by Aileen Fish
“I’ll make them believe me,” Laurel insisted.
Gabriel shook his head. “Unfortunately, it doesn’t work that way. They’ve made up their minds about Daisy and nothing you say will change what they wish to believe. The more you protest, the more entrenched they’ll become, and they’ll blame Daisy for putting you up to it.”
Laurel let out a deflated sigh. “It isn’t fair.”
“Life never is,” he muttered.
Laurel pursed her lips, then stared at her belly a long moment before glancing up and pinning her gaze on Gabriel. “I know how you can fix this.”
“How?” he asked.
“Marry Daisy. After all, she’s in this predicament partly because of you. I’d marry her if I could, but I’m her sister. I don’t think England is quite that progressive yet.”
Daisy wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. “You can’t ask Gabriel to marry me.”
“Why not? Don’t you love him? You just proclaimed it.”
“Of course I do. But he doesn’t love me.” She swallowed hard, surprised when Gabriel took her into his arms and turned her to face him. “Nor will I accept you,” she insisted, “so don’t even think to make the sacrifice. I’ll solve the problem myself... run away... paint warts on my nose... I’ll think of something.”
“Unacceptable,” Laurel said, glowering at Gabriel. “How can you allow my sister to compromise her heart?”
Graelem groaned. “That’s what I love about you, Laurel. Tact, you’re just bubbling over with it.”
“My sister’s in pain because of your cousin. Am I supposed to stand by and say nothing while he breaks her heart?”
“Now, wait a moment. Gabriel never made her any promises.”
“So what if he didn’t? It’s his fault as much as it is mine.” Laurel turned to her husband with fists once again clenched.
Daisy let out a sob. “Laurel, please! I need you to remain calm and speak to Father as soon as possible, before he does the unthinkable and gives his consent.”
Graelem nodded. “I’ll go, Daisy. Stay here with your sister and don’t despair. Your father loves you. He won’t force you to marry against your will.”
“Won’t he?” She turned away and buried her head against Gabriel’s shoulder. He felt so warm and solid, so reassuring in the tender way he held her.
“Take a deep breath,” he murmured, gently stroking her hair.
Tears began to spill down her cheeks.
He stroked her hair again, his touch so soft it only made her ache more. “Daisy, I can’t bear to see you cry.”
“I can’t help it.”
He sighed. “Take my handkerchief.”
She thanked him, and wished she had never met him. Perhaps then she might have accepted Auguste, not knowing any better and believing love was a companionable emotion, not a hot, desperate feeling that seized you in its grip and shook the stuffing out of you... in a wonderful way, of course. “It isn’t your fault that you’ve spoiled me—”
Laurel gasped. “You ruined my sister?”
Gabriel emitted a strangled oath. “I haven’t been much of gentleman around Daisy, but I was most careful about that. Can’t you see she’s overset and doesn’t know what she’s saying?”
“I meant that his kisses have spoiled me,” Daisy explained amid sniffles and tears that she seemed unable to control. “But I would have surrendered had he bothered to seek more.”
“Oh.” Laurel coughed.
“Well, I would have. I’m not ashamed of my feelings.”
Gabriel’s expression became pensive, troubled. “The Malinors are up to something. Auguste’s father approached me several nights ago, curious about my intentions toward you.”
“What did you tell him?”
“That I had no interest in you. That I had no intention of ever marrying, and if I did, it wouldn’t be to someone like you,” he said with a wince. “I didn’t mean it, of course. It was foolishly said in order to maintain—”
“Your facade as a wastrel? I know.” Daisy nodded, still in his arms and loving the protective way he held her.
“I thought nothing more of the conversation.” He glanced over the top of her head to look Laurel in the eye. “Daisy was surrounded by admirers at the time, and I believed Malinor was just making idle chatter. I never suspected he desired her for his son. Auguste’s a heartless, ambitious bastard, just like his father. If he offered for anyone, I assumed it would be for a duke’s daughter, someone closely related to the royal family... not the daughter of a commoner. Had I realized his intention, I would have—”
“Called him out,” Laurel said with an approving nod. “Run him through with your blade. Shot him. Beat him to a bloody pulp.”
