Celested: Confessions of Molestation, Lipstick and Lingerie
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girl they want to take to the cell with them. These are convents – cloistered
convents – not open orders. The priest can do anything he wants to and hide
behind the cloak of religion!
-Vaticancrimes.us
Lust Daddy: Would you sit in any mans lap that guaranteed you Christina Aguilera backstage tickets, or just authority figures you knew personally)
Celeste Starr: Men I knew personally
Lust Daddy: And if they told you not to tell your parents, you would still go along with it?
Celeste Starr: Depends
Lust Daddy: What does it depend on Babypuss?
Celeste Starr: If I trusted
Lust Daddy: Trusted that they would give you the tickets or trusted them with your life, like a teacher?
Celeste Starr: North... Both
Lust Daddy: You mean, like an uncle or something like that, right? Trusted person, like the principal? A fireman, your doctor? Family associate?
Celeste Starr: Right
Lust Daddy: What if you were wearing a swimsuit and all of your friends were getting Christina Aguilera backstage tix?
Celeste Starr: I would want to be going with them Lol
Lust Daddy: If you felt something hard against the side of your thigh, you would probably just assume it was his wallet because you don't even know what a penis feels like, yet, you kind've know what a wallet feels like...
Celeste Starr: Lol yes
Lust Daddy: If the guy promised you tickets to any concert you wanted, as long as you visit him every Saturday morning, would you do it, like a "job?"
Celeste Starr: Depends what I have to do at this job
Lust Daddy: The same thing you did for the tickets. This is your job to sit in his lap.
Celeste Starr: Oh hmm what man is this
Lust Daddy: Doctor, he's 30, caring, good with his hands, handsome.
Celeste Starr: Perhaps I would all I have to do is sit?
Lust Daddy: Bounce, sit and act pretty. Then all of the girls at school, even the girls you hate would have to be jealous of you because you're going to Britney, Christina, N'Sync, Backstreet Boys... LFO... And you get to take pictures with them, hanging out... Even one of you sharing a cigarette with Britney.
Celeste Starr: Yay!
Lust Daddy: What would you tell yourself about that man and his "wallet?" What would you do if your parents told you you couldn't come over, how mad would you be at mommy and daddy?
Celeste Starr: If he Couldn't come over?
Lust Daddy: If they wouldn't let you go to his house to practice gymnastics "the proper way at his proper" gym on Saturdays?
Celeste Starr: Oh well I would find a way if I really wanted to go
Lust Daddy: Would you make him your "godfather" in order to go? *If that was the only way?
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: If he becomes your godfather, you have to spend 4 days at his house and 3 days at your mom and dads house, is that okay?
Lust Daddy: i don't know what parents will say
Celeste Starr: What if you somehow know for a stone-cold FACT that your parents will say "yes" if you beg them for precisely 3 days. *In a row. We're talking sleepovers in Britney's hotel... Maybe a little stage time... Her boyfriend thinks you're cuter, the entire luxury package.
Or, you could do chores for the entire summer for nose-bleed seats, where you can't even see Christina's face. AND DO IT because you've dedicated your life to her music? So, how good does it feel to FINALLY get to hang out with Christina Aguilera and have her treat you, like an equal.
Celeste Starr: very good..dream come true
Lust Daddy: How thankful are you for the guy where all you have to do is sit in his lap and he gives you tickets to concerts?
He listens to you, he respects your opinion and the only thing he asks you to do is sit in his lap.
You could never acknowledge this as anything except for normal because you know if you even tell your parents that you know what a penis is... Let alone what one feels like, you will be punished harshly... He was a computer and it is the only computer in the house and it is in his room... Are you afraid he's going to punish you for watching porn in his presence?
How do you test him to see if it's okay to be your REAL self?
A little girl like you, what do you think it would do to your ego to have a respected man, a man that everyone fears take you in his lap and tell you that you're the most beautiful girl and most beautiful singer?
Would you literally feel your ego inflate and your head getting big or would you just take it, accept it and enjoy it while it lasts? Do you think that living in your household, you would be severely beaten if you suggested that your daddy was peeking at the "v" of your swimming suit?
Celeste Starr: No but I would feel it inside and yes to second part
Lust Daddy: With the constant fear of being beaten being hung over your head, isn’t it nice to have someone powerful and important thing that you're important and special?
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: You would probably do anything to keep that kind of attention.... Because you know that you deserve it. Right?
Celeste Starr: right
Lust Daddy: Him bouncing you on his wallet is okay... it's much better than being beaten in your face...
Celeste Starr: yes
Lust Daddy: What if you walked in on him naked... Would you tell your parents or keep it a secret?
