by Oscar Wilde
MRS. ALLONBY: Good-bye, Mr. Arbuthnot.
GERALD: Good-bye.
Exit LADY HUNSTANTON and MRS. ALLONBY. GERALD sits down and reads over his letter.
GERALD: What name can I sign? I, who have no right to any name. (Signs name, puts letter into envelope, addresses it, and is about to seal it, when door L. C. opens and MRS. ARBUTHNOT enters. GERALD lays down sealing-wax. Mother and son look at each other.)
LADY HUNSTANTON: (through French window at the back): Good-bye again, Gerald. We are taking the short cut across your pretty garden. Now, remember my advice to you – start at once with Lord Illingworth.
MRS. ALLONBY: Au revoir, Mr. Arbuthnot. Mind you bring me back something nice from your travels – not an Indian shawl – on no account an Indian shawl. (Exeunt.)
GERALD: Mother, I have just written to him.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: To whom?
GERALD: To my father. I have written to tell him to come here at four o’clock this afternoon.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: He shall not come here. He shall not cross the threshold of my house.
GERALD: He must come.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Gerald, if you are going away with Lord Illingworth, go at once. Go before it kills me; but don’t ask me to meet him.
GERALD: Mother, you don’t understand. Nothing in the world would induce me to go away with Lord Illingworth, or to leave you. Surely you know me well enough for that. No; I have written to him to say –
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: What can you have to say to him?
GERALD: Can’t you guess, mother, what I have written in this letter?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: No.
GERALD: Mother, surely you can. Think, think what must be done, now, at once, within the next few days.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: There is nothing to be done.
GERALD: I have written to Lord Illingworth to tell him that he must marry you.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Marry me?
GERALD: Mother, I will force him to do it. The wrong that has been done you must be repaired. Atonement must be made. Justice may be slow, mother, but it comes in the end. In a few days you shall be Lord Illingworth’s lawful wife.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: But, Gerald –
GERALD: I will insist upon his doing it. I will make him do it; he will not dare to refuse.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: But, Gerald, it is I who refuse. I will not marry Lord Illingworth.
GERALD: Not marry him? Mother!
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I will not marry him.
GERALD: But you don’t understand: it is for your sake I am talking, not for mine. This marriage, this necessary marriage, this marriage which for obvious reasons must inevitably take place, will not help me, will not give me a name that will be really, rightly mine to bear. But surely it will be something for you, that you, my mother, should, however late, become the wife of the man who is my father. Will not that be something?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I will not marry him.
GERALD: Mother, you must.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I will not. You talk of atonement for a wrong done. What atonement can be made to me? There is no atonement possible. I am disgraced; he is not. That is all. It is the usual history of a man and a woman as it usually happens, as it always happens. And the ending is the ordinary ending. The woman suffers. The man goes free.
GERALD: I don’t know if that is the ordinary ending, mother; I hope it is not. But your life, at any rate, shall not end like that. The man shall make whatever reparation is possible. It is not enough. It does not wipe out the past, I know that. But at least it makes the future better, better for you, mother.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I refuse to marry Lord Illingworth.
GERALD: If he came to you himself and asked you to be his wife you would give him a different answer. Remember, he is my father.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: If he came himself, which he will not do, my answer would be the same. Remember, I am your mother.
GERALD: Mother, you make it terribly difficult for me by talking like that; and I can’t understand why you won’t look at this matter from the right, from the only proper standpoint. It is to take away the bitterness out of your life, to take away the shadow that lies on your name, that this marriage must take place. There is no alternative; and after the marriage you and I can go away together. But the marriage must take place first. It is a duty that you owe, not merely to yourself, but to all other women – yes; to all the other women in the world, lest he betray more.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I owe nothing to other women. There is not one of them to help me. There is not one woman in the world to whom I could go for pity, if I would take it, or for sympathy, if I could win it. Women are hard on each other. That girl, last night, good though she is, fled from the room as though I were a tainted thing. She was right. I am a tainted thing. But my wrongs are my own, and I will bear them alone. I must bear them alone. What have women who have not sinned to do with me, or I with them? We do not understand each other.
Enter HESTER behind.
GERALD: I implore you to do what I ask you.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: What son has ever asked of his mother to make so hideous a sacrifice? None.
GERALD: What mother has ever refused to marry the father of her own child? None.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Let me be the first, then. I will not do it.
GERALD: Mother, you believe in religion, and you brought me up to believe in it also. Well, surely your religion, the religion that you taught me when I was a boy, mother, must tell you that I am right. You know it, you feel it.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I do not know it. I do not feel it, nor will I ever stand before God’s altar and ask God’s blessing on so hideous a mockery as a marriage between me and George Harford. I will not say the words the Church bids us to say. I will not say them. I dare not. How could I swear to love the man I loathe, to honour him who wrought you dishonour, to obey him who, in his mastery, made me to sin? No; marriage is a sacrament for those who love each other. It is not for such as him, or such as me. Gerald, to save you from the world’s sneers and taunts I have lied to the world. For twenty years I have lied to the world. I could not tell the world the truth. Who can ever? But not for my own sake will I lie to God, and in God’s presence. No, Gerald, no ceremony, Church-hallowed or State-made, shall ever bind me to George Harford. It may be that I am too bound to him already, who, robbing me, yet left me richer, so that in the mire of my life I found the pearl of price, or what I thought would be so.
