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Celested: Confessions of Molestation, Lipstick and Lingerie

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by Guy Guillermo


  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: How did you handle it?

  Celeste Starr: idk

  Lust Daddy: How often did he do it that you are aware of? How many times do you think he did it in your sleep?

  Celeste Starr: a few i am aware of. I'm not sure about sleep

  Lust Daddy: Was it every night or would it just be a few times every couple months, when your cuteness and his horniness outweighed his logical thinking?

  Celeste Starr: a few times a month he got horny, as far as I know.

  Lust Daddy: A few times a month? A few times a year? Do you think that he knew that your breasts would develop as nicely as they did?

  Celeste Starr: i never thought about that

  Lust Daddy: This went on for a couple years. 5 and 6 you were when he did this to you?

  Celeste Starr: Yes

  Lust Daddy: How long would he do it each time?

  Celeste Starr: 10 mins or so

  Lust Daddy: Would he sit on the edge of your bed when he molested your girls?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: Did you always sleep under the covers or would the covers fall off of your body sometimes?

  Celeste Starr: under

  Lust Daddy: Do you think he would touch your chest to see if you were really awake or sleep? Do you think that he had bribed you enough so if you caught him, you wouldn't do anything? Did he train you that well and brainwash you at that age?

  Did he brainwash you with violence, gifts and love or all of the above?

  Celeste Starr: i don't think i was brainwashed

  Lust Daddy: Do you think that if he 100% knew that you were sleep, he would molest your labia to climax?

  Celeste Starr: prob

  Lust Daddy: Did he ever do anything nice for you after he stroked off while molesting your girls?

  Celeste Starr: tried to talk nice lol

  Lust Daddy: What types of things would he say to you?

  Celeste Starr: that i was special

  Lust Daddy: You didn't believe that you are special? That he didn't really love you? Do you feel that his illness made him a 100% bad person?

  Celeste Starr: I did..but i didn't like to hear it coming from him after he did what he did to me

  Lust Daddy: When did you discover that him sexually activating and molesting you is wrong?

  Celeste Starr: i knew i didn't like it and i didn't deserve it i don't think i learned it more like i knew what i deserve and I was going to make sure i got it

  Lust Daddy: Did you ever tell anyone about him molesting your girls?

  Celeste Starr: No.

  Lust Daddy: At that age, would you rather get shot in the foot with a gun or had your sexuality activated via molestation?

  Celeste Srarr: shot in the foot

  Lust Daddy: Which one would make you cry more?

  Celeste Starr: both i would think

  Lust Daddy: If someone was going to shoot you in the foot for a second time, would you be scream "don't do it?"

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: He molested your chest 50 times and you didn't say anything. Did he have leverage on you that was more damning than being shot in the foot?

  Did you ever wear sweaters to bed, so that the softness and plumpness of the material trick him into feeling horny when rubbing your girls making him come quicker while keeping your girls insulated from his hands?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: Have you seen those videos where the guy takes the girl that is sleep on the date rape drug and they put their penis in her mouth? Do you think that was ever done to you as a child?

  Celeste Starr: no

  Lust Daddy: How can you tell Babypuss?

  Celeste Starr: I'm not sure...

  Lust Daddy: What makes you think it didn't go that far to make himself come? You were sleeping in the same house every night as a pervert and you never squealed on him. What did this pervert man do to activate your sexuality during the day?

  Celeste Starr: maybe that’s what i tell myself. Just be really nice. Buy me gifts

  Lust Daddy: So, you think the pervert living in the same house as you is just a vivid fantasy?

  Celeste Starr: perhaps

  Lust Daddy: Do you remember touching and/or rubbing your own chest at 5 and 6?

  Celeste Starr: nope

  Lust Daddy: Your chest and your pussy are the 2 places you avoided for dear life as a little girl, right?

  Celeste Starr: correct

  Lust Daddy: Did you think they were inherently evil for bringing you so much pleasure?

  Celeste Starr: yes definitely with the way i was raised

  Lust Daddy: You were raised knowing what a molester and a pervert are... Since before you could remember, right?

  Celeste Starr: right

  Lust Daddy: Did they show you that having even the most impure thoughts will attract perverts into your life, like bees to honey? Is that the reason you allowed yourself to be impurely molested for so many years?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: How?

  Celeste Starr: lifestyle

  Lust Daddy: Explain?

