He brought the boy back to his place where he drugged him, raped him, and took pictures. He decided to try a “zombie experiment” on the boy and actually drilled a hole in Konerak’s head and poured acid into the hole. His motive, apparently, was a desire to have a zombie sex slave, one who would never want to leave him.
The teen, like his brother before him, escaped. He ran out into the street, drugged, naked, a hole drilled into his skull, and bleeding from the rectum. Jeff chased him. Two African-American women spotted the dazed boy stumbling on the street and it was too much. They called the police. Jeff arrived and demanded that the women stay out of it, but the women stood their ground and refused to return the boy to him.
When the police showed up, Jeff lied, saying the boy was nineteen, and that they were lovers. He said his lover was drunk, and they had gotten into a fight. Amazingly, the police believed him.
The cops didn’t do a background check on Jeff and, ignoring the protests of the women, escorted Dahmer and the boy back to Jeff’s apartment. The police came up to the apartment but didn’t notice anything unusual except for a “bad smell.” They accepted Jeff’s explanation and left, not wanting to get involved with a homosexual dispute. Jeff wasn’t taking any more chances. He quickly killed Konerak, dismembering the boy’s body and saving his head.
The odor the officers reported smelling later turned out to be Tony Hughes’s corpse, rotting in Jeff’s bedroom.
The killing continued, escalating in frequency.
• June 1991
Matt Turner
• July 5, 1991
Jeremiah Weinberger
• July 12, 1991
Oliver Lacy
• July 19, 1991
Joseph Bradehoft
On July 22, 1991, a thirty-one-year-old African-American man named Tracy Edwards was to be Jeff’s eighteenth victim, but Tracy escaped. Two officers saw him running toward them, waving them down with a handcuff around his wrist. He told them that he had fought with Dahmer when Dahmer had threatened him with a knife. Edwards and the officers returned to Jeff’s place and, after a short struggle, arrested Jeff.
When police searched Jeff’s apartment, they found the remains of eleven bodies. Body parts were scattered throughout the apartment in various stages of decomposition. Among the scattered remains, they found four severed heads, five skulls along with five complete skeletons and various remains of six other bodies. A fifty-seven-gallon vat filled with acid held three torsos. Police found drills, electric saws, a claw hammer, a hypodermic syringe, and, surprisingly, a King James Bible.
Reportedly, there was no food in Jeff’s apartment, only condiments. Instead of food, the freezer held lungs, intestines, a kidney, a liver, and Oliver Lacy’s heart.
Jeffrey Dahmer’s killing spree had finally ended.
The now thirty-one-year-old man had committed grisly, unthinkable crimes. He was a man with a story no one had ever seen or heard before; a story, it seems, that came straight out of a horror movie.
Milwaukee is my second hometown and even though I was locked away during most of Jeff’s rampage, it is still frightening to think that I could have easily been one of his victims. How simple would it have been for me to think I was playing him when, in fact, I was the one being played.
Jeff was someone you watched on the news, heard about on the radio, read about in the newspapers, or talked about with your friends, all agreeing that he was “a crazy son of a bitch.” At church the pastor delivered extra sermons to his flock on evil and Satan.
Jeff was the type of person you’d hear about and you were glad you didn’t know him. You were especially glad you weren’t his lawyer or his parent or his grandma or the family member of a victim or even his next-door neighbor who didn’t think to call the cops.
Jeff was a man I never thought, not in a millions years, I would ever meet. He was someone I never wanted to meet. But there I was, Inmate 139891, temporarily in solitary confinement, sharing a cell wall with Inmate 177252, the infamous Jeffrey Dahmer.
People say the Lord works in mysterious ways and has a plan for all of us. I never would have guessed that God had this kind of a plan for me.
One
An Unholy Childhood
Don’t be teamed with those who do not love the Lord, for what do the people of God have in common with the people of sin? How can light live with darkness? And what harmony can there be between Christ and the devil? How can a Christian be a partner with one who doesn’t believe? (II Corinthians 6:14-15, TLB)
Prisoners and officials know me as Calvin Earl Martin, Inmate 139891. I used other names during my life of crime, but my real name is Herman Lee Martin.
