by Jessica Wood
“Shhh, Logan.” She pressed her finger against my lips and I tried to nip it. I laughed as she pulled away quickly and walked away from me. I watched her going through the different bras and smiled to myself.
“Find one yet?” I walked up behind her and ran my hands across her ass as I pressed myself against her. “I’m kind of liking this one here.” I placed my hands over hers and touched the fine lace of the bra in her hand. “This one is soft, but I’d prefer a see-through pattern,” I whispered in her ear and she squirmed in front of me. “Then you can do a striptease for me before I bend you over and slide my….”
“Logan.” Maddie’s face was red and she pushed back against me. “People might hear.”
“I don’t mind.” I laughed and looked around. No one was paying any attention to us, and I was glad we weren’t in River Valley.
“Look, I’m going to go now. Bring these to me in about five minutes. If the girl is there, tell her you went to get me a different size.” Maddie handed me a bra.
“Okay.” I nodded. “Sounds like a good plan.”
“But try and come when you see the salesgirl go and help someone else, okay?”
“Okay.” I nodded, not really paying attention to what she was saying. I was too busy picturing Maddie shuddering against me in the lacy underwear I was now holding.
“I’m going in now.” She gave me a quick peck and her eyes were shining. “Pay attention, Logan.”
“Yes, ma’am.” I grinned and watched as she walked in to one of the changing rooms. I noticed a salesgirl staring at me and so I turned around quickly and pretended to study the thongs.
“Hi, can I help you?” A petite young blonde walked up to me with a big smile.
“I was just looking for a gift.” I smiled at her weakly, trying to ignore the way she was pushing her breasts towards me.
“Oh?” She pouted and leaned in closer to me. “For your girlfriend?”
“No, I don’t have a girlfriend,” I answered automatically and felt slightly guilty. I didn’t really know what I would call Maddie.
“Oh?” She grinned up at me. “I’m surprised to hear that. A hot guy like you.”
“Well, no need to be surprised.” I took a step back from her and looked away. I could tell she was interested and that it wouldn’t be hard for me to take her out back and have my way with her. She was looking for it and offering herself on a silver platter.
“My name’s Brittany.” She ran her hand down my arm as she looked up at me and batted her eyelashes.
“Nice to meet you, Brittany.” I gave her a perfunctory smile and looked back down at the thongs.
“I get off at eight,” she said, getting right to the point. I gave her a quick smile. She was beautiful, and in any other instance, I wouldn’t have hesitated to get her number. But now I wasn’t interested. Her feminine wiles did nothing for me. All I could think about was Maddie in the changing room waiting for me.
“Awesome, will you excuse me please, Brittany?” I gave her a quick, regretful smile. “I hear my friend calling me.”
“Oh, okay.” She looked at me in disappointment and walked away quickly. I felt bad for letting her down, but I didn’t have time to worry about her as I noticed that the salesgirl was no longer standing by the changing rooms. I hurried over and knocked on Maddie’s door, and she opened it quickly, motioning me to come in.
“Where were you?” she whispered up at me with wide eyes.
“Sorry, I got caught up.” My mouth went dry as I stared at her. She was standing there in a black lace bra and some black lacy panties. I could see her nipples through her bra, and before I knew what I was doing, I pushed her back against the mirror and ran my fingers across her breasts, squeezing gently.
“Oh my God,” she breathed against my mouth as my lips sought hers. Her hands lifted up my T-shirt and she pulled it up over my head and threw it on the ground along with her clothes. Her fingernails traced the lines of my pecs and she bent her head and lightly bit down on my shoulder. I grabbed her ass and lifted her up against the mirror and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I bent my head and kissed down her neck, sucking hard as if I were a vampire, trying to draw blood. Her scent surrounded me, and she moaned against me as I kissed further down and took her breast in my mouth. I slid my hand in between her thighs and slipped a finger into her panties, groaning as I felt how wet she was.
“You’re so ready for me, baby.”
“So are you,” she whimpered against my lips and moved her hips up and down so that she was grinding against my erection.
