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by J. S. Cooper


  “Jared said I’m beautiful?” Lucy’s eyes lit up and I wasn’t sure if it was because Logan was touching her or because of what he said.

  “Logan, come. I want you to meet my—”

  “Not right now, Maddie.” His eyes made contact with mine, and he looked me up and down, stopping to stare suggestively at my partially exposed bosom. “Nice dress, Maddie. Very classy.” He laughed and turned back to Lucy. “So, Lucy, tell me. Are you dating anyone?”

  “No, no, no,” she giggled. “I’m single. You?”

  “Oh, I’m very single and looking.” He leaned down to whisper in her ear suggestively. “You know anyone who would be interested in going out with someone like me?” He stood up straight and all four of us stared at him. He looked absolutely gorgeous, his hair looked blonder than I remembered and it complimented his golden tan nicely. His green eyes sparkled dangerously and he had a smug look on his face as we stared at him. He was wearing a pair of khaki pants, with a nice shirt and jacket, and all I wanted to do was go to him and touch his chest and kiss him. But I knew that now wasn’t the time. I didn’t want my dad to see me with Logan.

  “I sure do.” Joanna leaned towards him and winked. “In fact, my boyfriend and I broke up a few weeks ago and I’ve been feeling horny as hell.”

  “Joanna.” My voice was loud and shocked. “That’s not appropriate.”

  “Why not?” She giggled and leaned into him. “He’s single and I’m single.”

  “Logan and I wanted to tell you something.” I smiled at them widely and walked over to him. “We are actually …”

  “I don’t think you really want to say something you don’t mean, do you, Maddie?” Logan interrupted me. “It’s funny how things change, isn’t it?”

  “Logan.” I grabbed his hand and frowned. “We need to talk.”

  “Yeah, I guess we do.” He glared at me, and we walked away from the other girls. I looked back and saw them staring at us, and I gave them a quick smile.

  “Can we go upstairs and talk?” I pulled him to the side.

  “Why can’t we talk here?” He looked around the room with a deceptive smile. “Don’t you want everyone to see us standing here?”

  “Logan, please. I don’t understand why you’re upset.”

  “You don’t understand why I’m upset?” He looked at me with slanted eyes. “I thought you were different, Maddie. Out of everyone, I thought you were the one person I could always count on to be proud of me.”

  “What are you talking about?”

  “I guess I was wrong.” His eyes hardened. “I suppose Jared was right all along.”

  “Right about what?” I shook my head, confused. “What’s going on, Logan? I don’t understand why you’re so upset with me.”

  “It doesn’t matter.” He shook his head. “What the fuck ever, I was the idiot who thought you were different.”

  “Logan, I don’t know why you’re upset.”

  “I’m not upset.” He smiled at me. “I have nothing to be upset about.”

  “Are you sure?” I bit my lip, unsure if things were really okay between us.

  “Yeah.” He leaned in towards me and kissed me on the lips quickly. “Let’s go upstairs.”

  “What?” My lips tingled from his brief touch and I looked up into his eyes.

  “I said, let’s go upstairs.”

  “You want to talk?”

  “No.” He licked his lips. “I don’t want to talk.”

  “Oh.” I felt my body tremble as he stared at me with unadulterated lust. “I don’t know.”

  “I’ve missed you,” he whispered in my ear. “You look fucking hot tonight, Maddie. I want to fuck you while everyone is downstairs wondering where you are. I want to lift that sexy dress up and have you screaming my name while you come for me, and then I want to watch you come back downstairs smiling because you just had the best fuck of your life.”

  “I don’t know.” I swallowed, incredibly turned on by his words.

  “Let me show you how much you mean to me.” He ran his hand through his hair and turned to look around the room quickly. He spotted my father and then turned back to me with a smile. “I’ve missed you this last week. I need to feel myself inside of you, please, Maddie.”

  “Okay,” I whispered. “Let’s go.” I ran up the stairs quickly and heard Logan behind me. As soon as we reached the top of the stairs, he pulled me towards him, and kissed me, his mouth pressing down on mine hungrily, and I responded to him just as passionately. “Let’s go in my room.” I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the room, and he shook his head.