According to police reports in most of my recent criminal records, I’m a five-foot-nine, two hundred twenty-pound black male. Beyond my unflattering mug shots and those basic criminal descriptions, I have light brown skin, keep my black hair short, and usually look clean cut and shaven when I go to work or church.
I want to tell this story because I hope people who read it think more about the amazing power of the Lord and forgiveness. First, I need to explain how I became Inmate 139891. Then, I want to share why I believe God has the power to save the soul of any man or woman, no matter how empty and corrupt their actions on earth.
I’m not proud of the way I’ve lived most of my life. It started with truancy in school, shoplifting, alcohol, and pot. As a teenager, I moved to hard drugs, burglary, armed robbery, car theft, cheating the government, running from the law, fathering three children out of wedlock, and spending years in and out of prison. It was an unholy mess of a life.
I was born in Memphis, Tennessee, on May 3, 1958, into a very poor family. My mother is Ollie Mae McGraw; my father, Thomas James Martin. I have six sisters and two brothers and we lived in various Memphis projects until I was six or seven years old.
My father was an alcoholic who worked off and on as a general laborer, doing janitorial work or cleaning diesel trucks. Mom cleaned a jewelry store and worked as a maid in the home of the people who owned the store.
Dad lost jobs often because he was drunk so much. Since there wasn’t enough money to support the family, when I was seven, the five of us living at home went to Arkansas to live with my Dad’s aunt for a short time. My aunt was old and blind and raised hogs. I remember I stole candy from her and once even set fire to her front yard.
Not long after that fire, my father came back to get us and we moved to St. Louis, Missouri. At Cole Elementary School in third and fourth grade, I remember being a scaredy cat; I was even afraid of fire trucks. I avoided fights at all costs. I guess it showed because I got my lunch stolen often during those years.
At first, we lived in a tiny place on Finney Street in the central part of downtown St. Louis. There was a kitchen, living room, one bedroom, and one bath for the seven of us. By now, a few of my siblings were already living on their own. The kids all slept on the floor in the living room–no mattresses, just a blanket on the floor.
I hated being poor. There was never any money for school pictures and my clothes all came from Goodwill. I was embarrassed to go to school in those clothes.
My parents were always fighting and drinking. I remember watching them and thinking that I never wanted to be like them. I told myself that when I grew up, I would get out of this hellhole and wouldn’t make the same mistakes.
Life was hard. The neighborhood was rough and, when I was only eight years old, I remember seeing a few stabbings near our house. Sometimes I look back and realize that I had no childhood innocence. I saw too much and knew too many bad things about the world around me.
We moved to another house on Finney Street, but this one was actually worse than the last. It had cockroaches and rats. By now, we were on welfare. I slept on the couch in the living room. I remember waking up because rats were crawling on me.
When I was in fifth or sixth grade, I got a job at Powell’s Confectionary. My boss drank and whenever he got drunk, I’d sneak into
the back room and steal two or three dollars out of his money box. I was afraid I’d get caught, but the idea of having that extra money made it worth the risk.
After a time, we moved to the west side of St. Louis, into an apartment not far from Forest Park. That apartment was better; at least I had a bed.
By now, I was about twelve years old. I got a job working with a guy who did home improvements. I learned a few skills, but the best part was that he paid in cash. I spent my earnings on clothes and movies almost as fast as I earned it.
Not long after that, we moved again; this time to a place on the north side of town. My folks always thought things would be better somewhere else. I enrolled in Enright Middle School.
That was about the time when my older sisters, Bessie and Peggy, started letting my brother Calvin and me light their cigarettes. Calvin was a year-and-a-half younger than I was. We spent a lot of time together and caused quite a bit of trouble.
