He tightened the hold he had on her wrists and ran his thumb over her other nipple; it tingled under his touch. Keisha licked her lips as her breathing picked up, watching Garrith make use of her body.
He ran his fingers lightly down her middle, stopping just above her mound. She chewed her bottom lip, needing him to go lower. She didn’t need foreplay. She was so turned on her body responded to him instantly. His finger brushed along the crease between her thigh and pussy, making her jump.
She lifted her hips. “Garrith, please.”
“What do you want, love?” he said huskily.
“I…I need…oh God…please,” Keisha stammered. Her body burned for him. She tried struggling out of his grasp but he wouldn’t let her move and that only turned her on more.
Garrith leaned down, grazing his teeth lightly over her nipple. She cried out unexpectedly, unaware that it would be so sensitive.
“Tell me what you need,” Garrith demanded, “and I’ll give you that and more.”
Keisha’s mouth went dry at the heated promise. “You. Please. Now.”
Garrith pushed his finger through her soaked folds, flicking it across her clit.
She arched her back and moaned, moving her hips slowly back and forth. “Please,” she begged.
“What, Keisha?” he teased.
Keisha licked her lips as their gazes locked. “More.”
He smirked and thrust two fingers into her.
She gasped at the intense but delicious feeling. Slowly pumping his fingers in and out of her, he leaned down and took a nipple between his lips.
She moaned and cried out when he gently bit her at the same time as he thrust his fingers deeper. “Oh, Garrith.” She gasped as his fingers picked up speed, thumb rubbing over her clit.
“Come for me, Keisha,” Garrith commanded, rubbing her clit harder.
A fast explosion, raw and intense, erupted inside of her. She screamed his name as ecstasy flowed through her. She didn’t remember ever feeling anything like it.
Garrith removed his fingers from her and, to her surprise, brought them up to his lips. He grinned and stuck them in his mouth, sucking her juices off of them. “My favorite flavor.”
Keisha’s pussy clenched at the sight.
In a quick move, Garrith had his hand wrapped around the back of her neck and his mouth on hers before she knew what was happening. He licked between her lips, devouring her completely as he ran a hand down her back. Feeling his hands on her body ignited tingles all over her skin.
She rose onto her knees, pushing her mouth against his, deepening the kiss. Garrith released her arms and gripped her hips. She curled her fingers in his hair, lightly tugging the soft blonde locks.
“Garrith,” she breathed against his mouth. She jumped when she felt him running the head of his cock over her core. She moaned and dove her tongue further into his mouth, erupting a deep growl from the back of his throat.
He grabbed her waist and lowered her onto him, making them both groan. He paused, letting her get used to the size of him. Her skin tingled and she felt full but wanted more.
He released her mouth and kissed her chin. “God, you feel good,” Garrith whispered, lifting her up and down slowly on his cock.
“Garrith,” she said against his lips, riding him effortlessly.
Without even asking what she needed, he grabbed her hips and sped up his deep thrusts. It was like he knew exactly what she needed and desired. The fact that he knew her body from years of experience sent a thrill down her back.
He wrapped his arms around her, laying her on her back. “Give me your hands.”
She did as he said and he curled a large hand around her wrists, holding them above her head. Her heart thumped against her rib cage at being held down by his big body. She knew she was sexually experienced but the way Garrith handled her body made her wonder just how far his experience went.
His deep blue eyes bored into hers as he kissed her softly. “Lift your hips, love. I’m going to remind you what you like.”
Keisha did as he said, matching his slow movements. She whimpered under his touch. “Garrith.”
He grabbed her leg and lifted it to her chest, holding under her knee. He pulled out of her completely and kissed her forehead. “Ready?”
She licked her lips and nodded.
“That’s my girl.” Garrith slammed back into her, filling her to the hilt.
Keisha cried out at the rough, almost painful impact but reveled in it. She needed more. “Again.”
