by Harlan Coben
Nuts when you think about it.
Did you kill him, Billy Lee? Myron said.
Billy Lee looked like he'd been slapped. What?
You were jealous of Clu. He had everything. He left you behind.
He was my best friend!
A long time ago, Billy Lee.
Myron again debated making a move. He could try to slip the ropes they were not on very tightly but it would take time and he was still too far away. He wondered how Win was reacting to being cut off from all this and shuddered. Not worth dwelling upon.
A funny, tranquil flat line crossed Billy Lee's face. He stopped shaking, looked straight at Myron without jerking or twitching. His voice was suddenly soft.
Enough, he said.
Silence.
I have to kill you, Myron. It's self-defense.
What are you talking about?
You killed Clu. And now you want to kill me.
That's crazy.
Maybe you had your secretary do it. And she got caught. Or maybe Win did it. That guy's always been your lapdog. Or maybe you did it yourself, Myron. The gun was found in your office, right? The blood in your car?
Why would I kill Clu?
You use people, Myron. You used him to start up your business. But after he failed his last drug
test, Clu was finished. So you figured, why not cut your losses?
That makes no sense, Myron said. And even if it did, why would I want to kill you?
Because I can talk too.
Talk about what?
About how helpful you are.
Tears started rolling down Billy Lee's face. His voice tailed off. And Myron knew he was in
huge trouble.
The moment of calm was over. The barrel of the gun was shaking. Myron tested the ropes. Nope.
Despite the heat, something icy flooded his veins. He was trapped. No chance of making a move.
Billy Lee tried to giggle again, but something inside him was too weary now. Bye.
Panic squeezed Myron's insides. Billy Lee was only seconds away from killing him. Period.
There was no chance of talking him out of it. The combo of drugs and paranoia had scooped out
all his ability to reason. Myron accessed his options and liked none of them.
Win, Myron said.
I already told you. I ain't afraid of him.
I'm not talking to you. Myron glanced over at Pat. The bartender was breathing hard, and his
shoulders were drooping as though someone had packed them with wet sand. Once he pulls that
trigger, Myron said to him, I'm better off than you are.
Pat started toward Billy Lee. Let's just calm down a second, Billy Lee. Think this through,
okay?
I'm going to kill him.
Billy Lee, this Win guy. I've heard stories
You don't understand, Pat. You just don't get it.
Then tell me, man. I'm here to help.
After I kill him.
Billy Lee stepped toward Myron. He put the barrel of the gun against Myron's temple. Myron
went rigid.
Don't!
Pat was close enough now. Or at least that was what he thought. He made his move, diving for
Billy Lee's legs. But beneath the diminished drug addict lurked some of the athlete's old reflexes.
Enough of them anyway. Billy Lee spun and fired. The bullet hit Pat's chest. For the briefest
moment Pat looked surprised. Then he went down.
Billy Lee screamed, Pat! He dropped onto his knees and crawled toward the still body.
Myron's heart was flapping like a caged condor. He did not wait. He struggled with the ropes. No
go. He slid down in a frenzied slither. The rope was tighter than he thought, but he made some
headway.
Pat! Billy Lee screamed again.
Myron's knees were on the floor now, his body contorted, his spine bow-bending in a way it was
never supposed to. Billy Lee was wailing over a too-silent Pat. The rope got caught under Myron's chin, pushing his head back and temporarily strangling him. How long did he have? How long before Billy Lee regained his senses? Impossible to say. Myron tilted his chin even higher, and the rope began to pass over him. He was almost out.
Billy Lee startled and turned around.
Myron was still caught in the rope. The two men locked eyes. It was over. Billy Lee lifted the
shotgun. Maybe eight feet separated them. Myron saw the barrel, saw Billy Lee's eyes, saw the
distance.
No chance. Too late.
The gun fired.
The first bullet hit Billy Lee's hand. He screamed in pain and dropped the shotgun. The second
bullet hit Billy Lee's knee. Another scream. Blood spurted. The third bullet came so fast Billy Lee didn't have time to hit the floor. His head flew back from the impact, his legs splaying in midair. Billy Lee dropped out of sight like something at a shooting gallery.
The room was still
Myron pulled the rope the rest of the way off and rolled into a corner.
Win? he shouted.
No answer.
Win?
Nothing.
Pat and Billy Lee did not so much as twitch. Myron stood, the only sound his own breath. Blood. Everywhere blood. They had to be dead. Myron pressed back into the corner. Someone was watching him. He knew that now. He crossed the room and looked out a window. He looked left. Nothing. He looked right.
Someone stood in the shadows. A silhouette. Fear engulfed Myron. The silhouette seemed to hover and then vanished into the darkness. Myron spun around and found the doorknob. He threw the door open and began to run.
Chapter 26
He vomited three blocks away. He pulled up, leaned against a building, and puked his guts out. Several homeless men stopped and applauded. Myron gave a wave, acknowledging his fans. Welcome to New York.
