“We gathered some ashes to scatter in the woods, but we were waiting until we found you.” Eadlin moved to steady Clare, who swayed on her feet as if she might topple over. “We thought you’d want to do that.”
Russell pulled a mobile phone from his pocket. “I guess this time we really ought to call the police. Someone’s dead and I dare say Clare will want to press charges against Dick Hagman.”
Eadlin looked up. “And where is Dick Hagman?”
“He pissed himself and ran off when I arrived.”
“I wish I’d seen that.”
“Don’t call the police yet.” Clare’s voice had steadied. “Do you still have the ashes with you?”
Eadlin nodded. “They’re in the car.”
“Then we’re going to have another fire.” Clare pulled the battered envelope out of her pocket and held it out to Eadlin. “This is all we found of Olrun at the dig. Can you give her a balefire too? Here? This place was special to them, you see.”
Fergus managed to roll onto his knees, and push himself upright. He touched Clare on the arm. “Don’t you want to add the tooth?”
Clare closed her eyes as if in pain and pulled the pillbox out of her pocket. She caressed the tooth so tenderly before putting it in the envelope that Fergus wondered if the omission had been accidental. Almost as an afterthought, Clare hooked a coil of blonde hair out of the pillbox and held it looped around a finger. “I was going to do a DNA test. I had this idea that Kate and Olrun…”
“I think she belongs with them.” Fergus pulled the hair off Clare’s fingers and put it with the fragments.
They built a fire on the scorched site of earlier fires near the Blot Stone, and knelt around it, Fergus selfconsciously, the others with reverence. When the fire was established Eadlin started singing a low chant whose words they would never remember but whose cadence was in harmony with the earth itself. As she sang she scattered fresh, green herbs tipped with small, pansy-like flowers over the fire. “Heartsease,” she had explained as she gathered the plants from the edge of the field, “although it would have been Banewort to your Saxons.” Her mother had called it Love-Lies-Bleeding. As the flowers curled in the heat she laid the envelope on the flames and they watched it flare, releasing a cascade of fragments that were immediately lost in the blazing wood.
When the fire had burned out Clare blended the glowing embers into the ashes Eadlin brought from her car, and the two women scattered the mingled remains on the waters of the Swanbourne. The quartet were quiet as they watched the dust float and fold in the surface of the stream, dissipating until all that was left were one or two charred fragments that floated downstream, tumbling in the ripples.
“You can call the police now.” Clare finally broke the silence. “But please, don’t tell them about burning the Saxon, just in case I still have a career to go back to.”
“I think we ought to let Julia Foulkes and the Vicar know,” Russell suggested. “They must think that they’re going mad.”
“Sure, we owe them that. But only them, please.” At the reminder of Clare’s escape Fergus tried to put his arm around her shoulders, but she resisted the intimacy and pulled his arm down gently until they were simply holding hands.
“This might take me a while, Fergus.” He let his hand drop, hurt.
“But can’t you sense what’s happened?” Fergus started to lift his arms to gesture at the clearing, but yelped and nearly fell. He took several shallow breaths, with his body folded into a half-crouch while he fought the pain. “Can’t you smell it? The clearing is clean again. Pure. It’s like a weight has been lifted. It’s over!”
“Give me a while, Fergus. This place might be clean, but I’m not, not yet.” Clare touched his face, not unkindly. “You only really started to get better when you finally talked about the crash. Perhaps I need to tell you about Olrun and Aegl.”
“Maybe I did start to get better then. Maybe it started two months ago when Eadlin let me stroke a horse, but personally I think I really started healing when I fell in love with you.”
At that Clare put her hand behind Fergus’s neck, pulling him to her so their foreheads touched. It was a start.
Epilogue
Midsummer
PROFESSOR MILES EATON held court in splendid style on the new decking at the Mill House, dazzling a circle of guests with his wit and white linen.
“You’ve done a magnificent job, absolutely magnificent!” Eaton lifted his arm as if he was about to pat the Mill House’s owner on the back, but realising the man was taller than himself he changed the movement and lifted his panama hat instead, waving it at the grounds with their newly re-flooded lake. “So kind of you to invite us to your first garden party.” On the fringe of the group Fergus wondered if the ‘us’ was a regal ‘me’. “And you have the water wheel working again!”
