by Greg Iles
With a last anxious look up Cemetery Road, he sits on the damp ground and leans against the mossy bricks in a corner where two walls meet. I sit against the adjacent wall, facing him at a right angle, my running shoes almost touching his weathered Sperrys. Only now do I realize that he must have changed clothes after work. The dealers uniform he usually wears on duty has been replaced by black jeans and a gray T-shirt.
Couldnt come out here dressed for work, he says, as though reading my mind. What he actually read, I realize, was my appraising glance. Clearly, all the drugs hes ingested over the years haven't yet ruined what always was a sharp mind.
I decide to dispense with small talk. You said some pretty scary things on the phone. Scary enough to bring me out here at this hour.
He nods, digging in his pocket for something that turns out to be a bent cigarette. Cant risk lighting it, he says, putting it between his lips, but its good to know I got it for the ride home. He grins once more before putting on a serious face. So, what had you heard before I called?
I don't want to repeat anything Tim hasn't already heard or seen himself. Vague rumors. Celebrities flying in to gamble, in and out fast. Pro athletes, rappers, like that. People who wouldn't normally come here.
You hear about the dogfighting?
My hope that the rumors are false is sinking fast. I've heard theres some of that going on. But it was hard to credit. I mean, I can see some rednecks down in the bottoms doing it, or out in the parishes across the river, but not high rollers and celebrities.
Tim sucks in his bottom lip. What else?
This time I don't answer. I've heard other rumors that prostitution and hard drugs are flourishing around the gambling trade, for example but these plagues have been with us always. Look, I don't want to speculate about things I don't know to be true.
You sound like a fucking politician, man.
I suppose thats what I've become, but I feel more like an attorney sifting the truth from an unreliable clients story. Why don't you just tell me what you know? Then I'll tell you how that fits with what I've heard.
Looking more anxious by the second, Jessup gives in to his nicotine urge at last. He produces a Bic lighter, which he flicks into flame and touches to the end of the cigarette, drawing air through the paper tube like someone sucking on a three-foot bong. He holds in the smoke for an alarming amount of time, then speaks as he exhales. You hear I got a kid now? A son.
Yeah, I saw him with Julia at the Piggly Wiggly a couple of weeks ago. Hes a great-looking boy.
Tims smile lights up his face. Just like his mom, man. Shes still a beauty, isnt she?
She is, I concur, speaking the truth. So what are we doing here, Timmy?
He still doesn't reply. He takes another long drag, cupping the cigarette like a joint. As I watch him, I realize that his hands are shaking, and not from the cold. His whole body has begun to shiver, and for the first time I worry that hes started using again.
Tim?
Its not what you think, bro. I've just been carrying this stuff around in my head for a while, and sometimes I get the shakes.
He's crying,
I realize with amazement.
He's wiping tears from his eyes.
I squeeze his knee to comfort him.
I'm sorry, he whispers. Were a long way from Mill Pond Road, aren't we?
Mill Pond Road is the street I grew up on. We sure are. Are you okay?
He stubs out his cigarette on a gravestone and leans forward, his eyes burning with passion I thought long gone from him. If I tell you more, theres no going back. You understand? I tell you what I know, you won't be able to sleep. I know you. Youll be like a pit bull yourself. You won't let it go.
Isn't that why you asked me here?
Jessup shrugs, his head and hands jittery again. I'm just telling you, Penn. You want to walk away, do it now. Climb over that wall and slide back down to your car. That's what a smart man would do.
I settle against the cold bricks and consider what I've heard. This is one of the ways fate comes for you. It can swoop darkly from a cloudless sky like my wifes cancer; or it can lie waiting in your path, obvious to any eyes willing to see it. But sometimes its simply a fork in the road, and rare is the day that a friend stands beside it, offering you the safer path. Its the oldest human choice:
comfortable ignorance or knowledge bought with pain?
I can almost hear Tim at his blackjack table on the
Magnolia Queen:
Hit or stay, sir? If only I had a real choice. But because I helped bring the Queen to Natchez, I don't.
Lets hear it, Timmy. I don't have all night.
Jessup closes his eyes and crosses himself. Praise God, he breathes. I don't know what I would have done if youd walked away. I'm way out on a limb here, man. And I'm totally alone.
I give him a forced smile. Lets hope my added weight doesn't break it off.
He takes a long look at me, then shifts his weight to raise one hip and slides something from his back pocket. It looks like a couple of
playing cards. He holds them out, palm down, the cards mostly concealed beneath his fingers.
Pick a card? I ask.
Theyre not cards. Theyre pictures. Theyre kind of blurry. Shot with a cell phone.
With a sigh of resignation I reach out and take them from his hand. I've viewed thousands of crime-scene photos in microscopic detail, so I don't expect to be shocked by whatever Tim Jessup has brought in his back pocket. But when he flicks his lighter into flame and holds it over the first photo, a wasplike buzzing begins in my head, and my stomach does a slow roll.
I know, he says quietly. Keep going. It gets worse.
