Clasping my hands behind the back of his neck, I draw Logan’s mouth to mine, and I kiss him as fast as the pleasure gathers between my legs.
Sparks. Flame. Fire.
Love.
I feel it all.
Chapter 14
Logan
Sliding into bed, I draw Ellie to my chest and rest my hand on her beating heart. I know she’s awake by how she heaves a sigh and relaxes in my arms.
I wanted to wake her with my mouth, flip her over, and get lost in her. But this, having her in my arms is equally as pleasing.
Her body shudders in my hold, and I grind my cock into her lush ass and twine my legs with hers. They feel like silk. Swear to God she was nothing but curves and dips and valleys.
Seduction in the rarest form.
My kingdom.
My mouth glides across the back of her neck, tongue slipping out for a taste. I knew from the first night this was one of the spots on Ellie that set her aflame.
“I’m so glad you’re here. All night, I thought about this, you pressed against me, holding you while you slept.”
When I called Ellie earlier, she told me she’d be here tonight. It made working bearable. The pressure of holding the fort down at Behind Closed Doors is tugging on the strings that are weighing me down. I’m not sure how much more I can take. It’s not only my surroundings when I’m there. It’s the women; it’s being away from Ellie. The worry about Seth. Shadow, Lane. It’s all getting to me, and I’m ready to drown.
In the two weeks since Ellie has forgiven me, I’ve hardly seen her. It’s getting about as old as going into work.
“I’m insatiable for you. I can’t get enough.”
She responds by wiggling her ass against my dick. In an instant, my balls draw tight, and my cock begs to take her the way it did when I walked in from work and saw the naked curve of her hip, one long leg sticking out from under the sheet.
So beautiful, I couldn’t wake her.
Instead, I showered the scent of sex from the club off my body.
“Bad day at work?” The sleepy tender tone in her voice tells me she’s concerned. The past couple of nights, it’s been tough at work. The women are up my ass damn near begging me to fuck them. The men are asking why I’m not engaging. I’ve lied to them to the point I’m running out of lies.
I promised I’d protect her. And that’s what I’m doing. Doesn’t mean I can’t be loaded with fury while doing it.
I haven’t been able to take her out, part due to me working every night, other because the longer I can keep her a secret from people at the club, the easier it is to keep her safe. Goddamn irritating and stupid. It’s the way it has to be until Seth returns and the three of us figure out what the hell we’re going to do with the place.
“It’s been worse, but you could say that. When I told you I’d give it up, a big part of me meant it for me. I can’t stand that place anymore. Some of it has to do with us only seeing each other here and there. Part of it has to do with not wanting to have any part of that lifestyle anymore. I want to do something else with my life; what that is, I don’t know yet.”
I found a woman who has shown me how lost I’ve been all these years without her; I’d be a fucking idiot to miss out on living a normal life when it’s right here in my arms.
When I saw Ellie standing in my house a few weeks ago, hair a tousled mess, body a tempting distraction, my heart nearly leaped out of my chest. When she told me she’d forgiven me, it about stopped. When I sunk inside her, it felt like it started beating again. Now when I go days without seeing her, it’s like I can hear the clock ticking. Those slow, loud hands moving slowly.
I hate it because it drags. I love it because every tick brings me closer to her.
Heaven.
That’s what she is. Ellie makes it easy to breathe through work, easy to shun away the advances of women, and easy to believe that someday our lives will be ordinary.
I don’t quite know how to describe the words ordinary and normal. Probably wouldn’t until Shadow is buried and Lane gets his life under control, which is another fucked up mess. The only thing calming is Lane would die before letting anything happen to Lexi. Knowing that I’ve pulled back from not dragging Sadie by the hair and throwing her on her father’s doorstep. Still, it doesn’t stop my protective nature from wanting to step in and kick people in the ass.
“I don’t care if you flip burgers or don’t work at all, Logan. At the moment I can think of something I want to try, and knowing how insatiable you are, you’ll enjoy it,” she murmurs as she brings her arm around and grips hold of my cock.
