‘It is, but if we go back the Khampas will kill us.’
‘Then we’ll die whatever direction we take.’
The dog returned and kept pace at a distance. The Khampas looked to Osher for a lead. He waved a hand and laughed.
Around the campfire that evening Wayland told tales of his travels, and Zuleyka sang Luri songs that reduced the brigands to moist-eyed silence. On the morning following they reached the mountain wall, the climb to the pass still hidden by clouds pouring down from the summits.
The Khampas kept pestering Wayland to fly the eagle. He refused. Because he’d intended releasing Freya, he’d allowed her to gorge and she wasn’t sharp set enough to hunt.
‘This isn’t good country,’ he told Osher, pointing at the cliffs and chasms.
The Khampa menaced him with his drooping eye. ‘Tomorrow we leave you, and we’re not leaving until we see the eagle hunt.’
Next day they laboured up a gorge and emerged onto a bare plateau. The occasional cairn, shredded prayer flag or fire-blackened hearth were the only waymarks. Nobody had passed this way for years.
In the late afternoon the sky cleared and the plateau glowed blood red. The travellers and their escort trod the rim of the plateau.
‘Chang-ku,’ shouted one of the Khampas. ‘Chang-ku.’
‘What’s he saying?’ Zuleyka asked.
‘He’s spotted a wolf,’ Wayland said. He rode towards a group of Khampas pointing excitedly into a wild amphitheatre walled in by cliffs tortured into weird folds and striations.
The wolf had stopped when it heard human cries and sat on a rocky bench a thousand feet below, looking up at the figures on the skyline.
Osher grinned at Wayland. ‘Fly the eagle.’
Wayland indicated the precipices. ‘If she kills, how will I get her back?’
‘We’ll find a way down. Fly the eagle.’
This was as good a chance as Freya would get, Wayland decided. He didn’t think she would tackle the wolf, but letting her fly free and then calling her back to the fist might impress the Khampas.
‘Everyone stand back,’ he said.
A hush fell. He took Freya from her perch, stroked her back and unhooded her.
She’d never looked more beautiful, the westering sun lighting up her mantle and striking fire from her eyes. They raked around the cliffs.
‘Why doesn’t she fly?’ someone whispered.
‘She hasn’t seen the wolf. She won’t until it moves.’
He waited in the waning light.
‘There it goes.’
Freya’s feet grasped when she spotted the wolf and she leaned forward, unfurling her wings. Wayland rolled his fist, encouraging her to fly.
With one great waft she beat away. Her wings rose and fell like oars as she gained height, apparently indifferent to the wolf loping through the shadows. Out above the amphitheatre, a gilded speck, Freya drew back her wings and fell. She didn’t plunge in the teardrop shape of a stooping falcon. She formed an anchor, the speed of her descent making the wind tear through her splayed pinions. The wolf heard her coming and put on a spurt before disappearing among a jumble of boulders. Moments later Freya dived into the gulf of shadows.
The Khampas had been shouting encouragement. They peered into the bowl, some swearing that they’d seen Freya carry the wolf aloft, others insisting that the wolf had caught her in its jaws. The outcome was important to them and arguments led to blows.
Osher’s voice was soft. ‘Tell me how it ended.’
‘I don’t know,’ Wayland said. ‘I think the wolf escaped.’
‘Let’s search,’ a Khampa cried, skittering down a breakneck defile.
By the time they reached the bottom, the light was so dim that Wayland could have passed within ten yards of Freya without seeing her. She carried no bells and if she’d killed, she would freeze over her prey at any approach.
‘Keep back,’ he told the Khampas. ‘Let the dog search for her.’
It picked up the wolf’s trail and followed, sucking up scent, Wayland stumbling after it. He was certain that the wolf had escaped and the eagle was either marooned on the ground or perched somewhere high on the cliffs.
The dog checked, cast about and then backtracked. A pair of ravens flew by, uttering harsh cries. They circled overhead, dipped at something to the right and took stand on an enormous boulder. Muzzle close to the ground, the dog headed in that direction. The ravens took off and disappeared into the dark.
