by Jack Kilborn
The tarpaulin-covered bundle in the middle of the floor was the source of the odor, and the shape left no doubt as to its contents. Bill still had to be sure, and holding his breath he pulled back the canvas.
Mike Bitner’s eyes were open, two white marbles stuck in a pink, bloated face. Bill looked lower, saw the exit wound in the chest. The amount of dried blood staining the floor around him left no doubt that this was where he died. They’d videotaped Bitner’s murder in his own basement.
Bill left the room and tried to think it through. He had to get the authorities to see this, without them knowing he’d been here. Maybe he could leave an anonymous tip. Pretend he was a neighbor, complain about a smell coming from the house. Or even say he heard shots, or saw someone breaking in.
Once the police found the body, they’d have to protect him.
Bill walked over to the stairs, planning the call in his head. The creak took him by surprise.
It had come from the floor above. Bill stopped, and heard it again, louder this time.
There was someone upstairs.
Jack Kilborn
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“That window could have got broken weeks ago.”
Franco came up next to Carlos, the broken glass crunching underfoot. Carlos shook his head and scratched at his graying goatee. He had a dark face, all sharp angles, and it suited his personality.
“Floor’s dry. It rained two, three days ago. This is recent.”
Franco shrugged, but he took out his weapon just the same, a laughably large Coonan 357 Magnum with a six inch barrel. Carlos’s Colt Model 38 was already in hand, a reliable gun that never jammed like Franco’s cannon.
“So you want to search the place?”
Carlos thought it over. If someone had been here, that someone might be coming back with heat. He didn’t want to waste any time.
“No. Let’s do it and get the hell out of here. Just be careful.”
Franco laughed at the warning, a girlish giggle that didn’t fit with such a large, muscular body. He bore the badges of pro boxing; scar tissue around the eyes and a grossly misshapen cauliflower ear. Nothing frightened Franco. But Carlos had been in the business a lot longer, and you could get dead even if you weren’t scared.
“Jesus, you smell that stink?”
Carlos didn’t. He’d come prepared. The suit he wore was throw away, and he’d cut a menthol cigarette filter in half and shoved a piece high up in each nostril. The method was so old hat that his speech was barely affected.
Franco led the way into the basement. Carlos stayed a few steps behind, taking in everything. When he saw the light on in the corner room an alarm went off in his mind. Carlos was sure he’d turned it off.
The larger man walked in without a care, grumbling about the smell. Carlos stood at the bottom of the stairs and scanned his surroundings. There were some boxes. A large sink. A water heater. Several places a person could hide. He thumbed back the hammer on his gun and walked towards the boxes.
“I thought we wasn’t searching.”
“Real quick. I wanna be sure.”
“Hurry up. I stay down here long, I’ll deliver a street pizza.”
There was no one behind the boxes, or in the big sink. That left the water heater. He approached it and brought his gun around in a firm, two handed grip.
No one was there.
“You sure are cautious, for an older guy.”
“That’s how I got to be an older guy.”
Carlos walked over to the room to help with the body removal. He didn’t hear the small expulsion of breath come from beneath the cover of the sump pit.
Bill knew he wouldn’t have been able to do anything if they’d found him. He was on his knees in the sinkhole, curled up. It was a tight fit, made even tighter by the discharge pipe pressing into his back. He’d unplugged the sump pump before climbing in, and since it wasn’t running and his head was bent forward he was practically drinking the foul water. If the killers had lifted the lid, it would have been like shooting a big fish in a small barrel.
When he’d heard them upstairs, Bill knew his hiding places were limited. He put the N-Som file in the dryer and was relieved beyond words that hole was large enough to hold him. Once the contorting was complete, the hard part was keeping still. As the footsteps drew nearer, Bill was sure he’d be discovered. He’d closed his eyes and begun to pray.
But the moment had passed, and it looked like he might actually live through this.
He sighed, too loudly for comfort. There was an odor, but it wasn’t as bad as the death smell in the other room. Bill kept his left eye on the light coming in through the crack in the lid opening. He wanted to change position, but didn’t dare for fear of making noise.
They’d come to get the body. He only had to stay there for a few more minutes, then he could get out.
Then something brushed his hand.
He flinched. It was a reflex. His head bumped against the sump lid, knocking it slightly askew.
“Did you hear that?”
Carlos cocked an ear to the side, listening.
“I didn’t hear shit. Lift your end up higher.”
Carlos pulled on his end of the tarp, drawing it closer to his chest. The effort made him groan.
“Don’t have a heart attack, Grandpa. I don’t wanna have to lug two stiffs outta here.”
Franco laughed at his own joke. Carlos frowned. He shouldn’t have been here with Franco, doing this. He was a specialist. The murder, that was worthy of him. This was grunt work. He stared at Franco, the cauliflower ear stuck to the side of his head like a fat pink pretzel. No wonder he didn’t hear anything. Gino liked to joke that Franco’s ears were for decoration only.
“I heard a noise in the corner.”
“You checked it already.”
Carlos nodded. There was nothing there. But he was sure he’d heard something.
“Maybe it’s, whaddaycallit, senile dementia.”