Celeste Starr: secret
Lust Daddy: How would it feel to keep a sexual secret given to a child from an adult... Does it make you feel like an adult, even though you're just a child?
Celeste Starr: Yes
Lust Daddy: What if you go swimming with him in his Olympic pool and you notice that every time you speak to him, he get's a hard on, do you tell your parents or keep it a secret?
Celeste Starr: secret
Lust Daddy: Does it make you feel powerful to have so much control over his penis? Like you are magic?
Celeste Starr: yess indeed
Lust Daddy: If he had an exotic dancers pole in his private gymnasium, would you try it out?
Celeste Starr: probably
Victoria's Secret Confessions
“Secret” is a former Victoria's Secret model (who wishes to keep her identity hidden) who was born into a nudist household to a single father. Her background is EXTREMELY interesting to study because there aren't a lot of girls who are born to into nudist families.
It also begs a lot of questions about our society. Is a girl being born into a nudist family okay or is she being subject to covert molestation and incest by default. Is it okay to be born into a nudist family if it is a single parent house... Or is it okay if the single parent is mom instead of dad.
Mom's nipples get hard and that's okay. What about dad's penis. We'll get “Secret's” view on the situation now.
Lust Daddy: As your father raised you as a single dad, did you have a babysitter? Did she/he know that when no one was around, your father and you lived a nudist lifestyle?
Secret: Yes i did have a babysitter. and no she did not know about our nudist lifestyle.
Lust Daddy: Why did your father choose her? Was she obviously hot? What age was she? Did she sleep in your room or on the couch?
Secret: A man daddy worked with... His 15 year old daughter babysat me.
Lust Daddy: Do you think her father was a nudist too? What age did you discover your daddies porn stash?
Secret: i don't know him well enough to know that. Maybe 8 or 9
Lust Daddy: When was the first time you saw your dads penis get hard, or was it hard all the time? Did you notice that when his penis was hard, he'd treat you better, promise more gifts and dote on you more?
Secret: all my life. when i was 10 or so i paid attention more. Yes, he treated me better when his penis was hard.
Lust Daddy: You had would you brush against it thousands of times throughout your whole childhood. When you sta
rted to care about daddies hard-on, Is that when you realized that your life with daddy wasn't normal?
Secret: I knew he wasn't normal when I compared my childhood with my friends.
Lust Daddy: So, you would be nude in the house with your daddy and you wouldn't touch him at all?
Secret: yes
Lust Daddy: What were his morals and values?
Secret: i don't know
Lust Daddy: You told me before that daddy used to let you sit on his lap, at which age did he decide that you were too old so sit in his lap?
Secret: 10
Lust Daddy: Did he let you watch cartoons and have control of the remote control when you were nestled in his lap?
Secret: yes
Lust Daddy: As a Victoria's Secret model, you're relatively famous. At what age did you decide you wanted to become a model?
Secret: 3
Lust Daddy: Did daddy help you choose your dream? How did you feel about not having a mother in your life. Do you think daddy did a good job as a mommy and a daddy for you?
Secret: He did as good as he could with the resources provided to him.
Lust Daddy: Do you think your daddy loves you? Did he buy you gifts? Did he cheer you up when you were sad? Did he offer to pay for your college? Besides the fact that he put food on the table, your dad seems like a pretty decent guy.
Secret: somewhat, yes gifts. i got a grant for college
Lust Daddy: You used to slip into your dads lap a few times a week, cuddle up with him and watch a movie. Did you ever notice his erection pressing against you? What did you tell yourself about his erection?
Secret: no, i didn’t
Lust Daddy: Was his penis was smeared on your thighs, your ass, ow was his penis squeezed in-between his thighs?
Secret: In between his legs
Lust Daddy: When he would talk to you, would his heart race and his voice drop very low?
Secret: no
Lust Daddy: How did it feel for your breasts to develop right in-front of your dads eyes? What topics seem to be the ones that make his penis swell the most? You told me that you are an absolute expert at talking and being sexy and you use a mans penis to gauge how sexy he finds you. When did you develop and redefine your skills?
Secret: He never paid too much attention to me When I was about 19
Lust Daddy: You'd sit in his lap, his hard penis tucked in-between his legs... You'd sit in his lap for 30, 45 minutes... Your breasts and boy developed around him, yet, he didn't pay attention to you? 45 minutes isn't enough? How would you have preferred your relationship to be with your dad? Describe your dad to me. What a man's man? An alpha male?
