Celested: Confessions of Molestation, Lipstick and Lingerie
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You said that your leotards were a little loose because you were on a starvation diet to maintain your luxury lifestyle as a child model. Did you wear tights when you were around the house or did you just wear the leotard?
Celeste Starr: Pick up my stuff my mom supported my goals not dad he wanted me to be a stone cold business woman like him. the female version of him. Tights leotard. either
Lust Daddy: Did your leotard have a snap in the center, like my little sisters leotards?
Celeste Starr: nope
Lust Daddy: Did you ever wonder how your leotards would fit if they were the proper size?
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: Would you pull them up in the mirror to compare how much weight you had lost? Give yourself a front wedgie when no one was looking? How did you know, lol
I am glad that you can just close your eyes and enjoy the art. That's a good girl. Someone who will stay by someone's side she loves, despite what people are saying.
Would you wear different leggings and leotards for different moods?
Celeste Starr:Yes, oh yes to the leggings questions
Lust Daddy: Tell me which colors were for which moods Baby puss
Celeste Starr: pink happy black moody purple way too happy silver - sparkling lol
Lust Daddy: Did your parents leave you at home a lot during the summer months?
Celeste Starr: yes or i went to summer camp
What Makes Celeste Special
Lust Daddy: Do you feel that about your art and music, where just like that little girl who was put in the basement and brainwashed and molested to follow certain rules and have certain thoughts, you brainwashed yourself to be an artist and performer voluntarily?
Celeste Starr: hmm..interesting way to look at it..i wouldn't say that..maybe just that i always knew what i wanted
Lust Daddy: And you knew that you had to isolate yourself from certain elements to truly hone your skills, didn't you?
Celeste Starr: oh yes
Lust Daddy: Just like the girl that was molested in the basement for 15 years, you had to be a slave to something... And you were a slave to the music, weren't you?
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: And who molested you? The rhythm molested you, charmed you and tricked you... Eventually you developed a case of the Stockholm’s and you fell in love with it... And THAT'S why you're going to make it, isn't it?
Celeste Starr: exactly!
Lust Daddy: Because no matter how much you try to pretend that it didn't happen, the rhythm has taken over your soul, hasn't it?
Celeste Starr: yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! wow you know me
“I smiled my cutest smile and kissed him on the cheek and laid back down on
his lap. When I did his prick hit me hard in the side of the face. I sat up again and Daddy and I started talking. Daddy briefly explained that he had a deep love for me and that love translated into a bulge.” -Anonymous
Lust Daddy: Who is the cutest guy in your family. The one that makes you the wettest?
Celeste Starr: My cousin Tom when i was 5 or so he was prob 10 or so he's almost 29 i think he's always been handsome.
Pop Lust
Lust Daddy: idk, maybe it's like selling drugs... A little risk, a little reward. jk, jk, lol
Do you believe that sexy and glamorous are the same things? When you were watching Christina Aguilera and Britney Spears as a little girl, do you feel that you were training yourself to be sexy, glamorous or are they one and the same?
Celeste Starr: i saw them and i played my own part in it, drew inspiration from them but i was always original
Lust Daddy: Do you feel that you had a desire to be glamorous, just like them? Is it the lifestyle they live that made you so intensely drawn to become that 'Genie in a Bottle? '
Celeste Starr: with my original spin yes ;0
Lust Daddy: What is your original spin you added on top of 'Genie in a Bottle?'
Celeste Starr: Celeste in the Bottle
Lust Daddy: Did you change the dance a little bit? Celeste in a Bottle sounds much sexier than Genie in a Bottle. That sounds tame. Is that how you made people refer to you, as Celeste in a Bottle?
Celeste Starr: no but i do have pictures from when i dressed up as Christina for Halloween one year. I will show you you can use this
Lust Daddy: Send it to me Baby puss, your pre- Kitten of the Year photo
Celeste Starr: mic and all :o
Lust Daddy: Aaw. I am so impressed with you. I like those pictures you have where you're in the sparkly skirt and the halter-top. When you tried that on, I think deep inside you knew you were going to become a star.
Celeste Starr: YES I DID
Lust Daddy: Tell me what that feels like and how it influenced your choices?
Celeste Starr: I made my whole life all about trying to get seen as a model. My mom and i traveled all over the southeast to get me jobs it was how we mad money for a my chilkdhood
Lust Daddy: You told me that sometimes you had to starve your little body just to be seen in those magazines... What was that like?
Celeste Starr: nightmare
Lust Daddy: And you did all that to be a good girl for your family. Did you feel a sense of pride doing it?