“Shit, Ellie.” My breathing picks up hard and fast when she starts pumping my shaft.
Yeah, I could get used to normal alright.
“And what is it you think I’d enjoy more than being inside your pussy or your mouth?” I groan in her ear when she starts to stroke faster. Fuck, I could stay right here and let her make me come with her hand. Wouldn’t mind that mouth around me either.
A tremble runs down her spine; it’s a jolt so alive I feel it sear through my chest.
“Tell me something you’d love to do to me. Something we haven’t done yet.”
Fucking Christ, I nearly come right here when she begins circling her ass.
Sliding my hand across her throat, I tilt her head, applying the slightest pressure, my mouth going to the shell of her ear. “I want your ass, Ellie. I want to steal your breath. Taste and devour between your legs. Learn and explore every tantalizing inch I haven’t yet touched. Is that what you want, Ellie? You going to give it to me, baby, let me take you like that?” I want to bring this woman to the brink of losing her goddamn mind.
“Yes.”
Moisture leaks from my slit.
“You sure this is what you want?” I scrape my teeth against the nape of her neck before taking a nip.
She answers with a nod, her hand sliding down and rolling my balls. All that does is toss my eyes into the back of my head.
“Then get on your back and spread those legs and let me get you ready.” I slap her ass, and a moan rumbles from her chest. I lose rationality needing to devour every inch of her.
I smirk when she rolls over onto her back and a loud gasp followed by a giggle rips from her mouth when I tear her skimpy thong and breathe in that delicious scent.
Settling between her legs, I study the line of her neck before running a finger down the side, feeling that pulse pick up and thump. God, I loved that sensation. Knowing she’s alive and growing with excitement whenever I’m near.
I move her hair out of the way and lick right up the center of her throat. She tilts her head to the side, allowing me access to do what I love to do. I bury my face in her hair and breathe her in. “So fucking sweet, but you have some wicked in you too. The perfect woman for me.” She moans when I bite right below her ear. If I could mark this woman everywhere, I would.
“Not only sweet but wet.” I push a finger inside of her; she bucks those hips upward as I drive in and out unhurriedly, a whimper escaping her lips.
“I’m about to do dirty things to this body. Need you dripping and ready.” I want to make her lose control because Lord knows I’ve lost mine when it comes to this woman. I want to feel her juices on my fingers. To draw out more of Ellie. She’s crazy in bed. Wild and lets herself go with everything we do.
“Right there, Logan, Ohhh.” She draws the last out with a little groan bringing my mind back to her.
Fuck all the worries and concerns we have going on for the time being. For the most part, I’ve put off trying to find someone to take out Shadow. Ellie wanted to be and to get to know each other better, and so we are.
That doesn’t mean I can’t feel it, the danger that lurks out there. All it’ll take is one fucked in the head person to pull happiness from under our feet.
Removing my finger, I slide down her body, pausing at her breasts, palming one while sucking the other’s perk pink nipple into my mouth.
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“Every fucking inch of you is mine to do with as I please.”
Lowering myself between her legs, hands pressing into the flesh of her thighs, I lick down the seam of her pussy, devouring her tender flesh with steady strokes from my tongue.
“Fucking hell,” I state, adding a finger and working her more. I take my time by licking her from clit to that tight little hole that I’m about to claim. I’m ruthless with my attack of nipping and biting when what I should be doing is savoring. But when the woman I can’t get enough of is beneath me, I can’t control my head any more than I can my dick.
“Christ, I can already feel your heat blazing with fire, and I haven’t even begun to do what I want to you.” Her back arches, pushing her wet center into my face.
Ellie’s small fingers curl around the sheets, her soft grunts urging me on as she circles her hips, telling me how much she wants it. Goddamn, those sounds. I can’t describe what they do to me. They are the most real things. They are pleasure amongst the chaos of emotions swirling like a cyclone in my head.