Bessie worked as a bar maid at a tavern and she’d bring booze home for us. Once Calvin and I had a contest to see who could drink the most Sloe Gin. I had forgotten my promise to myself that I wouldn’t go down the same road as my parents. I won the contest, but got really sick.
Eventually I started smoking pot with my school friends. Seven of us formed a gang and dubbed ourselves the very original title of the “guys in the hood.” One guy’s parents sold pot and my friend stole it from them for our own recreation.
We got together at night to drink, smoke pot, and stay out late. By the time I was thirteen or fourteen years old, I was riding around in stolen cars and snatching purses. I was caught taking a woman’s purse once, was sent to a juvenile detention center for a month, and then was released on probation. That was my first real experience in a jail-like setting.
I wasn’t afraid of jail. Everyone around me seemed to get caught doing something and end up arrested and put in jail. When I was released from juvenile, I felt like I had somehow earned the status of tough guy, and told all my friends about my “experience in the joint.”
Another time I was busted and went to the Missouri Hills Reformatory, an institution for delinquent boys from the city of St. Louis. It was about thirty or forty miles from my home. I escaped from there after one week. I felt like a fugitive in a movie–running from the law and outsmarting those trying to keep me locked up. Nothing could hold me back.
That same night I went right back to the old gang and started back at the same routine, drinking and smoking pot again. Mom was still drinking heavily and now, we were told, she had diabetes. She wasn’t happy to see me, so I left. I was a tough man, I didn’t need her and I didn’t look back. I didn’t really have anywhere to go, so I moved in with friends. My freedom didn’t last. A month later I was picked up for escaping the reform school and returned to Missouri Hills for eleven months. I was angry and frustrated, but after some time I realized the school wasn’t all that bad.
During my stint there, I did something I was proud of for the first time in my life. I ran track. I came in first place in the relay races–more than once, too. I also played flute at the reformatory. Imagine tha–“Mister Tough Guy,” playing a flute. I liked playing a musical instrument, creating something pretty.
We also took nature walks and helped with flood control by making sand bags and stacking them up along the river. I remember I enjoyed those kinds of things.
Friends and family visited every Sunday, but my folks only came once a month and they were usually drunk. I lived with two house parents in a house on the grounds with twenty other kids. When my parents showed up drunk, my house parents turned them away.
I graduated from grade school during those eleven months at Missouri Hills. Yet, as soon as I got out, I got in trouble again for helping steal a car. I was fifteen years old. This time it was determined that I would spend some time in the Boonville State Training School near Kansas.
After a month, I transferred to a halfway house in St. Louis. I enrolled in Lincoln High School and resumed smoking pot and drinking. This is how I spent my sixteenth year. I had no outlook. Teachers and cops would often ask me if I ever thought about my future, but I don’t think I understood what they really meant by that question. Not a lot of teenagers do. I know I didn’t. I didn’t care because I was young, unafraid, and felt invincible. I didn’t need responsibility or long-term commitments. I just lived from one day to the next.
By the time I was seventeen, I enrolled in a different high school because I’d been kicked out of Lincoln. During that year, I was always stoned. So stoned, in fact, that I did some shoplifting and couldn’t even remember doing it. I also was cutting classes, taking acid and angel dust, and staying with friends for days and weeks at a time. I tried helping around the house when I’d stay with friends so I wouldn’t have to pay rent. Most of the time, the people I stayed with were selling pot on the street and, if I’d bring them customers, they’d let me stay at their place for free. If I was lucky, they’d give me pot.
That same year, one of my old gang members and I used pistols to rob a drug house. We got one hundred dollars and an ounce of weed. A week later, my partner died after a shooting in his brother’s pool hall. You’d think that would be an eye-opener, but it didn’t stop me. I was too far under. There was no beginning or end in sight. I lived each day as it came. Life as a hustler was all I knew.
About that time my cousin, “Homey,” came from Binghamton, New York, for a visit. He was a few years older than I was and worked in a foundry. My Mom and my aunt decided Homey would be a positive influence on my life, so my oldest brother and I moved to New York with him. I was excited about New York and couldn’t wait to start a new life.