GERALD: I don’t understand you now.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Men don’t understand what mothers are. I am no different from other women except in the wrong done me and the wrong I did, and my very heavy punishments and great disgrace. And yet, to bear you I had to look on death. To nurture you I had to wrestle with it. Death fought with me for you. All women have to fight with death to keep their children. Death, being childless, wants our children from us. Gerald, when you were naked I clothed you, when you were hungry I gave you food. Night and day all that long winter I tended you. No office is too mean, no care too lowly for the thing we women love – and oh! How I loved you. Not Hannah, Samuel more. And you needed love, for you were weakly, and only love could have kept you alive. Only love can keep any one alive. And boys are careless often, and without thinking give pain, and we always fancy that when they come to man’s estate and know us better they will repay us. But it is not so. The world draws them from our side, and they make friends with whom they are happier than they are with us, and have amusements from which we are barred, and interests that are not ours; and they are unjust to us often, for when they find life bitter they blame us for it, and when they find it sweet we do not taste its sweetness with them…You made many friends and went into their houses and were glad with them, and I, knowing my secret, did not dare to follow, but stayed at home and closed the door, shut out the sun and sat in darkness. My past was ever with me…And you thought I didn’t care for the pleasant things of life. I tell you I longed for them, but did not dare to touch them, feeling I had no right. You th
ought I was happier working amongst the poor. That was my mission, you imagined. It was not, but where else was I to go? The sick do not ask if the hand that smooths their pillow is pure, nor the dying care if the lips that touch their brow have known the kiss of sin. It was you I thought of all the time; I gave to them the love you did not need; lavished on them a love that was not theirs…And you thought I spent too much of my time in going to Church, and in Church duties. But where else could I turn? God’s house is the only house where sinners are made welcome, and you were always in my heart, Gerald, too much in my heart. For, though day after day, at morn or evensong, I have knelt in God’s house, I have never repented of my sin. How could I repent of my sin when you, my love, were its fruit. Even now that you are bitter to me I cannot repent. I do not. You are more to me than innocence. I would rather be your mother – oh, much rather – than have been always pure…Oh, don’t you see? Don’t you understand! It is my dishonour that has made you so dear to me. It is my disgrace that has bound you so closely to me. It is the price I paid for you – the price of soul and body – that makes me love you as I do. Oh, don’t ask me to do this horrible thing. Child of my shame, be still the child of my shame!
GERALD: Mother, I didn’t know you loved me so much as that. And I will be a better son to you than I have been. And you and I must never leave each other…but, mother…I can’t help it…you must become my father’s wife. You must marry him. It is your duty.
HESTER (running forward and embracing MRS. ARBUTHNOT): No, no; you shall not. That would be real dishonour, the first you have ever known. That would be real disgrace: the first to touch you. Leave him and come with me. There are other countries than England…Oh! Other countries over sea, better, wiser, and less unjust lands. The world is very wide and very big.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: No, not for me. For me the world is shrivelled to a palm’s breadth, and where I walk there are thorns.
HESTER: It shall not be so. We shall somewhere find green valleys and fresh waters, and if we weep, well, we shall weep together. Have we not both loved him?
GERALD: Hester!
HESTER (waving him back): Don’t, don’t! You cannot love me at all unless you love her also. You cannot honour me, unless she’s holier to you. In her all womanhood is martyred. Not she alone, but all of us are stricken in her house.
GERALD: Hester, Hester, what shall I do?
HESTER: Do you respect the man who is your father?
GERALD: Respect him? I despise him! He is infamous.
HESTER: I thank you for saving me from him last night.
GERALD: Ah, that is nothing. I would die to save you. But you don’t tell me what to do now!
HESTER: Have I not thanked you for saving me?
GERALD: But what should I do?
HESTER: Ask your own heart, not mine. I never had a mother to save, or shame.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: He is hard – he is hard. Let me go away.
GERALD (rushes over and kneels down beside his mother): Mother, forgive me; I have been to blame.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Don’t kiss my hands; they are cold. My heart is cold: something has broken it.
HESTER: Ah, don’t say that. Hearts live by being wounded. Pleasure may turn a heart to stone, riches may make it callous, but sorrow – oh, sorrow, cannot break it. Besides, what sorrows have you now? Why, at this moment you are more dear to him than ever, dear though you have been, and oh, how dear you have been always. Ah! Be kind to him.
GERALD: You are my mother and my father all in one. I need no second parent. It was for you I spoke, for you alone. Oh, say something, mother. Have I but found one love to lose another? Don’t tell me that. Oh, mother, you are cruel. (Gets up and flings himself sobbing on a sofa.)
