by Drury, Tom
PACIFIC
ALSO BY TOM DRURY
The End of Vandalism
The Black Brook
Hunts in Dreams
The Driftless Area
PACIFIC
A Novel
Tom Drury
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To Christian
Then the four of them went to another city.
“What craft shall we take on?” said Pryderi.
“We will make shields,” said Manawydan.
“Do we know anything about that?” said Pryderi.
“We will attempt it,” he said.
The Mabinogion
Pacific
CHAPTER ONE
TINY AND Micah sat on the back porch of the house where they lived outside the town of Boris, watching the sun go down behind the train tracks and the trees.
“Say you’re carrying something,” said Tiny.
“Yeah? Like what?” Fourteen years old, Micah wore a forest-green stocking hat. His hair curved like feathers around his calm brown eyes.
“Something of value,” said Tiny. “This ashtray here. Say this ashtray is of value.”
The ashtray was made of green glass with yellowed seashells glued to the rim. Likely it came from Yellowstone or some other tourist place originally. It might have been of value. Micah picked it up and walked to the end of the porch and back.
“Good,” said Tiny. “Something of value you carry in front of you and never at your side.”
“I just didn’t want the ashes to fall out.”
“Now say you get in a fight.”
“Yeah, I’m not doing that.”
“What you do is put your head down and ram them in the solar plexus. It’s unexpected.”
“I wouldn’t expect it.”
“Well, no one does,” said Tiny. “Sometimes they faint. They almost always fall over.”
“Got it.”
“And never, never get a credit card.”
“How would I pay it back?”
“You wouldn’t. That’s the idea.”
It was a cool night in May. The red sky shaded the grass and the shed and the house.
“Do you still want to go?” said Tiny. “You can change your mind any time.”
“Dad, I’ve never been in an airplane.”
“We could get Paul Francis to take you up.”
“I mean a real airplane.”
Tiny nodded. “I just said that to be saying something.”
A band-tailed Cooper’s hawk came from the west and landed on a hardwood branch with new leaves.
“There’s your hawk,” said Tiny. “Come to say goodbye.”
Dan Norman walked out of his house carrying the pieces of a broken table. He and Louise still lived on the old Klar farm on the hill.
The table had fallen apart in the living room. It was not bearing unusual weight and neither Dan nor Louise was nearby when it fell. Just the table’s time, apparently.
A car pulled slowly into the driveway and a woman got out and stood in the yellow circle of the yard light. She had long blond hair, wore a pleated red dress and white gloves.
“You don’t remember me,” she said.
“I do,” said Dan. “Joan Gower.”
He shifted the table pieces over to his left arm and they shook hands.
“Did you know we get second chances, Sheriff?” said Joan.
“Sometimes. I’d say I knew that.”
“He will turn again and have compassion upon us and subdue our iniquities.”
“I’m not sheriff anymore, though.”
The door of the house opened and Louise came out wearing a long white button-down shirt as a dress.
“Who are you talking to?”
“Joan Gower.”
“Really.”
Louise had tangled red hair, wild and alive with the light of the house behind her.
“Is this business?”
“I’m getting my son back,” said Joan.
“Give me those, love,” said Louise.
She took the table parts from Dan and headed for the hedge behind the house.
Louise put the wood in the trash burner and went on to the barn, the dust of the old farmyard cool and powdery on her feet.
Empty and dark as a church, the barn was no longer used for anything. Louise climbed the ladder and walked across the floor of the hayloft.
The planks had been worn smooth by decades of boots and bales and the changing of seasons. She sat in the open door, dangled her bare legs over the side, lit a cigarette, and smoked in the night.
Dan and Joan were down there, talking in the yard. Louise listened to the quiet sound of their voices. What they were saying she could not tell.
She saw Joan reach up and put her hand on Dan’s shoulder, and then his face. The gesture made Louise happy for some reason.
Maybe that it was beautiful. A graceful sight to be seen in the country, whatever else you might think of it.
Lyris and Albert slouched on a davenport smoking grass from a wooden pipe from El Salvador and reading the promotional copy printed on Lyris’s moving boxes.
Lyris was Joan’s other child—Micah’s half sister, Tiny’s stepdaughter. At twenty-three she had just moved in with her boyfriend, Albert Robeshaw.
The boxes were said to be good for four moves or twelve years’ storage, and anyone who got more use out of them was directed to sign on to the company’s website and explain.
