by P Nelson
Gaige pulled away and studied her tear-streaked face. He held a finger out and traced one of the lines down to her chin. “Your submission pleases me, baby girl; now I want you to show me your devotion.” He helped her off his lap. “Kneel.” He commanded and Lilith’s heart beat in a fast tattoo as she watched him stand up. He cautiously unzipped the front of his leather pants and his enormous cock sprang free. Even though it had been inside of her on numerous occasions, Lilith hadn’t had an opportunity to study the instrument that had given her so much pleasure. Now, she licked her lips and watched a pearl of pre-come appear on the slit of Gaige’s straining cock head. “Lick the head, baby girl,” he ground out, using one hand to lower his cock an inch away from her mouth.
Lilith had only given Kevin head a couple of times, and neither of them had enjoyed it much. She wanted to make this good for her Master because of all the pleasure he had brought her over the past week. Gathering her courage, Lilith darted her tongue out and swiped the pre-come from her Master’s cock. The taste was salty, earthy, like the man himself. She leaned forward for more.
“Only what I give you, baby girl,” Gaige admonished, but he knew he was fighting a losing battle. Her little tongue coming out and tasting him for the first time had made his eyes roll into the back of his head. He had no idea how long he could last once she got her whole mouth around him. “Take the head into your mouth, baby girl.”
She didn’t hesitate this time, and Gaige nearly shouted as her hot mouth clamped down on the end of his dick. Fuck she felt so good swirling her tongue around his flesh and lapping at the slit on top when more pre-come emerged. She paid special attention to the sensitive nerves on under side of the head, making him groan in satisfaction.
“Use your hands, baby girl, stroke me.” Gaige demanded and Lilith raised her hands and began stroking up and down his shaft. He immediately regretted giving her more instructions as she fell to her task with gusto. Lilith tried to fit even more of his cock down her throat, and he groaned in satisfaction. Gaige wanted to make this last, but as he looked down at her tear-streaked face as she jammed more of his cock down her throat, he knew he was never going to last.
“Cup my balls, Lilith.” Gaige’s voice was so rough he didn’t recognise it as his own anymore. He moved one of his hands down to grab onto her brown hair at the back of her head and he began moving her up and down his shaft. “Relax, Lilith, breathe in and out of your nose, baby girl. That’s it, fuck you’re a quick learner.” Gaige relished in the gargling and half choking sounds she made around his cock. He watched her face for any signs of serious distress, but she was utterly focussed on his cock.
The familiar tingle began in his lower back and Gaige felt his balls draw up. He wasn’t going to last much longer fucking into Lilith’s saliva-soaked mouth. Even now the excess fluid was dripping down her chin onto her pert breasts that jiggled each time he thrust into her mouth, and he tried to accommodate his length and girth. Come began to bubble up his cock, and Gaige hissed out a breath.
He stopped thrusting for a second, looking deep into Lilith’s eyes. “You swallow everything Master gives you, baby girl. Every last drop, nod if you understand me.” Lilith nodded and Gaige grunted in satisfaction as he began to move again. His hand in her hair, her lips on the head of his dick while one hand moved up and down his shaft.
Gaige stilled for a second and let out a roar of gratification as he felt his semen finally pump out of his shaft and down Lilith’s throat. He watched as she valiantly tried to drink every last drop of his come down her throat. She continued to lick him clean as his cock softened. “Good girl.” Gaige said as he stepped away from her and took several long deep breaths. Lilith looked up at him and watched as he put is semi-erect dick back into his leather pants and zipped them up.
Lilith stared at Gaige as he calmly set his clothing back to rights. Her ass was throbbing, her pussy was practically dripping down her thighs, and one touch to her clit would give her the relief she needed, but Gaige looked as if he were finished for the night.
“Was that it?” Lilith asked feeling a little self-conscious all of a sudden being naked in her bedroom while Gaige was still fully clothed.