Celeste Starr: of course and it was also my dream
Lust Daddy: You began masturbating somewhere between the ages of 6 and 8... What would you think about that made you sexually aroused? Tell me the male fantasies and tell me the female fantasies. Would you rather be molested or starve yourself?
Celeste Starr: Britney Spears male back then Johnathan Taylor Thomas. Molested.
Lust Daddy: How would the fantasy with Britney Spears play out? You began masturbating a year and a half after you had your breasts caressed and fondled. Did it make you feel special to keep his secret?
Celeste Starr: something to do with music...she would sing to me
yes special
Lust Daddy: That made you feel like an adult?
Celeste Starr: yes, ashamed for sure. Probably when i was 20 i realized that...a man who was friends with my dad's current girlfriend asked me to go to a hotel room and stand their and model lingerie for him... I was 16 when it happened.
Lust Daddy: Was their any part of you that felt sorry for him? A part that knew how arousing and sensually powerful you can be because like a football player watches game tapes, you watched seduction tapes and listened to seduction audios where a teenage girl seduces in a plaid skirt the man of her dreams....
Did you feel bad for him because he was a victim of your sensuality?
Celeste Starr: You could say maybe i felt bad for him but also for me...i couldn't be with him either
Lust Daddy: You were definitely underaged. How do you handle being and feeling so glamorous all the time? Knowing that you're doing and saying the things to attract men, yet, that is all you know. That is all you studied, from Princess Jasmine to the Genie in a Bottle posters that you went to sleep dreaming about and woke up to... Even dreamed about.
Do you feel that sexy is a language that is taught and either you come up knowing it or you don't?
Celeste Starr: i came up with those influences, yeah.
Lust Daddy: Do you feel a problem with 80 year old Jewish guys in an office dictating the types of things their daughters and all little girls are going to like, based on their ability to sell almost anything?
Or do you feel that little girls should be left to their own devices to decide what they need and what they deserve?
Celeste Starr: Left own your own to devise what they deserve
Lust Daddy: What did you like to do when you were left to your own devices?
Celeste Starr: think about becoming a big star
Lust Daddy: Just like Aguilera and Britney?
Celeste Starr: JUST LIKE
Lust Daddy: You said that you would dance and perform for your stuffed animals... How early would the day start and when would it end? Were you home-schooled?
Celeste Starr: I would do it mostly when i was home from school after 3 pm till dinner time and then after until i have to go to school, go to sleep lol no i wasn't home schooled
Lust Daddy: What was your bedtime ritual? Would you listen to your Britney and Aguilera to go to sleep? Tell me about your top 3 pajamas and the first time you ever slept naked.
Celeste Starr: yep i would sing until i went to sleep. top 3 pj’s...beauty and the beast, princess jasmine, care bears slept naked...lol i don't know...maybe when i was a baby
Lust Daddy: 6 is still a baby Princess Jasmine. Tops and bottoms... You seem more like a gown girl. Were you a gown girl?
Celeste Starr: i was lol you called me princess jasmine, lol
Lust Daddy: Is that what your dad would call you?
Celeste Starr: i think i have a pic with me in princess jasmine outfit I’ll try to find it now...lol
Lust Daddy: Did the kitten have a pet name coming up as a little girl?
Celeste Starr: Loud mouth my mom called me “Mouth” lol
Lust Daddy: Aaw.
Lust Daddy: Were you afraid to show your first initial sexuality as a little girl becoming a fully developed girl? Were you ashamed of what you could make men do and how good you felt inside becoming a full grown adult?
What age did you feel that you were sexier than the girls whose sexuality you were trained, groomed and raised on?
Celeste Starr: Yes very...i was raised very reserved. i was about 16
Lust Daddy: Would you cry sometimes because of the sexual thoughts you would think? Did you ever feel like you were possessed by the devil?
Celeste Starr: yes and yes
Lust Daddy: Would daddy sneak in your room and soothe you? Make you feel special again?
Celeste Starr: Nope Worked too much
Lust Daddy: Did you self-soothe?
Celeste Starr: Yep
Lust Daddy: Was your self-soothing like a double-edged sword... Where you would soothe with the Backstreet Boys, yet, they were sexual... You didn't care, then, you felt guilty some more and the only way to self-soothe is to listen to the lyrics and feeling of 5 highly sexed teen boys looking to influence young girls impressionable?
Celeste Starr: Yes just like that lol you know me
Lust Daddy: Did you have very cute panties as a little girl?
Celeste Starr: Yes! Princess Jasmine!. Lol. Damn I can't find that damn photo
Lust Daddy: Did you ever wish you had a magic genie that you could rub and make your wishes come true? You are such a sweet girl. As close to perfect as perfect get's Celeste.
