Celested: Confessions of Molestation, Lipstick and Lingerie

by Guy Guillermo

  Lena Voronina: Haha amazing swirling needs to be in my vocabulary more. U really are fantastic w words Guillermo? Lol

  Lust Daddy: Do you remember how you had fun at 4 years old?

  Lena Voronina: Haha pretending I'm pregnant and having my friend help me deliver a pillow through my shirt lol

  Lust Daddy: Did you know that you can become pregnant by being repeatedly raped?

  Does your body force you to come while you are being raped?

  Lena Voronina: I did last time. He held me down and I was fighting him off hard because I was in so much pain, but the harder I tried to push him off the more forcefully he held me down, tears streaming down my cheeks he grabbed a fist full of my hair and buried my face in the pillow. I started screaming into the pillow but as he laid on top of me, pushing himself in deep he whispered "shhh, shhh, shhh" I realized then fighting him was useless so I started to relax and let the sensations overcome my body. Soon the pain melted away and I had a good cum. Only to start crying uncontrollably afterwards. Daddy then xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx $450,000 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

  Lust Daddy: Do you think that porn stars give decent blowjobs?

  Have you considered watching more pornography while all of the other 1st graders in your class are acting like first graders, you are mature and you will know how to stay on daddies good side to keep him from killing you and maybe, just maybe you can make him love you more than his other girls?

  Lena Voronina: Oh ya last night I wondered if daddy was going to kill me.

  Lust Daddy: Is sucking his dick and bringing him other girls your way of showing daddy that you love him?

  Tell me about the first time he exposed his penis to you and molested you?

  Lena Voronina: Anything that makes my daddy happy.

  Lust Daddy: Were you still 5 or had you already turned 6?

  Lena Voronina: Daddy says I'm too old to be a real baby, I have to help him get all the real younger girls lol

  Lust Daddy: Do your friends like it when you visit their house and tell them how daddy makes you drink his semen and showed you what a penis is and how to suck it? Are they impressed when you tell them about all the gifts that me gave to you?

  Are your girl talk stories what makes them want to come to your house?

  How do they respond to you when you tell them play for play how you've been molested since before you could remember?

  Lena Voronina: My friends are scared of a Daddy but they all hear me talk about how great the sex is and the all say they are jealous.

  Lust Daddy: Are they fascinated my your stories of how daddy let's you walk around with no panties and makes you do aerobics for him in your nightgown?

  Remember when you got that little piece of lint on your pussy and daddy sucked it off. Did that prove to you how much he cares?

  What family member would you like to suck and seduce the most? Your step brother? Your uncle? Cousins maybe?

  Lena Voronina: Mmm ya daddy makes me workout with wights in gym. He says if I please him he'll take care of all my needs and he knows just what Baby likes and how she likes it and he isn't lying!

  Ya step-dad would be awesome

  Lust Daddy: Does daddy approve of your insatiable need to incest?

  Besides with him, does he incourage you to incest other family members too?

  Lena Voronina: No I'm only allowed to fuck who daddy says. Man it was great telling him about 19 year old xxxxxx. I waited a week to tell him.

  Lust Daddy: You hate daddy and you love him at the same time too? How did you heal from being raped?

  Lena Voronina: My theory is that Daddy babies don't last because of resentment. I create a balance while leaving him in-control. I'm submissive but I stand up to him more than any other girl. I'm not scared to get a backhand, actually I like it and I like when I make daddy mad and he takes it out on my pussy, that's why I'm the bad girl.

  Lust Daddy: How did you justify not going to the police after you were raped? Did you tell your self that you wanted it and that you were really in-control?

  Did you masturbate to thoughts of your pussy being molested in-order to relieve the guilt?

  Does daddy allow you to have this delusion so that he can continue to rape you without concequence?

  What are you wearing right now?

  Lena Voronina: I wouldn't be able to prove it and also i don't think he ment to rape me. We play rough, even have dungeon w toys, we have code word, I just wasn't able to let him know because of the position lol

  Lust Daddy: The more that you justify the rape, the sweeter you become in my eyes... Anymore sweet and I might fall head over heels

  Are you home alone?

  Lena Voronina: I'm more into rape than he his, he likes domination and girl on girl.

  Lust Daddy: How much more into rape are you than him? Are you asking to be raped everytime you walk down the street?

  Lena Voronina: I watch rape porn, get off on forced sex but it's different in the flesh that's for sure. K ya going to take this bath/get food but let's talk in a bit.

