After dinner I did what she probably expected me to. I kissed her, then held her close to me and hoped to go to something a bit more intimate. She pushed me away. "Hal, please."
"Sorry."
"Don't be. I like you, Hal. It's just that-"
"Deane Knowles," I said.
She gave me a puzzled look. "No, of course not. But- I do like your friend Louis. Can't we be friends, Hal? Do we have to-"
"Of course we can be friends."
I saw a lot of her in the next three weeks. Friends. I found myself thinking about her when I wasn't with her, and I didn't like that. The whole thing's silly, I told myself. Junior officers have no business getting involved with governor's daughters. Nothing can come of it, and you don't want anything to come of it to begin with. Your life's complicated enough as it is.
I kept telling myself that right up to the day the surgeon told me I could rejoin my outfit. I was glad to go.
It was still my company. I hadn't been with most of them at all, and I'd been with the team at the fort only a few days, but A Company was mine. Every man in the outfit thought so. I wondered what I'd done right. It didn't seem to me that I'd made any good decisions, or really any at all.
"Luck," Deane told me. "They think you're lucky.”
That explained it. Line marines are probably the most superstitious soldiers in history. And we'd certainly had plenty of luck.
I spent the next six weeks honing the troops into shape. By that time Ardwain was back, with centurion's badges. He was posted for light duty only, but that didn't stop him from working the troops until they were ready to drop. We had more recruits, recently arrived convicts, probably men who'd been part of the River Pack at one time. It didn't matter. The marine machine takes over, and if it doesn't break you, you come out a marine.
Falkenberg had a simple solution to the problem of deserters. He offered a reward, no questions asked, to anyone who brought in a deserter-and a larger reward for anyone bringing in the deserter's head. It wasn't an original idea, but it was effective.
Or had been effective. As more weeks went by with nothing to do but make patrols along the river, drill and train, stand formal retreat and parades and inspections, men began to think of running.
They also went berserk. They'd get drunk and shoot a comrade. Steal. We couldn't drill them forever, and when we gave them any time off, they'd get the bug.
The day the main body had reached Fort Beersheeba, the 501st had been combat-weary, with a quarter of its men on the casualty list. It was an exhausted battalion, but it had high spirits Now, a few months later, it was up to strength, trained to perfection, well organized and well fed-and unhappy.
I found a trooper painting "I.H.T.F.P." on the orderly room wall. He dropped the paint bucket and stood to attention as I came up.
"And what does that mean, Hora?"
He stood straight as a ramrod. "Sir, it means I Have This day Found Paradise."
"And what's going to happen to you if Sergeant Major this day finds Private Hora painting on the orderly room wall?"
"Cells, Lieutenant."
"If you're lucky. More likely you'll get to dig a hole and live in it a week. Hora, I'm going to the club for a drink. I don't expect to see any paint on that wall when I come back."
Deane laughed when I told him about it. "So they're doing that already. 'I hate this frigging place.' He means it, too."
"Give us another six weeks and I'll be painting walls," I said. "Only I'll put mine on the governor's palace."
"You'll have to wait your turn," Deane quipped.
"Goddam it, Deane, what can we do? The NCOs have got so rough I think I'll have to start noticing it, but if we relax discipline at all things will really come apart."
"Yeah. Have you spoken to Falkenberg about it?"
"Sure I have, but what can he do? What we need is some combat, Deane. I never thought I'd say that. I thought that was all garbage that they gave us at the academy, that business about le cafard and losing more men to it than to an enemy, but I believe it now."
"Cheer up," Deane said. "Louis is officer of the day, and I just heard the word from him. We've got a break in the routine. Tomorrow Governor Hugo Swale, Hisself, is coming to pay a visit to the gallant troops of the 501st. He's bringing your medal, I make no doubt."
"How truly good," I said. "I'd rather he brought us a good war."
"Give him time," Deane said. "The way those damned merchants from Harmony are squeezing the farmers, they're all ready to revolt."
"Just what we need. A campaign to put down the farmers," I said. "Poor bastards. They get it from everybody, don't they? Convicts that call themselves tax collectors. Now you say the Harmony merchants-"
"Yeah," Deane said. "Welcome to the glory of CoDominium Service."
