I was all man but it was something about her taking charge that made me feel like I was the bitch. I didn't know what to do with my hands so I put them both behind my head and stood up against the door while Vivian controlled the moment.
She was still squeezing on my dick with one hand when she placed it in and out of her mouth over and over again. The wetness of her mouth was all over my skin and for a brief second I had no idea where I was as she continued pleasuring me like never before. Vivian had only done it to her baby daddy and really didn't like given oral sex. She was not only giving it to me, but she was giving it to me right!
"Don't stop! I'm cummin'…" I mumbled before bracing myself for the ultimate relief.
Vivian paused only long enough to whisper, "Betta not cum in my mouth!"
I heard her but had no control over my body. I was calling for the Lord and grabbing at space as she worked her lips all around my thick brown muscle. I heard her but wasn't listening. I felt something building inside of me before my concentration was broken by the sound of the doorbell. We were both startled and just stared at one another.
The doorbell rang again and Vivian went back to pleasing me. If I didn't know any better she wanted to make me scream. Whoever was on the other side of the door probably heard me calling for the Lord when they walked up but I wasn't letting them hear another sound. The more I tried to be quiet the more she did this thing with her tongue and lips simultaneously.
"WHO THE FUCK IS IT?!" I screamed angrily but got no response.
It must've been the sounds I was making that gave me away because no one responded as I went back to focusing on the uncontrollable feeling building up inside of me. Vivian’s mouth was no longer on me, but it didn't stop what I was feeling. She pulled on my dick a couple times until I squirted inside her hand. A chill shot through my body and stopped at my feet as I felt a little sense of disappointment that she cheated me but I was in no position to complain.
She stood up, grabbed my hand and started laughing as she pulled me toward the bedroom. I was walking like a penguin because my pants were still wrapped around my ankles. I was stumbling and had a tough time walking so before hitting the bedroom I stepped out of them. She came out of her skirt and we dove into the bed.
I still had on my boots and socks when I climbed on top of her and started giving her the business.
When I finished making love to Vivian a feeling came over me that I didn't have in a long time. We had been together plenty of times before but for some reason this felt different. This time it was more passionate than ever as she lay in my arms sleeping with her arms wrapped around me.
The first and only woman that made me feel this way broke my heart and made me the cold hearted nigga that I had become.
Chapter 6
I had not been in a committed relationship in years. I was only 25 but had been with plenty of different women and it was always just about sex. Vivian had me feeling like my first love made me feel. I had been fucking with Vivian for six months but my return yesterday was special.
I guess it's true what they say about absence making the heart grow fonder. It was obvious that Vivian had missed me and although I didn't want to admit it out loud, I had missed her to. She was much different than any other woman I had ever dated.
When I woke up Monday morning, Vivian was gone. She had left a note on the nightstand that said, "I hope you still respect me after what I did to you yesterday. Call me later if you like. I love you! And thank you for my gifts."
Vivian's note was just as surprising as the blessings she gave me yesterday. I had been dating her for almost 6 months and she had never given my soldier so much attention before. It was the one thing that was missing in our relationship. She was definitely somebody I could see myself settling with.
After reading her note, I went to get my bags to unpack but Vivian had already unpacked my things for me. All my clothes were hung up in the closets and my toiletries were in their proper places.
I was scratching my head at how comfortable she was with going through my bags. It was the final sign that we had crossed a line in our relationship. It bothered me a little bit but after the warm welcome home, I brushed it off before jumping in the shower.
Vivian was on my mind all morning and it was obvious from her note how she was feeling. I knew she had feelings for me for some time now but she never uttered the words "I love you" before. It was something that we just never said to one another since we had been dating.
I really didn't know what to think at this point because I got used to being single and fucking with who I want, when I want. Not committing gave me the opportunity to maintain some privacy. Good thing there was nothing in my bag that would have hurt her feelings. Vivian's curiosity was always on display whenever my cell phone rang in her presence. The look on her face had me convinced that she wanted to know who it was.
We spent the last few months reminding one another that we were just friends whenever we were getting too close. Answering any questions that I felt was part of an interrogation turned me off. She allowed me to volunteer things about myself and who called me. Even though we were only friends with benefits I always kept my cell phone locked.
I know Vivian wanted to be in a committed relationship because she always told me where she was and what she was doing. I fucked around and turned what started off as a one night stand into six months.
I tried to shake the three words Vivian used in her letter as I stood underneath the hot flowing water coming out of the shower but I couldn't. The water was flowing over my bald, brown skinned head when I decided to go see my pops. My moms and pops had separated when I was younger and after moms got hooked on crack I moved in with him. At first I didn't like it but it turned out to be pretty cool living with my pops and his wife.
Since I hadn't hit the gym in about a week, I decided to go after checking on pops. His wife died a couple years ago and he lived alone in some apartments for people with disabilities. He had caregivers that came out to his apartment to take care of him but I still checked on him from time to time.