Myron tried his cell phone, but it'd been crushed in the melee. He found a street sign and saw that he was only ten blocks south of the Biker Wannabee bar, in the meatpacking district near the West Side Highway. He jogged, holding his side, trying to stop the blood flow. He located a working pay phone, a feat that in this section of Manhattan normally involved a burning bush, and dialed Win's cellular.
Win picked up on the first ring. Articulate.
They're dead, Myron said. Both of them.
Explain.
Myron did.
When he finished, Win said, Til be there in three minutes.
I have to call the cops.
Unwise.
Why?
They will not believe your tale of woe, Win said, especially the part about a mystery savior.
Meaning they'll think you killed them?
Precisely.
Win had a point.
But we'd be able to clear it up, Myron said.
Yes perhaps, eventually. But it would take serious time.
Time we don't have.
Then you understand.
Myron thought about it. But witnesses saw me leave the bar with Pat.
So?
So the police will question people. They'll learn about that. They'll be able to place me at the
scene.
No more.
What?
On the phone. No more discussion. I'll be there in three minutes.
What about Zorra? What did you do to him?
But Win was already off the line. Myron hung up the phone. A new set of homeless guys eyed
him like he was a dropped sandwich. Myron met their gaze and did not look away until they did.
He was not in the mood to be afraid anymore tonight.
A car pulled up in the promised three minutes. A Chevy Nova. Win had a collection of them all
old, all very used, all untraceable. Disposable cars, he called them. Win liked to use them for
certain night activities. Don't ask.
The front passenger door opened. Myron glanced
inside and saw Win behind the wheel. Myron
slid in next to him.
The die is cast, Win said.
What?
The police are already at the scene. It was on the scanner.
Bad news. I can still come forward.
Yes, of course. And why, Mr. Bolitar, did you not call the police? Why, in fact, did you call
your friend before the proper authorities? Are you or are you not suspected of aiding Ms.
Esperanza Diaz in the murder of Billy Lee Palms's oldest friend? What exactly were you doing
in that bar in the first place? Why would Mr. Palms want to kill you?
It can all be explained.
Win shrugged. Your call.
Just as it was my call to go alone with Pat.
Yes.
Which I called wrong.
Yes. You were too vulnerable going in like that. There were other ways.
What other ways?
We could have grabbed Pat at another time and made him tell us.
Made him?
Yes.
You mean, rough him up? Or torture him?
Yes.
I don't do that.
Grow up, Win said. It is a simple cost-benefit analysis: By causing temporary discomfort to a
malfeasant, you greatly lower the risk of being killed. It's a no-brainer. Win glanced at him. By
the way, you look like hell.
You should see the other guy, he said. Then: Did you kill Zorra?
Win smiled. You know me better than that.
No, Win, I don't. Did you kill him?
Win pulled up to the Biker Wannabee bar. He put the car in park. Take a look inside.
Why are we back here?
Two reasons. One, you never left.
I didn't?
That's what I'll swear to. You were here all night. You just walked Pat out for a moment. Thrill
will back me on it. He smiled So will Zorra.
You didn't kill him?
Her. Zorra prefers to be called a her.
Her. You didn't kill her?
Of course not.
They got out of the car.
I'm surprised, Myron said.
Why?
Usually when you threaten
I never threatened Zorra. I threatened Pat. I said I may kill Zorra. But what would have been the
point? Should Zorra suffer because a drugged-out psychotic like Billy Lee Palms hangs up a
phone? Methinks not.
Myron shook his head. You're a constant surprise.
Win stopped. And lately you're a constant screwup. You got lucky. Zorra said she'd be willing
to use her life to guarantee your safety. I recognized that she couldn't do it. It's why I told you not
to go.
I didn't think I had a choice.
Now you know better.
Maybe.
Win put a stilling hand on Myron's arm. You're not over her yet. Esperanza has a point when
she tells you that.
Myron nodded. Win dropped his arm.
Take this, Win said, handing him a small bottle. Please.
Trial-size mouthwash. Count on Win. They made their way inside the Biker Wannabee. Myron
stopped in the bathroom, rinsed out his mouth, splashed water on his face, checked the wound. It hurt. He looked in the mirror. His face was still tan from his three weeks with Terese, but Win was right: He looked like hell.
He met up with Win outside the bathroom door. You said two reasons before, that there were
two reasons you wanted me to come back here.
Reason two, Win said. Nancy or Thrill, if you prefer. She was worried about you. I thought
it best if you saw her.
When they reached the corner booth, Zorra and Thrill were busy chatting like, well, two single
women at a bar.
Zorra smiled at Myron. Zorra is sorry, dreamboat.
Not your fault, Myron said.
Zorra means that they're dead, Zorra said. Zorra would have liked a few hours alone with
them first.
Yeah, Myron said. Pity.
Zorra already told Win all Zorra knows, which is very little. Zorra is just a beautiful hired gun.
She likes to know as little as possible.