“You did great, baby girl.” Gaige came forward and opened his arms. She stood up and moved into his arms. He tucked her head underneath his chin and held on to her. The comfort felt wonderful, but it was hardly what she wanted. “You gave me the blow job of a lifetime.” Lilith felt really confused. Normally, when she was a good sub, Gaige rewarded her with orgasms. Lots of orgasms, now he was acting like some jerk she had brought home from the bar one night. She tried to rub her thighs together without Gaige figuring out what she was doing.
A slap landed on her ass, and Gaige pulled away from her. “Are you trying to steal an orgasm?”
“Well, it’s not like it’s really stealing, is it?” Lilith said the words and remembered at the last minute. “Master.”
“If I didn’t give it to you, then it’s stealing.” Gaige explained in a reasonable tone, come on, let’s get you showered and into bed.”
Maybe this was a test Lilith thought. This evening she hadn’t communicated with her Master. She had run away and not given him a chance to explain his relationship with the other sub. Lilith took a deep breath. “I need an orgasm, Master.” Just saying the words made Lilith’s stomach tighten and her pussy clench. “Please, Master.”
“Baby girl.” Gaige’s face took on a look of abject sympathy, and Lilith knew she wasn’t going to like his next words. “Naughty girls who run away from their Masters don’t get orgasms.”
“What, but I….” Lilith’s mind had gone blank. She knew Gaige had enjoyed it when she went down on him, but she had expected reciprocal treatment.
“You should be thanking me for not taping a vibe to your clit and continuously stimulating you to the point of orgasm, but never letting you get off the edge. I could do that for hours.” Gaige got a faraway look in his eyes like he was watching the scene play out in his head. “Orgasm denial can be very effective when training naughty little subs.”
Lilith felt the blood drain from her face. The lust she felt suddenly plummeted. What would it be like to hang on the edge of an orgasm for hours? Then, she thought of what Gaige would look like sweaty and dominant standing over her, torturing her poor pussy, and she felt a wave of lust pour through her. Lilith wanted to prove she could handle something as hardcore as he was describing; she wanted to do it for her Master.
“Thank you, Master,” Lilith responded in a breathy tone, and Gaige gave her a knowing look.
“You know that having a perfect sub can be boring for a Dom, right?” Gaige grinned at her before quickly sobering. “But no running away, that is not how this relationship works.”
“Yes, Master.” Lilith tried to keep the disappointment out of her voice as Gaige went into her small bathroom and turned the shower on. Lilith followed him inside and watched him make sure the temperature was perfect.
“You go ahead and relax, I’ll try and rustle something up for you to eat,” Gaige said as he left the bathroom.
Lilith stepped into the shower and let the hot water spread all over her. Her body felt tight, but her ass was still slightly throbbing from the spanking earlier. She thought about trying to quickly steal an orgasm as Gaige had put it while he wasn’t looking, but she felt guilty. And somehow her Dom always seemed to know when she up to no good. Grabbing the soap, she lathered up her hand cloth and quickly washed while trying not to think about how good it would feel to press one of her fingers over her clit.
She turned off the water and pulled the shower curtain back. Gaige was holding a towel waiting for her to come out of the shower. Good thing she hadn’t tried to do anything sneaky.
“I found some of the leftover chocolate from the other day in the fridge, but you really don’t keep many groceries around the place.” Gaige wrapped her in the towel and picked up a second one to dry her hair.
“I’ve never rea
lly thought about it,” Lilith said as she stood and began to relax under the tender care of her Dom. “Other than you, I don’t think anyone has been here. Not even Calla.” Lilith pursed her lips for a second before blowing out a loud breath. Now was the time for honesty. She wanted Gaige. “When Kevin was still alive, I kept a full fridge. I used to bake.” When she said the words, Lilith suddenly missed the normalcy of baking a batch of cookies. “What’s your place like?” She had never really asked any questions about him.
“My place is too big for me.” Gaige said as he finished drying her hair and handing her a comb. Lilith quickly pulled her damp locks through it. “I live in a house on the waterfront in English Bay.”
Lilith tried to whistle, but she had never been good at it. “Must be a pretty nice place.”