A smug smile formed on his face. Garrith repeated his movements, each time the thrusts getting deeper and deeper. “Take me, Keisha.”
“Yes. Oh please yes.” Keisha lifted her hips, meeting his movements as he powered into her with so much strength she was surprised she didn’t break. It was like her body was made for him.
“Fuck, Keisha. You’re tight,” Garrith grunted, shaking above her.
Their bodies were coated with sweat as they moved as one. “Yes, Garrith. Harder!”
A wicked glint flashed in his eyes before he pulled out of her completely. He flipped her onto her stomach and grabbed her wrists, holding them above her head. “Spread your legs, love. I want to see your soaked pussy.”
Her skin buzzed at his words and she did as he demanded.
He groaned and kissed her shoulder, his hot breath scorching her skin. “I love how wet I make you.” Garrith slowly sank back into her, lifting her hips in the process.
She whimpered at the deep but wonderful feeling.
“You’ve always loved my cock buried deep in your pussy, filling you,” he mumbled, kissing her neck. He pulled out and pushed back into her in a quick thrust, making her scream and clench around him. “That’s it. Come for me. I want to feel you squeeze my cock with your orgasm.”
Keisha lifted her hips as he picked up speed, pounding into her with a desperation she never thought was possible from him. His long cock hit a spot in her that sent an orgasm exploding from her core. She screamed his name, shaking under him. Her muscles spasmed as he continued powering into her, bringing forth a second wave of pure bliss.
He grunted a moment later, releasing into her. He shook hard and she reveled in the feel of him twitching and coming inside of her. A moment of clarity hit her when she realized they hadn’t used a condom. She was on the pill and he must have known that. “Garrith, we didn’t use a condom.”
His body tensed before he kissed her shoulder. He squeezed her hands lightly before letting go of her completely. “I’m sorry. I’m not used—”
“Don’t worry about it, Garrith.” Keisha almost whimpered at the loss of him. She wanted him inside of her again. The connection she felt while they had sex was intense and she was sure that he had felt it too. If only she could remember him; if she never got her memory back, she was damn determined to make new memories with him.
Chapter 5
He watched her sleep. After they finished, his body hummed, ready to go again; he needed to take it easy on her. She didn’t know him that well and he didn’t want to scare her. He almost laughed out loud when she wrapped her hand around his cock. She had the same reaction last night as she had years ago when she did it the first time. His heart ached. He only wished she could remember.
He wanted to talk to her about it. Tell her the things they had done but every time he went to say something, his throat closed up and he chickened out like a pussy. One good thing was when he pinned her down, she liked it, so at least the amnesia didn’t take that part of her from him. He mentally smacked himself. God, he was such an asshole. It wasn’t just about the sex. He needed his Keisha back, completely and fully. He could tell that she didn’t feel normal, like she was missing a part of herself. He wanted to make her whole again but didn’t know how.
His body stirred, needing her again. He always needed her. He was worse than a horny teenager. Keisha had always teased him about that but never complained. Their sex life, even though they were together for years, was raw and passion
ate and he wouldn’t have changed it for the world. But now, he had to teach her everything all over again. He did it once; he could do it again. He just prayed she felt the same way.
Not bothering to worry about that at the moment, he inched closer to Keisha’s sleeping form. The white sheet hung low on her hips, just covering the curve of her ass. Her tanned skin glowed and as he ran a hand down her smooth back, her body twitched under his touch. He pushed his hand further under the sheet, revealing her naked body to him. God, she was beautiful. She may have been small but she could handle him and he loved it. In the beginning he worried that he would hurt her, until the day she practically attacked him and took full control. Always in control himself, it was a new experience but he loved it and ever since then, he never hesitated. He took what he wanted and she gave in willingly. Even now, after losing her memory, he noticed that deep dark part of her had never changed.
Rising to his knees, he knelt in between her legs, spreading her knees. Her breathing deepened and he knew she was awake. Leaning over her, he bit her shoulder, making her breath catch. “I know you’re up, love.”
