In Your Wildest Dreams

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by Toni Blake


  The utter sensuousness of the old song swept Stephanie away that much further as Jake joined her atop an old quilt. He lay beside her, propped on one elbow, his hand sliding to rest on her stomach. "We'll go as slow or as fast as you want, beb—you just let me know if I do anything wrong."

  "Wrong isn't the right word for it." She owed him this, at the very least. "Nothing you've ever done to me was wrong. It was just... too much for me, that's all."

  He leaned closer, slamming his hand upward, across one breast, to gently caress her cheek. His forearm stretched up the center of her chest. "Then you'll tell me what's too much, no?"

  She nodded, the spot between her thighs tingling.

  "Good," he whispered, bending to kiss her.

  He hoped like hell it wasn't too soon to do that again, but it was pure impulse driving him; he needed to feel her supple lips under his. They exchanged soft, sweet kisses for a few moments, and it felt almost easy to Jake—like maybe just kissing was enough, like maybe it wasn't going

  to rip his guts out not to sink himself inside her sweet body the way he'd been wanting to since they'd met. He knew it wasn't tore—soon enough they'd get to the gut-ripping part—but he'd do his best not to let his torture show. Her story about her parents had pulled at his heart, and he wanted everything that happened tonight to be exactly what she needed. He wanted to take away her fears.

  When their kisses ceased, he nuzzled his nose against her silken cheek. "How's that?"

  She smiled. "You taste good—always taste good. Minty."

  "Mmm," he purred, dragging the tip of his middle finger slowly down the side of her neck and onto her shoulder, then under her tank top to play with the strap of her bra.

  "Why is that?" she asked gently.

  He gave a soft chuckle. "I gave up smokin' a few years back. Now I'm addicted to mints instead."

  "Ah." She tipped her head back into the pillow. "Well, as addictions go, that's not a bad one."

  He'd quit smoking for Becky—both her parents smoked, and she'd hated it. He'd been sorely tempted to pick it up again after she was gone, but something had kept him from it—to this day, he didn't know what. But this one little conversation made him glad he'd persevered.

  Stephanie's eyes sparkled on him in the low-lit room— giving him a reason to decide it must have been fate that had kept him from replacing a burned-out bulb in one of the lamps. He watched her studying him, her eyes traveling down over his jaw, cheek, and lower. Seeming to realize she'd been caught exploring, she bit her lip. "You have an incredible body."

  He liked this honest side of her. Smiling playfully, he leaned to kiss her neck. "I like yours, too, beb." He slid his hand to her ass, reminding him her denim was soaked. "But we really gotta get you out of these jeans. If we're not havin' sex, no good reason to put up with a wet spot in the bed."

  She laughed and didn't protest, and he checked her eyes to make sure they still twinkled. Conveniently, her jeans remained unzipped from out on the porch, so he sat upright, reached for the waistband, and said, "Lift up."

  With a little tugging—her grabbing onto white cotton bikini panties to keep them on—the jeans came down around her thighs. He pulled them the rest of the way off, shucking them on the floor, and a few seconds later, he was molding against her close, letting his hard-on rest at the crux of her thighs as he slid his arms back around her.

  "Underwear's just as wet, chère" he said when his hand returned to her rear. He couldn't hide his teasing grin. "I think we should take those off, too."

  Her widening eyes came with a chiding laugh. "No, those stay on." She lowered her voice. "For now anyway."

  He let another small smile unfurl. "For now," he repeated. "I can live with that. Even if it means we're doomed to havin' a wet spot without the usual perks."

  She laughed and batted playfully at his chest. "You want perks, buddy—I'll give you perks." With that, she rose up onto her knees, facing him, then reached down to the hem of her sexy tank top, arms crossing, and pulled it off over her head.

  He watched in awe. Her bra was conservative white lace, just as simple as the cotton panties, but everything about her was lush and sensual, from the curves and rises of her body to the sexy look of daring on her face.

  Yet then she bit her lip and seemed to sink a little.

  He tuned in immediately. "What's wrong?"