Sergeant Major Ogilvie's baritone rang out across the Fort Beersheeba parade ground. "Battalion, ATTEN-HUT! A Company color guard, front and center, MARCH!"
That was a surprise. Governor Swale had just presented me with the military medal, which isn't the Earth but I was a bit proud of it. Now our color guard marched across the hard adobe field to the reviewing stand.
"Attention to orders," Ogilvie said. "For conspicuous gallantry in the face of the enemy, A Company, 501st Provisional Battalion, is awarded the Unit Citation of Merit. By order of Rear Admiral Sergei Lermontov, Captain of the Fleet, Crucis Sector Headquarters. A Company, PASS IN REVIEW!"
Bits of cloth and metal, and men will die for them. The old military game. It's all silly. And we held our heads high as we marched past the reviewing stand.
Falkenberg had found five men who could play bagpipes, or claimed they could-how can you tell if they're doing it right?-and they had made their own pipes. Now they marched around the table in the Officers' Mess at Fort Beersheeba. Stewards brought whiskey and brandy.
Governor Hugo Swale sat politely, trying not to show any distress as the pipers thundered past him. Eventually they stopped. "I think we should join the ladies," Swale said. He looked relieved when Falkenberg stood.
We went into the lounge. Irina had brought another young woman, a visitor from one of the farm areas. She was about 19, I thought, with red-brown hair and blue eyes. She would have been beautiful if she didn't have a perpetual haunted look. Irina had introduced her as Kathryn Malcolm.
Governor Swale was obviously embarrassed to have her around. He was a strange little man. There was no resemblance between him and Irina, nothing that would make you think he was her father. He was short and dumpy, almost completely bald, with wrinkles on his high forehead. He had a quick nervous manner of speaking and gesturing. He so obviously disliked Kathryn that I think only the bagpipes could have driven him to want to get back to her company. I wondered why. There'd been no chance to talk to any of them at dinner.
We sat around the fireplace. Falkenberg gave a curt nod, and all the stewards left except Monitor Lazar, Falkenberg's own orderly. Lazar brought a round of drinks and went off into the pantry.
"Well. Here's to A Company and its commander," Falkenberg said. I sat embarrassed as the others stood and lifted their glasses.
"Good work indeed," Hugo Swale said. "Thanks to this young man, the Jordan Valley is completely pacified. It will take a long time before there's any buildup of arms here again. I want to thank you gentlemen for doing such a thorough job."
I'd had a bit too much to drink with dinner, and there'd been brandy afterwards, and the pipers with their wild war sounds. My head was buzzing. "Perhaps too thorough," I muttered as the others sat down. I honestly don't know whether I wanted the others to hear me or not. Deane and Louis threw me sharp looks.
"What do you mean, Hal?" Irina asked.
"Nothing-"
"Spit it out," Falkenberg said. The tone made it an order.
"I've a dozen good men in cells and three more in a worse kind of punishment; half my company is on extra duty; and the rest of them are going slowly mad," I said. "If we'd left a bit of the fighting to do
we'd at least have employment." I tried to make it a joke.
Governor Swale took it seriously. "It's as much a soldier's job to prevent trouble as to fight."
You pompous ass, I thought. But of course he was right.
"There's plenty that needs doing," Kathryn Malcolm said. "If your men are spoiling to fight somebody, lend them to us for a while." She wasn't joking at all.
Governor Swale wasn't pleased at all. "That will do, Kathryn. You know we can't do that."
"And why not?" she demanded. "You're supposed to be governor of this whole planet, but the only people you care about are the merchants in Harmony. Those sanctimonious hymn singers! You know the grain they're buying is stolen. Stolen from us, by gangsters who claim to be our government, and if we don't give them what they want, they take it anyway and kill everyone who tries to stop them. And then you buy it from them!"
