by E. C. Tubb
He was still staring when Nema came back into the room. She pursed her lips and shut the door quickly. But he’d already seen enough.
“Never mind where I am,” he said. “Tell me, who am I?”
She stared at him. “You’re Dave Hanson.”
“The hell I am,” he told her. “Oh, that’s what I remember my father having me christened as. He hated long names. But take a good look at me. I’ve been shaving my face for years now, and I should know it.That face in the mirror wasn’t it! There’s a resemblance. But a darned faint one. Change the chin, lengthen my nose, make the eyes brown instead of blue, and it might be me. But Dave Hanson’s at least five inches shorter and fifty pounds lighter, too. Maybe the face is plastic surgery after the accident—but this isn’t even my body.”
The girl’s expression softened. “I’m sorry, Dave Hanson,” she said gently. “We should have thought to warn you. You were a difficult conjuration—and even the easier ones often go wrong these days. We did our best, though it may be that the auspices were too strong on the soma. I’m sorry if you don’t like the way you look. But there’s nothing we can do about it now.”
Hanson opened the door again, in spite of Nema’s quick frown, and looked at himself. “Well,” he admitted, “I guess it could be worse. In fact, I guess it was worse—once I get used to looking like this, I think I’ll get to like it. But seeing it was a heck of a thing to take for a sick man.”
Nema said sharply, “Are you sick?”
“Well—I guess not.”
“Then why say you are? You shouldn’t be; I told you we’ve entered the House of Sagittarius now. You can’t be sick in your own sign. Don’t you understand even that much elementary science?”
Hanson didn’t get a chance to answer. Ser Perth was suddenly in the doorway, dressed in a different type of robe. This was short and somehow conservative—it had a sincere, executive look about it. The man seemed changed in other ways, too. But Dave wasn’t concerned about that. He was growing tired of the way people suddenly appeared out of nowhere. Maybe they all wore rubber-soled shoes or practiced sneaking about; it was a silly way for grown people to act.
“Come with me, Dave Hanson,” Ser Perth ordered, without wasting words. He spoke in a clipped manner now.
Dave followed, grumbling in his mind. It was even sillier than their sneaking about for them to expect him to start running around before they bothered to check the condition of a man fresh out of his death bed. In any of the hospitals he had known, there would have been hours or days of X-rays and blood tests and temperature taking before he would be released. These people simply decided a man was well and ordered him out.
To do them justice, however, he had to admit that they seemed to be right. He had never felt better. The twaddle about Sagittarius would have to be cleared up sometime, but meanwhile he was in pretty good shape. Sagittarius, as he remembered it, was supposed to be one of the signs of the Zodiac. Bertha had been something of a sucker for astrology and had found he was born under that sign before she agreed to their little good-by party. He snorted to himself. It had done her a heck of a lot of good, which was to be expected of such nonsense.
They passed down a dim corridor and Ser Perth turned in at a door. Inside there was a single-chair barber shop, with a barber who might also have come from some movie-casting office. He had the proper wavy black hair and rat-tailed comb stuck into a slightly dirty off-white jacket. He also had the half-obsequious, half-insulting manner Dave had found most people expected from their barbers. While he shaved and trimmed Dave, he made insultingly solicitous comments about Dave’s skin needing a massage, suggested a tonic for thinning hair and practically insisted on a singe. Ser Perth watched with a mixture of intentness and amusement. The barber trimmed the tufts from over Dave’s ears and clipped the hair in his nose, while a tray was pushed up and a slatternly blonde began giving him a manicure.
He began noticing that she carefully dumped his fingernail parings into a small jar. A few moments later, he found the barber also using a jar to collect the hair and shaving stubble. Ser Perth was also interested in that, it seemed, since his eyes followed that part of the operation. Dave frowned, and then relaxed. After all, this was a hospital barber shop, and they probably had some rigid rules about sanitation, though he hadn’t seen much other evidence of such care.
The barber finally removed the cloth with a snap and bowed. “Come again, sir,” he said.
Ser Perth stood up and motioned for Dave to follow. He turned to look in a mirror, and caught sight of the barber handing the bottles and jars of waste hair and nail clippings to a girl. He saw only her back, but it looked like Nema.
