You will forgive my thus speaking of myself, and this apology for my doings at this stage of my story; but I am aware that my motives hitherto may have appeared contemptible, and I am anxious to have you understand that when I found myself suddenly placed in what I regard as one of the most extraordinary situations of my life, I honestly put my hand out, and strove to become an agent for good in that strange series of events into which my poor curiosity had originally brought me. And having thus explained and expressed myself in concluding what I may regard as the first part of my story, I promise that I will not trouble you again, dear lady, with any unnecessary asseverations of my good faith, nor with any useless defense of my actions; conceiving that although I am responsible to you for the telling of this tale, I am answerable to many for the part I played in the circumstances here related; and that, on the other hand, though no one can find much fault with me for my doings, none but you will have occasion to criticise my mode of telling them.
Henceforth, therefore, and to the end, I will speak of events which happened from an historical point of view, frequently detailing conversations in which I took no part and scenes of which I had not at the time any knowledge, and only introducing myself in the first person when the nature of the story requires it.
XI.
ONE MIGHT PERHAPS define the difference between Professor Cutter and Paul Patoff by saying that the Russian endeavored to make a favorable impression upon people about him, and then to lead them on by means of the impression he had created, whereas the scientist enjoyed feeling that he had a hidden power over his surroundings, while he allowed people to think that he was only blunt and outspoken. Essentially, there was between the two men the difference that exists between a diplomatist and a conspirator. Patoff loved to appear brilliant, to talk well, to be liked by everybody, and to accomplish everything by persuasion; he seemed to enjoy the world and his position in it, and it was part of his plan of life to acknowledge his little vanities, and to make others feel that they need only take a sufficient pride in themselves to become as shining lights in the social world as Paul Patoff. At a small cost to himself, he favored the general opinion in regard to his eccentricity, because the reputation of it gave him a certain amount of freedom he would not otherwise have enjoyed. He undertook many obligations, in his constant readiness to be agreeable to all men, and perhaps, if he had not reserved to himself the liberty of some occasional repose, he would have found the burden of his responsibilities intolerable. It was his maxim that one should never appear to refuse anything to any one, and it is no easy matter to do that, especially when it is necessary never to neglect an opportunity of gaining an advantage for one’s self. For the whole aim of Patoff’s policy at that time was selfish. He believed that he possessed the secret of power in his own indomitable will, and he cultivated the science of persuasion, until he acquired an infinite art in adapting the means to the end. Every kind of knowledge served him, and though his mind was perhaps not really profound, it was far from being superficial, and the surface of it which he presented when he chose was vast. It was impossible to speak of any question of history, science, ethics, or æsthetics of which Patoff was ignorant, and his information on most points was more than sufficient to help him in artfully indorsing the opinions of those about him. He was full of tact. It was impossible to make him disagree with any one, and yet he was so skillful in his conversation that he was generally thought to have a very sound judgment. His system was substantially one of harmless flattery, and he never departed from it. He reckoned on the unfathomable vanity of man, and he rarely was out in his reckoning; he counted upon woman’s admiration of dominating characters, and was not disappointed, for women respected him, and were proportionately delighted when he asked their opinion.
In this, as in all other things, the professor was the precise opposite of the diplomatist. Cutter affected an air of sublime simplicity, and cultivated a straightforward bluntness of expression which was not without weight. He prided himself on saying at once that he either had an opinion upon a subject, or had none; and if he chanced to have formed any judgment he was hot in its support. His intellect was really profound within the limits he had chosen for his activity, and his experience of mankind was varied and singular. He was a man who cared little for detail, except when details tended to elucidate the whole, for his first impressions were accurate and large. With his strong and sanguine nature he exhibited a rough frankness appropriate to his character. He was strong-handed, strong-minded, and strong-tongued; a man who loved to rule others, and who made no secret of it; impatient of contradiction when he stated his views, but sure never to assume a position in argument or in affairs which he did not believe himself able to maintain against all comers.
But with this appearance of hearty honesty the scientist possessed the remarkable quality of discretion, not often found in sanguine temperaments. He loved to understand the secrets of men’s lives, and to feel that if need be he could govern people by main force and wholly against their will. He could conceal anything, any knowledge he possessed, any strong passion he felt, with amazing skill. At the very time when he seemed to be most frankly speaking his mind, when he made his honest strength appear as open as the day, as though scorning all concealment and courting inquiry into his motives, he was capable of completely hiding his real intentions, of professing ignorance in matters in which he was profoundly versed, of appearing to be as cold as stone when his heart was as hot as fire. He was a man of violent passions in love and hate, unforgetting and unforgiving, who never relented in the pursuit of an object, nor weighed the cruelty of the means in comparison with the importance of the end. He had by nature a temperament fitted for conspiracy and planned to disarm suspicion. He was incomparably superior to Paul Patoff in powers of mind and in the art of concealment, he was equal to him in the unchanging determination of his will, but he was by far inferior to him in those external gifts which charm the world and command social success.
