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by Cunard, Nancy; Parmar, Sandeep;


  That haughty purple is a bottle staring

  Now dim, now flaming, on the distant dresser;

  Bottles we have not touched… The room grows darker;

  And from the corners creep delicious mice,

  Pink-pawed and shadow-grey; then the avenger,

  Puss from her slumber woken, scenting game.

  I cannot keep my ears and thoughts intent,

  Friend, on your drowsy pointless information;

  And sink into the great beatitude

  Your room has put upon me – till the word

  ‘Haunted…’ and here’s a trinity of candles!

  The fourth has died. Oh I will close the book

  Of my imagination, let the leaves

  Fly back in helter-skelter to their covers,

  Though all the mirrors still are brimming visions

  For him that hath eyes to see – You did not say

  Till then the room was haunted… Now am I

  Prisoner of yours, well pleased and half afraid.

  Drought

  This day is long at dying, and tarries yet

  Late in the harvest fields, until the sun

  Brooding a fierce decline is gone at last,

  Flinging broad arms across the western waters.

  Softly the twilight breathes upon the earth,

  Distils grey glimmer on the giant corn

  And on the heavy sheaves, where flaming hours

  Have gilt and browned and burned the dying pastures.

  July, the soul of summer, the month imperial,

  Dispenser opulent of all good things,

  Is turned incendiary, stays not his fire;

  And every night must languish until dawn,

  Watching the moon bear hence that mocking gold,

  That lovely spurious gold of her cool face

  That lies aloof in distant contemplation.

  Shall We Forget?

  When we must go our ways no more together

  After this shortening time that love has given

  Our hearts to meet, remember that day of driven

  And wayward rains, soft lulls in the wild weather,

  And we on the road, full-hearted with mute lips

  Masking the sorrow each should have of each

  Once all things told. We saw the meadows reach

  Wet arms about the river where it slips

  To quietude, and dies within the lake.

  These waters, where two swans wove silently

  Their twin romance of summer’s harmony,

  Heard your confession’s ardour, saw us make

  The delicate vow of love, though you are bound

  Now on another quest, and faithfully

  Go to its call; so in desire we found

  Immortal hope wrought with uncertainty.

  In the Valley of Arques

  Wave upon wave the forest moves, descending,

  Stemmed in the valley by the sun-flushed corn;

  Here in hay-harvest lie the meadows bending

  Ripe tapestry of grasses that are shorn

  Soon, all too soon; thus goes the vast long day

  Seeing granaries grow and grass piled up in stooks

  Beside the road to Arques where poplars sway

  Drowsing above the prairie’s welling brooks.

  The summer winds are with us, and their motion

  Urges pale clouds to sunset, there for gilding,

  And distant sounds come inland from the ocean,

  Fade in the evening mists that earth is yielding

  Wave on ethereal wave, and very white

  The valley waits for each enfolding night.

  The Siege

  All day the crowds have battered at the gate

  That frowns, unyielding to their anger still;

  One solitary sentinel is left

  At guard upon the walls, armed with resistance.

  The tranquil morning of a weary spring

  Woke to the sudden clamour of enemies

  That surged rebellious, with implacable cries

  From each calm corner of the far horizon,

  Baying like ravenous hounds that thirst for slaughter.

  At noon they wrestled with lurid mouths agape,

  And sprang again in that glow of agony

  The sun lets fall before his royal death.

  Now in the evening has the sentinel,

  Lonely survivor above the battle-ground,

  Faltered, dismayed with languor in the struggle.

  The hiding king, whose courtiers fled, now sees

  Himself the weary prisoner of his castle,

  Moves out upon the battlements, speaks sheer

  To his last partisan; still the ordeal

  Rages beneath them – and round my heart as well.

  The castle is my heart, and I the prisoner

  That moves towards the sentinel of his hope.

  The lances of memory and apprehension

  Are sharp about us in the darkening twilight;

  But we have built our walls of stuff immortal,

  Their roots go deep in soil of eternity –

  Yield not, for life grows strong from such endurement!

  So do we cry to each other, and face anew

  The sweeping battalions of adversity.

  Twelve Chimes upon the Clock

  Twelve chimes upon the clock; in such an hour

  Did Faustus clamour for his bartered soul

  Till midnight rang, and God had heard him not.

  At such a time was Macbeth murderer,

  And heard the heavy wind proclaim his deed

  In sombre rooms – The Dutchman out at sea

  Departs again, fleeing with his despair

  From the last love that might have won him peace.

