by Lucy Lixx
“Master.” I squeaked out, and I could hear him curse under his breath. He stopped thrusting, pulling out as he came on the ground between us. I fell down, legs shaking as I looked up at him.
“What?” I cried out, and he looked right past me as his breathing started to even out. I shuddered as I tried to stand, gripping the tree to pull myself back up. I shivered before he offered me his hand.
“It’s getting cold.” He said, putting himself away as soon as I was back on my feet. “And late.” He continued, shaking his head as he ran his fingers through his hair. I could tell something was on his mind, but it didn’t seem like he was going to say anything. I could barely look at him as he pulled me to him, wrapping his arm around my shoulder as we walked.
“I should get you some more clothes, but I must admit I did enjoy the way you shiver and shake. I also quite enjoyed tearing it off of you.” He told me, placing a gentle kiss on the top of my head again.
I just looked away, pursing my lips. We were back before I knew it, and I couldn’t stand to be back in that room. I looked at my teddy bear, and I felt like crying again. I walked right past the bed. Even with the vibrator catching my eye. The thought of what I had just did seemed to make me wet despite the humiliation of it, and there was a small part of me that wished it had lasted longer no matter how I felt about the man. I could still hear master echoing in my ears, and worst yet it was in my own voice.
“I don’t know what came over me.” I said as I turned on the hot water, and I sunk right to the floor.
I wrapped my arms around myself, cursing what I had done and cursing not having anything to put on after the shower. Today I had been out of the room, and yet I feel that Andrew had gotten even more control of me than before, and that was something that bothered me. God. What am I going to do? I thought to myself, and I couldn’t seem to silence the thought this time. No matter how hard I tried, the question seemed to echo a little louder than before. It pressed at my mind until I couldn’t ignore it any more than I could ignore that my body was aching for him to touch me again. Even in the hot water my nipples were hard, and thinking about it my breathing became a little heavier. A little more ragged.
I eventually pulled myself out of the shower before going to the bed, gritting my teeth. I tried everything I could not to reach for my teddy bear. I knew it’d be exactly what he expected, and just like I gave in earlier, I ended up giving in again. I hugged it close to me, and I shut my eyes, letting a small tear slip out, but still I tossed and turned. I couldn’t get that ache to go away. I don’t know how long I tossed and turned. My eyes went to the vibrator that was beside me countless times, but I tried to resist despite it.
“No, damn it.” I said out loud, but I didn’t know who I was cursing. Me or him. Him. At least he can hear me. I thought bitterly, but I wasn’t sure that I believed it myself. I eventually fell asleep, but not before kicking the vibrator onto the floor so I wouldn’t have to look at it.
Andrew: Changing the Pace
I hated that nothing had went as planned yesterday. I hated it with a passion, but there didn’t seem to be much that I could do. I shrugged a little as I looked at the recording. I wanted to barge into her room the moment that I noticed she had kicked the vibrator away. I went to check on her that day, and I was in no mood to be played with. It was obvious that my angel had been turning into a temptress, and I wasn’t going to have it. I needed to shape Alina in just the right way, and I’d find a way to do so.
Pursing my lips, I just shook my head as I went to her room. I had a few more nightgowns for her, but it’d be a while before I allowed her outside again. Though, she looked towards the door ever since she woke up, periodically. It seemed that she was hoping for it. She even brightened up when I had finally entered the room, and it almost melted my resolve right then and there. With a small smile, I just shook my head.
“Today is going to be different. I’ve been very nice with you.” I said, and Alina gave me a look of defiance. It seemed her frustration was still mounting, and instead of letting me take care of that for her, she just wanted to take it out on me. I couldn’t help but to sigh as I shook my head.
“I don’t know what you’re expecting with that attitude, but I think you are forgetting that I can be cruel just as well as kind.” I said, putting the bag of clothes on the table.
“Now come here and thank me for bringing you clothes.” I said, and I tapped my foot. I could see how eager Alina was to not do as she was told, but she was hoping that she would have something decent to wear. I could see the moment she had made up her mind in her eyes. I loved those eyes. They always showed her emotions so clearly, but when she stood up I couldn’t help but to tsk at her.