But you worked for Pat?
He-she nodded, but the wig did not. Zorra was a bouncer and bodyguard. Do you believe that?
Zorra Avrahaim having to settle for work as a common bouncer?
Yeah, times are tough. So what was Pat into?
A little of everything. Mostly drugs.
And how were Billy Lee and Pat connected?
Billy Lee claimed to be his uncle. Zorra shrugged. But that could have been a lie.
Did you ever meet Clu Haid?
No.
Do you know why Billy Lee was hiding?
He was terrified. He thought someone was trying to kill him.
That someone being me?
So it seemed.
Myron couldn't figure that one out. He asked a few more questions, but there was nothing else to
leam. Win offered his hand. Zorra took it and stepped out of the booth. She handled the high
heels well. Not everyone does.
Zorra kissed Win on the cheek. Thanks for not killing Zorra, dreamboat,
Win bowed slightly. A pleasure, madame. Win the charmer. I'll walk you out.
Myron slid into the booth next to Thrill Without saying a word, she grabbed his face with both
hands and kissed him hard. He kissed her back. Win and his mouthwash. What a guy.
When they came up for air, Thrill said, You do know how to show a girl a good time.
Ditto.
You also scared the hell out of me.
I didn't mean to.
She searched his face. Are you okay?
I will be.
Part of me wants to invite you back to my place.
He said nothing, lowering his eyes. She kept her eyes on his face.
This is it, isn't it? she said. You won't call, will you?
Myron said, You're beautiful, intelligent, fun
And about to get the big kiss-off.
It's not you.
Oh, that's original. Don't tell me. It's you, right?
He tried a smile. You know me so well.
I'd like to.
I'm damaged goods, Nancy.
Who isn't?
Tm just over a long-term relationship
Who said anything about a relationship? We could just go out, right?
No.
What?
I don't work that way, he said. I can't help it. I go out with someone, I start picturing kids and
a backyard barbecue and a rusted hoop in the driveway. I try to size up all that stuff right away.
She looked at him. Christ, you're strange.
Hard to argue.
She started fiddling with a mixing straw. And you can't imagine me in any of those domestic
settings?
Just the opposite, Myron said. That's the problem.
I see. At least I think I see. She shifted in her seat. I better go.
I'll take you home.
No, I'll get a taxi.
That's not necessary.
I think it is. Good night, Myron.
She walked away. Myron stood. Win moved up next to him. They watched her disappear out the
door.
You'll make sure she gets home safely? Myron asked.
Win nodded. I already called a car service for her.
Thanks.
Silence. Then Win put his hand on Myron's shoulder.
May I make one observation at this juncture? Win asked.
Shoot.
You're a total moron.
They stopped at the doctor's apartment on the Upper West Side. He restitched the wound, making a tsk-tsk noise as he sewed. When they reached Win's apartment at the Dakota building, the two friends settled into the Louis the Somet
eenth decor with, their favorite beverages. Myron chugged on a Yoo-Hoo; Win sipped an amber liquor.
Win flipped channels with a remote control. He stopped on CNN. Myron looked at the screen and thought of Ter-ese on that island by herself. He checked the time. This was normally Terese's anchor slot. A bad dye job filled in. Myron wondered when or if Terese would be back on the air. And he wondered why he kept thinking about her.
Win turned the TV off. Need a refill?
Myron shook his head. So what did Sawyer Wells tell you?
Not very much, I'm afraid. Clu was a drug addict. He tried to help him. Blah, blah, blah. Sawyer
is leaving the Yankees, you know.
I didn't.
He credits them with raising him out of obscurity. But alas, now it's time for dear Sawyer to
take hold of his reins and motivate more minions. He's going to start touring soon.
Like a rock star?
Win nodded. Complete with overpriced T-shirts.
Are they black?
I don't know. But at the end of each performance he encores after frenzied fans flick their Bics
and shout, 'Freebird!'
That's so 1977.
Isn't it? But I did a little checking. Guess who's sponsoring the tour.
Budweiser, the undisputed King of Beer?
Close, Win said. His new publisher. Riverton Press.
As in Vincent Riverton, former owner of the New York Yankees?
The very.
Myron whistled, processed it, came up with nothing. With all the buyouts in publishing,
Riverton owns half the books in town. Probably means nothing.
Probably, Win agreed. If you have more questions, Sawyer is giving a seminar tomorrow at
the Cagemore Auditorium at Reston University. He imnted me to attend. I'm allowed to bring a
date.
I don't put out on the first date.
And you're proud of that?
Myron took a deep chug. Maybe he was getting older, but Yoo-Hoo didn't have the same kick anymore. He craved a venti-size skim iced latte with a splash of vanilla, though he hated ordering it in front of other men. I'm going to try to find out about Clu's autopsy tomorrow.
Through this Sally Li?
Myron nodded. She's been in court, but she's supposed to be back at the morgue tomorrow
morning.
Think she'll tell you anything?
I don't know.