  Child In the Garden of Eden

  This book was originally going to be an account of Celeste's life, her childhood, essentially her psycho-sexual biography in an interview format.

  What we got is an extremely intimate look at Celeste's first encounters with her sexuality and emotional development from the time that she was 3-23.

  Chester the Molester

  "When I sleep even for a nap a bomb going off wouldn't wake me. Which is why when I starting waking up from afternoon naps with my boxers wet and no remembrance of a sexy dream I knew something was up. I pretended to go to sleep and my 12 year old daughter snuck in my bedroom and said "Daddy?" she snuggled under the covers with me, pulled my dick out of my shorts and started jacking me off. She had her cell phone with her and was talking to someone while doing it. I didn't open my eyes. I just softly said "What do you think you are doing?" She screamed and ran out of the room. We still haven't talked about it. She started a new school this year and has all new friends. I think I'm going to find out just what her friends are putting her up to when we talk this weekend. I'm also going to be locking my bedroom door and not taking a sleeping pill anymore." -Anonymous Dad

  Lust Daddy: When you were molested, was it done covertly or overtly?

  Celeste Starr: covertly

  Lust Daddy: How did he do it? (did you know that close to 30% of girls have been molested according to studies... Yes)

  Celeste Starr: he would do it in my sleep

  Lust Daddy: On top of your panties or on top of your chest?

  Celeste Starr: chest

  Lust Daddy: What size was your chest? Did you sleep without a bra? Did he slip his hand inside your shirt? (about 12% of all molestation is from a daddy, the rest is like brothers, cousins... Basic, run of the mill incest.)

  Celeste Starr: then, my breasts were small

  Lust Daddy: You were 12 or 6? Maybe 5 or 4?

  Celeste Starr: 5-6

  Lust Daddy: Did you know it was molestation or did you just think they were showing you that they care... Perhaps another form of a hug or other commonly accepted forms of affection?

  Celeste Starr: no, I didn't know.

  Lust Daddy: Was this same man very careless whether or not his penis was coming out of his boxers in front of you?

  Celeste Starr: No

  Lust Daddy: Did he find any reason on earth to lift and touch your bottom?

  How did you feel when it was happening?

  Celeste Starr: idk,Not erotic

  Lust Daddy: Do you think of him every time you expose your breasts?

  Celeste Starr: No, I try not to

  Lust Daddy: If you liked it, would you hate yourself for it?

  Celeste Starr: I didn't like it

  Lust Daddy: Or would you accept your unorthodox fetish...

  Celeste Starr: No

  Lust Daddy: How did you feel about your self-worth after you molested you.. Or were you more pissed off he didn't let yo
u get any sleep when you were sleepy?

  Celeste Starr: pissed...I did not like this...can't think anyone would like to be molested

  Lust Daddy: Or were you gravely disappointed because the person that you love isn't supposed to do something so taboo?

  Celeste Starr: yes that

  Lust Daddy: Understood. Would you wear something different every time he molested you?

  Because if the person that's molesting you doesn't enjoy himself, he might make your life hell instead of making it easier for a vulnerable, young, impressionable girl, like yourself?

  Celeste Starr: I didn't know it was going to happen so no

  Lust Daddy: I have a female friend who was molested when she got in bed with her father and mother... He touched in-between her legs and came. Another girl I know was watching a J-Lo video while she was sitting on her father's lap... While she was gyrating, he came in his shorts. he changed his boxers. His daughter was 14... For both of those girls, it was the first and the last time it happened.

  Lust Daddy: Was that the only time it happened to you?

  Celeste Starr: no

  Lust Daddy: Did you hear a smacking sound in the background, like he was masturbating or was he just touching himself, getting very aroused?

  Did you give him a big kiss the next morning to show him that no matter what, you still want his love and nothing can come in-between that?

  Do you remember what you were wearing when you were molested?

  How long did he do it for?

  Celeste Starr: No..probably my nightgown

  Lust Daddy: Did he rub your tummy too?

  Celeste Starr: No

  Lust Daddy: Did you ever think that he's done it times when you were completely unconsciously sleep?

  Celeste Starr: Yes

  Lust Daddy: When you got older, did you think of boys like N'Sync and boys you thought were hot doing that to you? (if you have lemons, you make lemonade... is the motto)

  Did that help you with the flashbacks?

  That man snuck in your room and activated your sexuality at 6 years old. How did that manifest it's self?

  Celeste Starr: It did as I got older

  Lust Daddy: How?

  Celeste Starr: When I saw porn I started getting curious

  Lust Daddy: I know a guy who studied molestation. He was world-famous, highly scientific, cutting-edge, etc. All because he knew how people thought and his books brought you the darkest, realest truths.

