He wondered why he didn’t feel the same way gazing at Lara Datta, Manpreet Brar, or Gul Panag as he did looking at Madhuri. After all, Madhuri was quite a bit older than Rahul. He’d just seen a film with Miss World, Aishwarya Rai. Sure, she shook her bare backside and pranced around just like Madhuri, tilting her head from side to side, all the while staring at Rahul with her light brown eyes. But fuck, it was useless. Aishwarya didn’t even come close. The gulf between Madhuri’s back and all the others was the difference between the sun and moon. There was something about that back of Madhuri, its texture, build, and hue, that Aishwarya and the others just couldn’t touch.
Rahul conducted a comparative study. The bodies of Gul Panag, Sushmita, Lara, and the rest of the newcomer starlets struck him as awfully artificial. Dieting, exercise, and everything else needed to maintain a model’s figure had combined to produce bodies like plastic. On top of that, the hair waxing, expensive facials, spa treatments, and god knows what else. These creatures struck Rahul as nonhuman, synthetic dolls. From head to toe their hair didn’t look quite real: even the light patch of underarm stubble seemed to him like artificial coloring. But it wouldn’t take much—two weeks max. Feed them as humans, allow them to live as normal girls, and presto, their bellies would flab right out. You wouldn’t even recognize them! But Madhuri? She was a species unto her self. Drop her into a slum, make her live in this hostel, feed her the fare of dal, rice, and oily vegetables we get in our mess hall, and even then, she wouldn’t change a whit. She’d maintain the same miraculous radiance and the same dazzling beauty.
Madhuri’s back was natural and authentic and, inexplicably, a swadeshi one. Made in India. The others were unnatural foreign imports and, Rahul deduced, that was the reason they held no charm. But far more momentous was his other conclusion, that girls took pleasure from pain, violence, and others’ raw strength. And: girls preferred their sensual pleasure with a dash of humiliation, subjugation, and abuse. How times had changed. No one paid attention anymore to the ’50s and ’60s romantic film idol types like Shammi Kapoor, Rishi Kapoor, Vishwajeet, and Jitendra. Today’s girls were crazy for the macho, sadistic sort like Salman Khan, Sunny Deol, and Ajay Devgan. How violent and menacing Shahrukh Khan had been in Darr, calling Juhi Chawla on the phone at all hours, stalking her, trying to rape her, finally stunning her into blood-soaked submission. She was so strangled with fear she could no longer speak. Yet it was this half-schizophrenic madman, Shahrukh Khan, who all the college girls went gaga over.
A Shahrukh: that’s what the girls craved, not some kowtowing Krishnaesque pansy-brand husband. Rahul had unlocked the mystery, and since then Madhuri Dixit has been living in the window of Room 252. It’s been four months.
TWO
Rahul had followed a peculiar career path. First he’d completed an MSc in organic chemistry. Afterward he suddenly became possessed with the idea of doing an MA in anthropology. The exact reasons for this are a bit fuzzy, but it might have had something to do with encouragement given to Rahul by a certain cousin of his, an internationally known anthropologist who nowadays was the director general of the Archaeological Survey of India. He used to visit Rahul’s village, sometimes staying at his family house for a few weeks at a time. Rahul’s father was his favorite uncle, and the two of them got along extremely well. The responsibility of looking after this cousin, Kinnu Da, fell to Rahul.
Rahul had heard that his book, published by Penguin, was about adivasis, tribals, and had caused a worldwide stir. Before the book came out, people assumed that it was only the usual cast of Brahmins, feudal landlords, business traders, Hindus, and Muslims that had been active in the fight against the British. Even contemporary historians selected their national heroes only among figures who came from these kinds of backgrounds. You could hardly find an adivasi or a Dalit untouchable in these historians’ accounts, dominated by the likes of Laxmibai, Tatya Tope, another raja here, Nana Sahib, another landowner there, Kunwar Singh, Fadnavis, Azimullah, Mangal Pandey, or some nawab. Same backgrounds, different names, when it came to twentieth-century leaders: Nehru, Gandhi, Tilak, Jinnah, Suhrawardy, Patel. Most of them were of high caste and came from rich families. Once in a blue moon Dr. Ambedkar’s name might pop up. Although he came from a Dalit caste, the man who would be called an untouchable had been handed the task of framing the constitution of independent India as recognition of his singular genius. But now he’s been made the target of a smear campaign: sometimes accused of being an agent of the English, other times portrayed as someone who wanted to wipe out Hinduism in India in favor of establishing Buddhism. In other words, more the story’s villain than its hero.
