Jason listened to Lanie’s side of the conversation in half measure, the curious dream filling his mind. After their shared dream, he determined that whatever was in play was extremely important and would continue on to completion. He couldn’t wait for this day to end so he could enter her dream again. By his calculation, the timing of the dream was days shy of one month until they’d managed to murder him. Why would she dream of that time? And what about that fact he’d known her then? He thought long and hard. No, at least twenty-five years had passed from the time he’d seen her as a girl to seeing her as a grown woman. Jason shook his head. Her dream had left him feeling alive again, and he momentarily forgot he’d been dead for more than a century. It hadn’t been twenty-five years. Roughly one-hundred-fifty years had passed since the pretty little black-haired girl came to his house with her father. Again he had to wonder at the meaning of living his time in her dream. It made no sense. Her conversation pulled him from his reverie.
“Okay…sure…dinner at seven. I’ll meet you there, but listen, I won’t be staying late.” She laughed. “You know I appreciate your blind dates, but I don’t have time for a relationship right now. Yes, honestly. Lexie, I’m serious. Of course. Okay. I’ll meet you three for dinner. Did Pete tell him it’s going to be an early night for me? Good. No, don’t pick me up. If I drive I can leave when I need to without impacting your evening. Not a problem, I prefer it that way. See you later. Love you, too. Bye.”
Lanie set the cell phone on the night stand and grumbled, “I love you, Lex but God damn it, you woke me right in the middle of it. Stop trying to find me ‘the perfect man’.” Her eyes opened wide when she suddenly remembered an important piece of her dream. The nameless man she’d been dreaming about for years had a name now. He was Dr. Jason Bowen and this was Bowen house. “I already found one.”
Only it wasn’t empty. The man the local legend called a ghost still lay beside her.
* * * *
Lanie sat on the stairs, pulling old carpet tacks from the bunching old runner and talking on the phone to Lexie about their dinner plans. She had no idea Jason sat on the stair above carefully contemplating how he might reveal himself without frightening her. Discovering her tack hammer misplaced for the third time, she gave up on the frustrating task and went to get ready for her blind date.
Her bath had the same effect on him as it had the other times he watched her bathe. She stood wrapping hair and body in thick towels, looking for all the world like she’d just emerged from the Turkish baths. Over her shoulder, in the mirror, he watched her fascinating application of tints and lash color, though, in his opinion, she was just as beautiful with as without. His cock grew soft once she began to dry her hair with a gadget he had never seen before. Margaret certainly didn’t have one of these noisy electrical hot air blowers. His body roused again when she put her undergarments on. Her pantalets were nothing more than a Y-shaped piece of material that accented her adorable rounded backside. Her brassiere was crafted from very feminine black lace, low enough that the rosy hue of her areolas slightly peeked above the edge. A French milliner couldn’t have chosen better. She dabbed perfume behind her ears, on the inside of her wrists and at the spot above her heart. Although the fragrance was faint, he was surprised he could smell the familiar floral scent on her as she passed. That sense had been dead as long as he. Holding this piece of clothing or that before her, she appraised her reflection in the mirror with each. After four considerations, the dress she settled on was black and short—too short. He found himself frowning.
The frown persisted as the mantle clock stuck ten o’clock and deepened when it struck eleven. By eleven-thirty-two, he was in a fine pique.
Hearing Lanie’s automobile roll onto the gravel drive, he invisibly materialized downstairs to meet her at the door with his arms folded across his chest in irritation. Leaning against the wall, looking her over from head to toe as she came in talking on her telephone, he thought her lips were a little chafed, a little too swollen. She’d kissed the man she’d just met that night, no doubt more than once. The thought annoyed him more than the late hour.
“No really, I had a nice time with Jim.” She laughed. “Yes, nosy, I let him kiss me. Lexie, I know, but please no more dates until I finish the clinic. Please? I have too much to do to get sidetracked.” She laughed again. “I don’t know, maybe I will see him again. He kissed fine! Of course you can set us up again when I get things done here. I don’t know how long it’s going to be—I have the clinic to open! Yes, I know you do. No, when I’m done you’ll be the first to know. I promise. Love you, too.” She hung up the phone shaking her head. “Sheesh,” she said in exasperation, but the over-kissed smile lingered.