It was about two in the afternoon when I finally made it to his place. My pops used to be a playa in his younger days and even though he was older and had a stroke was still able to make a lady smile.
When I got to his apartment a slim, brown skinned girl with braces opened the door. She was cute and well-built, something I noticed immediately. She was wearing a T-shirt that said "You wanna lick!" It had the image of a Tootsie Pop and a large tongue that I couldn't help but to notice.
"Hello, I'm Zach Jr.," I said immediately after she opened the door while looking her up and down.
"Oh hi… I'm Terri, your dad's home attendant. Come on in, he's in the living room."
"You must be new. Neva seen you before."
"Yes sirrr, I just started two days ago."
"Please call me Zach, sir makes me sound old. You look young… How old are you?" I asked while making my way into the house still checking her out.
"24! Did you go to Laney High School?"
"What's up pops? And yes I did…," I answered after speaking to my pops and giving him a hug.
"I thought you looked familiar… You used to be a little chubby kid," she said laughing. "You don't remember we used to eat lunch together sometimes," Terri continued before walking off.
I watched her round ass shaking in her dark blue uniform pants as she disappeared into the kitchen.
"I see you lookin' boy," mumbled my pops as he managed to muster up a smile and a wink at me.
"I bet you like that one giving you a sponge bath," I responded before pulling a chair from the dining set and sitting right next to him in his wheelchair.
"Boy you need to settle down and get you a wife," pops suggested.
"I am pops… I am… And you're going to meet her soon."
Pops was right, I needed to settle down and Vivian was turning out to be the one. I had looked at a few engagement rings when I was in New York
but wasn't quite ready to make that investment. After yesterday I was prepared to make that move but right now I had my eyes on Terri.
It turned out that Terri went to high school with me and used to be a little fat girl. I was shocked to see that she remembered me. Since she knew who I was, anxiety made me want to know more about her. So after a few minutes of seeing how pops was doing, I strolled my horny self into the kitchen in an attempt to get to know Terri.
"You seeing somebody?" I asked, although it would not have stopped me from pursuing her.
"Not at all… Why?" she responded just before throwing some leftover spaghetti for my pops in the microwave.
"Maybe we can go out to eat or something…"
"Eat or something… hun!"
"Sure… You gotta eat."
"I do but not too much… I see you work out," she responded while squeezing my biceps. "Maybe we can work out together," she continued.
"I'm going to work out in a few… What time do you get off?"
"In a few minutes but I have some things to do first," she responded as the microwave began to beep.
It was good to see that she was into taking care of her body and I had no problem taking her up on her offer. She told me she had been working out and her body was proof. And since she touched me first I couldn't help but to squeeze her biceps back. Although I was there to visit my pops Terri had my attention.
I followed her back into the living room like a dog in heat. She was helping my pops with lunch while we continued talking. I was undressing her with my eyes and I'm sure she knew it. I could only imagine how toned her body was from working out. If I had my way I would have took her in the bathroom and fucked the shit out of her right now. The way she was talking and looking, it was a fantasy that I felt was going to come true.
She was done helping my pops and while she was getting ready to go, I cracked for her phone number. I put her number in my phone and saved it under the name Chris just in case she called whenever I was with Vivian.
It was almost time for her to leave and before she left I couldn't help but to ask, "Can I have a lick?"
She started laughing and asked, "A lick of what?" just before displaying a real friendly smile that made me feel confident about where this was going. I pointed to her shirt and she just started laughing even harder because she knew what I was talking about.
Although the shirt had a picture of a Tootsie Pop with a tongue, the message on her shirt meant something different to me. She gave me a maybe as I walked her to the door to let her out.
She was only a couple steps away when I whispered, "I'm going to fuck you well!"
Her head turned around sharply as if she heard me and asked, "You said something?"
"Yeah… You heard me," I responded while standing in the doorway.
Terri started laughing before boldly stating, "This ain't what you want… Trust me!"
Terri was sharp with the tongue and her last comment made me laugh as she continued to her car with a sassy strut.
I stood in the doorway and watched her ass wiggle to her car wishing I could touch it someday. I saw the word "nasty" written all over her face. Terri wanted to work out with me but my mind was on a different kind of workout.
Since we had lunch together a few times in high school I guess she was my only friend. I was just a chubby kid from New York and never really fit in with anyone. A part of me was looking forward to getting to know her a little more.
Neither one of us looked like we did in high school but there was a lot of positive energy bouncing off of us. I wanted to fuck her and something about the way she looked at me when I asked could I have a lick made me feel like she wanted to fuck me too.
As Terri pulled off I was getting a text message from Vivian. She was at work and wanted to let me know that she was going to be getting off late. It was a relief because I wasn't ready to confront her about the message she left this morning and her going inside my bag. I was giving myself one more day to decide if I was going to make her the one and give up the lifestyle of a single man.
Chapter 7
I didn't get up with Vivian until the next day because I knew we were going to have to discuss those three words. She had sent me a text, asking me to meet her downtown for a drink later on that evening. We had been texting each other back and forth since she gave me something special. I was thinking about asking her to take our relationship to the next level anyway so I agreed to meet her.