  She shook her head, casting a sweet, sheepish expression. "I'm just not sure where to go from here. This isn't usually me—taking off clothes, making suggestions."

  "Not a problem, beb. I'll be happy to take over for you."

  She tilted her head, a lock of blond falling across her face, and looked so pretty he could have died.

  "Lie down with me," he said, all playfulness fleeing the scene. "Let me make you feel good."

  She lowered her head back to the pillow and he rolled to his side to look down on her. When he'd first seen her soaring toward him in that leaky old pirogue, he'd felt intruded upon. He'd never wanted to share this place with anyone—it had belonged to him alone. But now that he peered down on this woman, at once so sensitive and so damn determined and strong, he was glad he wasn't alone anymore.

  Dropping his gaze from her eyes to her chest, he gently skimmed one hand up her smooth, pretty stomach and onto the lower curve of her breast. He played tightly with the hard bud of her nipple jutting through the lace before bringing on more kisses. Tender at first, then infused with a deeper passion than he'd meant to set free. He wanted to kiss her senseless, wanted to kiss her until neither of them could think. He wanted to lose himself in this lush body.

  But whoa, slow down. You've got all night. And you've got a woman who needs you to be tender. Even so, his breathing hitched when he tried to soften the kisses. "You doin' okay, beb?” he whispered, their faces an inch apart.

  "Mmm, yes, good." Her voice came high-pitched, fluttery, aroused.

  He sighed his relief, glad his little loss of control hadn't taken her anyplace she didn't want to go. "You get me so hot," he breathed as he began raining kisses over her throat, chest. You make me want you more than I've ever wanted—

  But no, he couldn't go there; he successfully stopped the thought midway through. Don't think, damn it. Just feel.

  He kissed his way onto the lace that covered her, loving the rise and fall of her breasts, her breath audible and lovely. But that quickly, he couldn't bear having the lace between them anymore. Memories of earlier kisses to her bared flesh made him slip his fingers beneath the bra strap, then whisper, "Can I take it off?"

  Her eyes glazed with pleasure even as her lips trembled. "Yes."

  Reaching behind her, he deftly unhooked the bra with one hand and slowly eased it away. Tossing the lace aside, he swallowed at the delectable sight. "Just as pretty as I remember, chère."

  Like earlier, he started out just kissing her there, delivering gentle licks, but soon he was suckling. Her sighs came faster as she arched her breast upward, deeper into his mouth. Her responsiveness aroused him more than it would have with any other woman because this was Stephanie, sensitive Stephanie, Stephanie who was afraid of sex. Afraid, but so damn sensual at the same time. He loved drawing it out of her, loved making her want more, making her need it.

  Only he had the sneaking suspicion he wasn't responsible for that. He thought she'd probably always needed it. Just like the woman in his dreams. Wanted it, needed it—but could only get it from him. She was the woman in his dreams. He'd known that, of course, just never let himself fully accept it—because it added to his guilt, and it also begged the question: how the hell had he dreamed her before he'd met her?

  His hands left her breasts to roam and explore, wanting to learn every inch of her. His touch gently skimmed her neck and shoulders, the curve of her waist, the swell of her hip, the lushness of her thigh. It was pure instinct that led his hand onto the cotton between her legs until he was cupping her warmth, molding his palm to her, kneading softly.

  Her breath grew m
ore labored and her eyes fell shut, color suffusing her cheeks.

  He couldn't not go further.

  Easing his hand beneath the elastic below her navel, he grazed his fingertips across the smooth, satiny skin that led through a light thatch of hair, then down farther. He groaned as his fingers sank into her, gently beginning to stroke. Her sigh was one of abandon. He couldn't have asked for more.

  Nipping lightly at her breast, he eased up near her ear. "You're so wet for me."

  She only moaned in reply, lifting to his touch. His fingers dived deeper. He wanted to swim inside her.

  When he curled his fingers into the elastic at her hips, she rose automatically and he drew the panties down her thighs and over her knees.