Irritated a great deal, he followed her upstairs and watched as she washed her face, brushed her teeth, and changed into her worn, comfortable-looking clothing. Still invisible, he didn’t follow behind her when she went back downstairs. Rather he focused his mind and appeared alongside her at the bottom. Heading to the parlor, she turned on Margaret’s television and took a seat on the sofa directly across. When kissing her date goodnight, he suddenly had the arms of an octopus. She picked up the remote and proceeded to flip through channels, feeling wired from fending off her date’s sweet but unwanted attentions. Watching her, Jason shook his head. “Oh no, sweetheart, I haven’t waited the entire night for you to lose yourself to this contrivance.” With that he projected his spirit energy into the wires that fed the machine electricity. The screen instantly filled with snow.
Lanie frowned at the snowy screen and flipped through channel after channel looking for better reception. “Oh, come on!” she told the television. After another run-through, she gave up and turned it off. “Damn it. All I wanted to do was unwind before bed.” She ran an exasperated hand over her face. There was a lot to do the following day and she knew it would take hours for her to fall asleep. A thought came to her. Most over-the-counter sleep aides were antihistamine-based. Having seasonal allergies, that was something she had readily available. That would certainly make her sleepy. No, I don’t like how my head feels in the morning. Instead she headed to the kitchen for a cup of chamomile tea.
Jason watched her go, feeling the slightest remorse for haunting her television. He reasoned he didn’t like that noisy box that for all appearances put Margaret into a daily trance. He followed her into the kitchen where he noticed her lips again. His remorse evaporated. Sharing passionate kisses with a man you just met! Annoyed, Jason swept his hand across the counter and knocked the spoon to the floor with a clatter.
Lanie jumped at the sound. Frowning, she reached under the chair where a spoon had inexplicably fallen then looked around for anything that might have knocked it on the floor, hoping she didn’t have large mice or, God forbid, rats. Setting it in the sink, she said, “I think I have ghosts.”
Jason’s anger instantly faded as her statement took him by surprise. Testing her, he slowly opened the cabinet door, the old hinges squeaking and groaning. She turned to the sound of the swinging door, and he watched her face carefully. No fear, just curiosity. The whistling kettle diverted her attention. Once more he found himself wishing he were able to sit over a cup of tea and talk with her. He wanted to know where she’d been tonight and why she’d kissed a man she hardly knew. He wanted to know why she haunted his thoughts as surely as he haunted these halls. But moving a spoon and a cupboard door was a far cry from materializing in full form before her.
Taking a seat in the chair across from her as she scribbled small pictures onto her notepad, flowers mostly, daisies and lily-of-the-valley, he read the messages she wrote to herself regarding what needed to be done the following morning. This list was the shortest yet. Occasionally she’d look at the cabinet door to see if it would actually move again. He was tempted, but a part of him was too afraid she’d leave, never to return. Then the moment he had waited the entire day for happened. She yawned.
“You’re tired, you should rest,” he whispered
. He could see the suggestion taking root in her mind. Putting her nearly full cup in the sink, she headed to bed.
Watching her sleep, Jason sat beside her a long while thinking on how lovely she looked tonight. He would have loved to have been the man to take her out on the town, to the theater perhaps. Out for dinner, certainly. If his own kisses had swelled those luscious lips, he would have ventured from her sweet mouth to the tops of those exquisite breasts so tantalizingly displayed in the décolleté of her neckline. His entire being desired to lose himself in the living heat of her. There was simply no stopping himself from caressing her, having lost that particular battle of conscience the first night she lay in his bed. He’d convinced himself that as long as he kept his baser needs to himself, touching her while she was completely unaware was a harmless compulsion.