Gabriel shook his head. “Taken responsible measures to protect Daisy.”
“That seems innocent enough,” Graelem said, donning his jacket as he prepared to leave for the Farthingale residence.
Laurel rolled her eyes. “Oh, I see. Gabriel is your cousin, therefore he’s absolved of all guilt?”
Daisy sighed. She knew her sister well enough to realize that when Laurel felt guilty and frustrated, she wasn’t always the most reasonable person. “No one’s to blame. It just happened. Now, I need it to unhappen.”
“Your predicament is clearly Gabriel’s fault. He just said so himself.”
Graelem frowned. “It isn’t his fault at all. He didn’t force young Malinor to offer for Daisy.”
“Graelem, are you blind to what’s really going on? If what Gabriel says is true, then why would Auguste Malinor want to marry Daisy? Is it a cruel hoax? A means to get back at Gabriel?”
Graelem shook his head. “That’s ridiculous.”
“Is it?” Laurel asked, still glowering. “Gabriel showed interest in Daisy.”
“You’re wrong. He went out of his way to keep his distance from Daisy.”
“Is that so? Well, I think he did a very poor job of it. Had he properly resisted, Daisy would not have fallen in love with him. But she did, and the Malinors noticed, and now my sister will be forced to marry someone she doesn’t love... or worse, marry someone who doesn’t love her, but covets her because she belongs to Gabriel. You gentlemen must be quite proud of yourselves.”
“Now wait a moment, love. You can’t—”
“I can and I will.” Laurel clapped her hands and waddled closer to Gabriel. “You’re going to marry Daisy. Right now. Wake the magistrate and obtain the special license.”
“Impossible,” Graelem and Gabriel said at the same time.
“Nothing is impossible when love is involved.” Laurel reached for a teacup on the nearby buffet and raised it as though to throw it at her husband’s head, or Gabriel’s. Daisy wasn’t quite certain. Perhaps she meant to hit both.
“Laurel!” a voice rang out.
“Father!” She set down the teacup with a clatter. “Graelem and I were just coming to see you.”
Daisy saw that her father looked haggard. His eyes were bloodshot, as though he’d been crying. Of course, it wasn’t possible. He never lost his composure, though his silver hair did appear a little windblown and he’d neglected to put on his coat, another sign of his distraction. Uncle George stood beside him, his arms folded over his chest, and he was scowling at her.
Daisy realized that she was still in Gabriel’s arms. She tried to step away, but Gabriel wouldn’t let go of her. What was he doing?
“I hoped to find you here, but didn’t expect to find him with you,” her father said, tossing a frown at Gabriel.
The two men were of similar height though Gabriel was significantly more muscular. She knew Gabriel would never harm her father, but wasn’t certain that her father would restrain his temper. He’d been through a difficult night and finding Gabriel here—and her nestled at his side—only made matters worse.
Not Gabriel’s fault, of course. Except now, he was purposely goading her father by keeping his arm about her waist. Her father was responding to the goad
ing, his face red with anger and fisted hands raised.
Daisy’s heart sank.
This night could not possibly get worse.
“I know there’s much to explain,” Daisy began in a rush, before any of the men spoke. “I’m just not sure where to begin. Truth is, I’m not sure about anything right now.”
“Be quiet, Daisy. I’m interested in what Lord Dayne has to say,” her father said, his lips stretched in a tense, thin line, “as soon as he takes his hands off you.”
“Yes, Gabriel. Please let go of me. My father won’t hurt me. He loves me.” When he finally did so, Daisy approached her father. “Please give me time to sort things out. I’m not trying to cause problems for you or Mother. Nor do I wish to disappoint Julia. I love you all.”
“I know, child. We love you, too.” His lips began to quiver, and Daisy knew she’d turn into an insipid, blubbering fool if her father shed a single tear. This was all her fault. All of it. She’d broken his heart. She’d broken her mother’s heart. She’d disappointed her entire family and continued to disappoint, even now. She was a willful, disobedient, and unappreciative daughter.