  Celeste Starr: Well when you have that lifestyle it attracts that type of people

  Lust Daddy: Did they talk about how the perverts and molesters would treat a girl more special than she's ever felt in her life... till she falls in love... Then eventually she finds out she was molested and she is devastated while her sexuality has been activated by this pervert already and she can never shut it off again?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: Could you imagine in what sneaky way a molester would treat you like the Bonnie to his Clyde while he was activating the girls on your chest and your pussy?

  How does it make you feel to imagine that every night, right before you go to sleep?

  Celeste Starr: not good

  Lust Daddy: Was rubbing your chest the only sexual action he took or did you ever notice the trace of his penis through his pants as he stood over you or sat with you?

  Celeste Starr: idk

  Lust Daddy: Who molested your body and activated your sexuality

  Celeste Starr: friend of my dad

  Lust Daddy: You never told anyone that you were molested hundreds of times throughout your childhood. Sometimes you remembered and sometimes you didn't. Or did you say something, it was completely ignored by your mom and dad? What happened?

  Celeste Starr: my dad stopped being friends with him so it stopped

  Lust Daddy: You kept it a secret, just you and him? What were you afraid of happening if you told on him? How was he able to sneak in your room? Were you being babysat by him?

  Celeste Starr: Oh God I was afraid to start but not as it went on. No..he came over to see my dad

  Lust Daddy: He lived out of town, so he slept in your room at night?

  Celeste Starr: No.

  Lust Daddy: Where did he sleep? How did he have the time to activate you sexually?

  What was your first sex toy?

  If having your chest touched gave you perfect skin, would you take it, so that your skin could be perfect?

  Celeste Starr: dildo. Lol hmm..idk

  "I get a boner when my daughter sits no my lap and she's had my cum on virtually every part of her body. I even used some lube and pushed my dick about 2cm into her bum when she slept. I came hard.” -Anonymous

  Lust Daddy: Are you 100% sure that that man didn't actually make himself come on you when you are sleep? Has your dads friend ever babysat you before? Do you think that secretly your daddy allowed it to happen and he turned a blind eye to it?

  Celeste Starr: no i can't be 100% because i was asleep.

  Lust Daddy: Do you feel the man who had his way with your chest awakened your "hyper sexuality?"

  Do you remember what you were wearing? Did he sit on the edge of the bed and lie you over on your back to feel where your nipples expand? Besides me, how many people have you told about him molesting you... All of yo
ur friends, none of your family?

  Did your secret make you feel more special or your daddy make you feel more

  special?

  Celeste Starr: Yes.

  "My mother divorced my real dad and married a black man we'll call Charles. My real dad could have no contact with me as he replaced mom in his bed with me. I still loved him and really didn't understand what all the yelling and screaming was about. But I did miss the sex, and the shrink told me my dad had awakened my "hyper-sexuality." -Anonymous

  Sexual Aerobics

  "When were at the beach, crowds of guys, old and young, watch my little girls

  in their tiny bikinis. Recently, I started to look at my oldest daughter as a

  woman, not as my child. I've recently seen her in her bra and panties as she

  was changing into her gymnastic clothes. I was shocked to see how developed

  she is and I actually got a chubby seeing her tight ass. I struggled with

  these feeling I have...she's my daughter! While I was by myself, I've

  reluctantly went through my daughters laundry to find her panties." -Anonymous

  Lust Daddy: When you stretched and practiced your flexibility, would you practice and do the splits in your living room or would you do the splits and stretch in your bedroom?

  Celeste Starr: in the living room or bedroom

  Lust Daddy: And you said you had to starve yourself to get modeling gigs, so your leotards were too big for you. Is it proper etiquette to wear panties underneath your leotard?

  Celeste Starr: I did

  Lust Daddy: So, you could see the sides of your panties inside of your leotard? Did you mind exposing the vagina part of your panties for hours and hours while you practiced the splits?

  Celeste Starr: not really lol

  Lust Daddy: how much of a gap was in-between your legs between where your panties were and your leotard was? I know starving a little girl... Your leotard fit loose.

  Celeste Starr: hmm...not too big

  Lust Daddy: Did you ever use proper etiquette and take off your panties while practicing gymnastics home alone?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: How much weight did your parents force you to lose for commercial spots as a child actor?

  Celeste Starr: 10 -20 pounds

  Lust Daddy: So, the sides of your vagina would easily peek through?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: How pretty did that make you feel?

  Celeste Starr: not very. I was starving.

  Lust Daddy: How much time would you practice the splits every day?

  Celeste Starr: 30 mins or so

  Lust Daddy: What age did you start to notice your pussy getting moist and wet?