  “No, let’s go the bathroom.” He grinned at me. “I want you bent over the bathtub.”

  “Oh.” I blushed as he fucked me with his eyes, and I pulled him to the bathroom a few doors away. We hurried in and I made sure to push the door closed. As soon as we walked in, Logan pushed me against the door, and I felt his hands on my breasts, caressing them roughly. He pushed the straps of my dress down and pulled the front down so he had access to my naked breasts. He bent down and took my nipple in his mouth and bit down on it so hard that I cried out in pain and pleasure. He nibbled lightly and I felt his hand on my other breast, rubbing my nipple lightly. I put my hands through his hair and closed my eyes, groaning as I felt the wetness in between my legs.

  “I missed you, Logan,” I moaned as he kissed his way back up to my lips. His eyes locked into mine as he kissed me roughly and pushed his erection against me, crushing my breasts against his chest. I reached under his shirt and ran my hands across his stomach, relishing of the feel of his naked skin against my fingers. I then ran my hands down to his pants and undid his button and unzipped him. I reached my hand down into his pants and held his erection in my hands, delighting in the feel of him growing as I squeezed it. He gasped as my fingers ran up and down his shaft, and he looked down at me with a devious smile.

  “Suck me.” His voice was coarse as he commanded me.

  “What?” I looked up at him with a slight smile.

  “Suck me.” He raised an eyebrow at me, and I couldn’t read the expression in his eyes. I kneeled down on the floor and took him into my mouth. I heard him groan as I sucked on the tip of his hardness and licked along his shaft. I took as much of him into my mouth as possible and moved my mouth back and forth on him as quickly as possible. “Fuck, Maddie, I’m going to come,” he groaned as I continued sucking him off. I looked up at him and smiled and he shuddered as he came hard and fast into my mouth. I swallowed his cum quickly, relishing the taste of him in my mouth. I laughed as I felt his cock hardening again after his orgasm.

  “You’re still horny?” I stood up and he grinned at me.

  “I’m never satisfied until I hear you screaming out my name.” He winked at me and pushed me towards the bathtub. “Bend over.” He bent me forward and I felt him lift my dress up. I heard his intake of breath as he realized I had no panties on. “You really are a bad girl, aren’t you, Maddie? You’ve been waiting for me to show up all night so I could fuck you.”

  “I…”

  “Shhh.” He growled and I felt his fingers running across my wet slit. “I don’t want to hear you saying anything until I hear you screaming out my name.” I whimpered as I felt him slip a finger inside of me and I rested my arms on the bathtub. I then felt the tip of him running up and down my slit, and I tried to push myself back into him so he would finally enter me, and put me out of my misery.

  “Please.”

  “What?” He growled into my ear, as his tip teased me.

  “Enter me,” I whispered slowly.

  “What? I can’t hear you.”

  “Fuck me, Logan,” I groaned, unable to take the incredible pleasure he was giving me with his fingers and manhood. “Please.”

  “What?” He slipped the tip of himself into me, and I moaned in relief but groaned as he withdrew from me again.

  “Fuck me, Logan,” I cried out a little louder.

  “What?” He star
ted to slide into me again.

  “Fuck me, please!” I cried out.

  “What’s my name?”

  “Logan,” I moaned.

  “Tell me again.”

  “Fuck me, Logan!” I screamed as he slid into me fully. I felt him slide in and out of me quickly, and he held onto my hips as he filled me up completely. He slowed his pace and I moaned out, wanting to feel all of him again. “Don’t stop.”

  “What?” He growled.

  “Don’t stop, please.”

  “Don’t stop what?” He started to increase his pace again, and I was lost to the pressure building up inside of me.

  “Don’t stop fucking me, Logan!” I screamed out as he intensified his pace. He slammed into me and I cried out, not believing just how wonderful it felt to have him filling me up. It was even more wonderful than I had remembered.

  “Say it again.” He paused for a second, and I moaned out. I was so close to orgasm that I couldn’t stop myself from screaming.

