The boy’s thin intense face gave up its frown. ‘Briefs,’ he said with a gesture of lowering his own and presumably his shorts as well.
‘Breeze.’ Barry jabbed a finger at the building the stall hid, then waved one limp-wristed hand. ‘Wind,’ he said in case that could possibly help.
‘Here.’
As Barry grew aware that the exchange of gestures had made the nearest members of the crowd openly suspicious, he saw the boy pick up a pocket fan and switch it on. ‘No, that’s not it,’ he said.
‘You try,’ the boy insisted, thrusting it at him.
‘No, it’s all ow.’ Barry meant to wave away the offer, but the whirling blades caught his forefinger. ‘Watch out, you clumsy bugger,’ he cried.
The boy turned off the fan, which had developed an angry rattling buzz, and peered at it. ‘You break. You pay.’
‘Don’t be daft,’ Barry mumbled, sucking his finger, which tasted like a coin. ‘Your fault, so forget it.’
He’d hardly presented his back to the stall when the boy raised his voice. ‘Pay now. Pay,’ he called, and other words that Barry didn’t comprehend.
Barry saw a scowl spread like an infection through the crowd, who seemed united in obstructing him. He was willing the commotion to attract Janet and her friends - anyone who would understand him - when the crowd parted downhill. Two policemen were heading for him.
They wore khaki shirts and shorts, and pistols in holsters on their right hips. Their dark moist faces bore identical black moustaches. ‘What is trouble?’ the larger and if possible even less jovial officer said.
‘He cut me,’ Barry blurted, displaying his injured finger, and at once felt guilty. ‘I’m sure it was an accident, but now he wants me to pay.’
‘You listen.’
It was only when the policeman confined himself to glowering that Barry grasped he was required to observe the interview with the youth, which involved much gesturing besides contributions from nearby vendors and members of the crowd. The conference appeared to be reaching agreement, by no means in his favour, when Barry tried to head it off. ‘I’ll pay something if that’ll quiet things down. It oughtn’t to be much.’
The policeman who’d addressed him brushed a thumb and forefinger over his moustache, and Barry had a nervous urge to giggle at the notion that the man was checking the hair hadn’t come unglued. He stared at Barry as if suspicious of his thoughts before growling ‘You go other place. No trouble.’
‘Thanks,’ Barry said, though his unpopularity was as clear from the policeman’s face as from every other he risked observing. To retreat uphill to take refuge with his friends he would have had to struggle through hostility that looked capable of growing yet more solid. He swung around faster than his parched unstable skull appreciated to dodge and sidle and excuse himself down to the next bend, where he saw light through a shop. Once he was out of the back entrance he should be able to find his way to the rear of the Summit Apartments.
He launched himself between two stalls piled with footwear and into the building, only to waver to a halt as darkness pressed itself like coins onto his eyes. Outlines had only started to grow visible as he headed for the daylight, so that he was halfway through the interior before he realized where he was: not in a shop but in somebody’s home. Nevertheless the contents of the trestle tables were unquestionably for sale, a jumble of bedclothes, icons, cutlery, a religious tome with dislocated pages, dresses, spanners and other tools, toys including a life-size baby that the dimness rendered indistinguishable from a real one… He couldn’t judge how many people were crouched in gloomy corners of the single room; of the one face he managed to discern, he saw only eyes and teeth. Their dull hungry gleam prompted him to fumble the topmost note off his wad and plant it between the baby’s restless feet as he made for the open at a stumbling run. He barely glimpsed all the denizens of the room flinging themselves at the cash.
He’d emerged into more of the market. Only the space just outside the door was clear. Stall-holders and their few potential customers swivelled their heads on scrawny necks to watch him. They looked as uninviting as the tables, which were strewn with goods like a rummage sale. Here were clothes he and his friends might have packed to slouch in, here were the contents of several bathrooms - shaving kits, deodorants, even unwrapped bars of soap. The stares he was receiving didn’t encourage him to dawdle. He set off as fast up the narrow tortuous dusty street as his hung-over legs would bear.