Wayland dragged himself over boulders. One of them was so large that he had to take a run at it before teetering on the top. On the other side the darkness was too deep to penetrate. He looked back.
‘Light a torch.’
Osher bore the brand and together they slid down the other side of the boulder.
‘There!’ Osher said, holding the flame high.
Twin sparks reflected. Wayland dropped to his knees. ‘It’s her,’ he said. ‘She’s killed. Stay back or she might kill you too.’
Freya straddled the wolf. She’d made no attempt to break into it and stepped onto his fist as soon as he offered her food. He secured her jesses and let her feed, the Khampas crowding around the wolf with exclamations of astonishment, exclamations of awe.
It was a healthy adult male and Wayland couldn’t work out how Freya had killed it until the Khampas skinned it and he discovered a deep puncture wound in its spinal cord just below the skull.
Over bowls of chang drunk around a fire, the Khampas recounted the details of the hunt with ever greater degrees of elaboration. Some of them placed offerings before Freya where she sat hooded at the edge of the fireglow. The moon hung high above, striking a silvery light from the precipices.
Somewhere a wolf howled and another answered, the cry so chilling it almost stopped the blood in Wayland’s veins. The mournful sound rose until it filled the amphitheatre, then slowly faded away into a dying sob.
XXXI
Morning broke clear, giving Wayland his first sight of the pass. It was just a blue nick between two peaks washed yellow by the rising sun. He had to tilt his head back to view it. His gaze travelled back down over icefalls and glaciers and immense scalloped walls overhung by cornices.
The Khampas looked on as he and Zuleyka packed their supplies on one of the yaks, a cinnamon-and-cream beast with a placid disposition and tragic gaze. Its name was Waludong. Wayland took Freya from her perch and approached Osher.
‘This is where we part.’
‘Give me the eagle.’
‘She won’t fly for you.’
‘Give it to me.’
‘If you want her, you’ll have to kill me.’
Osher appeared to give serious consideration to the proposition, one hand stroking the hilt of his sword. He broke the tension with his tombstone grin and hugged Wayland.
‘Go slowly, my friend. Return soon.’
‘Go slowly yourself,’ Wayland said. He smacked the yak’s rump with a switch to sting it into motion. The Khampas watched him and Zuleyka leave. They were still watching when a spur hid them from sight.
Wayland led the way through cold shadows until he reached a sunlit step. Down below he could see the amphitheatre where Freya had killed the wolf. Before unhooding her, he cut off her jesses. He’d let her gorge last night and her crop still bulged. She sat on his fist, taking in the landscape, a breeze ruffling her flank feathers. She spread her wings and held them at full stretch, her weight transferring from Wayland to the air until he could hold her aloft with his hand at full reach. Light as thistledown she left him, setting her wings in a swift glide. Wayland watched her go until she passed out of sight.
‘Are you sorry she’s gone?’ Zuleyka said.
‘I’m not losing her. I’m returning her.’
The monks had told him they had to make the crossing in one stage or risk being benighted at the top, with no shelter from the elements. The other side was as steep as the approach, they said, plunging thousands of feet down to the temple and its village.
> At first Wayland thought they would reach the pass with time to spare, but by midday the notch in the mountain wall seemed scarcely any closer. Zuleyka made chai and Wayland noticed that the boiling water was cool enough to drink straight from the pot. He’d been travelling for months across a plateau where the lowest valleys were higher than most mountains in other lands and had thought he was acclimatised to altitude. Now, though, his breath grew short and his temples throbbed.
On they climbed, the yak ploughing a path through snow up to its knees. Wayland looked back to see the Tibetan plateau spreading away to the curve of the world. Sweat chilled on him as he rested.
The sun was dipping towards the summits when he emerged from an ice corridor and saw the pass directly above. The final approach was up a steep and tilted snowfield where a slip would have sent them spinning a thousand feet onto a glacier. The yak forged ahead, snorting steam from its nostrils and throwing up powder snow as fine as diamond dust. The pain in Wayland’s head had intensified and it felt like an iron band was tightening around his skull. He had to stop every fifty yards or so, hands on knees, dragging in lungfuls of parched air. Zuleyka was suffering too but made no complaint.
