I managed to stammer out something about the Madroño berries being at her “disposicion” (the tree was in her own garden), and she took the branches in her little brown hand with a soft response to my unutterable glances. But here Chu Chu, momentarily forgotten, executed a happy diversion. To our astonishment she gravely walked up to Consuelo, and, stretching out her long slim neck, not only sniffed curiously at the berries, but even protruded a black underlip towards the young girl herself. In another instant Consuelo’s dignity melted. Throwing her arms around Chu Chu’s neck she embraced and kissed her. Young as I was, I understood the divine significance of a girl’s vicarious effusiveness at such a moment and felt delighted. But I was the more astonished that the usually sensitive horse not only submitted to these caresses, but actually responded to the extent of affecting to nip my mistress’s little right ear.
This was enough for the impulsive Consuelo. She ran hastily into the house, and in a few moments reappeared in a bewitching riding skirt gathered round her waist. In vain Enriquez and myself joined in earnest entreaty; the horse was hardly broken for even a man’s riding yet; the saints alone could tell what the nervous creature might do with a woman’s skirt flapping at her side! We begged for delay, for reflection, for at least time to change the saddle but with no avail. Consuelo was determined, indignant, distressingly reproachful! Ah, well! If Don Pancho (an ingenious diminutive of my Christian name) valued his horse so highly—if he were jealous of the evident devotion of the animal to herself, he would—But here I succumbed! And then I had the felicity of holding that little foot for one brief moment in the hollow of my hand, of readjusting the skirt as she threw her knee over the saddle horn, of clasping her tightly only half in fear as I surrendered the reins to her grasp. And to tell the truth, as Enriquez and I fell back, although I had insisted upon still keeping hold of the end of the riata, it was a picture to admire. The petite figure of the young girl, and the graceful folds of her skirt, admirably harmonized with Chu Chu’s lithe contour, and as the mare arched her slim neck and raised her slender head under the pressure of the reins, it was so like the lifted velvet-capped toreador crest of Consuelo herself that they seemed of one race.
“I would not that you should hold the riata,” said Consuelo, petulantly.
I hesitated. Chu Chu looked, certainly, very amiable. I let go. She began to amble towards the gate, not mincingly as before, but with a freer and fuller stride. In spite of the incongruous saddle, the young girl’s seat was admirable. As they neared the gate she cast a single mischievous glance at me, jerked at the rein, and Chu Chu sprang into the road at a rapid canter. I watched them fearfully and breathlessly, until at the end of the lane I saw Consuelo rein in slightly, wheel easily, and come flying back. There was no doubt about it; the horse was under perfect control. Her second subjugation was complete and final.
Overjoyed and bewildered, I overwhelmed them with congratulations; Enriquez alone retaining the usual brotherly attitude of criticism and a superior toleration of a lover’s enthusiasm. I ventured to hint to Consuelo (in what I believed was a safe whisper) that Chu Chu only showed my own feelings towards her.
“Without doubt,” responded Enriquez, gravely. “She have of herself assist you to climb to the tree to pull to yourself the berry for my sister.” But I felt Consuelo’s little hand return my pressure, and I forgave and even pitied him.
From that day forward Chu Chu and Consuelo were not only firm friends but daily companions. In my devotion I would have presented the horse to the young girl, but with flattering delicacy she preferred to call it mine.
“I shall ride it for you, Pancho,” she said. “I shall feel,” she continued, with exalted although somewhat vague poetry, “that it is of you. You love the beast—it is therefore of a necessity you, my Pancho! It is your soul I shall ride like the wings of the wind—your love in this beast shall be my only cavalier forever.”
I would have preferred something whose vicarious qualities were less uncertain than I still felt Chu Chu’s to be, but I kissed the girl’s hand submissively. It was only when I attempted to accompany her in the flesh, on another horse, that I felt the full truth of my instinctive fears. Chu Chu would not permit anyone to approach her mistress’s side. My mounted presence revived in her all her old blind astonishment and disbelief in my existence; she would start suddenly, face about, and back away from me in utter amazement, as if I had been only recently created, or with an affected modesty as if I had been just guilty of some grave indecorum towards her sex which she really could not stand. The frequency of these exhibitions in the public highway were not only distressing to me as a simple escort, but as it had the effect on the casual spectators of making Consuelo seem to participate in Chu Chu’s objections, I felt that, as a lover, it could not be borne. Any attempt to coerce Chu Chu ended in her running away. And my frantic pursuit of her was open to equal misconstruction.
