by R. H. Politz
"Please, please, I want more! Let me taste you. I need to feel you against my face."
"Let's see," she said lifting up my skirt. "Are you ready to beg, I mean, really ready?"
"Yes, yes, I'm begging you. Please let me kiss you. I want to taste your clit. Please?"
"Oh no, that's not what I want. You have to beg me to let you cum and, hmm..., you're really hard so this might not take too long."
She giggled as I struggled against the ropes and then bent down, slid her mouth over my cock and sucked. Seconds later, I was begging her to continue but she stopped and giggled again.
"That's not good enough Kimmy. I want you to really beg. Do you want to cum?"
"Yes, yes, yes, I want to cum. Please make me cum. I'll do anything if you let me cum!"
"That's a little better but you taste so good I think I'll play some more."
She pushed my skirt up, held my cock in one hand while sucking the tip and I tried to move my hips but the ropes kept me frustratingly immobile. With a superior smile, she looked up, kissed me and went back to playing with my cock. Within minutes, I was shivering, shaking and ready to explode but suddenly, she stood straight up, put her hands on her hips and said, "Are you ready to cum? Beg me Kimmy. Convince me!"
"Yes, please let me! Please! You're driving me crazy Kari, please, please make me cum!"
A smile crept across her lips, then a grin. "I'm not sure I believe you."
"Please, I'm begging you!"
For a few seconds, she stood motionless, staring at my flushed face and pleading eyes and then sat on my legs sliding her hand slowly up and down my cock teasing me even more. "I want you inside me," she whispered, "like this."
Then she guided me inside and moved up and down but there wasn't much feeling on my cock until she started sliding forward and back. In this position, her motions pressed against me and I began to shudder. She smiled and moved a little faster. I began to tremble and she kissed me. "Are you ready," she breathed but I couldn't speak and, with a deep passionate kiss, she moved her hips faster and I started shaking.
"Oh yes Kari, that's it..., perfect! Please don't stop. Please, please, yes, yes, yes!" And I shook and trembled as an orgasm exploded from my loins through every fiber in my body.
For the next several minutes she held me and kissed my face waiting for my heavy breathing and incoherent babbling to subside. "Did it feel good?" she whispered.
"Oh –– my –– God –– yes! I've never cum like that before! Whew!"
"Thank you my love. I've wanted to do that ever since I first saw you and it was better than I hoped. You just fulfilled one of my kinky fantasies and, since you've agreed to be my slave...," Her lips brushed against my ear as she continued in a breathy whisper, "..., we'll experiment with everything..., together. I want to give you as much pleasure as you've given me. I love you Kimmy!"
I sighed as she removed the last bit of rope and let my arms fall limply to my sides. "I think I've died and gone to heaven. Whew!"
"Me too," Kari breathed in my ear. "And you made it all happen. I have never ever been so happy."
When I stood up, I had to support myself by grabbing the back of the chair. "My legs are like rubber!"
"Then stand still and I'll undress you. We're not done yet." She unzipped my skirt, unbuttoned my blouse and whispered, "I want to feel every inch of my smooth soft girlfriend's body." Then she unhooked my bra. "I love the feel of your breasts but I have to take them off so I can play with your real nipples." The bra and silicone breasts dropped to the floor, she took off my shoes, kissed my ear and breathed, "Now it's your turn and you can do anything you want to me." She kicked off her shoes, wrapped her arms around me and pulled me to the bed. "I'm yours Kimmy..., forever."
Her lips were soft and inviting, her neck smooth and fragrant. I kissed, nibbled and slithered to her ear and whispered, "I love you Kari. And I want to you to be happy." She groaned and arched her back as I moved lower, down to her waist, then to her inner thighs. My mouth hungered for the taste of every inch as I pulled up her legs and kissed one, then the other and back to the first. As my mouth slid up past her knees, she squirmed. A few inches more and she giggled. I sucked, nibbled and kissed every inch of her smooth sweet thighs moving ever so slowly toward that beautiful place between her legs and my own anticipation was driving me mad. Suddenly, she let out a deep throaty squeal and grabbed my head.
"Oh my God Kimmy, please, please, I need you. I want to cum! Please..., touch my clit. Please kiss it! I love the way you make me feel and I'm so close. Don't make me wait any longer!"
She trembled when my mouth surrounded her clit so I sucked for a few seconds and moved back up to her breasts. As anxious as we both were, I couldn't get enough of caressing every part of her but, when I sucked on a nipple, she pulled my head away.
"Oh my God..., that feels so good but I haven't pumped them today and they're full."
"Full...?"
She froze for a second and then sighed and closed her eyes. "Full of milk. I've had to take hormones ever since that hysterectomy and, for the last year, I've been lactating and I don't want to gross you out. I'm sorry. Oh damn, now I've ruined our whole night!"
I pulled myself up and ran my fingertips across her forehead. "Look at us. You're worried because you think you're too big for my cock to feel anything and you're ashamed that your beautiful breasts are doing what they're designed to do." She started to say something but I put my finger on her lips and continued.
"I was ashamed because I look, sound and feel like a girl and I worried because my cock is too small for you to feel anything but frustration." Her sad expression started to fade. "I think we have a deal..., don't we?" She nodded. "Well, I want to keep it. Anything..., remember?"