Franco laughed again. Carlos pursed his lips, making a silent wish that someday Gino put a hit out on Franco. Carlos would take that contract for free.
“Lift higher. You’re not doing your part.”
Carlos strained with his end. He hadn’t been paying attention, and Franco had gotten to the stairs first. When the tarp began to leak, it leaked on Carlos.
Whatever had brushed against Bill was bony and covered in fur. He’d stirred it climbing in, and felt it move up along his body and breach the surface next to his cheek.
Dead rat, bloated and rotten.
Bill closed his eyes. The gorge was building in his throat, and he knew he had to do something or he’d throw up.
Carefully, he moved a hand up to the rat and took it between his fingers. He dragged it back under water, where the smell couldn’t get to him.
The air was still funky, but the nausea had passed. He stared up at the lid. The crack was wider now, the cover several inches off center.
He braced for the worst, sure that they’d heard him and were on their way over. They’d pull up the lid and point their guns. The same guns that killed Mike Bitner. Bill would die curled up in foul water, clutching a dead rat, hearing the laughter of petty thugs.
But the seconds slouched by without incident. Bill heard nothing. His neck had begun to cramp, and his legs had long ago lost circulation. Slowly, gently, he straightened up his head and pushed back the cover, peering over the edge of the hole.
The basement was empty.
He climbed out, cold and shaking.
Carlos slammed the car trunk closed and wiped his gooey hands on his pants. Franco giggled.
“You look worse than the stiff.”
It was true. On the way up the stairs, the tarp came open and spilled all over. Carlos was a mess.
“I gotta go clean up.”
“No shit. Ain’t getting in my car like that.”
Franco leaned against the hood and lit a smoke while Carlos made his way back into the house.
Bill was in the kitchen when he heard the back door open. There was nowhere to go except the bathroom. He was there in two steps, throwing the N-Som folder in the cabinet under the sink. Then he climbed into the tub and closed the shower curtain.
The shower curtain was transparent.
Carlos immediately noticed the water on the floor. He pulled out his gun and peered down the basement stairs. Dirty wet footsteps, leading up through the kitchen, and into the bathroom.
“Dr. May, right?”
Bill was pressed into the corner of the shower, shivering. The man before him was thin and angular. His hair and beard were dirty gray, and he had eyes the color of flint. He raised the gun to Bill’s head.
“Answer me.”
“I’m William May.”
The man nodded. “Thought you looked familiar. We’ve got our eye on you, you know.”
The man winked at him. Then he fired the gun.
Bill crumpled into a ball. The shot was so loud it hurt. He hit his head on the bathtub edge and covered his face.
But other than his new lump, there was no wound. He hadn’t been shot.
He peeked through his fingers and saw the man at the sink, washing his hands with some soap.
“Consider that a warning, Dr. May. I only miss on purpose. You see the body?”
Bill didn’t trust his voice to answer.
“Did you see the body, or do I have to drag you outside and shove you in the trunk for a closer look?”
“I saw it.”
“Then you saw what happens when good doctors don’t follow orders.”
The man rubbed a rag on his face. Another man, much larger, appeared in the doorway with a gun. He aimed it at Bill, but the older man pushed his arm down.
“We don’t need to kill him, Franco. He’ll cooperate.”
The big man squinted at Bill.
“That so?”
Bill nodded. His heart was a lump in his throat.
“Dr. May knows what’s best for him. He knows he can’t go to the cops, because we own the cops. That’s why he didn’t get any help with the video tape. He also knows he can’t run, because we can follow him anywhere in the world. The only way he’s gonna live through this, is he if approves the drug.”
Franco leaned over the bathtub and grabbed Bill by the shirt. He pulled him close with an ease that was terrifying.
“That right, Doc? You gonna approve our drug?”
Bill had never felt so helpless.
“Yes.”
Franco giggled like a woman. He gave Bill an approving slap on the cheek. It was like being hit with a board, and the stars came out.
“Good boy. Are you a medical doctor?”
Bill nodded.
Franco’s face became solemn. He released Bill and unzipped his fly. Bill blanched. Revulsion and shame mixed in with his terror. He decided he had to do something, even if they killed him. When the big man dropped his pants, Bill made a fist and got ready to punch.
“What does that look like to you?”
Franco had hiked his boxer shorts over his upper thigh, and was pointing to a small brown mole.
“What?”
“Is that cancer?”
“It’s… it’s just a mole.”
“You sure? I don’t remember having it.”
The smaller man laughed. “You don’t remember how to count to ten without using your fingers.”
“Shut up, Carlos. I want the doc’s opinion.”
Bill cleared his throat. “Has it gotten bigger? Or has it ever bled?”
“No.”
“Then it’s just a mole. Sarcoma has an irregular shape, and it grows and bleeds.”
Franco seemed relieved. He pulled up his pants and walked out of the bathroom.
Carlos tossed Bill the rag and winked again.
“Be seeing you, Dr. May.”
Then he was gone.
Bill sat back in the tub. He wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. He did neither.
After a few minutes, he got up and put his hands on the bathroom sink. His stomach was dancing Mambo number five, and he leaned over the toilet. Nothing came.