Something stirred in his mind then. He’d read something somewhere about hair clippings and nail parings being used for some strange purpose. And there’d been something about spittle. But they hadn’t collected that. Or had they? He’d been unconscious long enough for them to have gathered any amount they wanted. It all had something to do with some kind of mumbo-jumbo, and.…
Ser Perth had led him through the same door by which they’d entered—but not into the same hallway. Dave’s mind dropped the other thoughts as he tried to cope with the realization that this was another corridor. It was brightly lit, and there was a scarlet carpet on the floor. Also, it was a short hall, requiring only a few steps before they came to a bigger door, elaborately enscrolled. Ser Perth bent before it, and the door opened silently while he and Dave entered.
The room was large and sparsely furnished. Sitting cross-legged on a cushion near the door was Nema, juggling something in her hands. It looked like a cluster of colored threads, partly woven into a rather garish pattern. On a raised bench between two windows sat the old figure of Sather Karf, resting his chin on hands that held a staff and staring at Dave intently.
Dave stopped as the door closed behind him. Sather Karf nodded, as if satisfied, and Nema tied a complex knot in the threads, then paused silently.
Sather Karf looked far less well than when Dave had last seen him. He seemed older and more shriveled, and there was a querulous, pinched expression in place of the firmness and almost nobility Dave had come to expect. His old eyes bored into the younger man, and he nodded. His voice had a faint quaver now. “All right. You’re not much to look at, but you’re the best we could find in the Ways we can reach. Come here, Dave Hanson.”
The command was still there, however petty the man seemed now. Dave started to phrase some protest, when he found his legs taking him forward to stop in front of Sather Karf, like some clockwork man whose lever has been pushed. He stood in front of the raised bench, noticing that the spot had been chosen to highlight him in the sunset light from the windows. He listened while the old man talked.
Sather Karf began without preamble, stating things in a dry voice as if reading off a list of obvious facts.
“You were dead, Dave Hanson. Dead, buried, and scattered by time and chance until even the place where you lay was forgotten. In your own world, you were nothing. Now you are alive, through the effort of men here whose work you could not even dream of. We have created you, Dave Hanson. Remember that, and forget the ties to any other world, since that world no longer holds you.”
Dave nodded slowly. It was hard to swallow, but there were too many things here that couldn’t be in any world he had known. And his memory of dying was the clearest memory he had. “All right,” he admitted. “You saved my life—or something. And I’ll try to remember it. But if this isn’t my world, what world is it?”
“The only world, perhaps. It doesn’t matter.” The old man sighed, and for a moment the eyes were shrouded in speculation, as if he were following some strange by-ways of his own thoughts. Then he shrugged. “It’s a world and culture linked to the one you knew only by theories that disagree with each other. And by vision—the vision of those who are adept enough to see through the Ways to the branches of Duality. Before me, there was nothing. But I’ve learned to open a path—a difficult pat
h for one in this world—and to draw from it, as you have been drawn. Don’t try to understand what is a mystery even to the Satheri, Dave Hanson.”
“A reasonably intelligent man should be able—” Dave began.
Ser Perth cut his words off with a sharp laugh. “Maybe a man. But who said you were a man, Dave Hanson? Can’t you even understand that? You’re only half human. The other half is mandrake—a plant that is related to humanity through shapes and signs by magic. We make simulacra out of mandrakes—like the manicurist in the barber shop. And sometimes we use a mandrake root to capture the essence of a real man, in which case he’s a mandrake-man, like you. Human? No. But a very good imitation, I must admit.”
Dave turned from Ser Perth toward Nema, but her head was bent over the cords she was weaving, and she avoided his eyes. He remembered now that she’d called him a mandrake-man before, in a tone of pity. He looked down at his body, sick in his mind. Vague bits of fairy tales came back to him, suggesting horrible things about mandrake creatures—zombie-like things, only outwardly human.
Sather Karf seemed amused as he looked at Ser Perth. Then the old man dropped his eyes toward Dave, and there was a brief look of pity in them. “No matter, Dave Hanson,” he said. “You were human, and by the power of your true name, you are still the same Dave Hanson. We have given you life as precious as your other life. Pay us for that with your service, and that new life will be truly precious. We need your services.”
