by Marie Force
“I want to touch you, too.”
“You’ll get your turn.” He cupped her breasts and ran his thumbs over nipples still sensitive from his earlier ministrations. “It was infuriating today to hear that bastard call you frigid.” His hands coasted down over her ribs. One arm encircled her while his other hand slid through the dampness between her legs. “Feel that?” he whispered. “That’s as far from frigid as you can get.”
“I hardly ever came when I had sex with him,” Sam managed to say. “It made him mad.”
“We know you weren’t the problem, right?” he asked as he drove two fingers into her.
Sam cried out.
“Did you mess up my desk on purpose?” he asked, his fingers coming to a halt deep inside her.
Laughing, she said, “Maybe!” She wiggled her hips, begging him to continue.
“’Fess up or you won’t get what you want.”
“Yes! I did it!”
“That was easy,” he chuckled. “Now you must be punished.”
She moaned as he found the spot that throbbed for his touch.
He shifted the arm he had around her so his hand gripped her ass, holding her still for his gliding fingers. When he captured her nipple between his teeth, the combination lifted her into a powerful orgasm that stole the breath from her lungs and brought tears to her eyes.
“So hot,” he whispered against her lips. “So, so hot.”
His fingers continue to tease, and Sam was astounded to feel another climax building. Somehow she marshaled the energy to tear at his shirt, lifting it up and over his head. She ran her hand down his chest to his belly and below, dragging her finger over his steely length.
He inhaled sharply.
“Nick, please. I want you.”
“You have me, Samantha. I’m all yours. Forever and always.” He kissed her as if it was the first time all over again, exploring her mouth with deep, penetrating sweeps of his tongue.
When she couldn’t stand the burning need another minute, she worked her way off his lap, pulled him up and stripped him in record time. Dropping to her knees, she took him into her mouth.
“Sam…” He buried his fingers in her hair. “Babe, wait. This was about you. Come up here.”
“You said I’d get my turn,” she pouted, dragging her tongue over him as she looked up to find his eyes bearing down on her.
“And you will.” He helped her up, returned to the chair and brought her down to straddle him once again. “I love you.”
She tilted her hips and took him in. Leaning forward she touched her lips to his. “I love you, too.”
“I’m never going to get tired of hearing that.”
“I’m never going to get tired of saying it.”
“Promise?”
She nodded and rolled her hips to take him deeper.
Releasing a long deep breath, his eyes fluttered closed.
Sam kissed the bandage above his eye and rode him slowly, each movement taking them both closer…so close.
Suddenly, he wrapped his arms tight around her, stood up and carried her to the sofa without losing their connection.
Hooking his arms under her knees he held her open for his fierce possession. Caught up in the thrill, Sam came with a sharp cry of release that dragged him right down with her.
“Damn,” he whispered a minute of heavy breathing later. “Just when I think it can’t get any more perfect…”
She brushed the damp hair off his forehead. “It does.”
“We’re going to kill ourselves if it gets any more perfect.”
Sam laughed. “Hell of a way to go.”
With his eyes fixed on hers, he kissed her softly.
“I have something I need to tell you,” she said, her stomach twisting as she said the words.
“Now?”
Filled with a kind of fear she hadn’t often experienced, she bit her bottom lip and nodded.
“So are you going to clue me in on what I’m doing here?” Elin Svendsen said as she paced the fancy hotel room.
“I told you,” Freddie said, keeping a tight rein on his libido as he watched her move back and forth. “It’s for your safety.”
“Are you sure?” Her teasing smile shot lust straight through him. He was glad he’d kept his trench coat on. “I’m starting to wonder if you made this whole thing up to get me alone in a hotel room.” She sashayed up to him so that her breasts were right at his eye level.
Desperate, he said, “One of John O’Connor’s ex-girlfriends was murdered.”
Elin gasped. “For real?”
“Would I lie about murder?”
“I don’t know. Would you?”
“I never lie about murder.”
“I don’t get it. He wasn’t married or anything.”
“Well, he sort of was.”
Elin spun around. “What do you mean?”
Freddie told her about the woman and child who’d been banished to the Midwest twenty years ago.
“So you think it’s her?”
“We suspect it could be, and we want to keep you safe until we find her.”
Elin crossed her arms in a protective gesture that tugged at his heart. “I can’t believe he had this whole other secret life.”
“Apparently, no one knew. Not even his closest friend.”
“I don’t sleep with married guys. I know you probably think I’m easy, but I do have morals.”
“I never suspected otherwise.”
She tilted her head to study him. “You’re pretty cute, you know that?”
Freddie cheeks heated with embarrassment. “Thanks. I think.”
Smiling, she added, “We could make this little ‘protection mission’ of yours a whole lot more fun if you’re game.”
He swallowed hard. “What do you mean?”
She bent over, her top sliding forward to reveal a tantalizing view of her spectacular breasts. A hint of the Cupid tattoo was visible over the top of her low-cut bra. “Sex, Detective,” she whispered. “Dirty, raunchy sex.”
Feeling as if he was being tested, Freddie shifted to relieve the growing pressure in his lap. “I’m on duty.”