"There is nothing I can do," Swale protested. "I don't have enough troops to govern the whole planet. The Grand Senate explicitly instructed me to deal with local governments-"
"The way you did with the River Pack," Kathryn said. Her voice was bitter. "All they did was try to make some money by charging tolls for river traffic. They wouldn't deal with your merchants, so you sent the marines to bargain with them. Just how many people in the Jordan Valley thanked you for that, Governor? Do they think you're their liberator?"
"Kathryn, that's not fair," Irina protested. "There are plenty of people glad to be free of the River Pack. You shouldn't say things like that."
"All I meant was that the River Pack wasn't so bad. Not compared to what we have to live with. But His Excellency isn't concerned about us, because his merchants can buy their grain at low prices He doesn't care that we've become slaves."
Swale's lips tightened, but he didn't say anything.
"Local governments," Kathryn said. "What you've done, Governor, is recognize one gang. There's another gang, too, and both of them collect taxes from us! It's bad enough with just one, but it can't even protect us from the other! If you won't give us our land back, can't you at least put down the rival gangsters so we only have one set of crooks stealing from us?"
Swale kept his voice under control. He was elaborately polite as he said, "There is nothing we can do, Miss Malcolm. I wish there were. I suggest you people help yourselves."
"That isn't fair either," Irina said. "You know it isn't. They didn't ask for all those convicts to be sent here. I think Kathryn has a very good idea. Loan her the 501st. Once those hills are cleaned out and the gangsters disarmed the farmers can protect themselves. Can't they, Kathryn?"
"I think so. We'd be ready, this time."
"See? And Hal says his men are spoiling for a good fight. Why not let them do it?"
"Irina, I have to put up with that from Miss Malcolm because she is a guest, but I do not have to take it from you, and I will not. Captain, I thought I was an invited guest on this post."
Falkenberg nodded. "I think we'd best change the subject," he said.
There was an embarrassed silence. Then Kathryn got up and went angrily to the door. "You needn't bother to see me to my room," she said. "I can take care of myself. I've had to do it often enough. I'm not surprised that Captain Falkenberg isn't eager to lead his troops into the hills. I notice that he sent a newly commissioned lieutenant to do the tough part of Governor Swale's dirty work. I'm not surprised at all that he doesn't want any more fighting." She left, slamming the door behind her.
Falkenberg acted as if he hadn't heard her. I don't suppose there was anything else he could do. The party didn't last much longer.
I went to my rooms alone. Deane and Louis offered to stay with me, but I didn't want them. I told them I'd had enough celebrating.
Hartz had left the brandy bottle on the table, and I poured myself another drink although I didn't want it. The table was Arrarat ironwood, and God knows how the troops had managed to cut planks out of it. My company had built it and a desk and some other furniture, and put them in my rooms while I was in hospital. I ran my hand along the polished tabletop.
She should never have said that, I thought. And I expect it's my fault. I remembered Irina saying much the same thing back in Garrison, and I hadn't protested. My damned fault. Falkenberg never explained anything about himself, and I'd never learned why he hadn't come with us the night we attacked the fort, but I was damned sure it wasn't cowardice. Louis and Deane had straightened me out about that. No one who'd been with him on the march up the river could even suspect it.
And why the hell didn't I tell Irina that? Cocky kid, trying to impress the girls. Too busy being proud of himself to-
There was a knock on the door. "Come in," I said.
It was Sergeant Major Ogilvie. There were some ethers in the hall. "Yes, Sergeant Major?"
"If we could have a word with the lieutenant. We have a problem, sir."
I gestured to the room and Ogilvie came inside. When his huge shoulders were through the doorway I saw Monitor Lazar and Kathryn Malcolm behind him. They all came in, and Kathryn stood nervously, her hands twisted together. "It's all my fault," she said.
Ogilvie ignored her. "Sir, I have to report that Monitor Lazar has removed certain orders from the battalion files without authorization."
"Why tell me? I asked. "He's Captain Falkenberg's orderly."
"Sir, if you'll look at the papers. He showed them to this civilian. If you say we should report it to the Captain we'll have to." Ogilvie's voice was carefully controlled. He handed me a bound stack of papers.
They were orders from Colonel Harrington to Falkenberg as commander of the 501st, and they were dated the first day we'd arrived on Arrarat. I'd never seen them myself. No reason I should, unless Falkenberg were killed and I had to take over as his deputy.