Gaige shrugged his shoulders and led Lilith back into the bedroom; he had turned down the duvet. Lilith dropped the towel and got into bed. “It’s home.” He undid his leather pants and shrugged out of them. Lilith saw that he was hard again and wondered if he would take her now. The thought of having his cock fuck her mouth made her stomach drop and her nipples harden. His voice brought her out of her reverie. “Don’t make this any harder than it has to be,” Gaige’s voice was gruff. No orgasms for her, then. Lilith let Gaige tuck her into his chest as they sat against the pillows and headboard. “What upset you today? Don’t tell me it was only Jasmine, because I know that you trust me.”
Yes, she did trust Gaige, but talking wasn’t her specialty. She felt Gaige move and suddenly there was a piece of chocolate resting on her lips. She opened her mouth to take it, but he pulled it away.
“Think of this as the carrot, baby girl, you already had the stick. And I think I have found myself a little pain slut because baby girl likes her punishment,” Gaige murmured. Lilith felt herself flush. She did like it. “There is no shame in liking to get your ass spanked, baby girl, in fact, I’m more than willing to keep doing it for the rest of my life.” In response to Gaige’s words, Lilith’s heart rate went up and she felt her underarms gets sweaty. She needed to be honest with him.
“I went to Kevin’s parents place this morning to talk to his mother. She keeps texting me and telling me she has some of Kevin’s stuff that I might want.” Lilith scrunched up her eyes because she didn’t want to cry. “I don’t want his stuff, though. I’ve moved on.” She was silent, and Gaige held the chocolate to her lips again. She opened her mouth and he let her suck in a piece. She had to admit the man had good taste in chocolate. It melted on her tongue, and she groaned before swallowing. Relaxing again into his arms, Lilith took up her story again.
“The boy, the child was there with Ruth. He looks exactly like Kevin,” Lilith gulped, but continued. “After we were married I said I was ready for kids, he put me off saying he wasn’t ready. But that’s not true, he already had a son, and now his parents have a grandson, and they don’t need me.” Her voice cracked at the end of the sentence, but she couldn’t stop now. Get it all out and then she wouldn’t have to deal with it anymore.
“I went to Calla’s house to talk with her.” Lilith paused. “That’s not true, I wanted to know if she knew about the relationship between Kevin’s son and his parents. She did, of course. I was angry with her for not telling me. She told me I needed to back off my relationship with you, because you’re only my training Dom. Calla thinks that you’ll break my heart like Master Flynn did to her. I was angry when I left and told her to mind her own business,” Lilith finished quickly. Gaige held another piece of chocolate to her lips, and she let him feed her again.
Gaige wrapped his arms around Lilith, and she felt safe and protected for the first time in her whole life. Even when Kevin had hugged her or shown her comfort, she knew that he would have preferred her to be more independent. With Gaige, she could indulge in something as simple as affection and not have to feel ashamed that she was too needy or not a modern woman.
“You took a big step today, baby girl,” Gaige said slowly. “A few big steps, actually.” He hugged her tighter for a minute before relaxing again. “You made the decision to go and see your relatives to set things straight. You made a conscious decision to move on with your life rather than indulge in running away from your problems. You did so well.” He kissed the top of Lilith’s head.
“But I ran away.” Lilith could hear the doubt in her voice. She didn’t feel as if she’d done a good job.
“And next time, you’ll stay,” Gaige reassured. “Grief is a process, hell anything to do with deep emotions requires a certain amount of patience and introspection.”
“How did I get the big bad philosopher Dom?” Lilith joked as she tried to move her head so she could see his face.
“You’re just lucky, I guess.” Gaige kissed her cheek and settled her back in his arms. “I’m lucky too, Lilith.” Gaige paused and Lilith knew he was gathering his thoughts. “You’re not just another training sub to me. I’m not going to lie to you and tell you that I haven’t had my share of subs over the years. I have been in the lifestyle since I went to university, and as you might have guessed from The Cage, there aren’t many celibate practitioners in the kink world.” Lilith laughed at his joke. “But in all the years I have topped subs, you’re the first one I’ve really connected with, Lilith. I want to see where this takes us beyond our thirty-day contract. I’ve already broken the rules with you by disciplining your ass here, and you could have my membership revoked at The Cage, but I think we could be the real deal.”