“Go it, miss, the little dude is gainin’ on you!” shouted by a drunken teamster to the frightened Consuelo, once checked me in mid-career. Even the dear girl herself saw the uselessness of my real presence, and after a while was content to ride with “my soul.”
Notwithstanding this, I am not ashamed to say that it was my custom, whenever she rode out, to keep a slinking and distant surveillance of Chu Chu on another horse, until she had fairly settled down to her pace. A little nod of Consuelo’s round black-and-red toreador hat, or a kiss tossed from her riding whip was reward enough!
I remember a pleasant afternoon when I was thus awaiting her in the outskirts of the village. The eternal smile of the Californian summer had begun to waver and grow less fixed; dust lay thick on leaf and blade; the dry hills were clothed in russet leather; the trade winds were shifting to the south with an ominous warm humidity. A few days longer and the rains would be here.
It so chanced that this afternoon my seclusion on the roadside was accidentally invaded by a village belle—a Western young lady somewhat older than myself and of a flirtatious reputation. As she persistently, and—as I now have reason to believe—mischievously lingered, I had only a passing glimpse of Consuelo riding past at an unaccustomed speed which surprised me at the moment. But as I reasoned later that she was only trying to avoid a merely formal meeting, I thought no more about it.
It was not until I called at the house to fetch Chu Chu at the usual hour and found that Consuelo had not yet returned that a recollection of Chu Chu’s furious pace again troubled me. An hour passed—it was getting towards sunset but there were no signs of Chu Chu nor her mistress. I became seriously alarmed. I did not care to reveal my fears to the family, for I felt myself responsible for Chu Chu. At last I desperately saddled my horse and galloped off in the direction she had taken. It was the road to Rosario, and the hacienda of one of her relations, where she sometimes halted.
The road was a very unfrequented one, twisting like a mountain river; indeed, it was the bed of an old watercourse, between brown hills of wild oats, and debouching at last into a broad blue lake-like expanse of alfalfa meadows. In vain I strained my eyes over the monotonous level; nothing appeared to rise above or move across it. In the faint hope that she might have lingered at the hacienda, I was spurring on again, when I heard a slight splashing on my left. I looked around. A broad patch of fresher-colored herbage and a cluster of dwarfed alders indicated a hidden spring. I cautiously approached its quaggy edges, when I was shocked by what appeared to be a sudden vision! Mid-leg deep in the center of a greenish pool stood Chu Chu! But without a strap or buckle of harness upon her—as naked as when she was foaled.
For a moment I could only stare at her in bewildered terror. Far from recognizing me, she seemed to be absorbed in a nymph-like contemplation of her own graces in the pool. Then I called “Consuelo!” and galloped frantically around the spring. But there was no response, nor was there anything to be seen but the all-unconscious Chu Chu. The pool, thank Heaven, was not deep enough to have drowne
d anyone; there were no signs of a struggle on its quaggy edges. The horse might have come from a distance! I galloped on, still calling. A few hundred yards farther I detected the vivid glow of Chu Chu’s scarlet saddle blanket in the brush near the trail. My heart leaped—I was on the track. I called again; this time a faint; reply, in accents I knew too well, came from the field beside me.
Consuelo was there, reclining beside a manzanita bush which screened her from the road, in what struck me, even at that supreme moment, as a judicious and picturesquely selected couch of scented Indian grass and dry tussocks. The velvet hat with its balls of scarlet plush was laid carefully aside; her lovely blue-black hair retained its tight coils undishevelled; her eyes were luminous and tender. Shocked as I was at her apparent helplessness, I remember being impressed with the fact that it gave so little indication of violent usage or disaster.
I threw myself frantically on the ground beside her. “You are hurt, Consita! For Heaven’s sake! What has happened?”
