I glared at him, waiting for more – but he offered nothing. I could see the sadness radiating over him like a dark cloud, but I wasn’t particularly interested in making him feel better. “She never told me about you, Robert. Why did she lie about it?”
“Maybe she didn’t want to scare you away? I don’t know. That’s not any of my business. I just wanted to let you know the truth; I don’t want to be the cause of you two breaking up. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Eve so intense about something in all the time I’ve known her. You obviously mean a lot to her.”
My head was spinning with Robert’s words, and I didn’t like it. Every fiber of my being was suddenly intent on confirming what he’d said, and there was only one person who could do that. I needed, more than anything, to see her.
“Thank you for coming clean,” I said, forcing a half-hearted smile.
“I know you hate me, Amanda….you don’t have to pretend otherwise. Just promise me you’ll give Eve a chance – she really, really cares about you. Don’t forget that.”
I didn’t bother answering. Without another word to Robert, I slid off of my stool and marched out of the piano bar without a glance back. For the first time that week, I felt like there was a slight glimmer of hope at the end of the tunnel – and there was no way I was going to let it out of my sight.
***
There was no reply at her suite, though I didn’t really expect to find her there. Taking the stairs two at a time, I found myself in front of the Toucan Isles restaurant. Swarms of children and sunburnt parents were lined up the buffet with filled plates, and the room with buzzing with the excitement the day’s activities had brought them.
Ignoring them, I pushed open the crew door next to the stairwell and wound my way around the catacombs of the ship’s interior. It wasn’t as easy as I’d hoped; I’d only been that one once, and Eve had been my guide. The white metal walls formed a maze that I got myself lost in several times. The Excelsius really was a big ship.
After about ten minutes, I stumbled into the oddly carpeted hallway with the three doors. One for the CEO, one for the Captain, and one…
“Eve?” I called out, knocking on the door as I did so. I was hoping she was hiding in the office, because I really didn’t want to go combing through the ship looking for her – I needed to talk to her, to see her, to look at her…
The door creaked open, and I saw the bloodshot green eyes that belonged to the woman I still loved with the bottom of my heart. The mascara she’d applied was a black smear down her cheeks, and there was little left of the cherry lipstick – it looked like she’d been chewing her lips.
Her brown hair, which usually hung in beautiful curls, was a frazzled mess. Her normally-crisp white blouse was wrinkled and untucked, and her skirt was similarly unkempt.
She was the most beautiful sight I’d seen in days.
No words were exchanged between us. After a few seconds of awkward silence, she slowly pulled the door open. I wordlessly entered and heard it close behind me. The smell of rum hit my nostrils, and I knew at once she’d knocked back a couple. The open, half-empty bottle on her otherwise spotless desk was proof enough of that.
As if by unspoken agreement, we took seats beside each other before her desk. Since I’d sought her out, I figured it was my job to break the ice. Just as I was about to begin, though, the words spilled out of her mouth like a turned faucet.
“I’m so sorry, Amanda. I wanted to tell you about Robert, I really did…I just…this relationship was so new for both of us. I didn’t want to bring in the fact that I was married a few months ago…hell, that I’m married now…ugh. I wasn’t trying to hide it from you, I swear…I just didn’t want to scare you off, you know?”
I didn’t answer right away. In the silence that followed Eve’s frantic explanation, the only noise was the constant hum of the engines on a deck somewhere below our feet. Eve’s flushed face stared at me desperately, and I could tell that she was anxious to hear my answer. I still wasn’t completely sure that I trusted Eve, but I knew that I was ready for the silence between us to be over.
“You won’t be married for long – I talked to Robert. Apparently, he faxed the divorce papers from Guest Services this morning.”
Tears began to stream down Eve’s cheeks. She looked torn between relief and depression. “I had thought that it was all taken care of months ago – I thought I’d cried all the emotions out back then. I was ready to move on with my life. Seeing him again, though…”
“Do you still love him?”
Eve barked a humorless laugh. “Hardly. No, I fell out of love with him a long time ago…we just didn’t fit, you know? Nothing really wrong with him, I guess, just…he wasn’t for me.”
“He said something the first time I talked to him…he said that you were really upset with the fact that he didn’t want kids.”
Eve was silent for a long time after that, and her attention was suddenly drawn to the porthole and the rolling waves outside. I patiently waited for her to process what I’d said, though internally I was terrified. If she had dumped Robert because he didn’t want kids, what chance did I have? I couldn’t give her children, even if she wanted them.
“I won’t lie about it,” Eve whispered. “I do want a family. Obviously, though, things are different now. I would rather have you, even if Robert did want kids. I don’t know what’s in the future, but you are what’s important to me, Amanda. I love you…I don’t want you to ever feel like you’re not enough for me – you’re all that I want.”