“No. Crawl. I don’t think that you’ve been showing me enough gratitude lately.” I said, and she blanched. I looked at her back as she just glared at me.
“I can leave. You won’t see me for a week or more if that’s what you want. I think it’d be a fitting punishment.” I told her, and she shrunk to her knees. I bit my bottom lip trying not to smile too hard as I sat down, staring at her. I continued tapping my foot, waiting for her to do as I said. I wasn’t going to allow myself to repeat a command. Alina started to shuffle her way over on her knees, but I held my hand up again.
“I said crawl. Hands and knees.” I said, emphasizing the hands, but she just stopped.
Her hands made little fists, and it was cute that she was angry, but I wasn’t going to let her out of this again. She finally decided it was worth it, and the way she shuffled over the floor, crawling with such a beaten expression on her face, I started to get hard. When she was over by me, I had her kneel between my legs. I smiled at her, running my fingers through her hair. It was knotted. She seemed to have been trying to comb it through with her fingers, but it didn’t seem to work too well.
“I’ll have to get you a brush.” I muttered. “There’s no reason for you to be in this condition.” I told her, but she just pursed her lips, obviously trying not to say anything at all. I looked at her, and I leaned down to whisper in her ear.
“I’ll give you two choices, hmm?” I said, teasing Alina, trying to goad her into saying anything at all.
“You can either suck me off or receive a spanking. Which would you prefer?” I asked, but Alina still didn’t say anything. I could feel her breathing pick up though, and her breasts jiggled as she tried to suppress a small amount of panic.
“Well you better choose before I choose for you, Alina. I don’t expect for you to just sit there and disobey me with your silence.” I said, gritting my teeth at her. My fingers gripped her hair a little tighter. Almost painfully so. I dragged her up by her hair when she said nothing more, and quickly I bent her over my knees.
“I told you that I’d choose for you.” I said, and she tried to cry out no, but a quick yank to her hair made her quiet.
I traced my fingertips over her bare back, and she squirmed on my lap. My cock was hard against her stomach, but I wasn’t going to indulge it just yet. Thwack. It was a loud sound, echoing through the room, but I knew that it didn’t sting as much as it could have. If I really wanted to hurt her, I would be using my belt after all. I thought, but Alina didn’t know that and she cried out despite it. I delivered another smack to her other ass cheek, alternating as she squirmed on my lap. I didn’t even try to hide the smile on my face this time. Not that she’d see it.
“Count. Count, and it’ll only be to ten.” I told her, smacking her ass harder when she said nothing.
“One.” She cried out.
“That’s a good girl.” I mocked her, doing it again.
“Two.” She whimpered, and it went on until she had finally gotten to ten, but it had been fifteen smacks later.
I wasn’t going to count the ones she didn’t. Obviously, they didn’t sting enough in the first place. I thought, and my cock was rock hard and throbbing against her. I allowed her off of my lap, and she fell to her knees in front of me again. My han
d shot out, wrapping in her hair before she bit her bottom lip, looking at me with dried tears on her cheek.
“Come now, Alina. If I wanted to hurt you, I could have. You know that. I didn’t take off my belt did I?” I mocked her, and she shook her head. Her fire hadn’t returned yet, and I knew that when it did it’d be hell to tame again. I was going to take full advantage of her in her current state of obedience.
“Now come closer and thank me before I do decide to take out my belt.” I said quietly, which seemed to startle Alina even more than if I was yelling. I unbuttoned my pants, and I pulled her mouth closer to my cock.
“Lick the head.” I directed her, and her tongue darted out to do so. She grimaced for a moment, but I knew I kept a good enough diet that it didn’t bother her with the taste.
“Now take it and suck on it like a good girl.” I told her, and as she wrapped her lips around me, I pushed her head down until the head of my cock was at the back of her throat.