“You only came after me because I ran away, Master.” Lilith turned in Gaige’s arms so she could look at him. “I was stupid not to trust you and know you can trust me, too. I would never do anything that would result in your membership from The Cage being revoked. To me, you’re the lifestyle, I couldn’t imagine you not slipping into your sexy leathers and walking around the dungeon.” Lilith leaned in and looked into Gaige’s eyes, waiting for permission. “May I kiss you, Master?”
“Yes, baby girl, you may kiss me.” Gaige watched her lips as Lilith closed the distance between their mouths. She softly pressed her lips to his, and he groaned. “Only one kiss. If I catch you trying to seduce me into giving you orgasms you haven’t earned, you will be introduced to the paddle much sooner than you expected.”
“Yes, Master.” Lilith breathed out as she settled back into his arms. She was on the right path. The end of the road may not be near, Lilith knew she still had a lot of work to do, but Gaige would be with her through it all. It gave her comfort to know she was no longer alone.
Chapter 12
Lilith looked at the door of the community centre near south Granville Street and went over all the reasons why she was here. It had been almost a week since she had fought with Calla, and they hadn’t spoken since. Even when Lilith was doing her best to forget about the world, she had always known that Calla was one phone call away. Gaige had encouraged her to make up with her best friend or at least talk to her about what happened.
Taking the front steps slowly, Lilith walked up to the doors and let herself through. There was no one standing at the reception desk, so Lilith looked at the board and figured out which room she needed. Her feet clacking on the old 1950’s-style linoleum, Lilith made her way down to a room at the end of the community centre building and hesitated for second. Should she knock or should she wait outside? The people meeting in Calla’s group might not want an outsider listening to their stories, or maybe they did. That’s why they were here, after all.
The decision was made for her as the door opened as a middle-aged couple walked out. The woman whispered furiously with flushed cheeks. The man, however, had a pinched look on his face and appeared to be a trifle less enthusiastic. They both glanced in her direction before walking down the hall. Lilith watched them go and wondered if she could have convinced Kevin to come to a meeting like this. Not bloody likely.
Lilith slipped into the room where several other couples were packing up their things and leaving. A tall lesbia
n couple was speaking to Calla. Lilith noticed how her friend gave them her entire attention and seemed to genuinely care about their concerns. Lilith had treated her poorly for more than a year and then had raged at her when she was only trying to help. She felt ashamed and knew she had to make her apology count. Calla finished with the couple, and they all shook hands. She looked over and saw Lilith.
“How did you know I’d be here?” Calla asked as she started to stack the chairs people had been using during the meeting.
“Gaige told me you run a couples-interested in BDSM session here every Wednesday.” Lilith replied as she moved to help Calla with the chairs. They were silent for a few minutes, until Calla moved over to the coffee machine.
“Do you want a cup before I turn the burner off?” She asked as she poured some into her own mug.
“Sure,” Lilith agreed even though she didn’t really want a cup and she had taken her lunch break late so she could come down here. Calla handed her the mug. “Thanks.”
“Is everything OK?” Calla asked as she sat in one of the last chairs.
“Yeah, everything is fine,” Lilith replied trying to gather up her courage.
“I heard about what happened at the dungeon on Saturday night,” Calla said in a low voice. She obviously wanted Lilith to talk about it, but after their last encounter she was being cautious.
“With Jasmine and me running out and looking like an idiot?” Lilith asked and Calla nodded. “I’ve sorted that all out, mostly. Gaige and I had a really good talk. After he spanked me good, and we worked out some of my demons.”
“Glad to hear it,” Calla said after taking a sip of her coffee.
“I came here to apologise. I was a righteous bitch to you on Saturday, and it wasn’t fair of me to project my crap onto you,” Lilith blurted out, needing to say what she had come here to say.