He hoped any rear entrance to the Summit Apartments would be both accessible and open. Though there were alleys between the streets, all were blocked by stalls or vans or refuse. He kept catching sight of the crowd, not including anyone who’d witnessed his difference with the youth. He might have considered dodging through a house to reach his street, but the old people dressed like shadows who were sitting in every open doorway looked worse than inhospitable. At least there weren’t many more stalls ahead.
The next offered an assortment of electrical goods: cameras, camcorders and battery chargers, a couple of personal stereos, whose rhythmic whispers reminded him that before he’d gone to university and after he’d left it as well, his parents had often complained the stereos weren’t personal enough. Suddenly he yearned to be home and starting work at the computer warehouse, the best job he’d been able to sell himself to, or even not having come away on holiday with his old friends from school. He glanced past the stall into an alley and saw them.
‘Paul,’ he shouted, ‘Derek,’ as their heads bobbed downhill, borne by the sluggish crowd. They’d looked preoccupied, perhaps with finding him. He would have used the alley if the bulk of a van hadn’t been parked mere inches short of both walls. ‘I’m here,’ he yelled, digging the heels of his hands into his chin and his fingertips into the bridge of his nose. ‘Over here,’ he pleaded at the top of his voice, and Paul turned towards him.
He would have seen Barry if he’d raised his eyes. Having surveyed the crowd between himself and the alley, he said something to Derek that caused him to glance about before vanishing downhill. The next moment, as Barry sucked in a breath that almost blinded him with the whiteness of the houses, Paul had gone too.
Barry bellowed their names and waved until his finger sprinkled the wall with a Morse phrase in blood. None of this was any use. Members of the crowd scowled along the alley at him while the vendors around him glared at him as if he was somehow giving them away. As he fell silent, the personal stereos renewed their bid for audibility. Wasn’t the one at the front of the stall playing his favourite album? He could have taken it for the stereo he’d left in the apartment. He reached for the headphones, but the stall-holder, whose leathery face seemed to have been shrivelled in the course of producing an unkempt greyish beard, tapped his arm with a jagged fingernail. ‘Buy, you listen,’ he said.
Barry had no idea what he was being told, and suddenly no wish to linger. He might have enough of a problem at the apartments, since he hadn’t brought a key with him. Best to save his energy in case he needed to persuade the owner to admit him to his room, he thought as he toiled past the final stall. It was heaped with suitcases, three of which reminded him of his and Paul’s and Derek’s. Of course there must be many like them, which was why he’d wrapped the handle of his case in bright green tape. Indeed, a greenish fragment adhered to the handle of the case that resembled his so much.
As he leaned forward to confirm what he could hardly believe, the stall-holder stepped in front of him. He wore a sack-like garment that hid none of the muscles and veins of his arms. His small dark thoroughly hairy face appeared to have been sun-dried almost to the bone, revealing a few haphazard blackened teeth. His eyes weren’t much less pale and cracked and blank than the wall behind him. ‘You want?’ he said.
‘Where’d you get these?’
‘Very cheap. Not much use.’
The man was staring so hard at him he could have intended to deny Barry had spoken. Barry was about to repeat himself louder when he he
ard a faint sound above the awning, and raised his unsteady head to see the owner of the Summit Apartments watching him with a loose lopsided smile from an upper window. ‘What do you know about it?’ Barry shouted.
If the man responded, it wasn’t to him. He addressed at least a sentence to the stall-holder, whose gaze remained fixed on Barry while growing even blanker. Barry was about to retreat downhill in search of his friends when he noticed that the vendors he’d encountered in the lesser market had been drawn by the argument or, to judge by their purposeful lack of expression, by whatever the man at the window had said. ‘All right. Forget it. I will,’ Barry lied and moved away from them.