  Celeste Starr: very cool

  Lust Daddy: The stuff that he did is COMPLETELY ILLEGAL today... That just goes to show you how generations before 1960's had a more "keep it in the family" angle and if the wife complained about sexual abuse, if they came from a wealthy family, it was typically ignored.

  There are some Asian cultures that believe that having sex with a virgin makes them younger.

  Celeste Starr: wow

  Lust Daddy: Yeah. In fact, Freud and his theory about women envying penis and men wanting to fuck their mothers and daughters being in love with their dads, Freud was writing his first books, he discovered than an uncanny amount of incestuous relationships were happening in rich households. Fathers had molested their daughters their entire childhoods while their mothers accepted this fact because he was the master of the household.

  He wanted to have more "proof" to back his theories by sharing the experiences of the daughters, etc. yet, the powers that be shut him up by threatening his ability to practice, so his theories looked half-baked because they showed no origin.

  Full-out child abuse was FINALLY made illegal in the 1970's and finally enforced in the 1980's+...

  In a time of racial strife, the great depression and plagues that kill, the ease in which to overlook the father, brother or son molesting your child was great because you're in times of strife and anarchy... Women depended on these men for survival.

  Where the mother is so financially dependent on the husband that when her daughter says "daddy touched me" she accuses her daughter of lying.

  Celeste Starr: I've heard of that

  Lust Daddy: Yeah. It's more common than people think. We are biological creatures. we are programmed to experience sex and sexuality from birth, so when you're living in animalistic times where women are considered second-class citizens, those types of things tend to be overlooked.

  HUMAN LAWS puts parameters around what we are legally able to do, or tell us that a little girl isn't supposed to enjoy something heinous... When in reality, you can't put laws on auto-biology.

  The law saying "you are not supposed to get wet when some 50 year old man pulls his penis out and places it in front of your 13 year old face.

  The law says that you are not supposed to find your brother or your sister or cousin sexy.

  By doing that, they're essentially saying "you are wrong for breathing... For your heart to beat." They want to "manufacture" guilt, so that you donate more money to the church.

  In some countries, like Canada, just 10 years ago, it was perfectly legal for the uncle of a 14 year old girl to lure her into a hot tub in the nude with a fully-erect penis and watch porn with her. Biology doesn't have borders while human law does. The best thing we can do is understand the human laws as well as the behaviours of our biology, so that we can draw the lines that we want instead of that 14 year old girl experiencing her first orgasm while being raped and hating herself for it. For the same girl to masturbate to thoughts of her father checking out her ass and feeling like the sickest girl in the world.

  Think about it: You take a guy who has biological urges, you tell him that he can't have sex for the rest of his life and you make the entire church confess their sins to them... That is essentially a dark lust cocktail.

  Celeste Starr: pretty much

  Lust Daddy: Were you in denial when you were groped in your sleep?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: Do you think he did it while you were awake, pretending to be sleep because he wanted you to imagine him molesting you every night in your sleep?

  "Years ago my cousin was like 16 ,I was like 21 , I walked by the side of the house one night ,to see her naked in front of the mirror . She was sexy and I was just in awe, I masturbated thinking of sex with her beautiful body. It seemed she knew and thought it was hot." -Anonymous

  Celeste Starr: idk..maybe.

  Lust Daddy: What would you think about when you went to sleep every night? How long did he touch your chest for? Did you feel like he rubbed it for all eternity?

  Celeste Starr: Then it did

  Lust Daddy: You're a girl who can make the best out of a bad situation. How have you allowed it to make you a better person?

  Celeste Starr: Oh God I've come through adversity time and time again. I've just become numb to the bull shit and I just do me and not Let anything stop me. Being molested made me strong.

  Lust Daddy: Yes, being molested DID make you strong. Someone tried to pervert feelings of pleasure for you. How did you feel about your first boyfriend playing with the same breasts your molester fondled?

  Celeste Starr: I kinda didn't like it

  Lust Daddy: How did you go from the person who hates men worshiping her breasts to the girl that is flattered when he spends a little extra time making due with them?

  Celeste Starr: My mindset changed as i grew

  Lust Daddy: How did your mindset about your chest being treated like a genie bottle evolve over the years?

  Celeste Starr: Lol I don't know the answer lol

  Lust Daddy: How often do you think about it or something related every day... More now or more as a little girl?

  When you were wearing your leotard, tight on your chest around the person who molested you, did it frighten you?