Yet still her parents loved her despite her open defiance, which only made her feel worse. What she needed was a book on how to reform a wayward debutante, not rules on reforming a rake. She hadn’t reformed Gabriel. Quite the opposite, she’d begged him to ruin her, to have his wicked way with her as often and as thoroughly as possible. “Papa,” she said in a ragged whisper, unable to utter more for the lump in her throat.
“My Daisy. My sweet, beautiful child. I love you so much.”
Would she ever hear those words from Gabriel? Could she ever say those words to Auguste Malinor? He was far too political and they’d never suit. She spoke her mind and would embarrass him because, as a Farthingale, she had never mastered the art of keeping her opinions to herself.
She let out a ragged breath and then began to speak between sniffles and tears. “I wanted so much to make you proud of me. I had such hopes at the start of the season. I was going to marry the perfect man, someone honorable and heroic, rich, perhaps titled. Someone you’d approve of, because I thought that if you were proud of him, then some of that pride might just rub off on me. Oh, perhaps not right away, but in time.”
“Daisy, I know we were a little hard on you.” Her father’s scowl began to fade. “I only want what’s best for you. You’re my beloved daughter and I can’t bear to see you so unhappy.” He paused a moment to clear the scratch in his own throat. “Your mother acted rashly in shipping you off to Laurel and will soon come to regret it. However, I think it’s best you remain here for now. Laurel will need a gentle hand to guide her through the birth.”
Laurel readily agreed.
“As for attending the upcoming balls, I know your mother has forbidden you to attend any social engagements until further notice, but I’ll speak to her and explain why she must rescind that decision.”
“Mother did me a favor, really. I’m not interested in the social whirl.”
He nodded again. “Well, you let me know when you are and I’ll take care of any objections from the family.”
She intended to hug him, but he stopped her with a stern wave of his hand. “We’re not finished yet.”
“Oh.” He could be stubborn at times. Wonderful and stubborn.
“I would prefer to issue this word of caution in private, but I suppose it really doesn’t matter. You’ll tell all to Laurel, who’ll tell all to Graelem and your sisters anyway. The point is, Lord Malinor is a very important man, one with wealth, power, and position. As his daughter-in-law, you would gain entry into the highest circles. You’d become a viscountess, one of the ton’s leading ladies should you desire it.”
“I don’t.”
“George didn’t think you would,” he muttered, glancing at his brother, who was still standing beside him with arms crossed over his chest. “I didn’t either, but had to be sure. Daisy, you must realize that such men are not to be rejected lightly.”
She nodded. “Believe me, I do. I sincerely wish I could marry him, but it simply won’t work.”
“His father drinks to excess and dresses like a peacock,” Laurel chimed in, “and we all know the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.”
Her father rolled his eyes. “Be quiet, Laurel.”
“And I think there’s something odd going on with the Malinors,” Daisy said. “Did you know someone tried to—”
“You’re mistaken,” Gabriel said with quiet urgency.
“But I know what I saw in the park.”
“No, you don’t.”
Her father’s gaze darted from Graelem to Gabriel before resting back on her. “Am I missing something?”
“I suppose not. Never mind, Papa. It isn’t important.” Obviously, Gabriel didn’t want her to discuss the shots fired in the park. Everyone, even Lord Malinor, seemed eager to keep the incident quiet. Perhaps it had something to do with England’s preparation for war, but no one was about to confide in her. “What I tried to convey rather ineptly last night is that Auguste Malinor does not strike me as someone who would accept anything less than total obedience from his wife and you know that I’m incapable of being obedient.”
Everyone nodded at that.
“You didn’t all have to readily agree,” she muttered, a little peeved. “So you see, to accept his offer would condemn me to a life of misery.” She considered emphasizing her point by clutching her heart, perhaps bursting into wrenching sobs and swooning as her mother and Julia were known to do on occasion, but she wasn’t usually one for cheap theatrics and her father knew it.