These two remarkable men had met before they found themselves together under John Carvel’s roof, but they did not appear to have been intimate. It was, indeed, very difficult to imagine what their relations could have been, for they occasionally seemed to understand each other perfectly upon matters not understood by the rest of us, whereas they sometimes betrayed a surprising ignorance in regard to each other’s affairs.
From the time when the professor arrived it was apparent that Hermione did not like him; and that Cutter was aware of the fact. It had not needed the young girl’s own assurance to inform me of the antipathy she felt for the man of science. He had seen her before, but Hermione had suddenly grown into a young lady since his last visit, and the consequence was that she was thrown far more often into the society of the man she disliked than had been the case when she was still in the schoolroom. John Carvel never liked governesses, and as soon as practicable the last one had been discharged, so that Hermione was left to the society of her mother and aunt and of such visitors as chanced to be staying in the house. She was fond of her brother, but had seen little of him, and stood rather in awe of his superior genius; for Macaulay was a young man who possessed in a very high degree what we call the advantages of modern education. She loved him and looked up to him, but did not understand him in the least, because people who have a great deal of heart do not easily comprehend the nature of people who have little; and Macaulay Carvel’s manner of talking about men, and even nations, as though they were mere wooden pawns, or sets of pawns, puzzled his sister’s simpler views of humanity. Her mother did not always interest her, either; she was devotedly attached to her, but Mrs. Carvel, as she grew older, became more and more absolved in the strange sort of inner religious life which she had created for herself as a kind of stronghold in the midst of her surroundings, and when alone with her daughter was apt to talk too much upon serious subjects. To a young and beautiful girl, who felt herself entering the vestibule of the world in the glow of a wondrous dawn, the somewhat mournful contempla
tion of the spiritual future could not possibly have the charm such meditation possessed for a woman in middle age, who had passed through the halls of the palace of life without seeing many of its beauties, and who already, in the dim distance, caught sight of the shadowy gate whereby we must all descend from this world’s sumptuous dwelling, to tread the silent labyrinths of the unknown future.
Such society as Mrs. Carvel’s was not good for Hermione. It is not good for any girl. It is before all things important that youth should be young, lest it should not know how to be old when age comes upon it. Nor is there anything that should be further removed from youth than the contemplation of death, which to old age is but a haven of rest to be desired, whereas to those who are still young it is an abyss to be abhorred. It is well to say, “Memento, homo, quia pulvis es,” but not to say it too often, lest the dust of individual human existence make cobwebs in the existence of humanity.
As for her aunt Chrysophrasia, Hermione liked to talk to her, because Miss Dabstreak was amusing, with her everlasting paradoxes upon everything; and because, not being by nature of an evil heart, and desiring to be eccentric beyond her fellows, she was not altogether averse to the mild martyrdom of being thought ridiculous by those who held contrary opinions. Nevertheless, her aunt’s company did not satisfy all Hermione’s want of society, and the advent of strangers, even of myself, was hailed by her with delight. The fact of her conceiving a particular antipathy for the professor was therefore all the more remarkable, because she rarely shunned the society of any one with whom she had an opportunity of exchanging ideas. But Cutter did not like to be disliked, and he sought an occasion of making her change her mind in regard to him. A few days after my visit to Madame Patoff, the professor found his chance. Macaulay Carvel, Paul Patoff, and I left the house early to ride to a distant meet, for Patoff had expressed his desire to follow the hounds, and, as usual, everybody was anxious to oblige him.
After breakfast the professor watched until he saw Hermione enter the conservatory, where she usually spent a part of the morning alone among the flowers; sometimes making an elaborate inspection of the plants she loved best, sometimes sitting for an hour or two with a book in some remote corner, among the giant tropical leaves and the bright-colored blossoms. She loved not only the flowers, but the warmth of the place, in the bitter winter weather.
Cutter entered with a supremely unconscious air, as though he believed there was no one in the conservatory. There was nothing professorial about his appearance, except his great spectacles, through which he gazed benignly at the luxuriant growth of plants, as he advanced, his hands in the pockets of his plaid shooting-coat. He was dressed as any other man might be in the country; he had selected an unostentatious plaid for the material of his clothes, and he wore a colored tie, which just showed beneath the wave of his thick beard. He trod slowly but firmly, putting his feet down as though prepared to prove his right to the ground he trod on.
“Oh! Are you here, Miss Carvel?” he exclaimed, as he caught sight of Hermione installed in a cane chair behind some plants. She was not much pleased at being disturbed, but she looked up with a slight smile, willing to be civil.