“Merely a reproduction, alas, and it drives a small generator instead of a mill, but we’re pleased. By the way, I read your excellent paper on the Saxon warrior in the Journal of Anthropological Archaeology.” The Mill House’s owner turned the conversation back to his celebrity guest, deftly demonstrating his erudition in the process. “I’m not an archaeologist but naturally I have a particular interest.”
“You’re too kind. Sadly, though, we’ve had to abandon plans for a television documentary. You heard that somebody stole the body? Extraordinary!”
Clare slipped her arm through Fergus’s and led him away down an immaculate pathway towards the lake. Other guests were wandering through the gardens, admiring shrubs that had arrived by fork-lift to bring instant, expensive maturity.
“Pompous prick!” she muttered under her breath. “That was my paper in the Journal. All he did was take out some of the speculative passages. Too fanciful, he said, too romanticised, so he stripped it until it was totally dry and factual, and then put his own name on it. I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t know I was right.”
“But you can’t prove it.”
“True. Although somehow that doesn’t matter any more. It’s enough to know.”
They paused to greet John Webster, who was climbing the path towards them, doffing his straw hat to Clare.
“Hello, you two. I hoped you’d be here. Have you both recovered?”
“We’re fine, John, really fine, honestly.” Clare hugged Fergus and beamed at the Vicar to emphasise her point.
“And Fergus, I’m delighted to see you without a sling.”
“I’ve started riding again, as well. Eadlin’s hoping that Trooper and I will be competing in the autumn.”
“Ah, the horse. Are you sure he’s safe?”
“Let’s just say we both benefited from a few weeks getting to know each other again.”
“Remember, if you ever need to talk…” Webster looked directly at Fergus, the compassion behind his eyes reaching for the soul, saying I will share your pain, if you’ll let me.
“Thanks, John,” Fergus touched the priest’s arm, acknowledging the depth of the offer. Webster was one of the very few people he’d ever trust with the screaming time, but a crust was forming over the pit. One day it might stand the weight of conversation. “There was a time when we should have talked, but I couldn’t. Now I think I could, but I don’t need to, anymore. Some things are best left to heal quietly.”
Webster’s eyes moistened, and he smiled his understanding.
“How about you, John?” Clare asked. “Were there any repercussions for you or Julia with the police?”
“Not really, although I don’t think that it has quite blown over yet. Most people just think Julia was overwrought after Tony’s death, and flipped when she saw Jake Herne in a goat mask. It’s a bit unfair, but she’ll live with it. And thank you both for letting us in on the secret. It’s been important for our peace of mind.” Webster was perspiring in his clerical collar and jacket, and mopped his face with a folded handkerchief. “I think you should know there are rumours circulating, though, that are quite close to the truth.”
Professor Eaton’s voice boomed from the decking area above them, enthusing now about the rune stone that ‘we’ had found nearby. Webster looked up towards the deck, and turned to walk out of earshot with Fergus and Clare, down to where reeds and irises had been planted in naturalising tubs along the edge of the lake.
“I had an interesting conversation with that police inspector the other day. He’s still looking for Dick Hagman, and he’s sure that there’s more for him to discover. He said it was strange to be called out twice in twenty-four hours to the same village, particularly after the previous incidents. Once to a fire with no body, even though all his instinct told him there should be a body, and then again to a body with no fire even though the smell of fire was all around. I hope for your sake, Clare, he never makes the connection with the Saxon.”
“Amen to that.”
“Have you deciphered that rune stone, yet?” Webster asked, nodding towards the group on the decking.
“Well, there’s the stuff we can prove, or at least make a reasonable stab at interpreting...”
“And?”
“There’s the stuff I believe, but will never be able to prove.” Clare smiled at Webster, gauging his interest.
“I’ve always found belief more appealing than dry facts.” Webster fingered his collar again, pulling it away from his neck to let in some air.
“I think it’s rather like one of the memorials in your church. ‘Sacred to the memory of…’ and all that. Aegl and Olrun had children, and they survived. Their parents’ bodies were never found, so when they grew up they erected a stone to their memory in a place that had been special to them.”
“You sound very sure.”
Clare shrugged. “I’m not, I’m only speculating. But I’m comfortable with the idea. More comfortable than I am with the part of the stone that may be a curse.”
Both Fergus and Webster looked at her sharply. Fergus hadn’t heard about the curse.