  “Don’t stop fucking me, Logan!” I screamed out even louder this time, as I felt myself climaxing. I looked around briefly to smile at him, and I was shocked to see that he had opened the door. He stared back at me with a closed off look as he orgasmed into me, and I shuddered as he grabbed my breasts and I felt him filling me up with his warmness.

  “What the fuck?” My dad’s voice boomed into the bathroom, and my eyes widened in shock as he stared at the two of us in the bathroom. I froze and tried to stand up, but Logan held my hips as he finished coming into me. He released me after a few seconds and I stared at him in shock and anger. “Get off of my daughter, you fucking piece of shit.” My dad walked into the bathroom, shouting. His fist was up, as if he wanted to punch him.

  “I was just leaving anyways.” Logan stared at me. “I think I got what I came for.” He smiled at me cruelly and walked out of the room. He paused for a moment and looked back at me with cold eyes. “It was nice being friends with you, Maddie.” And with that, he turned around and walked away.

  Chapter 11

  Logan

  I walked down the stairs slowly. I could feel the stares of everyone at the party on me and I wondered if they had all heard Maddie screaming out my name. I kept my head high and looked straight ahead. Fuck these people. They weren’t anything to me. I couldn’t wait to leave this godforsaken town. They were all just as bad as each other. Anger and sadness ran through my blood. How could Maddie have done this to me? I was still in shock and disappointment that she had introduced me as her friend. After everything that had happened and everything she had said. She had told me that she was proud to be dating me, that she was so excited for me to meet her family as her boyfriend. It had taken a lot for her to convince me to even come. I was the one who told her I didn’t think it was a good idea, but she had convinced me that my ideas were antiquated and that her father would respect her opinion and choice and that she wasn’t embarrassed about dating me.

  I guess she had lied. Jared had been right. I wasn’t good enough for her, and even she knew that. I walked past Maddie’s mother, and she stared at me with shocked eyes and a tight smile. I gave her a twisted face and walked out of the front door. As I walked to the main street, I stopped and turned to look back at the familiar house. It seemed so foreign to me now. I looked at the house and all I could feel was pain inside, and this time it wasn’t the angry, bitter pain of my father, but the sad, heartbreaking pain of despair and lost hope. As I walked down the street, I realized that Maddie had used me. I had been her teenage crush, and she had made that crush a reality. She had come onto me with abandon, getting me to fuck her and fall in love with her and then she had crushed me with no care. What did I matter to her? My feelings were just part of the game. Now she could go back to school and tell all her stupid, spoiled friends that she had a summer of fun, taming the town’s bad boy, and once she got him, she left him.

  I was a bigger fool than I had ever thought I would be. I walked down the street and towards the bus stop and shook my head at how eager and excited I had been to see Maddie. The evening had started with me thinking that this was the start of my new beginning and transition to a new life. Maddie had inspired me to become a new man, and I wanted to prove myself to her. The fact that she had trusted me and believed in me made me want to become a better man for her. I clutched the necklace in my pocket and held onto it tightly. How could I have been so stupid? My father was right: the mayor and his entire family weren’t to be trusted. My head was spinning as I stood waiting for the bus. Maddie’s rejection of me was hard to accept and I stared blindly into the lights of the passing cars. I pulled the necklace out of my pocket and studied it, glad I hadn’t given it to Maddie before I realized just how much of a liar she was. The small dainty pearl shined up at me, and I held the necklace gingerly in my hands. It had belonged to my mother. It was one of the only pieces she had owned, and I had been planning on giving it to Maddie that evening as a token of my love to her. I knew that she had been upset that I hadn’t told her what I had been doing all week, and I knew that she had wanted to talk about what the plan was when she went back to school. I was worried that she thought that I didn’t care because I hadn’t been able to see her for the last week. We had spoken on the phone every night, but I had been so tired most nights that I had fallen asleep on the phone. I had wanted her to know that she was my everything, and that I wanted to be with her every night. Everything I was doing was so that I could be a man who could provide for her, a man she could be proud of and rely on. I wanted to be a better man for Maddie, and I wanted to give her the most precious thing I owned to show her that she was now the most precious thing in my life. But the joke was on me, because it didn’t even matter. I didn’t matter. And now it was all over. I could still see the look in her eyes as she realized I had opened the door and her father had witnessed her screaming out my name as she orgasmed. I don’t think I would ever forget. It was bittersweet, and I knew one person that would be happy about what had happened. Jared would be exhilarated to hear that we had finally gotten some revenge on the mayor. My heart constricted as I realized that the revenge had been at the cost of Maddie and her self-respect, but I tried not to think about that. She was the one who had played me. She had hurt me more that she would ever know. And the pain she had inflicted on me had turned me into a man I never wanted to be. I still couldn’t quite believe I had concocted that plan so quickly and carried it out. It was as if I couldn’t help myself. I couldn’t think past the blinding pain and hurt. I wanted her to see how I felt.