“What do you want?” Dave asked. He couldn’t fully believe what he’d heard, but there had been too many strange things to let him disbelieve, either. If they had made him a mandrake-man, then by what little he could remember and guess, they could make him obey them.
“Look out the window—at the sky,” Sather Karf ordered.
Dave looked. The sunset colors were still vivid. He stepped forward and peered through the crystalline glass. Before him was a city, bathed in orange and red, towering like the skyline of a dozen cities he had seen—and yet; not like any. The buildings were huge and many-windowed. But some were straight and tall, some were squat and fairy-colored and others blossomed from thin stalks into impossibly bulbous, minareted domes, like long-stemmed tulips reproduced in stone. Haroun-al-Rashid might have accepted the city, but Mayor Wagner could never have believed in it.
“Look at the sky,” the old man suggested again, and there was no mockery in his voice now.
Dave looked up obediently.
The sunset colors were not sunset. The sun was bright and blinding overhead, surrounded by reddish clouds, glaring down on the fairy city. The sky was—blotchy. It was daylight, but through the clouds bright stars were shining. A corner of the horizon was winter blue; a whole sweep of it was dead, featureless black. It was a nightmare sky, an impossible sky. Dave’s eyes bulged as he looked at it.
He turned back to Sather Karf. “What—what’s the matter with it?”
“What indeed?” There was bitterness and fear in the old man’s voice. In the corner of the room, Nema looked up for a moment, and there was fear and worry in her eyes before she looked back to her weaving of endless knots. Sather Karf sighed in weariness. “If I knew what was happening to the sky, would I be dredging the muck of Duality for the likes of you, Dave Hanson!”
He stood up, wearily but with a certain ease and grace that belied his age, looking down at Dave. There was stern command in his words, but a hint of pleading in his expression.
“The sky’s falling, Dave Hanson. Your task is to put it together again. See that you do not fail us!”
He waved dismissal and Ser Perth led Dave and Nema out.
IV
The corridor down which they moved this time was one that might have been familiar even in Dave’s Chicago. There was the sound of typewriters from behind the doors, and the floor was covered with composition tile, instead of the too-lush carpets. He began to relax a little until he came to two attendants busily waxing the floor. One held the other by the ankles and pushed the creature’s hairy face back and forth, while its hands spread the wax ahead of it. The results were excellent, but Dave found it hard to appreciate.
Ser Perth shrugged slightly. “They’re only mandrakes,” he explained. He threw open the door of one of the offices and led them through an outer room toward an inner chamber, equipped with comfortable chairs and a desk. “Sit down, Dave Hanson. I’ll fill you in on anything you need to know before you’re assigned. Now—the Sather Karf told you what you were to do, of course, but—”
“Wait a minute,” Dave suggested. “I don’t remember being told any such thing.”
Ser Perth looked at Nema, who nodded. “He distinctly said you were to repair the sky. I’ve got it down in my notes if you want to see them.” She extended the woven cords.
“Never mind,” Ser Perth said. He twiddled with his mustache. “I’ll recap a little. Dave Hanson, as you have seen, the sky is falling and must be repaired. You are our best hope. We know that from a prophecy, and it is confirmed by the fact that the fanatics of the Egg have tried several times to kill you. They failed, though one effort was close enough, but their attempts would not have been made at all if they had not been convinced through their arts that you can succeed with the sky.”
Dave shook his head. “It’s nice to know you trust me!”
“Knowing that you can succeed,” the other went on smoothly, “we know that you will. It is my unpleasant duty to point out to you the things that will happen if you fail. I say nothing of the fact that you owe us your life; that may be a small enough gift, and one quickly withdrawn. I say only that you have no escape from us. We have your name, and the true symbol is the thing, as you should know. We also have cuttings from your hair and your beard; we have the parings of your nails, five cubic centimeters of your spinal fluid and a scraping from your liver. We have your body through those, nor can you take it out of our reach. Your name gives us your soul.” He looked at Hanson piercingly. “Shall I tell you what it would be like for your soul to live in the muck of a swamp in a mandrake root?”