Lazar stood at rigid attention. He wasn't looking at me, but seemed fascinated with a spot on the wall above me.
"You say Miss Malcolm has read these, Sergeant Major?"
"Yes, sir."
"Then it will do no harm if I read them, I suppose." I opened the order book. The first pages were general orders commanding Falkenberg to organize the 501st. There was more, about procedures for liaison with Major Lorca and the Garrison supply depot. I'd seen copies of all those. "Why the devil did you think Miss Malcolm would be interested in this stuff, Lazar?" I asked.
"Not that, sir," Ogilvie said. "Next page."
I thumbed through the book again. There it was.
Captain John Christian Falkenberg, Commanding Officer 501st Provisional Battalion of Line Marines.
1. These orders are written confirmation of verbal orders issued in conference with above named officer.
2. The 501st Bn. is ordered to occupy Fort Beersheeba at earliest possible moment consistent with safety of the command and at the discretion of Bn. CO.
3. Immediate airborne assault on Fort Beersheeba is authorized provided that assault risks no more than 10 percent effective strength of 501st Bn.
4. Any assault on Fort Beersheeba in advance of main body of 501st Bn. shall be commanded by an officer other than CO 501st Bn., and request of Captain Falkenberg to accompany assault and return to Bn. after Fort Beersheeba is taken is expressly denied.
NOTE: It is the considered judgment of undersigned that officers assigned to 501st would not be competent to organize bn. and accomplish main objective of pacification of Jordan Valley without supervision of experienced officer. It is further considered judgment of undersigned that secondary objective of early capture of Fort Beersheeba does not justify endangering main mission of occupation of Jordan Valley. Captain Falkenberg is therefore ordered to refrain from exposing himself to combat risks until such time as primary mission is assured.
By Order of Planetary Military Commander
Nicholas Harrington, Colonel, CoDominium Marines.
"Lazar, I take it you were listening to our conversation earlier," I said.
"No way to avoid it, sir. The lady was shouting." Lazar's expression di
dn't change.
I turned the book over and over in my hands. "Sergeant Major."
"Sir!"
"I'm finished with this order book. Would you please see that it's returned to the battalion safe? Also, I think I forgot to log it out. You may do as you see fit about that."
"Sir."
"Thank you. You and Lazar may go now. I see no reason why the captain should be disturbed because I wanted a look at the order book."
"Yes, sir. Let's go, Monitor." Ogilvie started to say something else, but stopped himself. They left, closing the door behind them.
"That was nice of you," Kathryn said.
"About all I could do," I replied. "Would you like a drink?"
"No, thank you. I feel like a fool-"
"You're not the only one. I was just thinking the same thing, and for about the same reasons, when Ogilvie knocked. Won't you sit down? I suppose we should open the door-"
"Don't be silly." She pulled up a chair to the big table. She was wearing a long plaid skirt, like a very long kilt, with a shiny blouse of some local fabric, and a wool jacket that didn't close at the front. A lovely woman, I thought. But there was that haunted look in her eyes, and her hands were scarred, tiny scars that showed regeneration therapy by unskilled surgeons.
"I think Irina said you're a farmer. You don't look like a farmer."
She didn't smile. "I own a farm. Or did. It's been confiscated by the government. One of our governments." Her voice was bitter. "The Mission Hills Protective Association. A gang of convicts. We used to fight them. My grandfather and my mother and my brother and my fianc? were all killed fighting them. Now we don't do anything at all."
"How many of these gangsters are there?"
She shrugged. "I guess the Protectionists have about 4000. Something like that, anyway. Then there is the True Brotherhood. They only have a few hundred, maybe 1000. No one really knows. They aren't really very well organized."
"Seems like they'd be no problem."
"They wouldn't be, if we could deal with them, but the Protective Association keeps our farmers disarmed and won't let us go on commando against the Brotherhood. They're afraid we'll throw the Association out as well. The Brotherhood isn't anything real, they're closer to savages than human beings, but we can't do anything about them because the Association won't let us."
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