  Celeste Starr: hmm..14 maybe

  Lust Daddy: Did that make your pussy feel hotter than when you were just a little girl?

  Lust Daddy: Or it added to the same amount of hotness?

  Celeste Starr: same

  Lust Daddy: Even though it made your pussy slippery?

  Celeste Starr: yes i was unsure what was going on with me to be honest lol

  Lust Daddy: What did you think was happening to you? Did you walk funny when you were wet? Could I tell just by looking at you that you were wet?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: What types of things would make you wet? Would wearing a leotard and doing the splits make you wet?

  Celeste Starr: no, I’m not sure i can not remember as a little girl. At 14, yes.

  Lust Daddy: Would you practice in the living room when your dad was home sometimes? Would you sometimes wear your leotard instead of regular clothing because it was more comfortable?

  Celeste Starr: i would practice with parents around yes wore comfortable clothes more

  Lust Daddy: What was the ratio leotard or leggings vs comfortable clothes?

  Celeste Starr: more comfortable clothes and maybe 7 or so leotards

  Lust Daddy: 50/50... Half the time you'd wear a leotard and the other half you'd wear comfortable clothes?

  When is the first time you walked across the house without any panties?

  How often would you wear panties with your leotard? What percentage?

  Celeste Starr: yes 50/50. not too much when i was small. wore panties with leotard most of the time. my mom made it that way.

  Lust Daddy: Were there ever times you didn't have your panties on under your leotard and your mom ignored it? Were there ever times that you refused to wear panties under your leggings because you were rebelling?

  Celeste Starr: yes..but she always won..lol

  Lust Daddy: Have you ever pulled your leggings over your stomach before as a little girl? How does that feel?

  Celeste Starr: Yes I liked it.

  Lust Daddy: Does it feel better with leggings or better with hosiery?

  Celeste Starr: lol. Leggings.

  Lust Daddy: How often would you hike them all the way up while you were practicing?

  When was the first time you ever slept without panties on? What age?

  Celeste Starr: sometimes 18 w/o panties... I was raised extremely strict

  Lust Daddy: Once you hit 18, you never wore panties. Right?

  Celeste Starr: oh i did. when my dad wasn't home i didn't

  Lust Daddy: When you were 15 or 16, what is the oldest guy that showed sexual interest in you? Did it make you feel special?

  Celeste Starr: 18 or 19 maybe yes handsome smart senior at school but i did know i was already special

  Lust Daddy: So, you didn't notice all of the older gentlemen checking you out? If you knew the nature of men and all of the things that older guys were thinking about you sexually, do you think you would feel flattered or would you go crazy because you realized that you're living in a world surrounded by perverts?

  Celeste Starr: flattered at that age... when i was 15

  Lust Daddy: Men typically fight off their sexual feelings instead of expressing them, do you think this is beneficial or detrimental to their happiness? And the happiness of their above-board, legal aged sex partners?

  Celeste Starr: not necessarily. I say you should embrace who you are and your sexuality

  Lust Daddy: Even if what is going on in your head is wildly forbidden, you should find a legal outlet that you can express and release some of that pent-up tension?

  Celeste Starr: well yes you don't want to go to jail.. in that case

  Lust Daddy: lol You said that you also did gymnastics. How did you fit into your leotard when you were starving yourself? Did you have that little gap in-between your legs? Did you notice it open or close as you decided to eat vs starve yourself?

  Celeste Starr: yes i was too tiny to fill the uniform

  Lust Daddy: Were you constantly hiking it up or would you put leggings on? Or did you just leave it like that?

  Celeste Starr: leggings...my mom didn't want people to know what was going on

  Lust Daddy: Were you always flexible?

  Celeste Starr: i think so yes

  Lust Daddy: You think you've been able to do the splits your whole life?

  Celeste Starr: no way lol

  Lust Daddy: Did you ever practice around the house while watching cartoons or just in gymnastics class?

  Celeste Starr: practice

  Lust Daddy: What was your practice routine to make yourself perfect for the camera?

  What parts of your body would you focus on? Tell me more about your little girl bedroom.

  Celeste Starr: covered in poster...lots of music...princess jasmine...

  Lust Daddy: A good girl job.

  Celeste Starr: Lot’s of shoes, clothes, lava lamp, purple carpet

  Lust Daddy: Were you constantly changing in and out of your clothes?

  How do you feel in your skin as you dance in your angel leotard in the house for your stuffed animals waiting for daddy to come home and tell you to pick up your stuff?

 

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