Distances were deceptive in the rarefied air. The col seemed to recede as fast as he advanced. Looking back, he had a god’s eye view of ranges aligned in no particular direction, saw-toothed ridges shooting up from bowls of ice and glaciers striped with rock debris. Looking up he felt the first prickle of anxiety. The sky behind the pass was beginning to dull over and a wind from the south drove licks of snow from the gap.
He dragged himself on, pushing through the limits of pain. Heart bursting, head pounding, he felt the slope begin to relent. Another few hundred feet and he reached the pass. At the moment of triumph clouds streamed up ahead like grey phantoms and the headwind strengthened, blowing spindrift into his face. Soon it would be dark and they still had to make the descent.
They stumbled across the col and it was dusk when they reached a cairn marking the highest point of the ascent. A little way further on the ground fell away at their feet. They were standing on the rim of an immense corrie, looking down thousands of feet into a horseshoe-shaped cockpit that flattened and narrowed at the far end. That was where they had to make for, but Wayland couldn’t work out how to reach it. The direct route led down a snowfield pitched at an acute angle. To his left the snow was broken by crevasses. To his right a gap opened between a massive outcrop and a wall of cliffs.
‘How do we get down?’ Zuleyka said.
‘It must be this way,’ he said, traversing right. He moved fast, aware that time was running out. The wind whipped up a ground blizzard, blowing with a force that cut through his clothes. They would never survive a night up here.
For a while it seemed that he had guessed correctly, a ramshackle staircase of rock and ice descending between the cliffs. It was nearly dark. His foot pawed air and he stopped, one step from falling into space. Below him the stairway dropped into a couloir, a slipway of ice jammed in a gulley.
‘This can’t be the right way,’ Zuleyka called.
Wayland climbed up to her, blew on his frozen fingers and unlooped a rope. He tied it to the yak’s pack saddle.
‘Hold Waludong,’ he told Zuleyka.
He tossed the free end of the rope into the gulley and lowered himself down it hand by hand. He was wearing Tibetan boots soled with yak hide that gave little grip and he was only halfway down the chute when he slipped. He clung to the rope but it didn’t arrest his slide. Feet first, he shot down the gulley. He knew he was going to die, yet he felt no fear and didn’t panic. He even had time to loop the rope around his right wrist before his descent was arrested with a jar that almost wrenched his shoulder out of its socket.
He hung with his feet dangling in space. He opened his eyes, not daring to move. The rope went slack again and he slipped another couple of feet before another violent braking brought him up short halfway over the lip. Clinging to the rope, he looked back over his shoulder to see nothing but darkness below.
Zuleyka was shouting, her voice almost blown away by the wind. ‘You nearly pulled Waludong over. I can’t hold him much longer.’
Wayland raised his head. ‘I’m coming back up.’
He strained against the rope, half-expecting it to give. It held and he hauled himself to safety. When he reached Zuleyka, he saw that the margin had been very small indeed. The yak was inches from losing its footing, Zuleyka braced back on her heels to hold it. If he’d fallen another foot, all three of them would have toppled to their deaths.
‘I thought you were gone,’ Zuleyka cried. ‘Oh, Wayland, what are we going to do?’
Wayland’s lips were so frozen he could hardly articulate. ‘We have to return to the cairn.’
It was night now. If the wind hadn’t eased and if a few stars hadn’t appeared, they might not have found their way back. The way down was no clearer than before.
Zuleyka’s teeth chattered. ‘I’m freezing.’
So was Wayland – not just his face and hands. His blood was thickening, beginning to congeal around the functioning part of his brain.
Below him a robed figure appeared, floating above the snow.
Wayland leaned towards it. ‘Yonden?’ he said in a slurred voice.
The apparition faded.
‘We have to go straight down,’ Wayland said. ‘We’ll die if we wait any longer.’
He’d taken only a few steps when the cornice hidden from above collapsed under his weight and he fell. He clawed his hands into the snow in a forlorn attempt to slow his descent. He tobogganed down on his back at breakneck speed and his only thought was that if he went over a precipice or hit a boulder, the impact would kill him outright.