  If he'd thought she looked lovely and passion-filled earlier, against the wall at the LaRue House, it was nothing compared to how utterly erotic she looked now, naked on his bed, thighs parted so he could kneel between. "You take my breath away," he whispered into the warm night air, then bent to lower a kiss just above the clump of hair that shielded her most intimate parts.

  She whimpered needfully, sounding impatient, and he couldn't help grinning as he peered up the soft planes of her body, into her eyes. "Goin' slow for you, beb. That's what you wanted, isn't it?"

  "Yes, but..."

  "But what?" He blew on the moist flesh just below his mouth.

  She shut her eyes, looking tortured. "But... God, please."

  "Tell me you want me to kiss you there, chère."

  She nodded wildly against the white pillowcase. "Yes," she moaned. "Please, Jake. Kiss me. There."

  Her words echoed through him hotly as he raked his tongue through her sweetness. Mmm, yes, so good. Even better than earlier, because something had changed since then. Hell, a lot of things. He knew her so much better than he had just a few hours earlier.

  She moaned in response, and he dipped back for more, soon dragging the tip of his tongue over the swollen nub he knew lay at the center of her sensitivity. She sighed, lifting to him, and though he'd had every intention of taking this slow, making it last, giving her a gradual rise to climax—he couldn't hold back.

  He let the taste and scent of her fill him as her body jerked reflexively. Her hands curled in his hair and she let out a small, heated cry at every stroke, her sounds driving him.

  He instinctually pushed one finger inside her warmth. A heavier sob met his ears, but she kept moving with him, and soon he slid in a second, eliciting a hot whimper. "Oh God," she breathed above him. "Oh God."

  The ceiling fan whirred above them, cooling his back, and Dusty Springfield crooned "Son of a Preacher Man" from one of his grandmother's old records, and he gave himself over to pleasing her completely. No thinking. No planning. Just doing. Just getting lost in her warmth, in her soft, sexy noises.

  "God, Jake, God," she said, louder.

  Yes, beb, come for me.

  Her wild moan had her convulsing around him, thrusting, thrusting, climaxing against his tongue and fingers— and when she stopped moving and only the music remained, he stayed very still, too.

  He couldn't quite believe it, but he knew if he moved a muscle, he'd explode in his pants. And that just wasn't good enough here. Even if it meant falling asleep with a hard-on, he didn't want to spend himself this way. Just in case. In case she wanted it for herself. He didn't think she would—he knew he was damn lucky to have taken her this far without her retreat. But even so, if he came tonight, he wanted her to be fully aware she was making it happen. Otherwise, it seemed empty. And he just couldn't abide that—not with Stephanie.

  When the threat of eruption had passed, he moved from between her legs to crawl up beside her on the quilt. Their eyes met, hers filled with the last embers from the flames. "Good?" he whispered.

  She bit her hp, casting a coquettish smile. He'd never seen such a sexy look on her face. "Amazing."

  He returned a soft grin, leaning in for a slow kiss.

  "Thank you."

  He spoke deeply. "My pleasure." "No," she said. "The pleasure was definitely mine." "A different kind of pleasure on my end, beb. The pleasure of tastin' you, hearin' you, watchin' you."

  She flushed slightly, her cheeks going pink in the pale light. "I'm just so glad..." She blinked prettily and met his gaze. "Glad I didn't... do what I usually do. Glad I didn't make you stop." "Mmm—me too."

  She looked around the room, seeming to take it all in. "I feel a world away from New Orleans," she said, and he knew what she meant. When he was here, it seemed as if no other place existed. It was just him and the water and the cypress trees.

  "This bed is extraordinary," she said, looking up above them at the thick headboard of dark pine.

  He barely noticed it anymore, but her words reminded him that when he'd first started coming back out here a couple of years ago, it had struck him the same way, as if he'd never even seen it before. "When I was a kid, my dad and me made it for my mamère."

  "Your mamère," she repeated slowly, trying out the word.

  He delivered a soft smile. "My grandma."