I could feel the tears starting to slide down my own cheeks as well, and I angrily dabbed at them. “No more secrets, Eve. It was hard enough to know you were keeping your job a secret from me…this thing with Robert was unbearable.”
“I know, I’m sorry. I really am – there’s no more to tell. My life is an open book to you, Amanda.”
My mind was still in a jumble, and I didn’t know if I could trust her like I did only a few days before. The only thing I knew was that I missed her terribly and wanted – needed – her with me. Eve made me happier than anyone I’d ever known, and I didn’t want to let her go. Hell, I didn’t want to let her out of my sight.
“Can we…are you able to get out of the office for a little bit? I need…I need to know how much you love me.”
Her lips, which had been quivering slightly in anticipation, suddenly widened into a Cheshire-cat like smile. “Absolutely,” she replied huskily.
***
After the strange dream I’d had, it was comforting to see Eve the way I remembered her. Her green eyes were sparkling now as I unzipped my jeans and let them fall to the floor of her suite. She unconsciously licked her lips as her eyes grazed over my yellow panties, and I found myself blushing from her scrutiny.
We’d made each other cum dozens of times over the last few weeks, and I still felt like a trembling virgin every time we were together. She’d always had that effect on me.
“I’ve missed you,” Eve said, descending upon my bare neck. Her lips were cool on my overheated flesh, and I could feel them trembling against my skin. “I’ve dreamed about you every night that you’ve been gone. It’s been…it’s been a hard week.”
“I dreamt about you last night,” I replied, though my words were slurred into moans by her touch. “We tried out fisting.”
Eve burst out laughing, and her eyes danced with amusement as she looked up at me. “Who was the catcher, you or me?”
“You.”
“I’m brave in your dreams. Maybe we’ll have to try that sometime. Tonight, though…can we use the new one? We didn’t get a chance to before…”
I nod emphatically, and she bounded off like an excited puppy to retrieve it from the second bedroom. When the ship had stopped at Saint Martin last week, we’d returned to the sex shop and picked up a brand new toy – a bright red, double-sided dildo.
It wasn’t so wide as to be too painful, but it was certainly going to be a new experience for the both of
us. We had planned to use it this week, but Robert’s unexpected visit had thrown a few kinks into that plan.
Eve skipped back towards me, brandishing the toy like a samurai warrior. She’d shed her blouse and skirt while in the bedroom, leaving her only her lacy white bra and panties. My insides lurched as if I’d missed a step going down some stairs – she was even more beautiful than I’d remembered.
It’d only a few days since we’d been together like this, but it felt more like an eternity. From the hunger I saw in Eve’s eyes, I could tell she felt the same way.
“I’ve been eyeing this longingly ever since we bought it,” Eve said, smirking as she slid her hands up my bare legs. Her fingers traced along the fabric of my panties before pausing at the wet spot covering my slit. My lips parted as her fingers traced the entrance of my pussy, and I couldn’t stop the shiver that ran through my body. “It’s no fun without you.”
“I’m sure you could have found some way to have fun with it,” I replied silkily. My hands traveled up her hips and waist, sliding over her breasts and stopping at her bra straps. With quick, practiced motions, she was nude from the waist up.
Her silky, full breasts were less than a foot away from me, and I craned my neck to swirl my tongue around her tender nipple. She gasped, and I felt her fingers pulling the fabric of my panties aside. My pussy offered no resistance as her index plunged inside of me.
My breath came out in a moan as I felt her pressing against my slick walls, and my other hand shot up to caress one breast while I nibbled on the other. My attention only spurred her lust, and it wasn’t long before another finger slid in to join the first. The dream I’d had the night before came back to me, and I wondered if it was on Eve’s mind as well.
“So you want me to be the brave one?” I whispered between licks and bites.
“You wish,” she teased as she slowly, rhythmically rubbed past my clit. “We’ll save that for some other time…I wanna use our toy.”
I giggled girlishly, but it quickly turned into a howl of pleasure as she slid a third finger inside of me. My legs tightened around the back of her thighs and I felt my nails digging into her back – she had no problem bringing me to the brink of pleasure. I was disappointed, then, when her wet fingers slid out of me.
“Are you ready?” she asked, holding up the bright rubber rod.
“I haven’t warmed you up at all!” I argued.
“Honey, I’m plenty warmed up as is. Don’t you worry about me.”
In one swift motion, she looped her fingers around the fabric of my panties and slid them off and onto the bed. I wasn’t perfectly shaven – I’d been too depressed to care much over the last few days – but I was still nearly bald above my glistening slit.
Her own panties fell to the floor of her cabin, and she seemed to be in a similar state. True to her word, though, I could see the overhead lights glinting off of the moisture leaking out of her. She needed no coaxing for this.