“Who would know?”
“I would.” Sam would know. Somehow, she’d find out, and I’d be screwed in a whole other way.
Shooting him an “are you for real?” look, Elin shrugged and reached for her bag. “I’m going to get changed.”
As soon as he heard the bathroom door close behind her, Freddie closed his eyes and counted to ten. God help him, but he wanted to grab her, toss her down on the bed and have his way with her. Reminding himself that he was working, he willed his throbbing erection into submission.
Elin emerged from the bathroom wearing a purple silk nightgown that just barely covered her shapely ass.
Freddie suppressed a groan as she passed by him, leaving a fragrant cloud in her wake.
“Are you sure you don’t want to have some fun?” she asked as she got settled in the other bed.
“Positive,” he said through gritted teeth.
She flipped off the light. “Your loss.”
Freddie fell back on the second bed and released a tortured deep breath. He was definitely being tested.
Nick grabbed a blanket from the back of the sofa and spread it over them, arranging them so they lay facing each other. He traced a finger over Sam’s frown. “I don’t know what’s causing you such concern, but whatever it is, we’ll get through it together, Sam.”
She rested her hand on his chest.
Nick’s heart galloped under her touch as he waited for her to gather her thoughts.
“When I was with Peter,” she said tentatively, “we tried for a long time to have a baby. We were about to go for infertility treatment when I got pregnant.”
Imagining what she was going to say, Nick ached for her.
“I was so excited, even though Peter and I were already having a lot of problems. I know it was foolish to think a baby could fix it, but
I still had hope then.”
His heart breaking, Nick wiped away a tear that spilled down her cheek.
“I miscarried at twelve weeks.”
“Sam… I’m so sorry.”
“It was a bad miscarriage. I lost a lot of blood, and it took me a really long time to bounce back. Peter was so devastated. He kind of retreated into himself.”
“So you went through it alone.”
She shrugged and sat up, moving out of his embrace. “I had my sisters, my family. Angela had Jack a short time later, and he saved me in so many ways. He’s my baby as much as he’s hers. She even says so.”
“He’s adorable.”
“He’s my little man.” She wiped her face with an impatient swipe, as if the tears were pissing her off. “A couple of months later, the doctor told me we could try again. Things with Peter had seriously disintegrated, but we both still wanted a baby so we made an effort to fix what was wrong even though I already knew it couldn’t really be fixed. For a while, though, things were better. A year after the miscarriage, I got pregnant again, but I didn’t know. It was an ectopic pregnancy. Do you know what that is?”
Nick sat up, reached for her hand and tried not to be hurt when she brushed him off. “I’ve heard of it.”
“It’s when the embryo implants outside the uterus. In my case, it was in one of the fallopian tubes. I was home alone when the tube erupted. I had almost bled to death when Angela found me.”
“Jesus, Sam.”
“I was in the hospital for more than a week that time. It was the most painful thing I’ve ever been through—physically and emotionally. I lost the tube and one of my ovaries. Because of some other problems I’d had with endometriosis, my doctor told me it was unlikely that I’d ever conceive again.”
All at once Nick understood what had her so worried. “It doesn’t matter, Sam. Not to me. If that’s what you’re worried about, don’t.”
“But you want a family. You deserve a family after growing up without one.”
“We’ll have one. We can adopt. There’re millions of kids out there in need of homes. It doesn’t matter to me how we get them.”
“But—”
He leaned over and kissed her. Hard. “No buts. You’re the key to everything. I knew that years ago when I first met you, and I know it even more now after living without you for so long. You’re what I need most. We’ll figure out the rest.” Caressing her cheek, he added, “You’ve already given me so much that I’ve never had before. I don’t want you to spend another second worrying about the one thing you can’t give me.”
“I told you I’m on the pill, but I’m not. I don’t need to be, but I couldn’t very well blurt this whole thing out when we were about to make love the other day. I’m sorry I lied to you.”
“That doesn’t even count as a lie, babe. When the time is right, and we’re ready to have a family, we’ll work something out.”
“You should think about it. You should take some time to make sure—”
He stopped her with a finger to her lips. “I don’t need to think about it.”
The tension seemed to leave her body in one long exhale, and when he reached for her, she came willingly back into his arms.
“Do you feel better?”
She nodded. “I felt like I was deceiving you by getting so involved with you and not telling you this.”
“You weren’t deceiving me. It’s part of you, Sam. It’s part of what’s made you who you are, and I love everything about you.”
She ran her finger over the stubble on his jaw. “I used to dream about you when I was married. I wondered where you were, what you were doing, if you were happy. We only had that one night together, but I thought about you all the time.”
The reminder of what they’d been denied made him ache with regret. “I thought about you, too. I read the paper obsessively, looking for the slightest mention of you.”
“I did, too! I knew you were working for O’Connor. I even watched hours of congressional coverage, hoping for a glimpse of you, but you kept a low profile. I hardly ever saw you.”
“My profile is probably going to get even lower.”
“What do you mean?”
“I checked my voicemail at the office today. Got a few job offers.”
“Like what?”