The orange sky from the sun going down made it a beautiful looking night to be out when I arrived at Mi Rancho's, a popular Mexican spot in downtown Augusta. Vivian was already there sitting at one of their outdoor tables looking sexy as usual.
She was wearing a pretty tight black and white tank top with a cute little design in rhinestones and a really short blue jean miniskirt. It was short enough to show off her smooth hairless high yellow legs and plenty of thighs.
Vivian was no longer wearing the braids she had yesterday. Instead she had her hair back in a ponytail just like I preferred. And I couldn't help but to notice the Gucci purse on the table and the strong scent of the Gucci Red I brought her hovering around in the air.
Muah! "How you feelin' girl?" I asked Vivian after giving her a kiss and sitting down next to her.
"I'm okay… I thought you wasn't gonna show," she said sounding a little down. She was looking like she lost her best friend and needed me to cheer her up.
"You're lookin' good, what made you think that?"
"Because you haven't called me… I thought…"
"You thought I didn't respect you?" I said cutting her off before she could finish.
"Well?" was the one-word response she gave me with one of the most serious looks I'd ever seen on her face.
Before I could answer one of the waiters walked up and sat down on the table two glasses, a large pitcher filled with margarita along with some chips and dip.
"Thank you…" Vivian said to the waiter before he turned and walked away.
"You was gonna drink all of this by yourself?"
"Yes! If you didn't show up, sure was," she responded sarcastically as I poured us a couple of drinks.
We had a couple margaritas as Vivian began finally expressing how she felt about me. She had fallen in love and wanted more out of the relationship. She was unaware that I wanted the same thing until I confessed my feelings for her. She knew about the heartbreak I had with an old love and never pushed for us to be more than just fuck buddies until today. Although I was all man, I had feelings too. I didn't know if my heart could handle any more pain. Being in love makes you vulnerable to heartache but I was willing to give her a chance.
We had drinks and talked until the sun went down about taking our relationship to the next level. She wanted me to meet her family and for us to confide in one another about all of our dark secrets. It sounded good but I wasn't sure if I was ready to share the secrets I’d been holding onto.
It was a warm spring evening, so after a couple of drinks Vivian suggested that we take a stroll on the Riverwalk which was only a few feet from the restaurant. It's a nice little strip for everyone when the sun was up, but the perfect place to be at night with someone you cared about. It's a town landmark that has an upper and lower level strip, each about a half a mile long. The top part overlooks the lower level which has an amphitheater and a small park used for entertaining children.
It's located on the edge of a river that separates Augusta, Georgia from North Augusta, which is really in South Carolina. During the daytime you can see people enjoying themselves on small boats or jet skis when the weather is nice. There are usually quite a few people walking and jogging up and down the strip or just having lunch on one of the many different metal benches or grassy areas.
It's a place I'd been before but never at night. It was my first time and it looked completely different than it did during the day. It was well lit in some places and dark in other locations as we walked up the strip holding hands like a couple. Viv
ian and I had just been fucking up until this point but as we walked slowly along the lower-level of the Riverwalk holding hands, I could feel our relationship changing.
The moonlight from a beautiful full moon was glaring off the water as we walked slowly and talked about being in a monogamous relationship. I was still having doubts until we came to a couple of metal benches, in a dark spot located at the far end of the Riverwalk. We sat down and before I knew it we were exchanging passionate kisses with one another. This was our first time hanging out in public and cuddling like two people in love. Her kisses and soft touches on my face even felt different.
It was a Tuesday night so it wasn't that many people moving around on the Riverwalk at that time. I was feeling a little tipsy and Vivian was always an animal after a drink so what happened next was no surprise.
While we were kissing, Vivian grabbed me between my legs and found out what I had already known. The kiss, the full moon and beautiful warm breeze brushing on my skin had my dick semi-woke when Vivian grabbed and squeezed on it.
Vivian began rubbing on it with the palm of her hand. It only took seconds of her kissing and touching me before it was fully awoke and screaming for more attention.
"Hold up…" I whispered before looking up and down the strip for people. I saw a man and a woman standing off the distance. They were holding hands by the guardrail that kept you from falling into the river and seemed to be looking up at the stars, giving us no consideration. I then spotted another couple holding hands and walking away from where we were sitting. Neither couple was paying us any mind when the idea of fucking Vivian outside was confirmed.
"Okay… Gimme dat pussy!" I whispered with authority as I began to unbuckle my pants. "Are you crazy!" she responded but didn't sound convincing.
"Hell yeah… Come on!" I responded, letting her know that I was serious. She was looking a little confused but my pants were already open and my big brown buddy was pointing toward the stars.
"Come sit on my lap," I asked boldly but serious. She stood up looked to the left and back to the right and saw what I had already seen, the perfect opportunity. No one was watching us or close enough to see what we were doing.
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