“Fuck, Maddie. You’re going to make me come if you keep doing that.” I pushed her against the wall harder and she slipped a hand to my jeans so she could unzip my pants. She reached into my boxer shorts and pulled out my erection, and her hands felt cool against my hardness.
“You’re so hard already,” she gasped, and I laughed.
“I’ve been hard ever since you told me you were taking me to the mall so you could fuck me.”
“That’s not exactly what I said.” She giggled, and I pressed my lips against her mouth to shut her up. I pulled her panties to the side, and we both paused as we heard the sound of the fine lace ripping at my rough touch.
“Oops.” I laughed. “I guess we’ll have to buy them.”
“Or not.” She grinned and winked at me. “You’re a Martelli, you don’t have to buy anything.”
“Shhh.” I bit her lower lip and positioned my erection against her slick opening. I rubbed the tip against her ever so slightly, and I felt her body shudder against me and the wall. I ran it up and down without entering her, loving the feel of her wetness against me.
“Oh, Logan, please,” she moaned, and I moved my hands up to slip her breasts out of her bra. I bent my head down and sucked on her right breast as she played with my hair and whimpered against me. She gyrated against me, trying to get me to slip inside of her, but I let my erection rub against her slickness without entering her.
“Logan, please,” she moaned in my ear louder this time as she wrapped her arms around my waist and placed her hands on my butt, bringing me in closer to her.
“Do you need any help in there, ma’am?” I heard Brittany’s voice at the door after her slight knock, and Maddie froze, with her eyes wide with shock.
“Oh, shit,” she mouthed.
“Are you okay, ma’am?” Brittany asked again.
“Yeah, I’m fi…” Maddie bit down on my shoulder as I slowly entered her while she was talking to Brittany.
“Sorry, what did you say?” Brittany raised her voice. “What did you need me to replace?”
“Nothing, ahhhh,” Maddie groaned as I pressed her up against the wall and increased the pace of my movements. “I’m fine,” she gasped out finally, and glared at me as I continued to move, in and out of her. I alternated my pace from fast to slow and watched her face as she came to a climax. The way she bit her lips, and looked at me wildly was turning me on, even more than being in the changing room. I grabbed her butt and pushed her onto me, so that the length of my erection was going deeper and deeper into her. I held onto her tightly to keep her from falling, and myself from losing absolute control as she brought me to new heights of lust and excitement.
“If you’re sure.” Brittany’s voice sounded hesitant and I knew she had to be slightly suspicious of what was going on. “I’ll be right here. If you need me, just holler.”
“Okay,” Maddie squeaked out and I stifled a laugh. Her eyes flashed at me and she gave me a naughty grin before my mouth came crushing down on hers. The sweetness of her eager lips beneath mine, combined with the sudden thrust of her hips meeting my powerful drive, took me to the edge and I cried out as I burst into her. It seemed as if Maddie had been waiting on me to come because all of a sudden she cried out and I felt her body trembling against mine as she convulsed against me. She bit down on my shoulder again and her fingernails dug into my back while I continued thrusting into her as she came. All of a sudden she went still, a
nd she lay her head on me. I kissed her cheek and she looked up at me lazily.
“That was amazing,” she whispered with a smile. “It’s never felt like that before.”
“So alive and tingly?” I smiled back at her, delighted to hear that I had brought her new throes of passion.
“Every nerve ending in my body enjoyed that moment.” She grinned at me shyly and ran her fingers down my chest, as she unwrapped her legs from my waist and slid back to the ground. “I can see why you enjoy having sex in public, the hint of danger and being caught really adds to it.” She giggled. “And if you tell anyone I said that, I will kill you.”
“I’ll just tell my brothers, no one else.” I laughed as she punched me and I leaned over to kiss her again. “Of course, I would never tell anyone.”
“Good.” She took the bra and panties off and I stared at her in lust, feeling myself grow hard again. “Don’t even think about it, big boy.” She laughed as I pushed myself against her. “There is no way that salesgirl will believe it takes this long to try on a few bras.”