Materializing just under the linens, his glowing form lit the sheet like a Japanese lantern. He whispered to her unconscious mind as she lay curled on her side, “Lay back for me, sweetheart, let me look at you fully while I feel how warm you are.”
Unconsciously responding to his suggestion, she rolled on her back, one arm tossed casually over her pillow.
Once more marveling that he was able to touch her at all, he swept her raven hair back from her lovely face, his thumb lightly tracing the delicate arch of her eyebrow. Touching her skin was like touching a rose petal in his garden, a warm sun-kissed rose petal. Gliding his hands over her warmth, he caressed her trim belly and arms all the while carefully avoiding the dove-soft breasts as any gentleman might unless given leave. Though it was true she hadn’t granted leave for any touching, the fragment of his gentlemanly comportment quickly faded as her living heat seeped into him.
He imagined her then as he saw her in her dream—imagined he was alive and he’d taken her out for the evening. And in his musings he’d kiss her rose-tinted lips for the longest time and she’d come to his bed without hesitation. Maidenly airs aside, she’d want him as he wanted her. He’d leisurely undress her himself, slowly unlacing the corset she didn’t need to wear. He’d kneel at her feet to roll stockings down those beautiful smooth legs. He imagined he could smell the heated scent of her arousal because he was a flesh-and-blood man again. And while his imaginative yearnings delighted his fancy, his respectful touch had unconsciously grown bolder. Locked in his lustful musings, Jason hadn’t realized his glowing fingers moved of their own volition to sweep back and forth over her mound. For the second time since she’d come to his house, his fingertips lingered on those velvet lips and the extra warmth just between.
Lanie moaned softly in her sleep but didn’t wake, lost as she was in a most erotic dream. Bending her knees slightly, she opened her thighs and unconsciously rose to meet the unseen hand. She mumbled something unintelligible.
Jason couldn’t quite make out her words but it sounded like she murmured his name.
You want me. A wash of desire seized him. His gaze burned a swath from her beautiful face to the tantalizing view she offered in her sleep. Unable to help himself, he moved to her breast and for the first time smelled the scent of her sweet, flowery perfume overlaid by the warmed by her skin. Closing his lips around the sleep-soft nipple, he suckled her gently while he caressed her other breast. Her back unconsciously arching, she made a soft sound and her knees widened to his sweeping fingers. Beside himself with the wonder of it, he whispered “Yes, sweetheart, you want more.” God help him, so did he.
Without hesitation he kissed a path over her heart and down her belly, settling at last between those warm satin thighs that now lay wide against his shoulders. Her beckoning charms lay open lit by the glow of his ethereal self, and he touched her there, exploring her hot moist lips. Desiring to taste the heaven before him, his face drew close while both hands gently spread her. He touched a tentative tongue to her sex and found it more than he could bear, for as impossible as it was, her heavenly taste and scent assailed him. Finding his senses working, he licked and sucked and feasted like he’d been starved. And he had been starved as a man.
Lanie made a small moan in the back of her throat.
Emboldened, Jason slid his finger inside her hot depths and slowly moved it in and out before adding another, his mind once more lost in the wonder that he could feel the slippery ridged heat of her. Good God love, you’re so tight, so hot. He freed the cock straining in his trousers.
Jason’s mouth and fingers worked their ghostly magic on her nerve endings and started the tremor of her impending release. But as tired as Lanie was from working all day, the wine at dinner, and her overlong evening, she dreamed her climax rather than woke to it. Her muscles contracted around his fingers as she found her release in her dream.
The small helpless whimpers were his undoing. Stroking hard and fast with the scent and taste of her fueling his pace, he emptied his balls for the first time in more than one hundred and twenty years. And the draining was glorious. He heard her softly moan. Apparently he wasn’t alone in that assessment.
Passing right through him, she rolled over on her side and hugged her pillow. Breathing the perfume behind her ear, he lightly spooned against her. His glowing blue arm wrapped possessively around her waist, and his hand filled with the soft weight of her breast. Lying there, Jason’s mind was awhirl. He hadn’t felt this way about a woman before, not once while he lived, and certainly not once since he’d died.