This woman is like a surprising invitation. You can’t wait to open it and see what’s waiting inside.
I flick my thumb over her clit, applying a little pressure. Instantly she shatters. “Getting to know your body, the things that set you off please me. I could watch you come all day.” Christ, there is nothing better than watching Ellie come undone. Except maybe the excitement she’s having decorating this house.
I never did much to it. Not sure why. Maybe because it was waiting for the right person to come along and make it a home.
“That’s it, beautiful. Come all over my fingers.”
She does, and watching her in the moonlight, is the most magnificent thing I’ve seen. Flushed face with wild eyes, plump lips, and nipples I need in my mouth all tempt me.
“So fucking sexy. I’m just getting started with you. Can’t decide if I want you to suck my cock first, keep on fucking your pussy with my tongue, then kissing you so you can get a taste of yourself, or have you on all fours. I won’t lie, taking you that way will be intense, and your body will fight me, swear to you, once I start moving and you play with your clit, you’ll come harder than I’ve ever made you.”
“Logan, please.” Submission weaves through her plea.
Control.
I need to hang onto it before I blow my load.
“Please, what, Ellie? Tell me what you want? Do you want me to stop?” I taunt, my finger rimming her asshole before moving right back to her pussy.
I get lost in her intense blue eyes as she stares up at me.
“No, I trust you, Logan. I need more.”
Time stops, the world tips, and I freeze, it’s all I can do to keep from sliding off the bed and landing on my ass, everything locking tight except my chest, it expands.
Hearing Ellie tell me she loved me were the most magnificent words to ever come out of her mouth, but this, hearing her say what I’ve wanted since the beginning, well, it’s different.
It’s everything.
“Ellie.”
Her eyes shift to my mouth, teeth bearing down on her bottom lip. She’s just given me the one thing from her I wanted more than anything.
For her to trust me.
This is crazy, what I feel, what this means to me. Enough that I can’t get words to come up my throat.
Ellie’s eyes conquer mine once again. Hers filled with heat, mine filled with want. Hers dart to my mouth at the same time mine do hers. I don’t know how it happens, but she’s right there in front of me, hands on my face, legs spread, my finger still inside her and she’s kissing me.
A growl rips from my throat. Ellie doesn’t just kiss me; she overpowers me with a kiss that says it all.
Trust, love, desire, want, and need.
I’m a damn idiot if I think for one second it’s her submitting to me.
Equal is what we are. Give and take.
I’m lost in this woman, and I don’t want to find my way out.
A lot of unspoken words are pouring out of this kiss as we both fuck each other’s mouths as fast as my finger continues to move in and out of her. I’m telling her that this is the beginning of our new lives together. She’s telling me she trusts me in taking care of her. This kiss is telling each other that we only have one life, and we want to share it. Life is too damn short not to share it with the one you love.
Pulling away, I grab her by the chin, running a finger across her swollen lips. She releases a tiny moan, opens up and clamps down before drawing the digit inside and sucking.
My control.
I lose it right there.
On a growl, I kick up, flip her over, hike that sexy ass in the air, and palm the flesh in my hands.
Want drips in every cell as Ellie knocks back her head, all that hair falling around her, hands planted on the bed, legs parted.
Jesus, what a velvety smooth and beautiful vision. And it’s mine.
I lean back, captivated as I skim a finger over the valley of her ass and watch as I play with her dripping pussy more, coating my finger with her desire as it disappears between her folds. Her head drops as I fuck her raw with my fingers. Dipping into her glistening pussy, soaking up as much of her as I can. The second I trace my thumb around her puckered hole, her body tenses. “Relax, Ellie, I’m going to keep moving from your pussy to your asshole. I need you ready. I can stop if you want.”
I don’t want to, but I will. I’ll do anything for her.
“I’m nervous, not afraid, I trust you, Logan. I want this.”