Bill washed up without looking at himself in the mirror. Then he sat on Mike Bitner’s sofa in the living room, the N-Som folder clutched to his chest, and didn’t move for almost half an hour.
The drive back to his place was a blur. Bill felt nothing, and yet he felt everything. He knew that he had almost died, and an experience like that was life-changing. He also knew that he’d done nothing to prevent it, and his cowardice made him rethink his self image.
They hadn’t killed him, but they’d changed him forever. The important question; was he changed for the better, or for the worse?
When Bill pulled into his garage, he didn’t notice the man hiding in the shadows.
The man with the scalpel.
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The blinking light indicated the call was a transfer. Special Agent Smith set down his coffee, hit the button, and picked up the receiver.
The caller was Dr. William May of the FDA.
He laid it all out for Smith, starting with the murder of Dr. Nikos.
Smith listened closely, asking the questions he was trained to ask, taking notes when appropriate. The caller went on to talk about the video tape, the lack of police involvement, and finally went into the harrowing tale of discovering the body and being caught by the two killers.
When Dr. May was finally finished, Smith reassured him that the Bureau would get some men on the case. He advised him to stay in his home, avoid strangers, and try to always have friends around him.
Smith gave Dr. May his personal cell phone number, and said he should call if anything else happened. He also told him that the FBI would keep him under protective surveillance, but they were going to stay out of sight so as not to arouse suspicion. It seemed to calm Dr. May a bit, and he thanked Smith before getting off the phone.
Smith reviewed the notes, to make sure he had the story straight in his mind. When he was satisfied that he did, he picked up the phone and called Albert Rothchilde.
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When he saw himself, he was someone else.
The gun was in his hand. He knew what he was going to do, and he was powerless to stop it.
His wife was asleep. He woke her up, let her look down the barrel and have one last scream before he shot her in the forehead.
The sound woke up the kids. Bobby, the youngest, began crying in his bed across the hall. His older sister Sally came into the room, eyes wide.
“Daddy! What did you do to Mommy?”
She took the bullet in the chest, and when she fell it was slow motion, almost beautiful, like a ballet dancer.
He went into Bobby’s room. His son was frightened, hysterical.
“Don’t be afraid. Daddy’s here.”
He picked him up, held him close. When Bobby began to calm down, he put the gun under the boy’s chin and fired.
“Just one more.”
He turned the gun around so his thumb was on the trigger and the barrel was pointed at his own chest.
“Forgive me, Lord.”
Then he pulled.
Manny opened his eyes and screamed. It took him a second to realize where he was. He saw the scalpel in one bloody hand, the bottle of pills in the other.
N-Som dream.
He shivered and pulled his knees up to his chest. Bad batch. One of the worst. He wondered how many of the pills in the bottle came from the same source. Manny shook his whole body like a wet dog, trying to erase the memory from his mind.
But he couldn’t, of course.
Didn’t matter. It was over, and he was fully refreshed. The fatigue that had been setting in before he took the N-Som was gone. His fear was replaced with a feeling of strength and well-being.
Manny stood up. He was in Dr. May’s garage. There was a car parked in Dr. May’s spot, where one hadn’t been earlier.
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The doctor was in.
Manny was infused with a sense of purpose. He hoped he wasn’t too late.
He put the scalpel and the pills in the shopping bag, on top of the Tupperware container, and eased the entry door open. It led into a hallway, beneath Bill’s condo.
Manny walked fast, not wanting to be seen. The washer had faded the stains on his clothes, but the bandage on his hand was soaked with blood and would prompt questions.
The elevator took him to Dr. May’s floor. He knocked on the door. Almost a minute passed. Manny knocked again, harder. His tongue tasted like pennies, and he realized he was biting it.
“Manny?”
Bill was in a bathrobe. His hair was wet and smelled of shampoo.
“Dr. May-quick! Inside where it’s safe.”
He stepped past the doctor and looked around the room to make sure it was empty.
“Is anyone else here?”
“I’m alone, Manny. Are you all right? What happened at the hospital?”
Manny walked to the sofa, thought about sitting down, decided against it, and paced back to Bill.
“They took me.”
The lie came out weak. He wasn’t sure why he was still covering for David, after all the horrible things he’d done. Fear? Devotion? Guilt?
“What happened to your hand?”
Manny stared at his fist, the gauze almost completely red.
“They cut my finger off. Can you sew it back on?”
Manny reached into the bag and removed the Tupperware container. His little finger was carefully sealed in plastic wrap and surrounded by ice.
Bill reached for the phone. “We have to get you to the hospital.”
“No! He… they, they’ll find me there. I have to stay here, to protect you.”
“Manny, you need microsurgery to reattach a finger. I don’t have that kind of equipment here.”
Manny held Bill by the arm, imploring.
“You don’t understand. It’s not safe. The people who took me… they said that you were next.”
The doctor seemed to think it over.
“Fine. Let me put on some clothes, and we’ll go someplace safe.”
Bill went into another room. Manny chewed his fingernails, both eyes locked on the front door. He knew David was close by. He could practically smell him.