Secret: I would have liked him to love me instead of buying me things he works hard and that’s all. his life is work
Lust Daddy: He obviously spent time with you... Do you think he worked so hard to keep away from you? Do you feel like your ability to naturally seduce a man was getting too intense with your dad, so he decided to work? When your dad would bring girls over, would they participate in the house nudity? Or would they watch from a distance?
Secret: yes but not how he should with his daughter I don't think it was that..he just likes to work watch lol
Lust Daddy: You think he enjoys watching his girls develop in their most natural state?
You said you became interested in sex at 10 years old... How do you think seeing and feeling your dads penis enhanced your journey into sexual discovery. You also say your father was quite wealthy and a bit of a recluse. Tell me about the shopping sprees that he and the babysitter would take you on... And tell me all of the glamorous things you would buy
with your dads money and credit card?
Secret: oh he def did shopping sprees. whatever i wanted
Lust Daddy: Do you think he spoiled you because you've seen and felt his hard on more times than you've eaten food?
When you looked in your dads porno stash, what did you see?
Secret: no
Lust Daddy: Your dad didn't mind having a semi-erect penis out for his little daughter... Did he masturbate in the open as well?
Secret: No
Lust Daddy: Have you ever seem him stroke himself?
Secret: Nope
Lust Daddy: You told me that sometimes you could see his penis in his loose, tiny jogging shorts, is that when your girlfriends would sleep over on the weekends? Your friends never told their parents. Do you think that if they did, it would effect your friendship with them?
Secret: yes
Lust Daddy: Do you think that the reason that all they could talk about was your dads penis because they lusted him? What kind of questions would they ask about seeing it? Tell me about your friend that would give your dad a big hug every time she saw him. Do you think she was trying to seduce him?
Lust Daddy: Did your friends think your dad is cute?
Secret: nope, they didn't know him. he was never around enough
Lust Daddy: Was he friendly the few times they did meet?
Secret: yes
Lust Daddy: Do you think that it was his intention to molest you by being nude or do you think that he genuinely believed in The nudist lifestyle?
Secret: not sure
Lust Daddy: Do you love him? How many of the things around your house is something that your dad bought you as a gift? Did you enjoy yourself with him at the nudist colony visits in France in the summer?
Secret: yes to a point
Lust Daddy: Explain
Secret: lots. i love him as a father i have. that’s all. i don't have romantic love for him if that's what you mean
Lust Daddy: Was your dad very protective of boys... Saying that their evil and all they want to do if pull their dicks out to fuck you. Did he have the mentality that all boys are too rotten for his little princess? So, to him, he's just a normal dad. He shared his wealth, he encouraged you in school, he was just a nudist? Normal dad with an abnormal religious belief?
Secret: Yes tried to keep boys away and yes, he was normal according to him.
Lust Daddy: Does it tickle your naked body to sit in your daddies naked lap? Or when he's wearing his jogging shorts where his whole penis is hanging out?
Secret: yes it does
Lust Daddy: Did you move your body on it to move the tickle?
Secret: yes
Lust Daddy: Does your vagina get moist sometimes. Did you feel ashamed?
Secret: Yes, it did get moist. I didn't feel ashamed of it because I never knew it was wrong. I looked at it like I would my heart beating a little too fast ot a tear coming from my eyes because something is tickling it. Whenever I sat in my dads lap, my body got moist... because my dads penis was pressing against my thighs.
Lust Daddy: Did it matter much whether your legs were open or closed to you? Were you just as likely to have your lags opened as well as closed in daddies lap?
Secret: yeah.
Lust Daddy: Did you feel safe when you would climb in bed with daddy after a bad dream?
Secret: when i was little yes
Lust Daddy: How little?
Secret: 5
Lust Daddy: When you were 5, would your daddy let you lay on his chest? Or would he pick you up a lot and toss you in the air, like a super dad does?
Secret: yes
Lust Daddy: Sit you in his lap and tell you stories?
Secret: that too. not stories
Lust Daddy: No stories?
Secret: no
Lust Daddy: Would he kiss you on the mouth on on the cheek?
Secret: cheek, mouth, chest, stomach
Lust Daddy: Do you remember your daddy telling you that his penis is where love comes from? Do you remember daddy telling you that he would love you, no matter what?
How did you feel when your dad took you out of school and home-schooled you to become the perfect model that you are today?
Secret: I was happy. I wanted to be famous so i knew i had to do what it takes
Lust Daddy: You told me that you would
practice the splits and you're daddy would help to push your legs back, so that you can be flexible. Do you feel that taking a part the snaps in between the leotard while daddy was pushing your legs back saved your vagina from being rubbed by that harsh polyester material?