
“Don’t look so affronted,” Rosalind snapped. “What else was I meant to think when you kept trying to get me to cry off?”
“That was—” Lucien stopped abruptly.
“Yes?” One blond brow arched.
“Different. I didn’t push you from your bed.” Lucien gave the walls of her chamber a fresh assessment. “So you think there’s a secret passage?”
“I’ve looked several times but can’t see anything unusual. There’s no other explanation. Do you remember playing in hidden passages when you were a child?”
Lucien’s head snapped up to stare at her. “I thought I made it clear my memory of the past is nil. How would I know if there are passages?” Frustration churned his gut, nagging like a painful boil. It was true that fragments teased him, but they usually disappeared like mist, leaving him angry and discouraged. He still didn’t believe he was the long-lost heir, Hastings. Nothing he’d seen or thought of so far proved or disproved the notion. No, he belonged in Italy on the Bacci estate. “There are no passages, no plot to murder you or your maid. If that’s all, I’m returning to my chamber.”
“Wait.” Rosalind lurched at him, grasping his arm so he came to a halt. An almost pained look etched into her face. “Don’t go.”
Startled, Lucien waited. Her hand tightened on his forearm, her warmth shooting up his arm and galloping to his groin. He smothered a gasp. The speed of his physical reaction astonished him. Francesca remained in his thoughts. Constantly. And he continued with his determined search for her killer. But he thought about Rosalind too. His scar pulled so he knew he was frowning.
She was the type of person who touched others often. It wasn’t an overly familiar action, more an offer of comfort. The strange thing was the way her touch warmed him and calmed his ruffled thoughts.
“There’s no one in the room apart from us,” he said. “Why don’t I summon a maid to keep you company? I must travel to Dover on business tomorrow. It’s a long journey. I need to sleep even if you don’t.”
Rosalind fought the need to shake him. He was lying. His need for sleep was an excuse for him to leave. Even if she hadn’t read his thoughts, she’d have guessed by the way he raked his hand through his hair. There! He’d done it again. Her husband was uncomfortable in her presence and it showed.
She grimaced at her bare feet. The warmth from his skin worked its way up her arm, followed by a tingling sensation. A picture started to form in her mind. Not that woman again! Fighting her was like battling a ghost. Impossible. And she’d had enough. But before she ripped her hand off his arm, the picture formed. A man?
“What is it? What’s wrong?” Hastings’s fingers smoothed her arm and he patted her awkwardly. Like one would pat a child on the head.
“Nothing is wrong,” Rosalind said. “Don’t you have an early start tomorrow morning?”
“Of course.”
Hastings strode to the door but glanced back over his shoulder once, his brows drawn together in a baffled expression. Rosalind bit back a snort. And he thought he was confused. He should try living in her shoes for a few days, with other people’s thoughts and memories swirling about his brain. Then he’d really know the meaning of confusion.
“Good night,” she said.
The door clicked softly as he closed it, leaving her alone.
Hawk.
Intense curiosity burned inside, and she wished Mary were here so they could discuss the matter. To think she’d come so close to actually seeing the man when she’d overheard him in the garden. This wasn’t the first time the name Hawk had come to her in a vision. Just this morning, when she was treating the stabl
e boy’s cough, she’d read the lad’s mind and seen a faceless character. She frowned. The stable boy was terrified of the mystery man.
Rosalind paced the length of her chamber, concentrating on the two different visions. It was curious that neither was clear. She paused by the walnut dresser and nodded abruptly as she came to a decision.
The solution was obvious. She needed to investigate Hawk herself and discover the man’s identity.
Chapter Ten
Early in the morning two days later, and Rosalind was alone again. She sighed before turning her attention to the chafing dish of eggs on the side table.
“Gloomy pile of rocks.” The idea of staying inside the castle all day brought on the urge to scream, loud and long, until everyone knew of her displeasure. With Mary still missing, she decided to walk to the village and question the seamstress, whether Hastings approved or not.
The butler entered the room and hovered just inside the doorway. After a pause, he coughed.
“Did you want something, Tickell?”
“I do not wish to disturb you, my lady, but there is a boy from the village at the kitchen door. He refuses to leave until he sees you.” It was clear the boy’s impudence offended Tickell.
Rosalind pushed her plate away, unable to eat while her mind was full of worry about Mary. Perhaps the boy had news. “I will see him.”
“In here?” Tickell’s voice rose in horror.
Rosalind took that to mean the boy from the village was a dirty urchin with light fingers. Either that or the thought of Lady Augusta’s disapproval struck healthy fear in the butler. Good point. “I’ll come to the kitchen. Let me finish breaking my fast first.”
“You will come to the kitchens?” Tickell sounded even more critical of this decision.
“Give the boy something to eat while he’s waiting.” She picked up her bowl of chocolate, giving Tickell no further opportunity to object. She grinned inwardly as the pause between his speaking and moving to carry out her instructions lengthened. Finally, she heard a sniff then slow, plodding footsteps as he departed.
Ten minutes after Tickell’s footfalls faded, she pushed her bowl aside and, after two wrong turnings, reached the kitchen slightly out of breath.
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