“Since you ask me, I am,” she replied.
“Whereas if I had not asked you, you would have affected not to be here, you mean? How odd it is that just when one sees a person one should always ask them if one sees them or not! In this case, I suppose the pleasure of seeing you was so great that I doubted the evidence of my senses. Is that the way to turn a speech?”
“It is a way of turning one, certainly,” answered Hermione. “There may be other ways. I have not much experience of people who turn speeches.”
“I have had great experience of them,” said the professor, “and I confess to you that I consider the practice of turning everything into compliment as a disagreeable and tiresome humbug.”
“I was just thinking the same thing,” said Hermione.
“Then we shall agree.”
“Provided you practice what you preach, we shall.”
“Did you ever know me to preach what I did not practice?” asked Cutter, with a smile of honest amusement.
“I have not known much of you, either in preaching or in practicing, as yet. We shall see.”
“Shall I begin now?”
“If you like,” answered the young girl.
“Which shall it be, preaching or practicing?”
“I should say that, as you have me entirely at your mercy, the opportunity is favorable for preaching.”
“I would not make such an unfair use of my advantage,” said the professor. “I detest preaching. In practice I never preach” ——
“You are making too much conversation out of those two words,” interrupted Hermione. “If I let you go on, you will be making puns upon them.”
“You do not like puns?”
“I think nothing is more contemptible.”
“Merely because that way of being funny is grown old-fashioned,” said Cutter. “Fifty or sixty years ago, a hundred years ago, when a man wanted to be very bitingly sarcastic, he would compose a criticism upon his enemy which was only a long string of abominable puns; each pun was printed in italics. That was thought to be very funny.”
“You would not imitate that sort of fun, would you?” asked Hermione.
“No. You would think it no joke if I did,” answered Cutter, gravely.
“I am not going to laugh,” said Hermione. But she laughed, nevertheless.
“Pray do not laugh if you do not want to,” said Cutter. “I am used to being thought dull. Your gravity would not wound me though I were chief clown to the whole universe, and yours were the only grave face in the world. By the by, you are laughing, I see. I am much obliged for the appreciation. Shall I go on being funny?”
“Not if you can help it,” said Hermione.
“Do you insinuate that I am naturally an object for laughter?” asked Cutter, smiling. “Do you mean that ‘I am not only witty in myself, but the cause that wit is in other men’? If so, I may yet make you spend a pleasant hour in despite of yourself, without any great effort on my own part. I will sit here, and you shall laugh at me. The morning will pass very agreeably.”
“I should think you might find something better to do,” returned Hermione. “But they say that small things amuse great minds.”
“If I had a great mind, do you think I should look upon it as a small thing to be laughed at by you, Miss Carvel?” inquired Cutter, quietly.
“You offer yourself so readily to be my laughing-stock that I am forced to consider what you offer a small thing,” returned his companion.
“You are exceedingly sarcastic. In that case, I have not a great mind, as you supposed.”
“You are fishing for a compliment, I presume.”
“Perhaps. I wish you would pay me compliments — in earnest. I am vain. I like to be appreciated. You do not like me, — I should like to be liked by you.”
“You are talking nonsense, Professor Cutter,” said the young girl, raising her eyebrows a little. “If I did not like you, it would be uncivil of you to say you had found it out, unless I treated you rudely.”
“It may be nonsense, Miss Carvel. I speak according to my lights.”
“Then I should say that for a luminary of science your light is very limited,” returned Hermione.
“In future I will hide my light under a bushel, since it displeases you.”
“Something smaller than a bushel would serve the purpose. But it does not please me that you should be in the dark; I would rather you had more light.”
“You have only to look at me,” said the scientist, with a laugh.
“I thought you professed not to make silly compliments. My mother tells me that the true light should come from within,” added Hermione, with a little scorn.
“Religious enthusiasts, who make those phrases, spend their lives in studying themselves,” retorted Cutter. “They think they see light where they most
wish to find it. I spend my time in studying other people.”
“I should think you would find it vastly more interesting.”
“I do; especially when you are one of the people I am permitted to study.”
“If you think I will permit it long, you are mistaken,” said Hermione, who was beginning to lose her temper, without precisely knowing why. She took up her book and a piece of embroidery she had brought with her, as though she would go.
“You cannot help my making a study of you,” returned the professor, calmly. “If you leave me now, I regard it as an interesting feature in your case.”
“I will afford you that much interest, at all events,” answered Hermione, rising to her feet. She was annoyed, and the blood rose to her delicate cheeks, while her downcast lashes hid the anger in her eyes. But she did not know the man, if she thought he would let himself be treated so lightly. She knew neither him nor his weapons.
“Miss Carvel, permit me to ask your forgiveness,” he said. “I am so fond of hearing myself talk that my tongue runs away with me.”
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