“Since you don’t want to call me Master, maybe I should keep your mouth busy more often, hmm?” I told her, but she tried to shake her head no. I pulled her off of my cock.
“No.” She whimpered.
“No what?” I said, but before she could say anything, I pushed her down. Her jaw tensed, but Alina obviously knew better than to bite me as she sucked instead, waiting until I allowed her a small breath to correct her statement.
“No Master.” She whimpered, and I smiled. I let her go up and down on her own, enjoying her warm, wet mouth wrapped around my cock as I kept my grip lighter in her hair. I knew it’d take forever for her to finish me, and so after a few more minutes, I let her off with a small sigh.
“I’m going to bring you something later. Unless you’d like me to let go of the restraint I showed you, I suggest that you follow what I tell you to.” I said before I left abruptly after putting my cock away. She wasn’t ready for me to go as rough with her as I wanted, and so leaving seemed the only thing I could do. For now. I reminded myself, but it was easier said than done.
Alina: Giving an Inch, Giving a Mile
I didn’t know what to do at first. I just stood there stunned. When I looked at the bag of clothes I had traded part of my dignity for and found nothing but sheer, lacy nightgowns, I immediately threw it to the floor. They scattered, but I did nothing but sink into the chair that he had been occupying moments before and try to hold back my tears. It was obvious that I wasn’t going anywhere quickly if I’d ever make it out at all.
Hope was starting to diminish, and I hated to admit it, but it was becoming clear that there was at least a small part of me that liked what that man was doing to me. What my new Master was doing to me. I couldn’t deny the wetness that had seeped onto my thighs, and my clit and nipples seemed to ache. When he left me there, my thoughts immediately turned to the vibrator that was still lying on the floor, but I bit my bottom lip. I didn’t want to think about it.
A cold shower didn’t help anything but to make my nipples ache even more. I still felt hot all over. I ended up out of the shower, looking at the door waiting for him to come back. I don’t know what he meant, but I didn’t want to find out. At the same time, my heart seemed to be hammering louder by the minute. I heard footsteps outside, and I sat straighter in the bed, pulling the covers around me. I had thought briefly about putting on one of the nightgowns, but it was obvious they wouldn’t help me.
Yet, they’d make him happier. Happier means less likely to be punished. I thought, and I looked at the bag again, picking up the first one that was laying spread out and threw it on. It had matching panties, but I didn’t bother. They were lace anyways, but the sheer green fabric put a tinge on my skin, barely cradling my first breast, and it parted in the back. I didn’t need to look in the mirror to know I looked innocent. I just hoped that it was enough. The door wasn’t what opened, but instead a tray was pushed through. It had a note on it and a black bag. I didn’t think that my heart could pound any louder, but that’s when I heard him through the slot.
“I suggest you follow those instructions or I will use my belt.” He said in a cool, calculated voice. “Oh, and Alina. I will leave marks if I have to. If you behave, we could always go outside again.” He told me, and I shuddered. I couldn’t move. I just sat there, staring at the bag, knowing that when I opened it, everything would change. I’d have to either defy him or finally give in. this was the test, and I wasn’t sure I was ready to let go of hope just yet.
BONUS #2: Trained To Submit (Book Two)
*** Recap: Trained To Submit ***
Alina had never expected her life to take such an unexpected turn. She hadn’t expected to be targeted by Andrew as the perfect person to take. Someone that no one would miss. She could easily disappear, but she didn’t know that. Andrew did. Andrew had been watching her, falling in love with her in the only way he could, and he had taken her because of it. It didn’t matter to him if Alina chose to call him Daddy or Master, at his command, because all he had to call her was “mine”.
There was no escaping that she was his now, but it took Alina time to give in. Time was all that Andrew had, and gifted with a stuffed teddy bear for comfort, her walls started to break down and apart, letting Andrew in. He wrapped her in his arms, and he showered her with cool, calculated affection, showing her a side of life that she had never seen before. Tenderness he’d never awarded a captive before. Craving physical touch and attention, Alina let him inside of her. She let him teach her that pain and pleasure went hand in hand, and sometimes purpose is found in the most unlikely of places. Alina was a smart girl, and she adapted quickly to his instructions, finding comfort in his gaze and warmth in his arms. The compulsion of running away soon became a distant dream that didn’t seem so appealing anymore.