“Then why are you trying to tempt me?” My eyes were transfixed on her hands as she pulled on her panties and bra. I couldn’t look away from her beautiful body. I was addicted to her touch and to her taste, and even though I had just had her, I wanted her again.
“I don’t think they’d like it if I walked out in their stuff.” She laughed. “I’d hate to steal a car but get busted for shoplifting a twenty-dollar pair of panties.”
“Twenty what?” My eyes widened. “That much?”
“Ha, ha, I was actually saying the amount was small in comparison to a car,” she giggled. “Though I’m not sure what I’m going to do with these now, seeing as you ripped them.”
“I’ll buy them for you.” I held my hand out. “And I’ll keep them as a keepsake.”
“A keepsake of what?” She was grinning at me, and I could tell she was happy to see I had a sentimental side.
“A keepsake of my first time having public sex.” I grinned.
“You mean our first time,” she corrected me and shook her head.
“Actually, no. I mean my first time and our first time.” I laughed and she looked confused. “So when I told you I liked public sex, I didn’t mean I had actually done it.” I grinned as her confused expression turned to one of shock and understanding. “I mean I’ve always wanted to. It’s always been something on my to-do list.”
“Oh my God, Logan. I’m going to kill you.” She glared at me and I pulled her close to me.
“I’m glad my first time was with you.” I stared down into her frazzled eyes and then kissed her nose. “I hope my second time will be with you as well.”
“I don’t know about that.” She shook her head, but I could see the hint of a smile on her face. She had on all her clothes now and she turned around and gave me a small devilish smile. “I’m leaving the changing room now, see you outside.” And before I had time to respond, she had left the room. I stood there shaking my head and paused as I heard Brittany talking to her.
“Did you see anything you liked, ma’am?”
“I’m still deciding, thanks.” Maddie’s voice was filled with laughter. “But you never know, maybe someone will surprise me and buy me a pair of panties and a bra.”
“Sorry, what?” Brittany’s voice sounded confused and I held back a laugh, as I picked up the bra Maddie had left hanging next to me. I looked at the price tag and saw it was sixty dollars. My head pounded as I realized I would have to spend eighty dollars to buy the bra and panties for Maddie. Plus tax. And I only had five hundred dollars and some loose change. And no prospect of making money anytime soon either. I stared at my reflection and wanted to punch the mirror. Who was I kidding? I was never going to be good enough for Maddie. I was still Logan Martelli, no matter how many fun afternoons we had or how passionate the sex was. I was never going to be good enough for her. And it didn’t even matter that her dad was fucked up. I wanted better for Maddie because she was better. She wasn’t him and she didn’t deserve to pay for his sins. I’d figure out a way to get him without involving her. Maddie was special; she was my Maddie. And I was starting to think that I was falling in love with her. My breath caught as I realized the gravity of my thoughts. The emotions welling up in my heart were unfamiliar and I was scared. In less than a month, Maddie had come into my life and turned it upside down and I wasn’t even sure who I was anymore. The even scarier part was that I no longer knew who I wanted to be, either.
Chapter Nine
Logan
“You shouldn’t have bought me both the bra and the panties.” Maddie frowned at me as we waited on the bus.
“I wanted to buy you a present.” I ran my hand through my hair and gave her a quick smile. “And I knew I had to keep the panties, so I wanted you to have the bra.”
“Logan, you shouldn’t have spent your money on me.”
“It’s okay.” I tried not to think of how much my family needed that money. I didn’t want Maddie to think that I was a loser, someone who couldn’t even afford to buy her a small gift. I laughed at the irony of the whole situation—who ever heard of a broke thief?
“I had a good day today.” She changed the subject and slid down closer to me. “I’m glad I came over.”
“I’m sorry we left the plate of cookies in the car.”
“Ha, ha, ha. I don’t care.”
“It was nice of you to bring them over.”
“I wanted to see you.” She grinned sheepishly. “I told myself I would try one last time, and if you still hated me, I would just forget about it.”