Her hands slowly, gently fed the dildo inside of her pussy. Her face contorted into a mask of pleasure as the rubber filled her cunt to the brim. She panted softly as it seemed to go no further, and she got into position near the entrance of my own pussy. With my help, she adjusted the toy so that it slid inside of me.
It wasn’t as thick as the strap-on we’d played with a few times, but it was close – I strained uncomfortably against the toy, willing my body to relax and accept the intrusion.
Once I was fairly sure I was ready, I nodded at Eve – and by unspoken agreement, we began to rock against each other. Every push of my body against Eve’s sent the rod even deeper into my pussy, and the other side was surely impaling her harder and harder with each shift.
I was already moaning by the third or fourth rock and Eve wasted no time following. The room was filled with the sounds of fucking and the high-pitched moans of two women in love.
“Oh God, oh God, oh God!” I moaned, unable to articulate anything more than that. My muscles clenched tightly around the toy and I desperately clawed at the bedspread in the midst of my pleasure. “Yes, yes, yes, oh God, Eve…yes!!”
“Oh, fuck, yes!” Eve echoed, obviously in the same world of pleasure that I was. “Harder, yes, just like that, just…!”
The toy was so far inside of us that our bodies were almost connected, and I had a sudden burst of inspiration. Reaching down, I grabbed the middle of the dildo and clenched it between my fingers. I was surprised by how slippery it was before I realized it was coated with a mixture of our juices. That thought sent a surge of lust through me and I began pumping the toy back and forth between us.
The effect of Eve was immediate – her frantic mumblings had gone silent, and her mouth was held open in a silent shriek. When the orgasm settled, her breathing was much more frantic and her body rocked against the toy even harder. I’d long since learned that it was almost impossible to sexually please Eve, and I didn’t think tonight would be any exception – but I intended to try.
“Oh, God, how do you…what…how do you do this…to me? Yes, Amanda, yes!! Oh, shit!!”
Smiling seductively, I sped up the pumping and the movements of my body. I leaned back against the bed and brought my free hand to my clit, rubbing it frantically as I fucked her. Eve’s shouts of pleasure were certain to wake the neighbors, but that was to be expected by this point. She’d never been one to censor her shrieks.
“Oh, Amanda, oh…God…yes…I’m gonna cum, I’m…-!”
“Yes, yes, mmmm, cum for me, Eve! Do it…please!!”
I’m not sure whether it was my words that spurred on the wave of pleasure or the frantic movements of the toy, but Eve’s legs suddenly locked and she bit down on the pillow beside her as the pleasure swept through her body. The fabric did nothing to muffle her, and it was her sounds of pleasure that brought me over the edge.
I let go of the toy and felt my cunt tighten against in pleasure as the tidal wave surged through me as well. The sounds of our pleasure echoed through the cabin, and I was glad that it was evening time – with luck, we wouldn’t be too upsetting to our neighbors...they should all be at dinner by now.
When the pleasure waned for us both, we collapsed on the bed in exhaustion – neither of us having the energy to even pull out the toy. I was glad of that – unlike the strap-on, the dildo was soft enough that it didn’t hurt to leave in after orgasm. I was perfectly content to lie on Eve’s bed, attached to her by the toy, forever.
Five minutes or so later, Eve was the first to disconnect us – and I saw with amusement that the toy was covered with the remnants of our cum. She dropped it onto the table next to the bed and snuggled up beside me. My hand reached around and held her tightly against my body, enjoying the wonderful sensation of having her skin pressed against mine.
“I missed you,” Eve repeated, though her voice was ragged with exhaustion and pleasure. We’d fortunately had the foresight to crank up the air conditioning, or we both would have been roasting by now.
“I thought I’d never see you again,” I replied, and I could feel the sad pit in my stomach rising up again. “I didn’t want to be on the ship anymore.”
“I know. Phillip told sent an email.”
“Oh? How badly was I cursed out?”
“Never mind that. Can I assume you’d like to stay on our little ship?”
“Is that the only reason you fucked me?” I teased. “So that you wouldn’t have to hire a new dancer?”
“Of course. The less non-sexual work I have to do, the better.”
I rolled my eyes and kissed her softly on the lips. I noticed with pleasure that hers were no longer trembling. A bridge seemed to have been formed this evening over our relationship – with any luck, this one would hold.
“I love you,” I whispered.
“I love you,” Eve whispered back, and her arms enveloped me. It wasn’t long before the exhaustion took over, and we both nodded off. I don’t know remember what I dreamed about that day, but I know one thing for certain �
�� the dream world didn’t possibly compare with what I had when I woke up next to her beautiful, smiling face…and it never would.
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