“It’s open to wide interpretation, but part of the inscription could mean ‘and the damnation of the gods on the foreigners that slew them’. The AngloSaxon for ‘foreigner’ was ‘Wealas’ but today we’d say ‘Welshmen’.”
“Dear God. Tony.”
Webster sat down heavily on an ornate, cast iron bench beside the path.
“Sorry. Like I said, it’s open to interpretation.” Clare half-smiled and shrugged before walking over an ornamental bridge onto the dam. Fergus sat with Webster on the bench, concerned by the Vicar’s pallor.
“Clare tells me that runes were thought to be very powerful in Saxon times,” Fergus tried to explain. “There’s some line in a poem about runes being capable of raising the dead.”
“Only Christ can do that.”
“Yet I’m sure I saw that Saxon when I was trapped in the car.”
“You saw an apparition when you were close to death. That’s a different thing, and it’s not unknown. In fact, there’s nothing that has happened in Allingley this year that can’t be explained.”
“But Tony…”
“Had the heart attack he’d been warned about.”
“Or Jake Herne…”
“Thought he could play with the devil, and went mad, homicidally mad. And the village had a bout of collective hysteria due to all the media attention.”
“By those criteria, Clare simply has an over-active imagination. But we know differently, don’t we John? At Tony’s funeral you said this was part of a very old battle. Well, I believe you’ve just won a skirmish, and you said yourself that you prefer belief to dry facts.”
Webster shifted uncomfortably on the seat.
“I hear you’re looking for a cottage in the village. I’m so pleased.”
The change of subject was too abrupt. It brushed aside truths that Fergus wanted to share, with the priest above all people. He tried to form the sentences in his mind that would describe the supernal moment in the church, but the words eluded him and a comfortable silence grew between them. In front of them Clare ambled over the dam, slender, almost child-like within an oversized T-shirt, and a rush of feeling filled Fergus’s chest at the sight of her moving through the flowers. The ability to watch the one you love, without her being aware that she was watched, must be one of the purest of life’s joys. Clare paused in the middle of the dam to admire the view down the valley, then turned to squat on her heels at the water’s edge, with her face perfectly mirrored in the glassy surface.
Fergus inhaled, seeking the point of calm, needing that elusive wisdom to find the right words for Webster. He wanted to describe the harmony of faiths, the divinity of church and stream.
The Presence was there as he opened his mind, as if it had always been there, strong and vital in this place. But today there were eddies in the harmony, the way a drip of blood will swirl in water, weaving banners of colour into the purity.
A breeze was coming. On the dam it lifted Clare’s hair so that it fluttered around her face and she looked up, staring over her shoulder as if someone had called to her. The wind was a mere cat’s-paw but as it flowed through the freshly worked gardens it smelt autumn-rich with leaf mould, and laced with salt from the distant sea. Despite himself Fergus shivered.
Beyond Clare’s reflected face Fergus saw a flash of white, a scrap of purity half-seen against the sky. And another. As Fergus stared, the glimpses of white grew into great wings that creaked with the slow beat of feathers as two swans flew up the valley. At the far end of the lake the pair soared in formation as they turned towards the water, as dazzling against the backdrop of trees as snow on a distant peak. With infinite grace they glided downwards towards the dam until their wings flared and they met their own reflections in a bubbling rush of water.
Clare was still hunched over, staring up the lake towards the swans, her reflection round-eyed, gamine, perhaps even frightened. The swans slid towards her, bobbing in the wavelets of their own landing, and her image dissolved as the ripples reached the shore. Clare shut her eyes, listening to some inner voice, and rose to her feet in the way one would rise to greet honoured guests. She stood at the water’s edge, head down, arms by her side, until the swans stopped close to her, waiting. In that moment Clare seemed as ageless, even sexless, as the stained glass angels in the church. Slowly, she lifted her head and turned her arms palms-outwards, opening like a flower towards the swans and becoming female again as she inflated her chest to speak.
She spoke quietly, serenely even, but her words carried over the water to Fergus with perfect clarity.
“Welcome, sisters,” she murmured.
Table of Contents
SAXON'S BANE
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Part One Samhain November
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Part Two Ostara March
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Part Three Ēastre April
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Part Four Beltane April/May
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven<
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Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Chapter Forty-Seven
Chapter Forty-Eight
Chapter Forty-Nine
Chapter Fifty
Chapter Fifty-One
Epilogue Midsummer
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