CHAPTER
2
Linda Church lies beneath the man who pays her wages and tries to hide the fear behind her eyes. As he drives into her, his eyes burning, his forehead dripping sweat, she imagines she's a stone figure in a cathedral, with opaque eyes that reveal nothing. Linda reads fantasy novels during her off hours, and sometimes she imagines shes a character in a book, a noblewoman forced by a cruel twist of fate to do things she never thought she would. Things like that happened to heroines all the time. All her life (or since she was four years old and played the princess in her nursery-school play) Linda has searched for a real prince, for a gentle man who could lead her out of the thorny maze thats been her life ever since the other kind of man had his way with her. When she first met the man using her now, she believed that magical moment had finally come. Only a year shy of thirty (and with her looks still holding despite some rough treatment), Linda had finally been placed by fate in the path of a prince. He looked like a film actor, carried himself like a soldier, and best of all actually talked like a prince in the movies her grandmother used to watch. Like Cary Grant or Laurence Olivier or somebody.
But not even Cary Grant was Cary Grant. He was named Archie Leach or something, and though he was probably an okay guy, he wasn't who you thought he was, and that was the truth of life right there. Nothing was what you thought it was, because no one was who they pretended to be. Everybody wanted something, and men mostly wanted the same thing. If her prince had turned into a frog, she would at least have had the comfort of familiarity. But this story was different; this false prince had morphed into a serpent with needle-sharp fangs and sacs of poison loaded behind them. Linda now knew she was only one of twenty or thirty women hed slept with on the Magnolia Queen, and was probably still screwing, no matter what he claimed. With good-paying work so hard to find, who could afford to say no to him?
Whats your problem tonight? he grunted, still going at her without letup. Squeeze your pissflaps, woman, and give the lad something to work with.
She hates his voice most of all, because
the beautiful way he speaks in public is just another cloak he wears to hide what lies beneath his skin, and behind those measuring eyes. He really is like a character in one of her books, but not a hero. Hes a shape-shifter, a demon who knows that the surest way into the souls of normal people is to appear to be exactly what they most want, to make them believe he sees them exactly as they wish to be seen. That was how hed snared Linda. Hed made her believe her most secret fantasies about herself, just long enough to make her willingly give herself, and then the mask had come off.
The horror of that night is graven on her soul like scar tissue. In the span of a few minutes, she saw what shed allowed inside her, and something in her withered away forever. It happened in this very room, a cavernlike hold in the bowels of the Magnolia Queen, one of the only two rooms on the casino boat without security cameras. Linda works upstairs in the bar called The Devils Punchbowl, but the women on the Queen call this off-limits room the real Devils Punchbowl. For its here that the demon inside her conducts all business that cannot stand the light of day. Here he brings card counters and other troublemakers, to strap them into the chair bolted to the floor in the middle of the room. Here he brings the women who endure what Linda suffered that night after the mask came off .
After hed gone, while she put herself together as best she could, shed told herself she would quit the boat. But when it came to it, she hadn't had the nerve. Partly it was the money, of course, and the insurance benefits. But it was also the minds ability to lie to itself. A familiar voice began telling her that she was mistaken, that shed misinterpreted some of the things hed done, that she had in fact asked for those things, if not verbally then by her actions. But each new visit brought further confirmation of her warning instincts, and the fear in her had grown. She wanted desperately to stop, to flee the Queen and the city, yet she didn't. This demon seemed to haveno, he had some strange power over her, so much that she was afraid to mention her predicament to anyone else. In rational moments, this made her furious. Surely she had an open-and-shut case for sexual harassment. Of course, he might argue that the relationship was consensual. Shes given him enthusiastic sex in several places on the boat, and except for his office and this room, every inch of the casino is covered by surveillance cameraseven the bathrooms, no matter what the law says.
Shes thought about asking some other girls to go to a lawyer with her, but that would be riskier than laying all her money down on one of the table games upstairs. Linda only knows about the other girls because shes heard a couple of the trashier ones talking about how they did a group thing with him and a big player from Hong Kong. Knowing that the man inside her now has been inside those other women makes her shudder, yet she doesn't cry out or try to throw him off. Why? A heroine in one of her novels would do just that: find a hatpin or a dagger and stab him in the back during his moment of greatest passion. But real life isnt like that. In real life that moment comes and goes, and when he rolls off of you, you feel like your soul has been ripped out by its bloody roots, leaving only a husk of what you were before.
That was the state shed been in when her true prince walked into her life. He wasn't riding a white charger or wearing a doublet or a wizards robe; he was wearing a blackjack dealers uniform, and watching her with an empathy that cut right through her hardened defenses. His eyes were the opposite of those burning above her now: soft and kind and infinitely understanding. And somehow, shed known, he had seen her torment before speaking to her. He didn't know the nature of it; that would have killed him, literally, for he would have tried to stop what was going on, and he is no match for the shape-shifter. Hes too good for the job he hastoo good for her, reallybut he doesn't think so. He loves her.