“As if anyone would do that,” said Albert.
“To whom it may concern,” said Lyris.
“We move constantly.”
“We love your boxes.”
“So what are we doing?” said Albert.
“About what?”
“Are we going to see Micah?”
Lyris drew on the pipe. “The little scamper,” sh
e said.
Joan had given Lyris up for adoption at birth. She appeared at Joan and Tiny’s door when she was sixteen and Micah seven. When Joan went away Lyris raised Micah as much as anyone did.
Louise came down from the hayloft and walked back to the house. Dan made her a drink and opened a beer, and they faced each other across the kitchen table.
“What have we learned?”
Dan raised his eyebrows. “Sounds like Micah Darling’s going to live with her in California.”
“What’s it got to do with us?”
“I think she just wanted to tell someone.”
“I saw her touch you,” said Louise.
“Did you?”
Louise picked up the bottle cap from the beer and flicked it at Dan.
“Yeah, man. Pretty sweet scene.”
Dan caught the cap and tossed it toward the corner, where it landed on the floor by the wastebasket.
“Where were you?” said Dan.
“Up in the barn.”
“How was it?”
“The same. Good.”
When Lyris and Albert arrived, Tiny was drinking vodka and Hi-C and watching the Ironman Triathlon on television. An athlete had completed the running part and was staggering around like a newborn colt. People tried to corral him, with little success.
“What you need in that situation is a wheelbarrow,” said Tiny.
Lyris and Albert stood on either side of his chair, looking at the screen.
“Is there archery in this?” Albert asked.
Tiny laughed. “Hell no, there isn’t archery. You swim, ride a bike, and run. It all has to be done in seventeen minutes.”
“That can’t be right,” said Lyris.
“I’m sorry. Hours,” said Tiny.
“Where’s Micah?”
Tiny tipped his head back to gaze at the ceiling. “In his room. Packing his belongings.”
“How are you?”
“I’m all right.”
Albert sat down in a chair to watch TV, or watch Tiny watching TV. Lyris climbed the narrow stairs between pineboard walls lined with pictures that she had cut from magazines and framed.
Micah had Lyris’s old suitcase open on his bed and was folding clothes into it. The suitcase was made of woven sand-colored fibers with red metal corners. From the pocket of her jeans Lyris took a folded sheet of paper and tucked it in the suitcase.
“Okay, boy, that’s my number,” she said. “You get into trouble, you need to talk, I’m here.”
“Who will call me ‘boy’ in California?”
“No one. That’s why you shouldn’t leave.”
“Do you think so?”
She shrugged. “Go and see what it is.”
“Are airplanes loud?”
“You get used to it,” said Lyris. “Sometimes they kind of shake.”
“They shake?”
“Well, no. Rattle. Occasionally. From bumps in the clouds. But that’s nothing. If you get nervous just look at the flight people. No matter what happens, they always seem to be thinking, Hmm-hmm-hmm, wonder what I’ll have for supper tonight.”
The hotel that Joan stayed in had a tavern with blue neon lights in the windows. She went in and sat at the bar and ordered a Dark and Stormy.
The bartender was a young woman in a black and white smock with horizontal ivy vines above the belt and black-eyed Susans below.
“Are you here for the wedding?” she asked.
Joan explained about Micah—how she’d left him seven years ago and wanted a chance to make up for it.
“Oh my,” said the bartender. “That will be quite a change for everyone.”
“It will,” said Joan. “They all probably think it will be a big disaster.”
“Well, it seems brave to me.”
Joan took a drink. “It does?”
“Oh, yeah. Even kind of, what would you say, inspirational.”
“You are the sweetest girl,” said Joan.
“You look like someone on TV.”
“I am.”
“Sister Mia. On Forensic Mystic.”
Joan nodded.
“Oh my gosh,” said the bartender. “Would you autograph my hand?”
“I would be honored.”
“Say ‘Sister Mia.’”
Joan held the bartender’s hand palm up and using a purple felt pen wrote “Sister Mia” and drew a heart with an arrow through it.
“People will think I did this myself,” said the bartender.
“Why would you?”
Joan finished her drink and went to her room. It was on the second floor in the back, overlooking a pond with dark trees and houses all around. She turned off the lights in the room and stood on the balcony looking at the water.