  Now from the shadow torn by vengeful moon

  Falters Don Juan before the stern Commander,

  Marching to hell, condemned for boasts of old –

  The visionary ponders through the night

  And sees their histories go by once more

  Haunting, though sealed with death’s atonement now.

  Horns in the Valley

  This June the nights lay heavy until dawn;

  Then did my heart devise in solitude

  Of old romances – came an evocation

  Across the valley mists at sound of horns

  Deep in the forest springing. So again

  When the last chord had died, Isolda rose

  With pulsing signal of imperious arms

  Uplifted in long tremolo of passion.

  I saw the grasses bend before her lover,

  Precipitate wraith that hurried to her calling;

  And the lost echoes of their ardent voices

  Grew in my sense with fading of the horns,

  Sighing an ultimate song of death and love.

  Then in the harbour of the risen moon

  The dew lay solitary; no shadows there

  Guarded these pale-faced lovers through the night,

  And the lone tower was empty of its watcher.

  But in that moment were they joined at trysting,

  Come to the cadence of this midnight music,

  And now are gone on silence desolate.

  Here is the Autumn

  Here is the autumn moving with gaunt strides

  And moody gestures, rain is in the skies.

  Within the little house are sighing dreams

  That last no longer than a restless minute,

  Yet ever again arise like those frail leaves

  That are so still before the winds awake;

  The tempest hurries them from the far forest

  And from my apple-trees – leaves of regret.

  There is no pattern to this autumn hour

  Brooding in luminous grey uncertainty

  Beneath a cloudy sky prepared for battle.

  All things cry out to me, ‘Make ready now

  Without farewell to leave the coming storms,
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  Hasten before the trembling apples fall;

  The leaves are turning, and these days must end

  When the last fruit is parted from the tree.’

  Yet I would rather listen to the winds

  That will encompass this decline, indeed

  The ultimate farewell is very close.

  If We Devise Tonight –

  The misty night is breathing, it is time

  Now before dawn to light forgotten candles

  That wait to hear our last philosophies.

  There is a singing in my heart, a crying

  To all the muted restlessness of autumn –

  If with replenished glasses we should speak,

  Discourse upon such things, tell other thoughts,

  Uncoiling the wound treasure of our fancies?

  The moth with folded wings inside this room

  And the wild bats of darkness, no other hosts

  Will come to our devising; I hear you say:

  The depths that we would touch are still unplumbed

  As we descend the passage of our moods

  Sowing our thoughts upon the silence – No,

  We shall not gather truth save in our dreams

  That waking end upon the word ‘perhaps.’

  Adventurer

  When we go hence will all our memories

  Linger or hasten in the hurrying hour,

  Shall they take up the burden of our moods,

  Carry dead days towards us as we go,

  Fled from the flying hours that were our friends?

  Storms lie around us – shall we ever touch

  The stationary beacon of far flames

  Poised in the distance of an unknown sea?

  Adventurer born so shall adventurer end

  In hot uncertainty of each new hazard.

  The New Friend

  ‘Good-Night’ you said to me, and down the street

  Went the uncertain cadence of your footsteps

  Slowly at first, then was the night between us,

  So did I turn, and followed in my mind

  All the perplexities that would attend you

  For company upon the little stair

  You have not known as yet, for you had said

  ‘I will not keep my weariness at home,

  Rather pace through the night, and contemplate

  In some new room the face of my despair –’

  I saw your hours go by in loneliness

  With saddening chimes of clocks; the crooked roofs

  Would lie before you at the opened window,

  Calm in thee dawn that should engender peace

  Could you but curb your spirit’s revolution.

  There had been songs before our midnight’s parting,

  Adventures told, and future plans to be –

  A southern journey far from all of these

  People that drink with one till closing-time,

  Voicing their numerous melancholies – then

  The picture mocked us from the café walls,

  Seemed as the laughter of departed companies.

  I met you yesterday… Tonight as yet

  Is blue before the lamps of seven o’clock;

  I wait in the crowd that gathers, see crisp leaves

  Slowly descend upon the Boulevard,

  And think of country woods where dew is cold.

  Here in this long September of the town

  The lights are lit before our eyes shall meet

  Again, before our voices ring together

  Until they cease on echoing farewells.

  We are two strangers come from distant places,

  Driven on different tides whose turning currents

  Have now assembled us – what purpose hides

  In meetings that so soon must be put by,

  Stored up with other memories in the mind?

  I argue thus, while neighbouring tables fill

  With those unconscious of the hour’s suspense

  That has drawn out my thoughts till you come by.