“I never hated you.” I shook my head, staring at her in disbelief. “You can’t have thought that? I haven’t stopped thinking about you since the first time I saw you.”
“When I jumped into your car?”
“No,” I laughed. “When you were running away from the cops.”
“Really?” She looked surprised, but her eyes lit up.
“Yes, really.” I grabbed her hand and held it in mine and we sat in silence waiting for the bus to come. There were so many things I wanted to tell her, but I just didn’t have the words. My heart wanted to tell her about my newly discovered feelings, but my head knew that was foolish. This was nothing more than a summer romance, and it would just hurt both of us if I were to pretend otherwise.
“Here’s the bus.” Maddie stood up and we walked to the curb.
“I’m sorry you have to ride the bus with me.”
“Hey, I’m not a princess, I’ll live.”
“Your dad would be pissed if he knew you were on the bus though, I bet.”
“My dad can be a snob at times.” She rolled her eyes. “It’s fine. Like I said, I’m not a princess, no one is looking to kidnap me or do anything bad to me.”
“I guess he’s just worried about his little girl.” I could have laughed at the fact that I was sticking up for the mayor. Today really was a day of firsts.
“Yeah, I guess.” She shrugged. “I’m used to it.”
“Yes, I suppose you are.” I paid for our bus tickets and then we found a seat towards the back of the bus. I let her have the window because I noticed a few guys looking at her a bit too closely, and I didn’t want them trying to cop a feel as they walked past us.
“So tell me more about Vincent and Jared.” Maddie gazed up at me longingly.
“Why are you so interested in them?”
“I don’t know. I like hearing about people’s siblings. I guess it comes from being an only child. And I want to get to know you better.”
“Okay.” I leaned back and Maddie rested her head on my shoulder. I could tell she was tired because her eyes were drooping as I played with her long hair with my fingers. “I’ll tell you a story from when we were kids, and you can relax.”
“I’d like that.” She smiled up at me sleepily and lovingly, and my heart melted for a moment as I realized that I had her heart and her trust completely.
“So you
know my mom died of cancer. It was pretty quick and swift. Within a few weeks of her being diagnosed, she was gone.” My breath caught and Maddie looked up at me with saddened eyes. “We were all pretty young, but we all knew that she was dying, and we were all devastated, but we didn’t really talk about it. Around that time was when my dad made the turn to complete alcoholism. Please don’t be sad for me.” I frowned down at her, not wanting her sympathy. “His drinking had already been a problem, along with his gambling and paranoia, but we had all hoped it would get better. And me and the guys hadn’t realized just how bad it was. Only my mom really knew, and there wasn’t really much she could do about it. She loved my father, and she was his world, but he was so bitter and angry over things that had happened to him, that he never really got over it. He instilled that bitterness in me and Jared, but for some reason, Vincent never became as jaded as the two of us.”
“Do you know why?” Maddie questioned me softly, and this time I noticed her eyes were completely alert.
“He was always a bit softer and a bit more sensitive than Jared and me.” I laughed. “And I don’t mean he’s gay, though I wouldn’t care if he was.”
“Well, that’s good to hear.” She smiled briefly. I laughed.
“Yeah, so anyway Vinny, well, he’s always looked at things on the more positive side. When Dad told us stuff, me and Jared got mad and wanted to get even. With Vinny, it was different; he wanted to think of solutions and ways to fix the problem.” I could see that Maddie wanted to ask me what stuff my dad used to talk about, but I wasn’t willing to go down that road with her yet. I didn’t want her to know how evil her dad was. I had a feeling it would break her heart and I didn’t want to be the one to do that to her. “Anyway, that’s why he wants to become a lawyer.”
“He wants to become a lawyer?” She looked surprised.
I nodded. “He thinks that if he can become a part of the system, he can advocate for those who have been let down by it.”
“He wants to be a defense attorney?”
“No, though we tease him about that all the time. He wants to become a constitutional lawyer. He wants to take on cases that will help shape the way we construe the laws of the land.”