“Shit, Ellie. Do you have any idea how much those words mean to me? Any idea how perfect you are, how gorgeous?” A streak of pleasure roars across my skin — searing and absorbing.
“I didn’t until you.”
I breathe deeply, pulling those words plus some much-needed air into my lungs.
Not wanting to delay the pleasure, I slowly run my finger up her slick center. My hand goes to her hip, holding her in place the moment it pushes a fraction inside her tight little hole.
She doesn’t jerk; she doesn’t resist. Not my woman. She moans and takes me knuckle deep.
Back and forth, I go between her pussy and her ass, pushing my finger in a little farther until I’m adding my thumb. I’m so hungry to be inside of her this way and watch her fall apart.
I bend down and kiss her between her shoulder blades.
“You all right?”
She grips the headboard, panting. “More than all right. I’m dying here. I want you in me.”
The vibrations of my silent laughter rumble deep in my chest.
Greedy and all mine.
My eyes are so heavily lidded that when I remove my fingers, I can hardly see straight. I want to hear her scream. I have no idea if she’s lubricated enough, so I reach over and grab a condom from the nightstand.
I rip the packet open and smooth the latex over my cock.
“You have no clue what this ass has done to me every time I look at it. It drives me out of my mind. I am going to drive my cock into your plump, tight ass, fill you, and please you the way you do me. You tell me if it’s too much, understand?”
I take a deep breath, aligning my cock with that beautiful little hole. She winces when the tip pushes in slightly. I hold back just a little until I feel her body relax. “Let me know if it’s too much, baby. We can stop at any time. I’m more than happy to slip inside your pussy. The choice is yours.” She wiggles, and if it’s possible, my dick gets harder.
“Take me, Logan. I’m not scared at all. I want this with you. I want everything with you.”
Fuck, those words mean as much to me as when I hear her say ‘she trusts and loves me.’ I drive myself in inch by inch. Once we’re groin to ass, she nearly shoots off the bed.
I’ve never felt anything so tight on my dick in my life. I could come right now.
My lids shutter, my stomach muscles tightening. Caught in a whirlwind of sensation, my hands grab her hips, and I start movi
ng, and when she follows suit, it rips a heady growl from my throat.
“Play with your pussy, Ellie.” I crawl over her, pull out and push back in. I want to drive into her hard and fast, but I steady my pace.
My breathing becomes heavy as her hand disappears between her legs. The sound of her wet pussy fills the air, and I can only imagine how fervently those long slender fingers of hers are banging into her glorious pussy.
Fuck, I want to stop and watch her touch herself, to bear witness to the moment when she slides her fingers into her eager pussy. As much as I want my hand there, rubbing her clit, I’m happy to let her please herself, but I can’t not touch her. I reach for a breast, my palm splaying over her taut nipple. It slips between my fingers, almost as if it’s begging me to tug and twist it. A few more pumps and she screams my name as she comes.
The way she yells is so outrageously engaging to my soul that I come hard. Gripping her hips, I still myself. I never want to come down from this high.
Chapter 15
Ellie
I wave to Norah as Logan leads me through the crowded dance floor with long, determined strides. He’s moving so fast I can hardly keep up.
Most of the women stop dancing and gaze starry-eyed as Logan passes them without a glance. Once they spot me, they shoot daggers that should knock me dead.
I smile, killing them kindness as I mouth ‘I think he’s excited to see me’ when what I’d like to tell them is to leave the man alone and get on with their pathetic lives.
Ridiculous is what they are.
Logan has been uptight for days about coming to work. I was hoping to catch him off guard and happily surprise him when I unexpectedly showed up. If the way he took hold of my hand and plucked me off the barstool is an indication I was a sight for sore eyes, then I’ll come here every night, even if I have to resort to violence to keep these pitiful women at bay.
Norah wanted to come with, I shrugged and told her to be ready in an hour. She’s perched on a barstool hanging out with Eric and more than likely that’s where he’ll make her stay.
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