“You’re saying she’s right?”
“I’m saying that Sariya stepped up to Sihyaan to bring about indaraqiram, and she nearly destroyed the world in one, quick instant.”
Nasim’s breath was coming faster now from the climb. The sleet fell harder, enough that many of the mountains were obscured, and it seemed to him that the forms he’d seen there had stepped back into the mist, taking their judgments with them.
“She is wrong,” Nasim said.
“And Sariya believes just as fervently that she is right.”
“Should I give myself over to her then? Help her in what she strives for?”
“You should trust to yourself. Listen to the fates, and the world around you. But don’t let Khamal’s memories or his desires affect you.”
Nasim stopped at a rocky plateau, more angry than anything else. He thought surely Tohrab would help him, that he would have answers, but the truth was there were none. No one had them, except perhaps the fates themselves, and they were altogether too quiet for his liking. As his anger faded, he realized how right Tohrab was. Who did he have to rely upon? And who knew about the dark days after the sundering better than he did? No one. He could rely on no one else, and this in a way was freeing.
The plateau was black, not red like so many of the rocks down below, or dark grey, as it was higher on the mountain. It was black, and for this reason alone it gave Nasim pause.
“How close are we?” Nasim asked.
“I don’t know. Ahar’s tomb was built after mine. But it should be near.” He looked around the plateau, and pointed to their left. “There are stairs worked into the mountain.”
They took the stairs, climbing higher and higher, occasionally switching back and cutting along the steep slope at this midway point of the mountain. Then Nasim smelled something on the wind. A pungent smell, like garlic and ginger, but it was deeper and older, as if this particular scent had long ago been lost to the world. It was the smell of a vanahezhan.
And so it was that he knew—well before they’d reached the entrance to Ahar’s tomb—that Sariya had beaten them here.
“We must hurry,” Tohrab said before Nasim could voice his suspicions.
They moved quickly after that. It took several more minutes of climbing, but at last they reached a ledge of black rock overlooking the valley. A darkened tunnel was revealed in the rock face with a mound of broken stones at its entrance. The smell was stronger here.
Tohrab was desperate to reach Ahar. He shambled into the tunnel ahead of Nasim, but he’d gone no more than two steps when a gout of fire blasted outward from inside the mountain.
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
Along a dry trail in the Urdi Mountains, far to the south of Kohor, Nikandr slowed his mount until he was at the rear of their group. At the head of the line, Soroush and Ashan rode next to one another, speaking softly of Soroush’s last circuit around the world. Sukharam, as he did so often these past few days, was staring into the distance—not watching the trail, not tending to his mount, simply staring, as if dreaming of another time and another place.
The mounts had been given to them by Safwah’s allies—the Keepers of the Flame—those who believed in the cause of the Tashavir. Nikandr often wondered what happened to Safwah. Had she and others been killed for helping them? Had they been harmed? It was the day after they’d escaped from Kohor, and if what Safwah had told them was true they might reach the valley of Shadam Khoreh by sunset, but Nikandr still felt as though at any moment they’d hear the pounding of hooves behind them. Surely the Kohori would have guessed their destination by now, and if that were so they would have sent men flying southward to intercept them. Every rise they passed, every turn in the trail they followed, Nikandr felt as though red-robed warriors would lift from the very ground itself and fire arrows down upon them as they had against the janissaries.
But so far they hadn’t.
Thank the ancients for small favors.
They’d agreed to speak only when absolutely necessary, so the ride was lonely, more lonely than at any other point on their long journey. Especially without Atiana. He felt like a coward for coming here to Shadam Khoreh, but what the others said was true. There was little they could do now. Their largest hope was in preventing Sariya from doing as she wished. Then they could return and discuss the terms for Atiana’s release.
Near midday, Nikandr retrieved the stone of alabaster Ashan had given him in the Vale of Stars. He held it in the palm of one hand. He’d never tried to bond with a hezhan using stones as the qiram did—only his soulstone. That is, if what he’d done could even be considered bonding. He thought a circlet of some kind might be useful, but Ashan had assured him that simply holding it in his hand would suffice. So that’s what he did. He held it loosely and stared up toward the blue sky, allowing his ab-sair to follow the others along the trail. He listened for the wind, which was faint but present as it flowed through the scrub bushes to either side of the trail. He felt it flow over his skin, watched it play with the clouds above. He did not call to Adhiya. He did not try to summon the hezhan he’d known for so many years. He merely allowed the world to take him, hoping the doors to the world beyond would open.
Minutes passed. The sound of hooves plodding against dry earth filled the air. He breathed deeply, hoping that he could see some small glimpse. Feel some small sign. But there was nothing. Each and every time he’d tried in the last few days, he’d felt nothing.
Ahead, Sukharam’s mount turned and its back legs began skipping down the trail. In a few more moments, the mount would buck and try to throw its rider. Nikandr, releasing his breath in a huff, shoved the alabaster stone into the pouch at his belt and kicked his mount until he was riding alongside Sukharam. He took up the ab-sair’s reins and held them out. “Control your mount.”