Dave shook his head. “I guess not. I—look, Ser Perth. I don’t know what you’re talking about. How can I go along with you when I’m in the dark? Start at the beginning, will you? I was killed; all right, if you say I was, I was. You brought me to life again with a mandrake root and spells; you can do anything you want with me. I admit it; right now, I’ll admit anything you want me to, because you know what’s going on and I don’t. But what’s all this business of the sky falling? If it is and can be falling, what’s the difference? If there is a difference, why should I be able to do anything about it?”
“Ignorance!” Ser Perth murmured to himself. He sighed heavily. “Always ignorance. Well, then, listen.” He sat down on the corner of the desk and took out a cigarette. At least it looked like a cigarette. He snapped his fingers and lighted it from a little flame that sprang up, blowing clouds of bright green smoke from his mouth. The smoke hung lazily, drifting into vague patterns and then began to coalesce into a green houri without costume. He swatted at it negligently.
“Dratted sylphs. There’s no controlling the elementals properly any more.” He didn’t seem too displeased, however, as he watched the thing dance off. Then he sobered.
“In your world, Dave Hanson, you were versed in the engineering arts—you more than most. That you should be so ignorant, though you were considered brilliant is a sad commentary on your world. But no matter. Perhaps you can at least learn quickly still. Even you must have had some idea of the composition of the sky?”
Dave frowned as he tried to answer. “Well, I suppose the atmosphere is oxygen and nitrogen, mostly; then there’s the ionosphere and the ozone layer. As I remember, the color of the sky is due to the scattering of light—light rays being diffracted in the air.”
“Beyond the air,” Ser Perth said impatiently. “The sky itself!”
“Oh—space. We were just getting out there with manned ships. Mostly vacuum, of course. Of course, we’re
still in the solar atmosphere, even there, with the Van Allen belts and such things. Then there are the stars, like our sun, but much more distant. The planets and the moon—”
“Ignorance was bad enough,” Ser Perth interrupted in amazement. He stared at Dave, shaking his head in disgust. “You obviously come from a culture of even more superstition than ignorance. Dave Hanson, the sky is no such thing. Put aside the myths you heard as a child. The sky is a solid sphere that surrounds Earth. The stars are no more like the sun than the glow of my cigarette is like a forest fire. They are lights on the inside of the sphere, moving in patterns of the Star Art, nearer to us than the hot lands to the south.”
“Fort,” Dave said. “Charles Fort said that in a book.”
Ser Perth shrugged. “Then why make me say it again? This Fort was right. At least one intelligent man lived in your world, I’m pleased to know. The sky is a dome holding the sun, the stars and the wandering planets. The problem is that the dome is cracking like a great, smashed eggshell.”
“What’s beyond the dome?”
Ser Perth shuddered slightly. “My greatest wish is that I die before I learn. In your world, had you discovered that there were such things as elements? That is, basic substances which in combination produce—”
“Of course,” Dave interrupted.
“Good. Then of the four elements—” Dave gulped, but kept silent, “—of the four elements the universe is built. Some things are composed of a single element; some of two, some of three. The proportions vary and the humors and spirits change but all things are composed of the elements. And only the sky is composed of all four elements—of earth, of water, of fire and of air—in equal proportions. One part each, lending each its own essential quality to the mixture, so that the sky is solid as earth, radiant as fire, formless as water, insubstantial as air. And the sky is cracking and falling, as you have seen for yourself. The effects are already being felt. Gamma radiation is flooding through the gaps; the quick-breeding viruses are mutating through half the world, faster than the Medical Art can control them, so that millions of us are sneezing and choking—and dying, too, for lack of antibiotics and proper care. Air travel is a perilous thing; just today, a stratosphere roc crashed head-on into a fragment of the sky and was killed with all its passengers. Worst of all, the Science of Magic suffers. Because the stars are fixed on the dome of the sky. With the crumbling of that dome, the course of the stars has been corrupted. It’s pitiful magic that can be worked without regard to the conjunctions of the planets; but it is all the magic that is left to us. When Mars trines Neptune, the Medical Art is weak; even while we were conjuring you, the trine occurred. It almost cost your life. And it should not have occurred for another seven days.”