At first he only walked. He’d reached the first alley that led to the topmost section of the main market when the owner of the Summit Apartments blocked the far end. Sandalled footsteps clattered after Barry, who almost lost the remains of his balance as he twisted to see the vendors filling the width of the street. An understated trail of blood led through the dust to him. He sprinted then, but so did his pursuers with a clacking of their sandals, and the owner of the apartments managed to arrive at the next alley as he did. Above it there were only houses that scarcely looked entitled to the name, with rubbish piled against their closed doors, their windows either shuttered or boarded up. A few dizzy panting hundred yards took him beyond them to the top of the hill.
Two policemen were smoking on it. Though he saw nothing to hold their attention, they had their backs to him. Beyond the hill there was very little to the landscape, as if it had put all its effort into the tourist area. It was the colour of sun-bleached bone, and scattered with rubble and the occasional building, more like a chunk of rock with holes in. A few trees seemed hardly to have found the energy to raise themselves, let alone grow green. Closer to the hill, several goats waited to be fed or slaughtered. Barry was vaguely aware of all this as he hurried to the policemen. ‘Can you help?’ he gasped.
They turned to bristle their moustaches at him. It didn’t matter that they were the policemen he’d encountered earlier, he told himself, nor did their sharing a fat amateur cigarette. ‘All my stuff is in the market,’ he said. ‘I know who took it, and not just mine either.’
The officer who’d previously spoken to him held up one large weathered palm. Barry kept going, since the gesture was directed at his pursuers. ‘You come,’ the man urged him.
Barry had almost reached him when the policemen moved apart, revealing a stout post, a larger version of those to which the goats were tethered. He saw the other officer nod at the small crowd - more than Barry had noticed were behind him. As the realization swung him around, his hands were captured, handcuffed against his spine and hauled up so that the chain could be attached to a rusty hook on the post. ‘What are you doing?’ Barry felt incredulous enough to waste time asking before he began to shout, partly in the hope that there were tourists close enough to hear him. ‘Not me. I haven’t done anything. It was him from the Summit. It was them. Don’t let them get away.’
The stall-holders from the cheapest region of the market were wandering downhill, leaving the owner of the apartments together with three other people as huge and glistening. The only woman looked pained by Barry’s protests or at least the noise of them. The policemen deftly emptied his pockets, and while the man who’d spoken to him in the market pocketed his cash, the other folded the traveller’s cheques in half and stuffed them in Barry’s mouth. Barry could emit no more than a choked gurgle past the taste of cardboard as the Summit man waddled up to squeeze his chest in both hands and tweak his nipples. ‘You nice,’ he told Barry as he made way for the others to palpate Barry’s shrinking genitals and in the woman’s case to emit a motherly sound at his injured finger before sucking it so hard he felt the nail pull away from the quick. All this done, the four began to wave obese wads of money at the policemen and at one another. Barry was struggling both to spit out the gag and to disbelieve what was taking place when he saw three girls appear where the houses gave way to rubble.
The girl in the middle was Janet. Presumably she hadn’t been to bed, since she was wearing the same clothes and supporting or being supported by her friends, or both. They looked as if they couldn’t quite make out the events on top of the hill. Barry threw himself from side to side and did his utmost to produce a noise that would sound like an appeal for help, but succeeded only in further gagging himself. He saw Janet blink and let go of one of her friends in order to shade her eyes. For an instant she seemed to recognize him. Then she stumbled backwards and grabbed at her companions. The three of them staggered around as one and swayed giggling downhill.
If he could believe anything now, he wanted to think she hadn’t really seen him or had failed to understand. He watched the bidding come to an end, and felt as though it concerned someone other than himself or who had ceased to be. The woman plodded to scrutinize him afresh, pinching his face between a fat clammy finger and thumb that drove the gag deeper into his mouth. ‘Will do,’ she said, separating her wad into halves that the policemen stuffed into their pockets.