MRS. ARBUTHNOT (to HESTER): But has he found indeed another love?
HESTER: You know I have loved him always.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: But we are very poor.
HESTER: Who, being loved, is poor? Oh, no one. I hate my riches. They are a burden. Let him share it with me.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: But we are disgraced. We rank among the outcasts. Gerald is nameless. The sins of the parents should be visited on the children. It is God’s law.
HESTER: I was wrong. God’s law is only Love.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT (rises, and taking HESTER by the hand, goes slowly over to where GERALD is lying on the sofa with his head buried in his hands. She touches him and he looks up): Gerald, I cannot give you a father, but I have brought you a wife.
GERALD: Mother, I am not worthy either of her or you.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: So she comes first, you are worthy. And when you are away, Gerald…with…her – oh, think of me sometimes. Don’t forget me. And when you pray, pray for me. We should pray when we are happiest, and you will be happy, Gerald.
HESTER: Oh, you don’t think of leaving us?
GERALD: Mother, you won’t leave us?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I might bring shame upon you!
GERALD: Mother!
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: For a little then; and if you let me, near you always.
HESTER (to MRS. ARBUTHNOT): Come out with us to the garden.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Later on, later on.
Exeunt HESTER and GERALD.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT goes towards door L.C. Stops at looking-glass over mantelpiece and looks into it.
Enter ALICE R.C.
ALICE: A gentleman to see you, ma’am.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Say I am not at home. Show me the card. (Takes card from salver and looks at it.) Say I will not see him.
LORD ILLINGWORTH enters. MRS. ARBUTHNOT sees him in the glass and starts, but does not turn round. Exit ALICE.
What can you have to say to me to-day, George Harford? You can have nothing to say to me. You must leave this house.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: Rachel, Gerald knows everything about you and me now, so some arrangement must be come to that will suit us all three. I assure you, he will find in me the most charming and generous of fathers.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: My son may come in at any moment. I saved you last night. I may not be able to save you again. My son feels my dishonour strongly, terribly strongly. I beg you to go.
LORD ILLINGWORTH (sitting down): Last night was excessively unfortunate. That silly Puritan girl making a scene merely because I wanted to kiss her. What harm is there in a kiss?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT (turning round): A kiss may ruin a human life, George Harford. I know that. I know that too well.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: We won’t discuss that at present. What is of importance to-day, as yesterday, is still our son. I am extremely fond of him, as you know, and odd though it may seem to you, I admired his conduct last night immensely. He took up the cudgels for that pretty prude with wonderful promptitude. He is just what I should have liked a son of mine to be. Except that no son of mine should ever take the side of the Puritans; that is always an error. Now, what I propose is this.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Lord Illingworth, no proposition of yours interests me.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: According to our ridiculous English laws, I can’t legitimise Gerald. But I can leave him my property. Illingworth is entailed, of course, but it is a tedious barrack of a place. He can have Ashby, which is much prettier, Harborough, which has the best shooting in the north of England, and the house in St. James’s Square. What more can a gentleman desire in this world?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Nothing more, I am quite sure.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: As for a title, a title is really rather a nuisance in these democratic days. As George Harford I had everything I wanted. Now I have merely everything that other people want, which isn’t nearly so pleasant. Well, my proposal is this.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I told you I was not interested, and I beg you to go.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: The boy is to be with you for six months in the year, and with me for the other six. That is perfectly fair, is it not? You can have whatever allowance you like, and live where you choose. As for your past, no one knows anything about it except myself and Gerald. There is t
he Puritan, of course, the Puritan in white muslin, but she doesn’t count. She couldn’t tell the story without explaining that she objected to being kissed, could she? And all the women would think her a fool and the men think her a bore. And you need not be afraid that Gerald won’t be my heir. I needn’t tell you I have not the slightest intention of marrying.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: You come too late. My son has no need of you. You are not necessary.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: What do you mean, Rachel?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: That you are not necessary to Gerald’s career. He does not require you.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: I do not understand you.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: Look into the garden. (LORD ILLINGWORTH rises and goes towards window.) You had better not let them see you; you bring unpleasant memories. (LORD ILLINGWORTH looks out and starts.) She loves him. They love each other. We are safe from you, and we are going away.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: Where?
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: We will not tell you, and if you find us we will not know you. You seem surprised. What welcome would you get from the girl whose lips you tried to soil, from the boy whose life you have shamed, from the mother whose dishonour comes from you?
LORD ILLINGWORTH: You have grown hard, Rachel.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: I was too weak once. It is well for me that I have changed.
LORD ILLINGWORTH: I was very young at the time. We men know life too early.
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: And we women know life too late. That is the difference between men and women. (A pause).
LORD ILLINGWORTH: Rachel, I want my son. My money may be of no use to him now. I may be of no use to him, but I want my son. Bring us together, Rachel. You can do it if you choose. (Sees letter on table).
MRS. ARBUTHNOT: There is no room in my boy’s life for you. He is not interested in you.