Kinnu Da’s book made such waves because, for the first time, the story was told of the role of tribal adivasi leaders in the struggle. Kinnu Da’s book contained well-documented accounts from regions like Singhbhum and Jharkhand, including Chota Nagpur, of leadership beset by great tragedy—accounts that had, until then, existed only as living folklore in the underdeveloped regions of Bihar, Bengal, and Orissa.
The more Kinnu Da spoke to Rahul, the more Rahul began to suspect organic chemistry was a waste. What would he do with this degree? He’d become a chemist in a brewery or in a food-processing plant owned by some multinational company. Or he’d get a teaching position at a college or university. When he thought about his future, Rahul saw the image of a certain type of man take shape: fat, whiny, gobbling pizza slices like a pig, gnawing on morsels of scrumptious fish marinated in yogurt and vinegar, drinking and partying with a teenage girl he was paying by the hour, enticing her with a little dance of his by shaking his pot belly and gyrating his pumpkin-sized saggy ass.
This type of man—a bottomless pit of lust and greed, a decadent cheat, gluttonous, licentious, corrupt—that’s who this country and system were set up to serve. All the shiny stores and legions of police and battalions of soldiers all exist to feed pleasure and stimulation to that man. If I work as an organic chemist, Rahul thought, I’ll spend my whole life churning out yummy, lip-smacking, good-for-you consumables for him. This life, which the compassionate creator of the universe, acting with great kindness, has given, once and only once, to most negligible me.
Holy shit! The bastard is huffing and puffing, one foot dangling in the grave, he can’t even walk right anymore he’s so fat. But he keeps on chowing down. He needs a steady stream of edible items. His taste buds long for one new flavor after the next. Scientists the world over have conscripted lab after lab in order to research how to best please the man’s palate. Each of the five senses that provide for his disgustingly doughy body require cutting-edge pleasures and never-ending kicks. His hippo-like snout eagerly sniffs for new fragrances and scents. The entire perfume industry exists in order to neutralize all malodors before they can reach his nose. If I work as an organic chemist, Rahul thought, the sum total of my creativity, talent, and knowledge will be pressed into service of satisfying the ever-growing appetite of this man’s senses, and fulfilling the sensual desires of that libertine tub.
And this is the kind of man women everywhere are ripping their clothes off for. All the beauty parlors in the city lay the women down and wax their hair off, just as shepherds used to shear their sheep for wool. Rahul watched how herds of girls like little lambs came out from their middle- or lower-middle-class homes, in city after city, town after town, lunging into beauty parlors that were sprouting up like mushrooms. They’d reemerge: oiled, lubed, dolled up. Spreading their legs, they’d climb up and straddle that man’s ample belly. These were the girls who on TV were called “the Bold and the Beautiful”; he was the flaccid, potbellied geezer known as “the Rich and the Famous.”
The man was mighty indeed. The world’s most fearsome evil masterminds had long labored to craft him from their toolkit of high-powered capital and patented processes. The introduction of new technologies was essential to his creation. We can only begin to guess at the super powers this man has at his disposal as we watch the true story of him take ce
nturies’ worth of theories, opinions, principles, philosophies, and ideas, all carefully crafted throughout history, sweep them into a pile and, in one fell swoop, throw it onto the trash heap that lies just beyond the walls of his stately manor. Those were the principles used both as a kick when man needed a nudge to move forward, but also as the reins that kept his greed and lust from spiraling out of control.