Celeste Starr: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Lust Daddy: I really hope you know that...
Celeste Starr: Aww you think so
Lust Daddy: Absolutely kitten.
Celeste Starr: Meow
Lust Daddy: Do you remember walking in on your daddy naked. What were your feelings? Were you embarrassed?
Celeste Starr: Embarrassed yes
Lust Daddy: Do you remember why you walked in on him and how it happened?
Celeste Starr: no too long ago
Lust Daddy: What were you doing? Were you singing?
Celeste Starr: i think he was in the master bath at the house i was going in there to use the big mirror to take photos and there you go.
Lust Daddy: You were going to take selfies. Do you remember what you were wearing?
Celeste Starr: Yes. Lol lingerie of some sort
Lust Daddy: Is it my favorite red piece of lingerie from you? That one piece lacy, innocent one?
Celeste Starr: No..prob a bra and panties
Lust Daddy: Your daddy doesn't have an issue with you sneaking around the house naked or he usually doesn't find out?
Celeste Starr: he was never home enough to know
Lust Daddy: Were you living with your dad a short time recently, or you just went over there to keep him company?
Celeste Starr: i haven't seen him since my birthday. i haven't been home since 2011
Lust Daddy: Aaw. I know he misses you. Have you ever shown him any of your photo shoots?
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: What color were your bra and panties when you saw your daddies penis?
Celeste Starr: I honestly don’t remember i think it had cupcakes on it lol
Lust Daddy: This is a year after you lost your virginity...
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: Matching cupcakes?
Celeste Starr: matching!
Lust Daddy: Whey were with with pink frosting? I'll bet you're a cute panty girl till this day... Lacy for a special occasion?
Celeste Starr: yes! and yes!
Lust Daddy: Did you sleep with a pillow in-between your legs as a girl?
Celeste Starr: yes lol
Lust Daddy: What age did you discover Jenny McCarthy?
Celeste Starr: maybe 7 or 8
Lust Daddy: When is the first time you saw the Playboy Bunny symbol? The international symbol for lust, sex and adult entertainment worldwide. The magazine that has literally sold billions of units worldwide?
Celeste Starr: around the same time...when i looked up on the internet for the first time i believe i looked up playboy lol
Lust Daddy: Wow, the first time you used the internet, you viewed porn. What did you see?
Celeste Starr: jenny McCarthy
Lust Daddy: So the man who molested you perverted your innocence and that made you watch porn. How does that make you feel? What's the first thing you noticed about Jenny Mc Carthy? Did you notice that the same part of your body that was molested is the same part of her body that you lusted your first time using the internet all by yourself?
Celeste Starr: thought she was beautiful.
Lust Daddy: Did you want your body to look smooth like hers? What percentage of your body was just like hers? What percentage did you feel you needed enhancements to become her?
Celeste Starr: when i was 7 i had nothing lol, but now there is similarity
Lust Daddy: What was the similarity? were you just as smooth as her? Was she smooth like you're smooth?
Lust Daddy: What kind of lessons did your mommy teach you?
Celeste Starr: How to be a good person
Lust Daddy: Did she teach you what semen is?
Celeste Starr: no
Lust Daddy: How did you discover what semen is? Did your teachers teach you what it is ? Did you learn from your father? Uncle?
Celeste Starr: learned it my own
Lust Daddy: How did you learn about semen? Did you Google it? Hear it said by someone random at school?
Celeste Starr: friends
Lust Daddy: Can you tell when you make a man hard? Can you still remember the first time you saw a mans shaft hard who was supposed to be an authority figure, teacher, etc?
Celeste Starr: No I don't think I ever have
Lust Daddy: See, this is your way of denying the fact that you were molested in the most important and impressionable stages of your childhood? If you saw one get hard, would you maybe think that is something else because you care about the authority figure and you don't want them to get in trouble for emotionally molesting you?
How would it have made you feel if he did? If every time he spanked you, he sat you in his lap and he told you how much he cares for you and how you are his princess?
Celeste Starr: hurt....didn't know what i did to deserve the beating
Lust Daddy: WHAT ARE THE REASONS THAT HE WOULD SPANK YOU AS A LITTLE GIRL?
Celeste Starr: for no reason he beat me sometimes
Lust Daddy: Wow. He would hit your face and that type of stuff? And your mom told him to quit and he did? Would he ever do the same to your mom?
Celeste Starr: Yes a few times its OK. we are past it now
Lust Daddy: You shot your first lingerie shoot when you were 19 and a virgin. Do you still have the shots available (I'll put them in the book)