He hurtled into a drift, almost burying himself. He lay gasping and coughing before dragging himself out. He must have slid a thousand feet and he couldn’t see Zuleyka and the yak. Then he spotted the dog bounding down the snowface. It flung itself against him, licking his face.
He cupped his numb hands around his mouth. ‘Zuleyka, follow my path.’
She couldn’t have heard him. A terrible decision had to be made. Use the last of his strength to climb back to her, or abandon her and try to save himself.
He’d dragged himself only a short way up the snowfield when he heard a faint cry and saw two dark dots inching down. With her dancer’s balance, Zuleyka managed to reach him without losing her footing, the yak following in a manner part-comic, part-majestic, sitting back on its haunches.
From here the way was visible, but they were a long way from safety. Wayland’s boots were full of snow and a poultice of ice chilled his back. If he didn’t reach shelter soon, he would lose fingers and toes to frostbite.
‘How are your hands and feet?’ he asked Zuleyka.
Her reply was apathetic. ‘I can’t feel them.’
They tottered down the trail, each wrapped in a private world of pain. It began to snow again – big soft flakes that stuck to the face. They followed the yak, Wayland encouraging it with cries copied from Tibetan nomads. ‘Ka, ka, ka. Bri, bri, bri. Get on.’
The beast maintained its plodding pace.
‘Look out for a cave or sheltered ledge,’ Wayland stuttered. ‘Somewhere we can light a fire.’
No haven appeared and the snow was falling more heavily, obliterating the view ahead. Zuleyka stumbled and fell.
‘I can’t go on,’ she said in a matter-of-fact tone.
Wayland pulled her upright. ‘It can’t be far now.’
‘It doesn’t matter.’
Wayland took her weight with one hand and gripped the dog by its scruff. ‘Find shelter. Go on, find it.’
It bounded away. Wayland followed, supporting Zuleyka, his feet like clods of ice. His mind was so deranged by cold that at first he thought he was dreaming when he heard the dog giving tongue in the distance.
He stood swaying. ‘Hear that? Come on.’
Dragging Zuleyka beside him, he inc
reased pace, barging into rocks, tripping over. He stopped and rubbed his eyes. Out of the darkness and flowing snow emerged a building, looking as if it lay in a white cave or at the far end of a tunnel. He staggered forward, unable to believe the building was real until his hands contacted stone.
It was a two-storey house, the entrance to the byre on the ground floor drifted over. Wayland found a notched log ladder leading up to the flat roof. He unloaded the yak, then pushed Zuleyka up the ladder and dragged the dog after. One side of the roof was occupied by a lean-to stacked with firewood. The shed had acted as a weathershield and Wayland made out a square impression on the roof. He scraped the snow away to reveal a trapdoor. He hacked at the ice sealing its edges and heaved it open. A ladder descended into darkness.
‘Anyone there?’ he called.
He dropped two bundles of firewood through the trap and climbed down. Cursing his useless hands, he managed after many attempts to light a lamp. Its flame threw shadows across a chamber about twenty feet long and ten wide. A fireplace was sunk into the floor at one end and at the other stood an altar bearing offerings to the gods. Stalactites of soot and ice hung from the beams.
He lit kindling with the lamp and heaped branches on the fire until the flames leaped halfway to the roof. Zuleyka sat slumped on the floor. He fumbled off her boots and felt her feet. Stiff as wood. His own feet were in the same state. He stretched them out to the blaze and waited for the pain to start. It began as a tingle that turned into an itch and swelled to a bloated throb. The pain came in colours, pulsing black and red. His fingers felt as if they were filled with splinters and were being squeezed in a vice. They felt swollen to twice their normal size, ready to split like rotten fruit, but when he inspected them they were merely puffy and mottled. Zuleyka sobbed to herself on the other side of the fire. The dog lay rasping at its pads.
Eventually the pain ate itself up, leaving Wayland sick and lightheaded. A raging thirst consumed him. He made chai from melted snow and they drank four bowls apiece before stretching out by the fire and falling into a chasm of sleep.
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