Those were his words, not mine.
So yeah, Miss Big-Tits McGee over here rebuffed the lecherous old guy who’s old enough to be her father on-screen and off, and somehow I’m the villain in this scenario. By his hurt, sullen silences you’d think I’d kicked Henry’s puppy or something, not shove him off me when he went in for a grope.
Confession time. I have thought about kicking his puppy. It’s an insanely annoying yippy little Chihuahua with a taste for ankles. I’ve thought about it, but I would never do it. Don’t believe the hype, I’m not really the wicked witch of the set.
Henry disappears around a corner and I head in the opposite direction, ignoring the crew just like they ignore me. I’ve seen the tabloid reports of what a catty brat I am to the cast and crew but that’s total BS. I get along just fine with my castmates and the crew, but this is a place of work, not a sorority. What am I supposed to do, go up to each and every lighting grip and give him a hug before we start shooting?
Bella Gable does that. She’s the actress who plays my sister. She’s cute and perky and absolutely adorable…until she flies off into a fit of rage and makes the wardrobe assistant cry. But then she buys said assistant a latte and all is forgiven. Because she’s Bella, and Bella is sweet. No, not just sweet, she’s America’s sweetheart. Everyone says so.
Me? Not so much.
I pride myself on being professional. Courteous and respectful. But that doesn’t sell ad space on gossip blogs or tabloids in the grocery store checkout so, you know…what are you going to do?
Live with it. Avoid it. Make the best of it, I suppose.
That’s what my mother, Shirley, does. As my manager, Shirley says it’s her duty to put a spin on things. By ‘things,’ she means me. Her daughter. Her flesh and blood, and the family breadwinner.
She may not win any Mother of the Year awards but she has managed to spin my private nature into mystique. If they don’t love you, make them want to be you. That’s her motto, the big pep talk she gives me before I step onto the red carpet. Sweet, right? Not exactly Mommie Dearest, but she tries.
As my mother, she clearly has her issues, but as my manager, she’s done her job. I’m not loved, but I’m powerful. As powerful as a teenage girl can be in Hollywood. I see the best scripts, I have meetings with the highest-level directors and producers. I get the best seats to Fashion Week, have photo shoots with Vogue and Glamour, and am invited to the best parties—all of which I decline, obviously.
According to gossip, it’s because I think I’m too good for whoever is hosting. According to my mother, I’m too much of an introvert and I don’t do my part to play the role that everyone wants to see. According to me, I’d rather be home reading.
And therein lies the rub. (See how I casually misquoted Shakespeare there? Our pretentious executive producer is clearly rubbing off on me.)
It’s possible my mother has a point. Maybe my introvert nature makes me a disappointment in the eyes of my fans and in the eyes of the world at large. I’ll never be the party girl who gets caught getting into trouble, or who flits from guy to guy, or who’s out to see and be seen. That will never be me, so maybe I am a failure when it comes to playing Avery the Starlet. Avery the Diva, on the other hand, now that’s something I can do.
It’s probably for the best. Bella is more than enough of a sweetheart for one popular cast. So maybe I’m playing the role I need to play, the one the world wants to see. After all, no drama is complete without some conflict, and every story needs its villain.
Some might say I play my role of the diva to a tee.
They’d be wrong. But try telling that to the paparazzi outside the gates of the studio. They’re ready for me as soon as I head out of the lot and they follow me to Silver Lake where I meet my best friend, Gabe, for coffee.
Gabe doesn’t notice them—or at least, he’s really good at pretending he doesn’t see the guys with the cameras who are mere feet away and snapping photos of us kissing each other on the cheek.
There’s no good story for them here, but they stick around anyways. Gabe is gay, so there’s no potential to skew this as a date between TV’s favorite mean girl and the lead singer of the “it” boy band.
“Ugh,” Gabe says as we take seats at a table in the far back corner. “My coffee is cold.” His dazzlingly green eyes sparkle with mischief as he looks at me over the rim of his cup. “Should I throw a hissy fit?”
He’s teasing…sort of. Gabe’s another diva in the eyes of the media. He has the same well-honed mystique that I do—the kind of rich, powerful glamor that makes us envied, admired, maybe even obsessed over—but not loved.
But just like me, he’s no diva. Not even a little bit. He might be one of the sweetest, most generous guys I know.
Unlike me, however, he enjoys the role. He gets off on playing the part when we’re out in public. It keeps me entertained even though more often than not I’m lumped into the same villainous mold when the stories come out and the pictures surface.
“Please don’t,” I groan, rolling my eyes as he pretends to plead with me.
“Come on,” he wheedles. “It’ll be fun.”
“Can’t we just enjoy our coffee in peace?” I ask. “I can’t handle any more drama today.”
He narrows his eyes. “What happened?”