  She sat up, turning to study the wood. His dad had gotten the heavy pine in trade for repairing somebody's car in Houma, where they'd lived at the time. You gonna help me make your mamère a pretty bed for her birthday, boy. Gonna make her somethin ' nice, he'd said, slapping his hand flat on the wood. He'd been pleased his father wanted his help, and together they'd spent hours, his dad teaching him the right way to hammer a nail and operate a jigsaw.

  "I can't believe you made this, Jake." She ran her hand over the hand-carved design in the center of the headboard.

  He laughed. "Not me alone, chère. Like I said, my dad and me. Mostly him."

  She looked him in the eye. "Tell me about this place. Where are we?"

  "My mamère lived here all her life—the place was built by her père." He stopped to laugh at his tendency to think everyone understood him. "Her father," he translated. He paused to look around the room then, same as Stephanie had been doing, wistfully recalling all the ways this little house had become such a large part of his life. "My dad left my mother and me when I was twelve, so we came to live here with Mamère."

  He appreciated the sadness that filled her expression. "Where ... did he go?"

  "Don't know. You've heard the old story—went out for cigarettes one day and never came back? That's exactly how it was. Haven't seen him since. Over twenty years ago."

  "I'm sorry."

  He bent to lower a soft kiss to her smooth stomach, summoning an acceptant smile for her. "Not your fault, beb."

  "Where's your mom now?"

  "She lives in a little shotgun house in the Ninth Ward. Cuts and sets old ladies' hair in her kitchen and drinks too much. I used to try to take care of her, but..."

  "But what?"

  He shook his head and wondered when the hell he'd decided to open up to Stephanie Grant. "It's ... not easy. She tells me she's gonna quit drinkin', then I go over and find her drunk 'cause some old guy she was datin' did her wrong. I get where I can't handle it." He'd been in the can't-handle-it mode for the last two years, only going over when his hair got so long it started bothering him or when she got on a kick to call him day and night because she wanted to make him a pot roast and act like the two of them were a normal family, when they were anything but. "AU I know is there's nothin' I can do to make it better," he added without quite meaning to.

  Merde. What was he doing spilling his guts to this woman? Usually, he was real good at keeping his troubles to himself—something Tony claimed was "part of your problem, man, part of why you can't move on." But he liked keeping things to himself just fine, and decided to go back to doing that, starting now.

  Time to turn the focus back to what he wanted from Stephanie, and what he knew Stephanie wanted from him. That was easier. Well, in a way—if only she didn't make him feel so damn much.

  But it felt too good to push that part away right now.

  He dropped his gaze to her body, en
joying the simple fact that there was a naked woman lying beside him in bed. He bent to nibble at the taut peak of one breast. "Enough about this old place," he murmured, blowing coolly on her nipple and watching her bite her Up at the sensation.

  She rolled to her side, her breasts swaying with the movement. "But I like this place. I.. .feel you here."

  "Even so," he said with a grin, "I'd rather get back to feelin' you here." He ran one hand over her bare hip, letting it rest in the valley of her waist. Then he leaned close until they were chest to chest, her beaded nipples raking teasingly at his flesh.

  He rolled to his back, taking her with him, so that she lay atop him, the crux of her thighs nestling his erection through his worn jeans. Anchoring one arm around her and lifting his other hand to her cheek, he reached up for a kiss—and instinct made him slide his hand from her back to her ass, pressing slightly, bringing her closer against him. A soft moan escaped her, washing over him in a wave of warmth. "Want me to make you come again?" he whispered.

  She replied just as low. "No."

  "No?"

  "/ want to make you come now."

  He blinked his surprise, taken aback. But then he remembered—she was the least predictable woman he'd ever met, constantly catching him off guard. This one topped the heap of things he hadn't expected from her, but the deep pleasure of anticipation settled into his bones as he lay back and smiled. "Won't take much, beb."

  Stephanie's heart beat a mile a minute as she raised off him to kneel at his side. Her body still reeled from orgasm—hell, she was reeling from everything, the whole night. And now, here she was, hovering over him, wanting to do things she'd never wanted to do before.

 

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