Sukharam blinked and stared down at the reins. He accepted them, but shook his head vigorously, as if he sat at the very edge of exhaustion. Then he breathed deeply and stood straighter in his saddle and nodded to Nikandr with an apologetic look.
“In the Vale of Stars,” Nikandr said to Sukharam, “you were entranced.”
It took some time for Sukharam to respond. “I was.”
“You said you felt Nasim.”
“I did.”
“But there was more. I saw it in your eyes.”
“And why do you say that?”
It wasn’t a denial, but mere curiosity as to how Nikandr knew.
“I don’t know you well, Sukharam, but I know you well enough to see that you were shaken.”
Sukharam guided his ab-sair around a large granite boulder that split the trail. The two of them passed on opposite sides of it like water in a stream. “I was shaken, son of Iaros.”
“You can tell me of it. I won’t judge you.”
Sukharam laughed, making Ashan and Soroush turn in their saddles. “Will you not?” Sukharam asked when they’d returned to their low discussion. “It isn’t weakness that holds my tongue. It’s prudence.”
“You don’t trust me.”
“I just don’t know that it’s wise to share it until I’ve learned more.”
“It was something to do with the Atalayina, wasn’t it?”
Sukharam seemed surprised by these words. “In a way, it was.”
“In what way?”
“Suffice it to say that I may have more to learn from Nasim than I once thought.”
Ahead, Soroush and Ashan had reined their ab-sair to a stop. They were both staring out over the distance ahead, and a few moments later, Nikandr understood why. He reined his own mount to a stop beside theirs, staring out over the wide valley below. In some ways it was the same as the rest of the Gaji—a low, level plain surrounded by mountains—but there was more to this place. It felt old. It felt as if this were the very birthplace of the world, as if this were the place the last of men would come when the world reached its final days.
Hopefully no time soon, Nikandr thought.
The peak
s were tall here, proud, but there was a wariness to them, as if they thought ill of this intrusion into the land they protected.
“Where do we go?” Nikandr asked.
Sukharam pointed to their right, to the lone mountain that had snow upon its high peak. “There,” Sukharam said. “To Malidhan.”
No one questioned his judgment.
They rode down to the valley floor, for there was no other way to reach the mountain that Sukharam had pointed out. By common and silent assent, they pushed their ab-sair, not because they were afraid of the Kohori, but because they felt that something was wrong. This valley—the mountains, the valley, the air itself—made Nikandr feel as though something were imminent. He didn’t know what, but he could tell the others felt it too. They rode more stiffly in their saddles. They glanced to their right, up toward the mountains, and to their left toward the wide valley floor with looks of concern, of wariness.
Nikandr had tried to feel for Nasim many times since leaving Galahesh. He’d expected nothing when he’d returned home to Khalakovo, but he’d hoped for months after reaching the shores of Yrstanla and then the Gaji itself that Nasim’s presence would be known to him. It was that—despite the knowledge that Nasim had severed their bond when he’d plunged the khanjar into Nikandr’s chest—which had convinced him that Nasim was dead. But now, with the knowledge that Sukharam had seen or felt him, Nikandr had harbored a hope that something still remained.
But he felt nothing. Nothing at all.
Ashan caught Nikandr staring up toward the snow-capped peak of Malidhan, and somehow he knew. “We’ll find him,” he said.
“I know.”
As they urged their mounts higher along the dry terrain, sleet began to fall.
Sleet. Here in the mountains.
The others were as confused as he was. Sukharam held out his hand, allowing it to fall against his palm as if he’d never seen it before. Soroush looked grim.
But Ashan…
Ashan seemed worried. He stared out toward the desert, where red dust was rising. Then he arched his neck back and stared up toward the white peak high above them.
“Hurry, everyone! Hurry!”
Moments later a blast of fire issued from a ledge high upon the mountain.
Nasim watched in horror as Tohrab flew outward from the mouth of the tunnel, carried by the massive blast of flame. He called upon the wind to cradle Tohrab, but before he could summon enough of it, Tohrab was gone over the edge of the escarpment.
Sariya was coming along that tunnel. She’d sensed them.
Nasim grew worried, for he’d dearly wanted to save Ahar, the strongest of the Tashavir, but the moment the flame had gouted from the tunnel, he’d realized Ahar was dead. They’d come too late. Sariya had beaten them here, destroying Nasim’s hope to save another of the Tashavir.
Tohrab was now the last of them, and he too might now be dead or dying at the base of the cliff below.
He should have come more quickly. He should have taken the chance and gone ahead himself to protect Ahar.
But if he’d done that, it would have left Tohrab unprotected.
And a fine job you’ve done of protecting him, Nasim thought.
Sariya was coming. She was nearly ready to step from the tunnel, and Nasim was suddenly petrified. Spit gathered in his throat. His hands tightened into fists and his body began to shake.
“Stop it!” he shouted.
Sariya stepped from the tunnel, holding the Atalayina easily in one hand. By the fates who shine above, she looked older than only days before. She looked more mature, a woman who’d left all traces of childhood behind. She looked, in fact, more like Sariya than she ever had before, but there were still many traces of Kaleh, the confused girl who’d grown up on an island that sat between worlds.