I lift one shoulder in a shrug. It hardly warrants a conversation at this point. Henry Nivens is an ass, and we all know it. But that doesn’t make working with him any more pleasant.
“Is that old prick giving you a hard time again?” Gabe’s voice gets hard and protective. I can’t help but smile. He’s fiercely loyal and would do anything for his friends. Take that, mainstream media. They wouldn’t believe me even if I provided evidence of his kindness, that’s how effectively he’s nailed his bad boy reputation.
“Don’t worry about it,” I say. “It’s nothing I can’t handle.”
“But you shouldn’t have to.” He arches his brows and gives me a pointed look. “You’re the star, you know.”
I shift uncomfortably under that stare and mumble, “I know.”
“I don’t think you do. They need you more than you need them.”
I let out a little huff of irritation. This is far from the first time he’s given me this lecture, and I’m sure it won’t be the last. Gabe is no diva but he’s a big believer in claiming your power.
Those are his words, not mine. Although I’m pretty sure he read that phrase in a self-help book at some point and now he’s adopted it as his own.
“I have a contract,” I remind him. “They might need me, but they have me.”
They own my soul.
I don’t say that, it’s way too melodramatic, but it’s also the truth. I signed a contract with the producers before I knew any better. I let my agent and my mother talk me into it, listening as they told me what a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity it was to star in a primetime show at the age of fourteen.
I’m seventeen now, and while that might not sound very old, it is in my world. Hollywood years are kind of like dog years, and while I may have joined The Temptress as a young, impressionable ingénue, I’m a seasoned vet at this point. If I knew then what I know now…well, I wouldn’t be kissing a guy like Henry Nivens on a daily basis, let’s just put it that way.
“I’m just saying,” Gabe starts again.
I hold up a hand to cut him off. “I’ll deal with it, okay?” I give him a small smile. “Who knows, he might be killed off by next season anyway.”
Gabe watches me with narrowed eyes. “Girl, what are you not telling me?”
Gabe is an unabashed fan of the show. He started watching to be a supportive friend, but now? Now he’s hooked just like millions of other idiots who like that mindless crap.
It’s not that I have such high-brow tastes. I’m in no position to judge, but I have a hard time seeing the appeal of this particular show. Maybe I’m just too close to it. I mean, if you say the same mind-numbingly idiotic line twenty times in
a row it somehow sounds a million times stupider when you hear it coming out of the television speakers. Trust me on this one.
I take a sip of coffee and stay silent to torture him. I haven’t actually seen the script for the season finale yet, so I have no clue who’s going to die. Someone’s going to be killed off, though. It’s a given. The show gives new meaning to the word formulaic, and every season ends with some big murder.
Dear God, please let it be me.
I’ve been saying that prayer for the past two years, but as of now my character is still alive and kicking on the show, giving smexy eyes and sleeping with old married men. You know, being the kind of role model young girls everywhere can look up to. Yup. I’m super proud of my life choices these days.
“Fine,” Gabe says, tossing down his half-eaten scone. “Change of topic. If you’re not going to spill the deets on Temptress, then tell me everything about this new school of yours.”
I suck in a quick breath that makes me choke on my coffee. I cough and wheeze as I try to get myself under control. I hope the paparazzi didn’t catch that freak-out moment.
“You still nervous?” Gabe asks.
“I’m not nervous,” I say. My response is automatic, and it’s a bald-faced lie. I’m totally nervous. I don’t even know why I bother with the lie. It’s like I totally forgot who I’m talking to.
Gabe arches his brows and picks up his scone. Somehow his next bite is knowing. This guy should have been an actor. He can exude knowingness in a single bite. With his looks and his pop star status, he could easily score a role in a blockbuster summer film. Maybe an action flick with tons of CGI. Yeah, I could totally see that.
“Seriously?” he says after a heartbeat. “Are we really not going to talk about this? You’re going to school, Avery. School. Like, a legit school. Are you seriously going to tell me that you’re not freaked?”
I’m freaked. I am so freakin’ freaked. But I feel ridiculous for being so nervous. I mean, this is what I wanted. I fought my mom tooth and nail to let me go to a normal high school rather than continue being homeschooled on set and at our house like I have been for as long as I can remember.
But going to school means not working nonstop, so my mom balked. We finally came up with a compromise. No normal high school for me, but she did agree to let me register at Trudale School of Academics in the Arts for Gifted Learners.
Ugh. Talk about a long-ass, pompous name. It’s a boarding school that caters to the elite—the wealthy, the celebrities, the children of celebrities.
They’re focused on the arts, though they have a reputation for a great, well-rounded education. They also have a policy of working around conflicts for those students who earn a living. They arrange classes to fit your schedule, which means I’ll be joining the junior class a month into their school year and will be allowed to leave periodically for pre-approved events and film shoots.