  I was happy to see the bus arrive, and I got on, paid my fare, and sat down at the back of the bus, vowing to never come to this part of town again. My days visiting Manor Road were officially done forever. I never wanted to see that house again. It was all part of the nightmare that I wanted to put behind me. I arrived home about an hour later, and I was grateful to see that my father was asleep on the couch for once. I ran up the stairs to my room and closed the door quickly before Jared and Vincent realized I was back. I really wanted to go to my field but I had no way to get there, and I didn’t want to take Vincent’s Mustang.

  I lay on the bed and turned on some music and I stared at the wall, wondering where it had all gone wrong. Was I forever damned to a life of unhappiness? What had I done to deserve this life? I wasn’t that bad of a person. I didn’t even want to be a bad person. I just wanted to pursue my dreams like everyone. I wanted to love and be loved. I wanted someone to look at me for me and not judge me because of what they heard about me. Maddie’s face flashed in my mind; I had really thought she was different, but when it all came down to it, she had been just like all the rest. She had gotten to know the real me, I had opened up my home to her, and yet it still wasn’t enough. I flinched as the scenes from the night kept replaying in my mind. This wasn’t how our story was meant to end. I pulled out my mother’s necklace again and placed it on my night table before turning off my light and allowing the darkness to take me to a better pl
ace.

  ***

  “Logan, you up?” Vincent knocked on my door the next morning, and I groaned and rolled over, keeping my eyes closed. “So, how was last night?”

  “Vinny, I didn’t say I was up.” I glared at him. He was staring at me with a worried expression, and I sat up in the bed. “What do you want?” I snapped.

  “Joey got the call.” Vincent’s eyes were excited. “Tonight’s the night.”

  “Tonight. Fuck.” I jumped out of bed, unblinking. “We’re not ready.”

  “We’re ready.” Vincent’s voice was calm and sure. “We got this, bro.”

  “Tolstoy hasn’t gone through shutting off the alarm yet.”

  “It’s the garage.” Vincent shrugged. “Most garages aren’t connected to the alarm system.”

  “We don’t want to take that chance.” I pushed past him. “Where’s Jared?”

  “He went to check the mail.” Vincent followed me down the stairs. “The address is supposed to be in a letter.”

  “Are you fucking joking?” I walked out the front door. “It’s in the mail?”

  “Yeah, that’s how they do it.” He shrugged. “We’re ready for this, Logan.”

  “I don’t know.” I shook my head and winced. I felt like shit, my head was pounding, and I was filled with trepidation, sadness, anxiety, and anger. Not the best combination for the biggest theft of my life. “I think we should drop it.”

  “What?” Vincent looked at me in shock. “What are you talking about?”

  “I don’t think this is a good idea.”

  “Where is this coming from?” Vincent looked at me thoughtfully. “What happened last night? How’s Maddie?”

  “It’s over with Maddie.” My tone was final. I didn’t want to discuss it with anyone.

  “It’s over?” Vincent sighed and looked away as Jared approached us.

  “What up, bros?” Jared said excitedly and held up the letters in his hands. “Did Vinny tell you that today was the day? The day we become millionaires.”

 

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