She pushed my hat back with her little hand and tumbled my hair gently. “Nothing. You are here, Pancho—it is enough! What shall come after this—when I am perhaps gone among the grave—make nothing! You are here I am happy. For a little, perhaps—not much.”
“But,” I went on, desperately, “was it an accident? Were you thrown? Was it Chu Chu?”—for somehow, in spite of her languid posture and voice, I could not, even in my fears, believe her seriously hurt.
“Beat not the poor beast, Pancho. It is not from her comes this thing. She have make nothing—believe me! I have come upon your assignation with Miss Smith! I make but to pass you—to fly—to never come back! I have say to Chu Chu, “Fly!” We fly many miles. Sometimes together, sometimes not so much! Sometimes in the saddle, sometimes on the neck. Many things remain in the road; at the end, I myself remain! I have say, ‘Courage, Pancho will come!’ Then I say, ‘No, he is talk with Miss Smith!’ I remember not more. I have creep here on the hands. It is finish!”
I looked at her distractedly. She smiled tenderly and slightly smoothed down and rearranged a fold of her dress to cover her delicate little boot.
“But,” I protested, “you are not much hurt, dearest. You have broken no bones. Perhaps,” I added, looking at the boot, “only a slight sprain. Let me carry you to my horse; I will walk beside you home. Do, dearest Consita!”
She turned her lovely eyes towards me sadly. “You comprehend not, my poor Pancho! It is not of the foot, the ankle, the arm, or the head that I can say, ‘she is broke!’ I would it were even so. But”—she lifted her sweet lashes slowly—“I have derange my inside. It is an affair of my family. My grandfather have once tumble over the bull at a rodeo. He speak no more; he is dead. For why? He has derange his inside. Believe me, it is of the family. You comprehend? The Saltellos are not as the other peoples for this. When I am gone, you will bring to me the berry to grow upon my tomb, Pancho, the berry you have picked for me. The little flower will come too, the little star will arrive, but Consuelo, who loves you, she will come not more! When you are happy and talk in the road to the Smith, you will not think of me. You will not see my eyes, Pancho; this little grass”—she ran her plump little fingers through a tussock—“will hide them; and the small animals in the black coats that live here will have much sorrow but you will not. It is better so! My father will not that I, a Catholique, should marry into a camp-meeting, and live in a tent, and make howl like the coyote.” (It was one of Consuelo’s bewildering beliefs that there was only one form of dissent—Methodism!) “He will not that I should marry a man who possesses not the many horses, ox, and cow, like him. But I care not. You are my only religion, Pancho! I have enough of the horse, and ox, and cow when you are with me! Kiss me, Pancho. Perhaps it is for the last time—the finish! Who knows?”
There were tears in her lovely eyes; I felt that my own were growing dim; the sun was sinking over the dreary plain to the slow rising of the wind; an infinite loneliness had fallen upon us, and yet I was miserably conscious of some dreadful unreality in it all. A desire to laugh, which I felt must be hysterical, was creeping over me; I dared not speak. But her dear head was on my shoulder, and the situation was not unpleasant.
Nevertheless, something must be done! This was the more difficult as it was by no means clear what had already been done. Even while I supported her drooping figure I was straining my eyes across her shoulder for succor of some kind. Suddenly the figure of a rapid rider appeared upon the road. It seemed familiar. I looked again it was the blessed Enriquez! A sense of deep relief came over me. I loved Consuelo; but never before had lover ever hailed the irruption of one of his beloved’s family with such complacency.
“You are safe, dearest; it is Enriquez.”
I thought she received the information coldly. Suddenly she turned upon me her eyes, now bright and glittering. “Swear to me at the instant, Pancho, that you will not again look upon Miss Smith, even for once.”
I was simple and literal. Miss Smith was my nearest neighbor, and, unless I was stricken with blindness, compliance was impossible. I hesitated but swore.
“Enough—you have hesitate—I will no more.” She rose to her feet with grave deliberation.