Alina: Prologue
I had never expected my life to take this turn, but here we were. This should be the chance for me to escape. I thought to myself, looking down at Andrew. Looking down at my Master. He had stolen me from everything I had ever known, and even now I felt myself flush at the thought of everything he had done to me. Yet, I couldn’t bring myself to leave him. Not really. His fever was getting worse, and I was scared of the injury he had sustained when we were walking. I looked around. I had already lost sight of the trail. I had started to look forward to these walks, but I never thought Master would take a fall like that.
“Alina…” He said, looking up at me blurry-eyed, before starting to pass back out again.
“We should get you home.” I told him, but he shook his head.
“In the morning. I don’t think we’ll find our way back to the path just yet.” He said, and as his breathing started to even out again and his eyes closed, he pulled me close to him.
“Don’t worry. The most you have to worry about this close to my home is deer. There’s no big bad wolf to eat you.” He weakly taunted, and I could feel myself bristle. The relief of hearing him won out though, and so I settled next to him with my head on his chest.
“There’s you.” I whispered.
I wasn’t even sure he was awake enough to hear me, but he chuckled, and I was happy that he was well enough to do so. It’s just a cold. He got a little dizzy. That’s why he fell. I reminded myself, but I knew that until morning came I couldn’t be so sure. I thought that the night he took me was the longest night of my life, but now I knew differently. This man may have taken everything from me, but he had given me everything as well. I was no one, a lost girl before him, but now I felt like a woman. With his fingers clutching me as he fell asleep, I knew I was the woman he needed, no matter if I called him Master or not.
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Andrew: Seeing Fire in Her Eyes
I didn’t think that I would see fire in her eyes like I had yesterday. She had looked at me with such fierce worry and determination to get me home that I was taken aback. I knew she was also afraid with the way she trembled, and I had to poke fun at her because of it, despite my weak condition. I smiled down at her. She ha
d fallen asleep in my arms. She hadn’t left me there trying to run, and yet I knew she wasn’t broken. There was something about her that screamed determination, and there was a fierce, odd determination for her to stay by my side for a reason I couldn’t understand.
Do you realize I’m good for you yet? I asked myself, knowing that I couldn’t voice the question
to her. She didn’t know what she wanted. I could still feel that she was conflicted. She was still too young. I knew I wanted her. I knew I loved her, but only as much as the depravity in me would allow, but the thought that she had come around so soon was startling. I thought I’d have to break her and rebuild her to get this girl to turn into the woman I wanted, and yet here she was sleeping outside in my arms. I shook her gently, and she started to open her eyes, yawning loudly as she looked at me.
“Are you feeling okay?” She asked, and I nodded.
“Just a small fall. A twisted ankle. That’s all. Now we need to get back. I’m sure you’re hungry.” I
said, and as I said it her stomach growled. I smirked at her arrogantly, and she looked down with a blush staining her cheeks. I got up, helping her up, but I stumbled, and Alina reached out to catch me. She seemed surprised with herself, and I gave her an odd look as well, quirking an eyebrow at her inquisitively.
“I will be fine, pet.” I said. “Don’t think about running. Remember what I told you.” I said, since warning her against such foolishness was now second nature. We took a few more steps together before I heard her mutter.
“I didn’t try to run last night.” She said under her breath, with as air of sarcasm.
I said nothing. She was right, and I was still mulling over that piece of information that she had given me. It made my blood run hot for her. I felt myself harden at the idea that she had loyally stayed beside me last night when she had her first opportunity to run, and it made me want her more than I had before. It took us a few minutes to stumble back onto the path, but in the daylight it was not that hard to find. She seemed to deflate in relief once we were back on it, but her stomach started to growl loudly again. I chuckled.