The problem is that hes married. And to a good woman. Linda despises herself for wanting the husband of another woman. But what can you do if you truly love someone? How can you banish a feeling that is stronger than the darkness thats eating you from the inside out?
Youre making a bloody bags of it, the demon growls in contempt. Do ye want me to change at Baker Street?
Linda shrinks in fear, moves her hips faster. Shes picked up enough slang to feel nausea at the innocuous-sounding euphemism. Her extra effort seems to allay his anger; at least theres no more coded talk of turning her over.
She shuts her eyes and prays that the demon moving inside her won't discover her secret prince, or what hes doing at this very moment to put the world in balance again, like the heroes in her novelsnot until its one delicious second too late. For if the demon or his henchmen discover that, Timothy will diehorribly. Worse, they will surely make him talk before the end.
That's one of their specialties.
CHAPTER
3
Penn? Tim says softly, touching my knee. Are you okay?
I'm bent over three blurry photographs in my lap, trying to absorb whats printed on the rectangles of cheap typing paper, with only the wavering flame of a cigarette lighter to illuminate them. It takes a while to truly see images like these. As an assistant district attorney, I found that murder victimsno matter how brutally beaten or mutilateddid not affect me quite so deeply as images of those who had survived terrible crimes. The mind has a prewired mechanism for distancing itself from the dead, surely a survival advantage in our species. But we have no effective filter for blocking out the suffering of living humansnone besides turning away, either physically or through denial (not if were raised right, as Ruby Flowers, one of the women who raised me would have said).
The first picture shows the face of a dog that looks as though it was hit by a truck and dragged a hundred yards over broken glass. Yet despite its horrific wounds, the animal is somehow standing under its own power, and staring into the camera with its one remaining eye. Wincing with revulsion, I slide the photo to the bottom of the group and find myself looking at a blond girlnot a woman, but a girl carrying a tray filled with mugs of beer. It takes a moment to register that the girl, whos no older than fifteen, wears no top. A vacant smile animates her lips, but her eyes are eerily blank, the look of a psych patient on Thorazine.
When I slide this photo aside, my breath catches in my throat. What might be the same girl (I cant be sure) lies on a wooden floor while a much older man has intercourse with her. The most disturbing thing about this photo is that it was shot from behind and between a group of men watching the act. Theyre only visible from knee to shoulderthree wear slacks and polo shirts, while a fourth wears a business suitbut all have beer mugs in their hands.
Did you take these pictures? I ask, unable to hide my disgust.
No
Damn!
Tim jerks the hand holding the cigarette lighter, and the guttering light goes out. You seen enough?
Too much. Who took these?
A guy I know. Lets leave it at that for now.
Does he know you have them?
No. And hed be in serious shit if anybody knew hed taken them.
I lay the pictures beside Tims leg, then close my eyes and rub my temples to try to stop an incipient headache. Whos the girl?
Dont know. I really don't. They bring in different ones.
She didn't look more than fifteen.
If that.
Those pictures were taken around here?
At a hunting camp a few miles away. They run people to the dogfights on their VIP boat. Change the venues each time.
Now that the lighter is out, my night vision is returning. Tims haggard face is wan in the moonlight. I expel a rush of air. God, I wish I hadn't seen those.
He doesn't respond.
And the dog?
The loser of a fight. Just before his owner killed him.
Christ. Is that the worst of it?
Tim sighs like a man stripped of precious illusions. Depends on your sensibi
lities, I guess.
And youre saying this is beingwhat, promoted? by the Magnolia Queen?
Tim nods but does not speak.
Why?
To pull the whales down south.
Whales?
High rollers. Big-money players. Arab playboys, Asian trust-fund babies. Drug lords, pro athletes, rappers. Its a circus, man. And what brings em from the farthest away is the dogfighting. Blood sport. Tim shakes his head. Its enough to make you puke.
Is it working? To pull them in?
Yeah, its working. And not just spectators. Its the competition. Bring your killer dog and fight against the best. We had a jet fly in from Macao last week. A Chinese billionaires son brought his own dog in to fight. A Bully Kutta. Ever hear of those? Bastard weighed more than I do. The dog, I mean.
I try to imagine a dog that outweighs Tim Jessup. Through the Natchez airport?
Hell, no. Theres other strips around here that can take a private jet.
Not many.
The point is, this is a major operation. Theyd kill me without a seconds hesitation for talking to you. Id be dog bait, and thats a truly terrible way to die.
Something in Tims voice when he says dog bait touches a nerve in me. Its fear, I realize. Hes watching me closely, trying to read my reaction.
Why do I feel like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop?
Jessup hesitates like a diver just before the plunge. Then he clucks his tongue and says, Theyre ripping off the city, Penn.
This sudden shift in focus disorients me. I settle back against the bricks and watch the wings of an angel twenty yards away. The dew has started to settle; the air around me seems a fine spray that requires wearying effort to pull into my lungsmaybe thick enough for a stone angel to take flight. The low, churning rumble of a push boat on the river far below tells me that sound travels farther than I thought tonight, so I lower my voice when I ask,