She arched under him, her ass hitting his hard cock. “I know you’re up, too.”
Garrith chuckled and ran the tip of his dick over her already drenched core. He almost forgot how responsive her body was to him. “I’m always up for you.”
She moaned, the husky sound of her voice still tired from lack of sleep.
“Want me to stop?” he asked, nipping her nape.
Keisha made a noise that almost sounded like a growl. “You stop and I’ll—”
Garrith sank into her, the walls of her tight pussy clenching around him as he slowly pumped his cock into her. Kissing her shoulder, he grabbed her hands, intertwining their fingers. “You’ll what, love?”
Keisha lifted her hips, opening to him. “I can’t seem to remember.”
He chuckled and sped up his movements, going as deep as he could each time. God, she felt good. He couldn’t get enough of her and now that he had her again, finally, he was addicted. She was in for a treat if she thought he was giving up easily.
She whimpered and pushed back against him.
He smirked, loving that she needed it harder. Leaning down, he bit her ear. “Hold on.”
Her breath caught as he powered into her, lifting her hips off of the bed after each hard thrust. She clenched around him like a vise. “That’s it, Keisha. Come for me. Milk my cock.”
She moaned, her breath leaving her lips in small bursts of air. “Oh God.”
Squeezing her hands, he thrust into her hard, pushing as deep as he could go, making her gasp. He watched as her eyes shot open and her pupils dilated. “That’s it. Come for me. Now.”
The commanding tone of his voice that he knew she had loved set her off. She screamed, her pussy sucking him dry as she climaxed around him, bringing on his own release. His back stiffened and his balls tightened as he shot his release into her. “Fuck. Me.”
His orgasm was strong and hard as his cock continued to twitch inside of her sweet pussy.
She moaned, her core tightening as he slowed his hips. He flopped onto the bed, half covering her and much to his dismay, pulled out of her.
Keisha sighed, cuddling against him. “Wow. Was sex with you always like that?”
Garrith’s breath caught. They hadn’t talked about it and he didn’t know if he was ready to start. He kissed her shoulder. “Sleep, it’s still early.”
She looked up at him. “Garrith.”
Grabbing the blanket, he covered them and hugged his arm around her. I love you.
“Why won’t you talk about it?” she asked softly.
Because it fucking hurt too much. “I can’t.”
She sighed, chewing her bottom lip. She was going to argue with him. “You have to talk about it eventually.” And there it was.
“No, I don’t.” I’m such a dick.
She turned to him, her green eyes hardening. Oh, she was pissed and even though it was so inappropriate, it turned him on. “How the hell do you expect me to remember anything if you won’t talk to me, Garrith?”
He didn’t respond. He didn’t know what to say. He was terrified that if she remembered everything, she wouldn’t want to be with him. Yes, it was selfish on his part but maybe her not remembering was like a fresh start for them both. He made some shitty moves with her in the past and he couldn’t lose her again. “I did talk to you.”
She frowned. “Talking to me while you’re fucking me is not technically talking.”
Garrith’s body stirred, his cock twitching at her language. That was one thing he loved about her. She never gave him a hard time about swearing because she was just as bad. He kissed her softly on the mouth, letting his lips linger. “You’ve always loved it when I talked to you while fucking you before.”
She huffed. “That’s not what I mean and you know it. I want to know things about you. About us. I only know what people have told me but no one knows what we had except for you.”
Garrith’s stomach twisted. He wasn’t ready to talk to her about their past. “Keisha.”
“Fine.” She moved to get up when he grabbed her wrists, pinning her in place. Her pupils dilated and a small gasp left her lips.
“You loved it when I restrained you. Didn’t matter with what, either.”
“What…what have you restrained me with?” she whispered.