She turned—this woman in Kaleh’s frame—and leveled upon him a cold stare that shook him to his core.
“She will not save you,” Sariya said with Kaleh’s lips. “Not this time.”
There wasn’t a trace of doubt in those words. She was in supreme control. But how? How could she have regained her strength so quickly? How could she have come here and taken another of the Tashavir as weak as she’d been?
The answer lay in the glittering blue stone she held in her left hand.
The Atalayina was brighter than he ever remembered it being here in this valley. It was brighter even than on Galahesh, when the walls of Adhiya were so close he could almost touch them.
Sariya faced him, the hem of her simple yellow dress billowing and flowing in the growing wind. “Did you know it was you that gave me the clue?” The look on her face sent chills down his spine. “I remembered so little of the sundering. I’d thought for long years that the experience itself was too painful to look upon, even through the dim pane of our memories. But when you slowed the world around us”—she stared deeper into Nasim’s eyes, as if trying to sift through his memories; it became so strong and felt so foul that Nasim took a step back—“I saw it once more. And I saw how to touch the Atalayina as we did that day. Do you remember, Khamal? Do you remember holding it? Do you remember the feeling that we held not a stone, but the world itself in our hands?”
Nasim wished he did, but he could only shake his head.
Sariya laughed. “You restored my memories to me and you don’t remember yourself?”
The wind was growing stronger. It tossed her long brown hair about, pressed the fabric of her dress against her lithe form.
“There is only one left.” She sidled toward the ledge where Tohrab had fallen, keeping her eyes on Nasim until she’d reached the very edge. Then she looked down, searching. A crease formed on her brow and her eyes snapped back to Nasim.
He wanted to draw upon the same powers he had in Tohrab’s tomb. He wanted to stop her, to take away the Atalayina and drive Sariya from Kaleh’s frame, but he didn’t know how. He didn’t truly know how he’d done it those other times. Even when he’d stood upon the Spar of Galahesh, the place he’d been most aware of it, he was unable to retrace his steps. It wasn’t something one could teach, or that one could learn. It was more like the sensing of a limb—he didn’t need to see his arm in order to move it. And yet now, when he needed help the most, the ability eluded him. Perhaps it was because he was weakened, or because Sariya was more aware of it and was preventing him from using it, or perhaps the death of Ahar or the power behind this growing wind was acting as a barrier. Whatever the case, he found himself cut off from it.
As his desperation grew, he became more aware of what was happening in the valley. The wind was only one of the symptoms. Since he’d arrived here, Adhiya had felt distant, but the feeling of it now was strong and growing stronger.
Sariya took one smooth stride toward him. “You can feel it, can’t you?”
Nasim took a step back, drawing on this newfound power from beyond the veil.
With but a look, a wave of her hand, Sariya cut him off from it.
He coughed, not from the dust upon the wind, but from the sudden feeling of emptiness that yawned within him.
“The walls are falling.” She looked out toward the desert plain. Much of it was obscured by dust, drawn up from the wind. It was coming this way. Moment by moment the wind became biting and the air became thick with a red haze. “The walls are falling here, as they soon will around Ghayavand. It’s time to return, Khamal.”
Nasim stepped back and fell. He struck his head on a rock behind him and winced from the pain as Sariya approached and held out her hand.
“Come,” she said. “You know there’s little time left. These winds will die, but not around Ghayavand. Those will build until they have consumed the world. Join me, and I will show you what the Al-Aqim may still do.”
He stared at her hand.
It did not shake. It was as steady as a rock. As steady as the mountain beneath them.
He’d thought on this long and hard, how the world had lived. How it would die. He’d often wondered whether Khamal
had thought like Sariya and Muqallad. There had been glimpses in the memories he’d inherited from Khamal—memories of doubts and uncertainty and wondering whether the sundering hadn’t been a sign from the fates that the time was ripe to begin anew.
Sariya’s eyes stared deeply into his. There was a part of him that didn’t want to believe her. And yet, despite everything he’d told himself up until now, he did. She was right.
How could he not have seen it before?
Slowly, he reached up for her hand.
His fingers were mere inches from hers when a swath of red blossomed at a point just above and to the right of her heart.
A moment later the sharp report of a musket reached him.
Nikandr and the others pushed their ab-sair hard after seeing the flames from high on the mountain. They’d seen someone or something fly down from those heights and crash into the trees above them. They rode up, pushing their mounts harder than they had before, and soon they came to the place where the form had flown down.
“Go,” Nikandr said to Ashan and Sukharam. “Do what you can. We’ll continue up.”
Ashan nodded as he and Sukharam rode their mounts deeper into the trees.
Nikandr and Soroush took their ab-sair as far as they could, but soon the way became too steep, the pathway too narrow, so they slid off their saddles and continued on foot, running up the steps that had been cut into the stone. The wind came stronger now, and it bit, the red dust and sand from the valley below rising and driving against them, making it difficult to see. Soroush wrapped the long tail of his turban across his face. Nikandr did the same with his ghoutra. Still, it was difficult to see far ahead.
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