“Legislative affairs for the junior senator from Hawaii, communications for the senior senator from Florida. Oh, and director of the Columbus office for the senior senator from Ohio.” With a teasing smile, he added, “What do you think about living in Columbus?”
She curled up her nose. “Is there anything that wouldn’t be a major step down?”
“Nope. But that’s how it works in politics. Your fortunes as a staffer are tied up in who you work for. If they go up, you go up. If they flame out, so do you.”
“Or if they die…”
“Exactly.”
“So what’re you going to do?”
“I’ve got some money put away, and there’s that money coming from John, too, so I’m not going to make any hasty decisions. In fact, it might be time for a change.”
“What kind of change?”
“I used to toy with the idea of going to law school. It’s probably too late now, but I still think about it.”
“If it’s what you want, you should do it.”
Nick chuckled as he tweaked her nose. “So you’d be willing to put up with a professional student for a couple of years?”
“Whatever makes you happy makes me happy.”
He shifted so he was on top of her. “You make me happy.”
Sam’s arms curled around his neck to bring him in for a kiss full of love and promise. She wrapped her long legs around his hips and arched her back, seeking him.
As Nick slid into her, he was so overwhelmed by love for her it took his breath away. Trying to get a hold of his emotions, he stayed still for a long moment until she began to wiggle under him, asking for more. What had earlier been frenetic was now slow and dreamy. He leaned in to kiss her, managing to hang on to his control until she gripped his ass to keep him inside her when she climaxed.
“Sam,” he gasped as he pushed into her one last time, unable to believe they had managed to top perfection.
Chapter 34
Sam was trying to shake off the sex-induced stupor and open her eyes to go back to work when her phone rang. Checking the caller ID, she saw it was Gonzo. “What’ve you got?”
“A bloodbath,” he said. “They’re both dead.”
Giving herself a second to absorb the news, she said, “How?”
“Noel was shot twice in the head at close range. Just like the other one, she was tied to the bed and tortured.”
“I’m on my way.” Sam sat up and started pulling on clothes.
“What’s wrong?” Nick mumbled, half asleep.
“Noel and Natalie Jordan were murdered in their house.”
He gasped. “Oh my God.”
“I’ve got to get over there.”
Reaching for his jeans, he said, “I’ll come with you.”
“No! There’s no need. Peter’s locked up, and I have to work.”
“I promise I’ll stay out of the way.”
“You never stay out of the way.”
“I knew these people, Sam. Don’t make me stay home.”
He looked so uncharacteristically vulnerable that her heart went out to him. She understood all at once that more than anything he didn’t want to be alone just then. “Okay, but you will stay out of the way.”
“I promise.”
On the way to Belle Haven, Sam arranged for surveillance on Elin Svendsen’s apartment building in case Patricia showed up there looking to make Elin her next victim. To Nick, she said, “Can you call Christina? I need the full list of every woman John dated during the years she worked for him.”
“All of them?”
“Every one. I want names, addresses and phone numbers. Patricia has been gathering the same info
we have. She’s had someone digging into his past. I want to know what else she found—or rather who else.”
“Christina might not have all that.”
Sam shot him a withering look. “She was in love with him. You think she doesn’t have the full lowdown on all the women he dated? Give me a break. She’s probably got every detail down to their bra size in a spreadsheet. Tell her to e-mail the list to me.”
While Nick made the call, Sam ordered first shift to be called in early. Rounding up all of John’s Barbies was going to take some serious manpower. Her cell phone rang, and Sam took the call from Detective Jeannie McBride.
“We’ve checked every hotel in the city,” Jeannie said. “No hits for a Patricia Donaldson. Do you want me to start checking the burbs?”
Sam thought about that for a moment. “Try Patricia O’Connor, and get some extra people on it. I need that info ASAP.”
“You got it, Sergeant.”
Sam ended the call, but clutched the phone as they sped toward the Jordans’s house. “I can’t believe I didn’t get to her sooner.”
“She was the love of his life. Why would you think it was her?”
“He was the love of her life. Not the other way around. If a guy loves a woman the way she told us he loved her, he’s not banging everything he can get his hands on when he’s not with her. I think maybe she was still caught up in their teenage Romeo and Juliet romance, but he’d moved on. I’d sure love to talk to their kid. Thomas.”
“He must be somewhere local with the funeral the day after tomorrow.”
“If he is, we’ll find him—and his mother. I just hope we get to her before she gets to another of John’s girlfriends.”
By the time they arrived, the Jordans’s Belle Haven neighborhood was overrun with emergency vehicles.
Gonzo met them, his usually calm demeanor rattled. “I got here as soon as I could after Cruz called to tell me you wanted her picked up. The door was open. I saw him lying in the foyer and immediately called it in. We’re getting some shit from Alexandria, so you’ll have to talk your way in.”
Calling on every ounce of patience she could muster, Sam explained to the Alexandria Police that the Jordan murders were possibly tied to Senator O’Connor’s killing. After some territorial squabbling and just as she was about to get ugly with them, they agreed to let her view the crime scene. They made Nick wait outside.