Tiny made breakfast and Micah came downstairs to the smell of scrambled eggs and Canadian bacon and coffee. They ate and Micah asked Tiny if he was going to fight with Joan and Tiny shook his head.
“I don’t think about her that much anymore.”
“You watch her show.”
“Sometimes.”
“You must think of her then.”
Tiny put pepper on his food from a red tin. “I have trouble enough following the story.”
“I believe that.”
“You have to mind her,” said Tiny. “Maybe you think she owes you. That won’t work. You have to mind her like you mind me.”
“I don’t mind you.”
“Well, use your imagination.”
“You seem more like a brother than a father to me,” said Micah. “And I don’t mean that bad.”
Tiny got up and carried his plate and silverware to the sink, where he washed and rinsed them and put them on the drainboard.
“I don’t take it bad,” he said.
Joan arrived in the middle of the morning, and Micah watched her from the window. She crossed the yard smiling, as if thinking it was not so different from what she remembered.
The three of them met on the front porch. For a moment they seemed to be waiting for someone to appear who could tell them what to do.
Then Joan took Micah in her arms and pressed her head to his chest. He was a head taller than she.
“I can hear your heart,” she said.
“Come on inside,” said Tiny.
“You have to invite me.”
“I just did.”
“Come in, Mom,” said Micah.
Joan took a chair at the table. Her eyelids and lips were brushed with fine reddish powder, and her skin glowed like a lamp in the room.
“We had eggs and Canadian bacon,” said Tiny. “Do you want some?”
“No thank you, I ate at the hotel,” she said quietly.
“How was it?”
“Fair.”
“Where you staying?”
“The American Suites,” said Joan.
“Nice.”
“Oh! There’s the broom.”
“What?” said Tiny.
“I see the broom. I bought it, and now I’m looking right at it.”
“Yeah, we haven’t changed. It’s missing a few straws.”
Micah went upstairs to have a last look at his room. He thought he should feel sad, but he only wondered when he would see it again. Would he be different then? Who would he be?
“And how is the plumbing business going?” said Joan.
Tiny explained how he lost the plumbing business. The pipes had burst in a house, and the house froze and fell in on itself. The insurance company came in and sued all the contractors.
“Was it your fault?”
“Any pipe you let freeze with water in it, that pipe’ll split. Who puts it in is im
material. Could be Jesus, pipe’s going to break. Since then I’ve been moving things for people.”
“Do you need money?”
With his hands on the table, Tiny pushed his chair back and looked at her. “I have nothing against you. You want to do things for Micah, and I hope you can. But do I want money? Come on, Joan.”
“I’m sorry.”
“This is my house.”
“I know it.”
She apologized again, and he waved a hand as if to say it was done.
“You want to stay over? You can have Lyris’s old room.”
“We fly out of Stone City this afternoon,” said Joan. “Is she going to be here?”
“Her and Albert Robeshaw came over last night. She’s still kind of mad at you.”
“You can’t blame her,” said Joan.
“Oh, probably not.”
Tiny’s mother arrived, her silhouette looming in the doorway. She yelled hello though Tiny and Joan were sitting right there for anyone to see.
She wore a large Hawaiian shirt, jeans with hammer loops, and Red Wing boots. People feared her, as if she had special powers, but she was just an old lady given to yelling at people and playing with their minds.
Joan stood and gave her a hug, which made her uncomfortable. It wasn’t that she didn’t like Joan, she just wasn’t used to being hugged.
Micah walked down the stairs sideways, dragging Lyris’s suitcase by its red plastic handle. The suitcase bumped down the stairs. The kitchen became crowded, and Tiny took the suitcase and led everyone out to the front yard. They gathered around Micah in the shadow of the willow tree.
“I’m going to miss you,” said Micah’s grandmother. “But you’ll be all right. There’ll be somebody there to help you when you run into trouble.”
“I will,” said Joan.
“Besides you. There’s someone else.”
Tiny stood behind his mother, gazing absently into the panoramic view of her Hawaiian shirt. Her predictions never surprised him. She made lots of them. He hoped this one would come true.
The shirt was dark blue and green and depicted nightfall in an island village of palm trees and grass huts with yellow lights burning in the windows. A pretty place.
Then Micah put thumb and finger to the corners of his mouth and whistled. Pretty soon an old doe goat crept around the side of the house. Micah and Lyris had raised her together.