“Enough, Daisy. You’ve convinced me. I’ll turn him down, of course.”
She rushed into his arms and hugged him, understanding how serious the repercussions might be. The Malinors were a powerful family. “Thank you!”
“My family will stand behind you,” Graelem said. “We can count on Julian’s family to do the same.”
Her father shook his head and frowned. “I will not drag Julian and Rose into this sad affair if I can avoid it.”
Gabriel cleared his throat and stepped forward. “There’s no need to involve anyone. I’ll have a word with Lord Malinor.”
“You will not!” her father ordered, surprising Daisy by the vehemence in his tone. “I’ve made no mention of the scandal presently surrounding you, Lord Dayne, out of deference to your cousin and your kindness toward Harry, but let me be clear. You are not to involve yourself further with my family.”
“Papa!”
“Not another word, Daisy! You may not come to his defense.”
“But—”
“I’ve accepted your decision on Lord Malinor’s offer, but don’t think for one moment that batting your lashes at me or tossing me one of your pretty smiles will change my mind about Lord Dayne.” He turned to Gabriel. “I’m a forthright man and therefore will speak plainly. Your behavior has been reprehensible.”
“No—”
“Daisy, be quiet!”
Obviously, her impulse to meddle wasn’t helping. Yet, his treatment of Gabriel was unfair. Society’s treatment of him had been unfair.
“Lord Dayne, you’ve caused enough harm to my family—”
“He hasn’t! Papa, you have no right to say such a thing.”
He whipped his gaze back to her. “I have every right to protect you from your own misguided affection for this man. Let me be clear. I will not force you to marry Auguste Malinor, but neither will I allow you to cavort with Lord Dayne.”
“Cavort?” She let out a pained laugh, dabbing at the tears once more gathering at the corners of her eyes. “You have no worry in that regard. He’s–”
“Already offered to marry her,” Gabriel said, coming to her side. “Right now. As soon as I secure the special license.”
Her father’s mouth dropped open. “Is that so?”
In truth, all stood with their mouths agape. Daisy turned to face him, still doubti
ng they’d all heard him right. A muscle twitched in Gabriel’s jaw. “Yes, sir.”
“Though you’ve made no secret of your disdain for the institution of marriage.” Her father appeared not at all convinced.
Daisy’s heart leapt into her throat, for Gabriel could only be doing this out of a misguided sense of honor. She turned to him, first pleading silently and then whispering, “You mustn’t.”
Gabriel shook his head and sighed. “You’re wrong. This is the one thing I must do. I see that now. Wait here. Graelem and I will return shortly. Sir, I assume you’ll give your permission.”
“Please, Papa! You had better,” Laurel said, now wringing her hands.
“I had better?” Her father turned ashen. “Blessed saints! Have you imposed on my daughter?”
Daisy gasped. “He hasn’t. He’s offering because... because... well, I don’t quite know why.”
“Because he loves you,” Laurel blurted.
But Gabriel didn’t say it and Daisy wasn’t about to demand that he admit something he didn’t feel. She knew what he was doing. That muscle in his jaw twitched again. He was protecting her from retribution by the Malinors. He was giving her the protection of the proud Dayne name.
Daisy stared deeply into his eyes, into those seemingly calm pools that hid so much pain. I love you, Gabriel. I know you’re not a coward. I’m so sorry. I never meant to trap you into marriage.
Shortly after dawn, Gabriel and Graelem returned with a minister and special license in hand. The ceremony was brief and unsentimental. No flowers, no large family, no joyous celebration. Her father, Uncle George, Graelem, and Laurel were the only witnesses to their wedding. Her father and Uncle George left immediately afterward to break the news to the Farthingale clan.
Graelem and Laurel escorted the minister out, leaving her alone with Gabriel in the breakfast room. She hadn’t even been married in a church! Gabriel stood as silent as a great stone monument for the span of two heartbeats before turning to her. “Goodbye, Daisy. Remember me kindly.”
Chapter 18
A lady must never reveal her innermost feelings to a rake.