  Sonnet

  Not till the fruit is gold upon the tree,

  Not till the flowers die and leaves are falling

  Lightly within the fields, and swallows calling

  Their summer broods about them to the sea;

  Calling their April lovers to make ready

  For the perpetual journey of each year;

  Not till the days grow dark – ah do not fear

  That I should leave you. As each hour the steady

  Warm flush of summer makes the earth immense

  In utter loveliness within our sense

  So shall the treasure ripen of my love.

  But for the waning days, ah sweet, prepare

  A passionless farewell, no cry or tear

  In those far times shall my departing move.

  The Spiders Weave

  The summer days were harsh with drought;

  On earth there was no movement left

  Beyond the apple’s fall, when out

  Of those dry husks the spiders crept

  Listless with weaving. In my mind

  It seemed that other spiders ranged,

  Subconscious thoughts that struggle blind,

  Laced with desires – they interchanged

  For dreams the restraint our solitude

  Enforces in the waking hours.

  A vision grew, of one that stood

  Alone upon the sunset’s towers,

  Warning with prophecies. He told

  Of weary heart all dry with waiting;

  How in an hour when life is cold

  Life’s enemy is contemplating

  A cunning ruse and casts his snare,

  And how of this dark vagabond

  The heart must ever be aware,

  Stern to the danger. Far beyond

  The vision of that mystic wall

  Rang out imperious accents: take

  All that tomorrow’s fate lets fall,

  So that maybe some wind will shake

  Things better far than apples green

  Down to your waiting hands – I dreamt;

  The spiders wove again their keen

  Dry webs, and stalked the earth unkempt.

  §

  PROVENCE

  Southward

  Three passengers around a weary fly…

  The vapid fly attacks the travellers

  Buzzing the story of its own loneliness.

  Drowsing we travel, see the autumn velvets

  Lone of all stars outside – the hardy light,

  Our luggage strapped, sophisticated, neat;

  Pictures of Switzerland, Rivieras luring

  To those who contemplate that holiday;

  The lace above the seats, the dreary lace

  That mocks God knows how many a man’s insomnias,

  Stemming his memories with interruptions.

  Thoughts fret and gnaw me – through the corridors

  Are blown the little empty winds of night

  Bearing unrest and hunger – after these

  At length tomorrow some dark line of trees

  Sprung from the dawn. Propitiating South,

  Provence shall meet us on her white highroads

  Hot with the suns of yesterdays – ah cypress,

  Already rising in the memory,

  Cypress of plains I greet you with my longing,

  Now in this hour so very still outside

  The train must seem as flitting of the moth

  Hung for a moment at the station’s light;

  And in the carriage one is patient, numb,

  And two are still imprisoned in their sleep

  Dreaming impossibly a thousand things…

  Alone the fly is conscious of its life.

  Beaucaire

  High in this garden set against the south

  The autumn trees are still about the towers,

  Bowed by some vanished wind of winter hours

  We have
not known, and at the river’s mouth

  An estuary awaits the quiet sea.

  There is a chime of bells like waters falling,

  The circling pigeons flowing to their calling

  Wheel through the sun. A pale monotony

  Of clouds departing from the day is here;

  And from the southern mists the very clear

  White faces of the ruins rise again –

  But I am destitute of phantasies

  Wherewith to people their lost destinies,

  Sufficient now this hour above the plain.

  At Les Baux

  It is the hour of meditation – listen,

  As thought grows still the very bells are still

  Upon the folded flocks; beneath this hill

  Silent the road turns grey with night. Ah hasten

  You little winds of evening and be gone;

  Restless are you with fears, ghosts of suspense

  Before the moon surrounds you with immense

  Pale shrouds of light. This crescent moon alone

  Moves in the fading ocean of the sky,

  Save where in sorrowful west the colours die

  As if eternally – their sheaves are pressed

  In flames together, and the perpetual rocks

  Pale ruins now, asleep as other flocks

  Deep in the silence of the centuries rest.

  To Vaucluse Came Petrarch and Laura

  Follow this valley to the mountain’s edge

  Hung in immensity above the stream;

  There in your climbing see the imperious ledge

  With brooding castle crowned, where only a gleam

  Of springtime fills the vacant ruins now,

  And every summer seals the fountain’s rush:

  There was a time of pilgrims come to bow

  And dip their faith in the miraculous gush.

  Such fervent days as these Petrarch withdrew

  With Laura dreaming, both fled from zealous life;

  Each year upon this rock they met anew

 

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