I get to go to a school, albeit a prestigious, elite one, and my mom doesn’t lose her one and only client to something so prosaic as high school.
Gabe leans across the table, and his knowing smirk is replaced by kind eyes and a gentle smile as he places a hand over mine. “You’re going to do great.”
I flip my hand over so I can squeeze his hand. “Am I?” Okay, there goes the confident routine. But I’m a wreck and there’s no denying it.
His look of disbelief is so over the top it’s equally entertaining and disheartening because he’s so clearly lying. “Are you kidding?” he says. “They’re going to love you.”
Now it’s my turn to arch my brows in disbelief. “They’re going to hate me.”
He clearly wants to protest but he can’t. “Only because they don’t know you.”
I sip my coffee to hide how much that hurts. I mean, I’m glad that he’s not trying to lie to me. I love him for his honesty, but it only confirms how badly this is going to suck.
But it’s what you wanted. That thought has me straightening in my seat and taking a deep, fortifying breath. This is what I wanted. A normal life. Or, at least, as normal as my life can get.
I down the last of my latte in one gulp and set the cup down. “Sorry to cut this short but I need to get to the gym so my trainer can kick my ass.” What I wouldn’t give to be able to sit here and gossip with my best friend. I watch greedily as he inhales the last of the scone.
And eat. What I wouldn’t give to sit here and eat.
Gabe is chewing furiously. “Are you seriously going to leave before we can discuss the Trent situation?” He looks horrified but this is my cue to leave.
There’s nervous about starting a new school, and then there’s terror. And the thought of meeting the guy who may or may not be the love of my life?
Yeah, that falls into the terror category.
“There’s nothing to discuss,” I say as I pull my earbuds out of my bag, already getting ready to flee.
He lets out a snort. “Right. Nothing to discuss. You’re only going to meet the dude you’ve been crushing on for years, but why would we ever want to talk about that?”
That’s not entirely true. It hasn’t been years. I’ve only just discovered the brilliance that is Trent Wagner this year. But his point is valid. I am in love. Or, at least, as in love as one can be with a guy one only knows as a voice.
Okay, I may have seen his headshot on the audiobook site as well. But really, my love affair is with his voice and his talent. The fact that he’s a hottie? That’s just icing on the cake.
In case it’s not already obvious, I’m a reader. A big one. I consume books in every way possible, hardcovers, paperbacks, e-books, and audiobooks. With my hectic schedule, audiobooks are the easiest way for me to get a literary fix. Trent Wagner narrates my favorite series, Rogue Debutante by Celeste Cleary. It’s a steampunk pirate romance series that’s seemingly endless. The author puts out new books every five seconds, it seems, and they’re followed up quickly with Trent’s version.
I have an addiction. A serious problem. And Gabe knows all about it.
He also knows that Trent Wagner is a senior at Trudale, a fact he alerted me to two days ago and which I still haven’t quite digested.
I mean, this should be a good thing, right? Most girls would probably be psyched knowing they’re going to meet the guy they’ve been dreaming about for months.
Me?
I’m terrified. And by the way Gabe is watching me, he knows it. Or at least, he knows there’s more going on here than I’m willing to admit.
I shrug helplessly. “I’ve seriously got to go, G. You’ve seen my trainer.” I get up and grab my bag. “Would you want to make him angry?”
Gabe’s not fooled but he doesn’t try to stop me. “You can’t avoid me forever.”
I flash him a smile as I pop my earbuds in and sling my bag over my shoulder. “How could I avoid you, you’re taking me to that club opening tonight, right?”
He gives me the cocky lopsided smile he’s known for and leans back in his seat. “Of course. I’m going to need a wingman, babe.”
I laugh and roll my eyes. Gabe never needs a wingman. He does just fine on his own. But we do have more fun when we’re together and right now a night out dancing with my best friend is exactly what I need to get my mind off Trudale and Trent and the fact that in two days’ time I’ll be filming a sex scene with Henry the angry pervert.
But for now…I hold up my hand to say goodbye to Gabe and hit play on my iPhone to pick up where I left off. Trent’s voice is in my ears, filling me with the kind of sweet euphoric sensation I imagine heroin addicts experience.
His voice and the story help me face the photographers who are blocking the path to my car. I can make out the words coming out of their mouths, though the sound is drowned out by my hottie narrator, currently giving voice to a sexy werewolf.
“Avery, over here. Give us a smile.” I see it mouthed by a bald old dude with face tattoos.
Yeah, no. Not today, thanks.
I mean, I could smil
e, but it wouldn’t be real. These days it feels like the most real thing in my life are my books, the stories…this voice. He has this genuine quality, a way of capturing the truth in each character that puts every actor I know to shame. The stories might be silly and the plotlines outlandish, but he brings them to life, he makes them real and true.
So yeah, what you see is never what you get.
But what you hear?
That’s another story.
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