While she lumbered downhill the owner of the apartments handed Barry’s passport to the policeman who had never spoken to him, and who clanked open a hulk of a lighter to melt it. The last flaming scrap curled up in the dust as the woman reappeared in a dilapidated truck. The policemen lifted Barry off the post and slung him into the back of the vehicle and slammed the tailgate.
The last he saw of them was their ironic dual salute as the truck jolted away. Sweat and insects swarmed over him while the animal smell of his predecessor occupied his nostrils and the traveller’s cheques turned to pulp in his mouth as he was driven into the pitiless voracious land.
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PAUL McAULEY
The Two Dicks
Paul mcauley has worked as a researcher and lecturer in biology in various universities before becoming a full-time writer. His novels and short stories have won the Philip K. Dick, Arthur C. Clarke, John W. Campbell and British Fantasy awards. His latest novel, Whole Wide World, is a near-future thriller set in London and Cuba.
McAuley’s other books includeFour Hundred Billion Stars, Fairyland, The Secret of Life and his acclaimed ‘The Book of Confluence’ trilogy, Child of the River, Ancients of Days and Shrine of Stars.
‘I meet up with a bunch of North London writers every other Friday for lunch and catharsis,’ the author reveals. ‘I owe the title of the story to one of them, the great American ex-pat Jay Russell.’
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P
hil is flying. He is in the air, and he is flying. His head full of paranoia blues, the Fear beating around him like black wings as he is borne above America.
The revelation came to him that morning. He can time it exactly: 0948, March 20, 1974. He was doing his programme of exercises as recommended by his personal trainer, Mahler blasting out of the top-of-the-line stereo in the little gym he’d had made from the fifth bedroom. And in the middle of his second set of sit-ups something goes off in his head. A terrifically bright soundless explosion of clear white light.
He’s been having flashes - phosphene after-images, blank moments of calm in his day - for about a month now, but this is the spiritual equivalent of a hydrogen bomb. His first thought is that it is a stroke. That his high blood pressure has finally killed him. But apart from a mild headache he feels perfectly fine. More than fine, in fact. Alert and fully awake and filled with a great calm.
It’s as if something took control of me a long time ago,he thinks. As if something put the real me to sleep and allowed a constructed personality to carry on my life, and now, suddenly, I’m fully awake again. The orthomolecular vitamin diet, perhaps that did it, perhaps it really did heighten synchronous firing of the two hemispheres of my brain. I’m awake, and I’m ready to put everything in order. And without any help, he thinks.Without Emmet or Mike. That’s important.
By this time he is standing at the tall window, looking down at the ma
nicured lawn that runs out from the terrace to the shaggy hedge of flowering bougainvillea, the twisty shapes of the cypresses. The Los Angeles sky pure and blue, washed clean by that night’s rain, slashed by three white contrails to make a leaning A.
A for affirmation, perhaps. Or A for act.
The first thing, he thinks, because he thinks about it every two or three hours, because it has enraged him ever since Emmet told him about it, the very first thing I have to do is deal with the people who stole my book.
A week ago, perhaps inspired by a precursor of the clear white flash, Phil tried to get hold of a narcotics-agent badge, and after a long chain of phone calls managed to get through to John Finlator, the deputy narcotics director, who advised Phil to go straight to the top. And he’d been right, Phil thinks now. If I want a Fed badge, I have to get it from the Man. Get sworn in or whatever. Initiated. Then deal with the book pirates and those thought criminals in the SFWA, show them what happens when you steal a real writer’s book.
It all seemed so simple in the afterglow of revelation, but Phil begins to have his first misgivings less than an hour later, in the taxi to LAX. Not about the feeling of clarity and the sudden energy it has given him, but about whether he is making the best use of it. There are things he’s forgotten, like unformed words on the tip of his tongue. Things he needs to deal with, but he can’t remember what they are.
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