Garrith thought a moment. Maybe this conversation wouldn’t be so bad. It would just be talking about their sex life. Nothing else. He couldn’t deal with the other things at the moment. He had to start her off slow. Revealing a bit of their relationship one story at a time. Garrith kissed her nose. “Me mostly, but you’ve enjoyed being held down by rope, tape, handcuffs. You name it, we’ve tried it.”
Keisha’s cheeks flushed. “Wow…I was a freak.”
Garrith frowned. The jab at herself was not meant to be funny and it tore at his heart that she thought she was abnormal. “No, you are not and never were a freak. Freaky in bed, yes, but not a freak like some people classify it. You like kink, Keisha. There is nothing wrong with that at all.” She seemed to relax at his words. He continued. “Even our first time together, you wanted me rough. Pulling your hair, spanking you; you loved every second of it.”
She thought over what he had told her. He didn’t want to give her too much information all at once so he let her ask the questions. He may have been in control in bed but she was definitely in control of this conversation. “Did I lose my virginity to you?”
“Yes.” Garrith’s cock hardened at that memory. “We both lost our virginity to each other.”
Keisha’s eyes widened. “Really? But you seem…”
“What?” Her cheeks darkened and he kissed her nose. He was amused by her shyness. It was a first for her. “Experienced?” he finished for her.
She nodded. “Yeah.”
Garrith sighed, sadly. “We weren’t always together. We started out as friends, dated, and went our separate ways.”
Keisha thought a moment. “But we ended up back together, didn’t we? Before I got…” She swallowed hard. “Shot.”
Garrith nodded. Memories of that horrible day reigned full force in his head. Thinking she had died and then when she didn’t, to find out she didn’t remember him tore at his soul.
“We dated other people?”
His stomach twisted, knowing where she was going with this. Her ex, Jason Anderson. Garrith’s skin crawled just thinking about the fucker. “Yeah, we dated other people.” Well, she dated; he just fucked around. He couldn’t bring himself to actually have a relationship with someone who wasn’t her.
She chewed her bottom lip. Garrith could see the questions written on her face but he wouldn’t volunteer any information until she asked. He didn’t know how much she could handle. It was like he was getting to know who she was all over again. He knew her body inside and out but her personality had changed drastically since being shot. He knew h
e was still in love with her. There was no doubt about that. She was etched in his skin, his heart, and his soul. Even if something happened where they couldn’t be together, he would always love her.
***
Keisha could see Garrith pulling away right before her very eyes. He was putting up walls around him. Looked like it was going to be harder to get answers from him than she thought.
A hard lump burned her throat. Pushing out of Garrith’s grasp, she rose from the bed. Not bothering to cover her nudity, she walked to the bathroom. She needed him to talk to her but she didn’t know how to ask. She didn’t even know what to ask for or where to start.
“Keisha.”
Keisha jumped at the sound of Garrith’s deep voice behind her. Wiping the tears that had fallen down her cheeks, she turned to him. Her skin hummed at the glorious sight of his nakedness. He was ripped, broad and…hers? Was he really? He obviously wanted to be but then there were moments where she thought he didn’t want her anymore.
Ignoring him, she turned on the shower and stepped under the hot spray, letting it warm her aching bones. Memories of the two times they had sex crashed into her mind, making her body heat.
She felt Garrith step into the shower and come up behind her. Her heart ached that he wouldn’t tell her anything about their past. He would probably get mad, maybe even leave, but she needed to do something to get answers. “What happened to make us break up?”
“Which time?”
Keisha frowned and turned to him. He leaned against the wall, watching her. A hint of lust and desire for her flashed in his eyes but he looked sadder than anything.
“We broke up more than once?”
Garrith nodded but didn’t elaborate.
Keisha bit back her frustration, trying to understand where he was coming from. How would she feel if he was the one who didn’t remember her? But he wasn’t and she was going to get her answers, whether he liked it or not. “How?”
Garrith rose from his spot at the wall and took a step towards her. He grabbed the shampoo, poured some into his hand and ran his fingers through her hair. Her skin tingled under the light massaging.
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