For an instant, with the recollection of the delicate internal organization of the Saltellos on my mind, I was in agony lest she should totter and fall, even then, yielding up her gentle spirit on the spot. But when I looked again she had a hairpin between her white teeth, and was carefully adjusting her toreador hat. And beside us was Enriquez cheerful, alert, voluble, and undaunted.
“Eureka! I have found! We are all here! It is a little public—eh! A little too much of a front seat for a tête-à-tête, my young friends,” he said, glancing at the remains of Consuelo’s bower, “but for the accounting of taste there is none. What will you? The meat of the one man shall envenom the meat of the other. But,” (in a whisper to me) “as to this horse—this Chu Chu, which I have just pass—why is she undress? Surely you would not make an exposition of her to the traveler to suspect! And if not, why so?”
I tried to explain, looking at Consuelo, that Chu Chu had run away, that Consuelo had met with a terrible accident, had been thrown, and I feared had suffered serious internal injury. But to my embarrassment, Consuelo maintained a half scornful silence, and an inconsistent freshness of healthful indifference, as Enriquez approached her with an engaging smile.
“Ah, yes, she have the headache and the molligrubs. She will sit on the damp stone when the gentle dew is falling. I comprehend. Meet me in the lane when the clock strike nine! But,” in a lower voice, “of this undress horse I comprehend nothing! Look you—it is sad and strange.”
He went off to fetch Chu Chu, leaving me and Consuelo alone. I do not think I ever felt so utterly abject and bewildered before in my life. Without knowing why, I was miserably conscious of having in some way offended the girl for whom I believed I would have given my life, and I had made her and myself ridiculous in the eyes of her brother. I had again failed in my slower Western nature to understand her high romantic Spanish soul. Meantime she was smoothing out her riding habit, and looking as fresh and pretty as when she first left her house.
“Consita,” I said, hesitatingly, “you are not angry with me?”
“Angry?” she repeated haughtily, without looking at me. “Oh, no! Of a possibility it is Miss Smith who is angry that I have interrupt her tête-à-tête with you, and have send here my brother to make the same with me.”
“But,” I said, eagerly, “Miss Smith does not even know Enriquez!”
Consuelo turned on me a glance of unutterable significance. “Ah!” she said, darkly, “you think!”
Indeed I knew. But here I believe I understood Consuelo and was relieved. I even ventured to say gently, “And are you better?”
She drew herself up to her full height, which was not much. “Of my health, what is it? A nothing. Yes! Of my soul, let us not
speak.”
Nevertheless, when Enriquez appeared with Chu Chu she ran towards her with outstretched arms. Chu Chu protruded about six inches of upper lip in response—apparently under the impression, which I could quite understand, that her mistress was edible. And, I may have been mistaken, but their beautiful eyes met in an absolute and distinct glance of intelligence!
During the home journey Consuelo recovered her spirits, and parted from me with a magnanimous and forgiving pressure of the hand. I do not know what explanation of Chu Chu’s original escapade was given to Enriquez and the rest of the family; the inscrutable forgiveness extended to me by Consuelo precluded any further inquiry on my part. I was willing to leave it a secret between her and Chu Chu. But, strange to say, it seemed to complete our own understanding and precipitated, not only our lovemaking, but the final catastrophe which culminated that romance. For we had resolved to elope. I do not know that this heroic remedy was absolutely necessary from the attitude of either Consuelo’s family or my own; I am inclined to think we preferred it, because it involved no previous explanation or advice. Need I say that our confidant and firm ally was Consuelo’s brother—the alert, the linguistic, the ever-happy, ever-ready Enriquez! It was understood that his presence would not only give a certain mature respectability to our performance but I do not think we would have contemplated this step without it. During one of our riding excursions we were to secure the services of a Methodist minister in the adjoining county, and later, that of the Mission Padre—when the secret was out.
“I will give her away,” said Enriquez confidently. “It will on the instant propitiate the old shadbelly who shall perform the affair, and withhold his jaw. A little chin-music from your uncle Harry shall finish it! Remain tranquil, and forget not a ring! One does not always, in the agony and dissatisfaction of the moment, a ring remember. I shall bring two in the pocket of my dress.”
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