Don’t eat more than you need, don’t make more money than necessary, do as little harm as possible, don’t sleep too much, sex has a limit, don’t dance forever. All of these principles, found in religious texts and in sociological, scientific, and political books, have been tossed wholesale into the rubbish. In the final decades of the twentieth century, this man has seized all the forces of wealth and power and technology into his hand and has declared: freedom! Freedom! he cries. Let all your desires be awakened! Let all your senses graze freely upon this earth. Whatever is in this world is yours for your enjoyment. There is neither nation nor country. The entire planet is yours. Nothing is moral, nothing is immoral. There is no sin, no act of virtue. Eat, drink, and have fun. Dance! Boogie-woogie. Sing! Boogie-woogie. Eat! Boogie-woogie. Pig out! Boogie-woogie. Make that six-figure salary! Boogie-woogie. All the earth’s commodities are yours for your consumption! Boogie-woogie. And remember to count women among those commodities. Boogie-woogie.
This mighty, swinish, lustful man proposed a new doctrine that the finance minister of India readily agreed to—and then the minister himself eagerly dove into the man’s pocket. Here was the principle: don’t stop the man from eating. As he eats and eats and begins to get full, he starts to flick off the spoiled morsels from his plate. Millions of hungry people could be fed with his rich, nutritious leftovers. And: don’t stop the man from fucking. Popping Viagra like candy, the man beds one girl after the next, readying them for the legions of unwitting Indian bachelors who, duped into believing they have landed a virgin, can then love her as their own, and start a family.
So this was the principle the man spread to the four corners of the earth using all media of communication, and in no time at all human civilization had changed. Every TV channel and computer buzzed with the broadcast of this philosophy.
Here, at the twilight of the twentieth century and the dawn of the twenty-first, even names like Gandhi, Tolstoy, Premchand, and Tagore have begun to disappear from people’s memories. The best-selling book in stores today? The Road Ahead, by Bill Gates.
The rich, potbellied man was getting a massage in an expensive island resort, surrounded by several Miss Universes from the destitute third world. Remembering something, he suddenly reached for his cell phone and dialed a number.
Miss Universe slipped him a Viagra—which he quickly swallowed—and then he gave her breast a little squeeze.
“Hallo! This is Nikhlani speaking on behalf of the IMF. Get me to the prime minister!”
“Yes, yes! Nikhlani-ji! How are you, sir? This is the prime minister speaking.”
“Stroke it gently . . . rub it a bit more! Oh, that’s more like it,” that man said, sweetly teasing Miss Universe, and then returned to his cell phone. “Why have you taken so long, man? Hurry up! The power sector, IT, Food, Health, Education! Hurry up and privatize! Divest the public sector!”
“Okay, Okay, be patient. Your humble servant is doing his duty. But you know my problem. In this hodge-podge government, you can’t expect all of the dal to soften at once, Nikhlani-ji.”
“Take it in your mouth . . . Lo . . . my Lolita.” The Rich and the Famous geezer stroked Miss Universe’s hair, and this was followed by the sounds of slurping.
“I’m disappointed, Pandit-ji! How much money did I pump into your party funds? The donations, the direct deposits! You people move as fast as a dirty earthworm. How we gonna fix the economy at this rate? You haven’t even cut subsidies!”
“It is going forward, Nikhlani-ji! I’ve already begun the food-oil importation that wiped out the sunflower, soybean, and oilseed farmers. If we took away their subsidies now, all hell would break loose. Your instructions are being carried out, don’t worry. We’re just taking one step at a time.”
“Hurry up, Pandit-ji! I’ve got high blood pressure. This much anxiety isn’t good for my health. Let those sisterfucking farmers starve. Okay?”
The man switched off his cell phone and took a long pull of scotch. Then, again restless, he said, “Where’s that runner-up from Venezuela? Send her in.”
THREE
Kinnu Da addressed Rahul. “The most significant thing about the adivasis is that they have so few needs. They leave a minimal mark on the environment. I’ve documented adivasi communities in Singhbhum, Jharkhand, Mayurbhanj, Bastar, and the Northeast that still practice slash-and-burn agriculture and confine themselves to raw, roasted, or boiled foods. They won’t even fry their food. This is a kind of natural way of living. But keep in mind, they fought like hell against the British for their autonomy, their right to self-rule. But historians never included that chapter in their versions of history. The truth is that history is a highly political record of power. The class, caste, or ethnic group on top will fashion history to suit their needs. I’ve always said that the history of this indigenous state and its people remains to be written.”