Thoughts of his duplicitous wife came unbidden. Under the guise of shyness, Cathy had shunned such intimate attempts to bring her pleasure. Even his innocent kisses. Terrified tears met his advances on their wedding night, and in the four months of marriage he’d lived as a monk waiting for her “comfort to grow.” Of course, it never did, in fact they hadn’t yet consummated their marriage. She’d managed to kill him off before her avowed shyness was tested.
The little Cathy did suffer his affections, his kiss upon her cheek, his caress as she passed, were simply a part of the ruse that gigged him like a frog. Blinded with desire for his beautiful wife, he didn’t immediately see the changes in her when he’d brought her home. Having time to think like he had, he recognized Cathy was indeed cold as a woman, selfish to his calling as a physician, and disdaining to his friends and the people in his employ, some of whom had been with his family longer than he had lived. At the time he attributed those changes in her demeanor to her missing her dear friends in Atlanta. He knew her father had died in the war, her mother shortly after. Knew too she was raised by a distant fourth cousin who had children of her own. Cathy was extremely close to those cousins. He frowned at the thought.
The preposterous lie she’d told him on their wedding night as she cried and begged her shy sensibilities to keep his attentions at bay all but melted away after his death. He pushed the image from his mind. His merry widow’s thighs straddling her lover’s head. That beautiful lying mouth licking and sucking on the man’s cock while he treated her sex the same. He’d lived as a monk with his shy wife, while she enjoyed her carnal feast with such abandon that no one could doubt the act had happened many times before.
Confused as to how he could have been so blind, he’d studied the pair, looking for the shy, delicate angel his wife pretended to be and finding instead the practiced whore. The whole thing, their lies and his ignorance, sickened him. Unable to stomach more, he hid himself away in the cupola for one hundred years of solitude and stayed there until one night when he’d heard lonely Margaret cry.
Lanie shifted positions, her movement redirecting his dark thoughts. This kind and gentle creature in his arms, this beauty with her hot blood coursing through her veins, was as different from Cathy as night was from day. With her in his arms he almost felt like a flesh-and-blood man again. Breathing the mingled scent of perfume and soap and a woman’s arousal, he whispered at her ear as his essence plied her synapse, “Dream, sweetheart, dream of me again.” And she did, right where the last had left off.
Chapter 7
“I’ll let Mrs. Boatwright know to set another plate,�
� Cathy told them then turned on her heel and hurried away.
Watching her go, knowing she desired everything to be perfect for her lover’s arrival, Jason knew the dream had returned to where it ended last. Lanie was standing at his side, so he offered his arm. Never far from her doctor’s bag, she reached for it. Taking it from her so he might carry it, he said, “Come, I’ll send for your other bags.”
Lanie hooked her arm through his and felt the firm muscle under the cloth of his sleeve. How strange, she thought, a moment ago I only thought him a handsome man, now I feel lightheaded at his touch as if he and I were... Her cheeks warmed, the telltale heat signaling a blush. How could such images even come to her mind? She knew no man intimately.
Jason felt her warm on his arm, almost as warm as when she slept. The vision expanded to her sleeping while he lay between those silky thighs, tasting her impossible sweetness. That vision expanded to her tightness around his fingers and the feel of her body trembling in climax, and that expanded his… Stop it man, what the devil is wrong with you? What just occurred in the waking world was capturing his imagination in this dream world, and it was all he could do to will his body to relax. He couldn’t very well enter the house with a rock-hard cock making a showing. Seeking a much-needed distraction, he said, “I wasn’t aware your father had passed. He was a good man, Lanie.”
“Thank you. I was all he had left in the world. I regret I wasn’t there in his final hours.” Across town delivering a difficult breach birth, she hadn’t been there for his passing. The fact still wrenched her heart.
Hearing her voice quaver, Jason placed a reassuring hand upon hers where it rested in the crook of his arm. It felt glorious to touch her skin upon skin. “I’m sure James wouldn’t want to see you saddened anymore than you already are at his passing.”
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