However, it wasn’t much of a life. The three of us did a lot of drinking and pot smoking. My brother and I, it turned out, were bad influences on Homey.
I took a job cleaning the parking lot at Philadelphia Sales, a garment company. While there, I stole ten dresses, each worth about thirty-five dollars. I sold them on the street for fifteen to twenty dollars each. I kept the money in a box on the front seat of our car. Once when the police stopped me, they saw the box. When they saw the money, they became suspicious. We made up a story and they let us go. After that, I realized I had to avoid the cops. The cops just caused problems.
I felt like the cops were always after me. I decided to move out of Homey’s place and move in with some other guys so the cops couldn’t find me. Six months later, tired of looking over my shoulder all the time, I moved back to St. Louis.
Back in St. Louis I found a temporary job in a restaurant. It was good for a little while; but, once again, I started up my old habits of drinking, smoking pot, taking pharmaceutical pills like Valium. Eventually, I got back into heavy drugs like acid, cocaine, Christmas trees (a green methamphetamine produced using Drano crystals), and angel dust (PCP); I even started selling weed and angel dust. The money was great but it never lasted. I turned around and used the money to buy more drugs. I was selling drugs to fund my own habit.
I often showed up late for work because I partied all night. I didn’t like work; I always wanted to be somewhere else.
My life was different than many other’s, I guess. At the age of nineteen, many of my friends were already dead. For me, that was normal life. It didn’t faze me enough to change my lifestyle. I believed death was just part of the life I lived. But I was tired of all the trouble, and now my girlfriend, Anita, was pregnant with my child. I was tired of St. Louis and, despite a baby on the way, I moved back to New York to live with Homey, who had a job driving a truck.
I don’t know what made me think that things would be different in New York this time. They weren’t. Right after I got there, I picked up right where I left off. Parties, drinking, and smoking pot consumed my life. Homey, a friend named Red, and I went to Atlantic City for a taste of the bright lights. We added gambling and prostitution to our list of things to do. I wanted a job in one of the casinos and thought I might be able to pick something up from
the trip. Instead, right after we got there, we started snorting heroin.
We couldn’t make it in Atlantic City, so Homey and I took the bus to California. We’d heard construction workers were in high demand and, since we’d never been out West, we were sure we’d find a better life. Our food and spending money for the trip came almost completely out of the pockets of other bus passengers. One person on the bus made the mistake of getting drunk. His mistake was my fortune; when I took his wallet, I found seven hundred dollars in it.
This made us a little paranoid so we got off the bus early. Our landing spot was Phoenix, Arizona.
We found a place to stay–the Swindle Tourist Home on Washington Street, renting a room for two for sixteen dollars a month. We stayed there for a couple months, hanging out at the local pool hall, until our money ran out.
I kept trying to figure out how to rob the owners of the tourist home, a black couple in their sixties. I knew they kept a big jar of quarters in their back room, so I snuck in one night and took it. There wasn’t a lot of money in the jar, but there was enough that stealing it was worth the trouble, enough for some pot and dinner for a couple nights. After stealing the money, Homey and I moved in with another couple.
Not long after that, I got a job at the Hyatt Regency, assisting the maids and vacuuming. I met a Mexican girl who worked there. She got pregnant, but had a miscarriage. She was upset about it and, although I felt badly, I wasn’t about to stick around much longer. I had already left my other girlfriend and baby, I didn’t need to have that on me again.
Shortly after that, I met Addie. Addie was a prostitute. She was bringing in five hundred to six hundred dollars a day. As an added benefit, she had weapons, weed, and cocaine. I figured Addie could be my meal ticket for a while, so I quit my job and moved into her Phoenix apartment.
Just before I moved in with Addie, Homey and I had a big fight. He resented my lifestyle. The argument was so heated that I almost shot him with a pistol, but Addie got between us, begging me to stop. At the time I didn’t care if Homey died or not–but I didn’t want to hurt Addie.
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