Rahul was afraid. Just a few days back he’d seen a film called Stigmata. God’s messenger shall be silenced. Truth and information are two different things. Truth is like a bomb to the information industry. Therefore, the truth must be neutralized.
Whoosh; plunk. A leaf falls.
Plunk. Full of its own nectar, a pure fruit falls silently to the ground, prematurely, in a desolate place.
Plunk. Another murder will be committed, or suicide; a paragraph’s mention, buried in the back of tomorrow’s paper.
Plunk-plunk-plunk-plunk! Time passes. The earth spins on its axis.
Kinnu Da was transferred time and again from one adivasi region to the next. He’s crazy, a real nutcase—that’s how his colleagues in the civil service talked about him behind his back. All that time in government service, and, except for his pension, he’s broke. He can barely afford a flat in Delhi.
Rahul began to sour on organic chemistry, which started to smell of the stench of vinegar and fermentation. The very name was like an airtight chamber filled with the farts and belches of the fat man.
So I’ll do an MA in anthropology instead, Rahul thought, and then a PhD. And I will endeavor to reach the root of this problem known as mankind. O supreme one! Give me the strength and faith to discover how Satan managed to sabotage history for his own benefit!
But what about Madhuri Dixit? And her backside? And her startled doe-like eyes?
Rahul crumpled a piece of paper into a ball, loaded it into the slingshot, and drew it back as far as he could. Pfffff! The paper ball whizzed through the air and hit Madhuri Dixit right on the bottom.
“Oooooooh!” came her sweet voice, soaked in music and infused with quivering pain. The doe turned her head and looked lovingly at her hunter. “Thank you, Rahul! Thank you for the boo-boo! I love you!”
FOUR
It was the second month after the beginning of the term. The university was known as “the Cambridge of India” and it spread over a few hundred acres surrounded by mountains scattering far into the distance. Students came here from Japan, Indonesia, Fiji, Mauritius, and even from a few African countries. The chair of the geology department was the world-famous Professor Watson. He’d turned down offers from all the major academic institutions in the U.S., France, and Germany in favor of India, since the astonishing variety of what he found here was better for his research. “This country is a living museum of wonders. Countless cultures, histories, races, and castes . . . We’ve found evidence of human civilization here from as long ago as several hundred thousand years: alive, robust, burning brightly. And what applies to people equally applies to the ground we’re standing on.”
Dr. Watson went on. Bending over, he picked up a rock, which he examined with grea
t care. “Look at this. This rock reveals the lava stage of the mountain on which this university was established. Look carefully. It’s actually a fossil, a thousand years old, maybe a hundred thousand. And it’s the fossil of some aquatic life. Right where we’re standing now, on this very spot, there once was an ocean.”
The people standing around suddenly looked confused. An ocean? Here? In Madhya Pradesh?
Rahul began to enjoy himself. He’d been assigned to the second floor of Tagore Hostel, Room 252, with a roommate, O.P., Omkar Prasad. O.P. was six foot three, thin like a bamboo stick, neck like a heron’s, bobbing at every step. O.P. was a clown and a chatterbox and declared, “I’ll marry a four-foot maiden. It’ll give these mountain people something to stare at when we make love in the ‘standing position.”’
Rahul pictured himself strolling in town in the shadow of the mountain. Looking up at the sky, he admires the full moon, shining like a golden plate in the night. His gaze wanders over the peak of the highest mountain where he notices a gigantic man, naked as Adam. Rahul makes out an impish apparition, like a tiny woman, fastened to the giant’s waist, and then the wind carries a thump to Rahul’s ears—a sound like someone drumming on an hourglass-shaped damaru. Thump! Thump! Thump! The figures sway back and forth. Who are they? O.P. and his fantasy girl? Or the maiden of the rock? The daughter of the Himalayas? It’s Shiva and Parvati! So this was the cosmic union from which the world was created. Thump! Thump! Thump!
Father used to get up at half past four every morning, bathe, then perform puja to Shiva. Sometimes the Sanskrit chanting and echoing of the prayer through the house woke Rahul in the silence of the dawn:
namami shamisham nirvana vibhum, vibhuam vyapakam bahma ved swarupam
ajum nirgunam nirvikalpam niriham, cidahashamahasha vasam bhajeham
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