She sighed and hugged me. "But I don't want to do anything that might turn you off."
"Kari..., you did not turn me off. Are your breasts sensitive when they're full?"
"They're always sensitive but more so when I haven't pumped them for a while. Why?"
"And, does it feel good when I suck them?"
"Yes."
"Then, let me suck them now. Let me drink your milk and make you feel good. My happiness is only real if I can make you happy. I'll be gentle, I promise."
"But, I've never done this before and sometimes it feels so good it..., it might make me cum!"
"Good! If it does, I will have found a new way to make the girl of my dreams happy!"
I started sucking and milk began to dribble into my mouth so I massaged her breast and sucked a little harder. She gasped and pushed her breast toward me. "That feels so good," she moaned, "I've never had.... Oh my God that feels good!"
She writhed and squirmed while held her close and I drained every drop. "I love you Kari..., every part of you, everything about you." Then I started on her other breast. "And I love the taste of your milk!"
She trembled and jerked with little spasms as I emptied her other breast and when I moved down to suck on her clit, she groaned. "I'm so close. That's it Kimmy. That's it. Oh my goodness, yes, that's perfect, right there! Keep..., just..., yes, oh yes, oh –– my––God!"
I sucked and tongued her super sensitive clit for only a few seconds and suddenly, she bucked and closed her legs against my head. The smooth soft skin of her thighs felt deliciously warm against the sides of my face and I continued my oral assault as her trembling turned into spasmodic shaking.
"I'm cumming!" she wailed. "Yes, yes, oh my God!" –– And she inhaled a deep gasp –– "I'm cumming!" And, like the first time, her orgasm kept gaining power until she lost all sense of time and space, convulsing in pleasure and begging me to make her stop cumming. I held her clit to my lips and tongue until I thought she could stand no more and then kissed my way up to her mouth, wrapped my arms around her and squeezed until she stopped shaking. Tears flowed from her eyes and a raspy sounding, "Thank you" filled my heart with joy.
It must have been at least five minutes before she could s
peak but I still didn't want to let her go. I loved holding her. I loved the feeling of her skin against mine and I loved the way we wrapped around each other as if we were one and the same living being. Finally, her trembling stopped. She sighed and opened her eyes.
"I was so afraid I'd gross you out."
"But you didn't. I enjoyed it!" I grabbed a box of tissues and began drying the tears from her cheeks.
"Really...?"
"Yes, really...! Do you remember when you said I tasted as good as you hoped I would?"
"Ha, yes, why?"
"Did you mean it?"
"Yes Kimmy. I did. I love the way you taste and I love making you feel good!"
"Well...?" As I stared into her eyes, her expression slowly changed from a question to a grin. She squealed, grabbed me and hugged as tight as she could. "So, from now on...," I tried to say, but the choking pressure of her arms was too much and she released her grip with a soft, "oops." "Ah-hmm," I continued, "from now on, you'll have to let me empty your breasts..., every day! Okay...?"
She put her hands on the sides of my face and said, "Yes my love; yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!"
As we lay there in each other's arms, I asked, "Promise me something?"
"Anything...! What is it?"
"Of all things one could be embarrassed about, my secret was the worst and you got me past it, even made it exciting and fun. So please, if you want me to know something, please tell me, no matter what it is. I love you and I want you to be able to tell me anything. If there's something I can't or won't do, I'll say so but I'll still, now and forever, always love you, no matter what. Okay?"
Her arms wrapped around me in another one of her powerful hugs and she said, "Deal."
* 8 * The Accidental Spy
When the first vial was full, the nurse replaced it with a second empty one. "Sorry Kimmy, but we need a bit more blood this time.
"Why," I asked, "is something wrong?"
"No, no, it's just for some additional testing in the lab. Have you been having any problems with your hormone regimen?"
"Other than being a little more emotional than usual, no, no problems at all."
"Well, that's to be expected. There, all done! The doctor wants to see you after she's had a chance to look at your test results. Is tomorrow morning okay for you?"
"Sure, what time?"
"I'll find out and let you know."
A month of hormone therapy had passed but, the only physical change I noticed was the increased sensitivity in my nipples. Kari loved being able to arouse and tease me by kissing and sucking them and I anxiously awaited the day when I no longer needed falsies. That will be so cool, I thought. Even the guilt and self-disgust that always plagued me every time I fantasized about being pretty was no longer a problem. It had evaporated from my mind along with the rest of my past and I liked wearing high heels, short skirts and makeup. They felt wonderfully right and I was learning more and more about taking care of my feminine self. The 'me' I had always fantasized about was finally blossoming into reality.
The next morning after the doctor saw me and made a slight change to my prescription, I met Kari in Ginger's office. We all said "Good morning," and sat down, whereupon, Ginger informed us of a little problem we might have.
"I can't do anything about your passport Kimmy and, looking like that, you might be asking for trouble at security and customs."
"What trouble...?" began Kari and then realized that my passport said 'male'. "Oh no, what can we do Ginger? Everything's already booked."
"Right now, it's fairly easy to solve. Kimmy, you can't wear makeup, nails, earrings or women's clothes and if you comb your hair back like you used to, I think you'll get through just fine."
Kari and I looked at each other with pouty expressions for a second and then I said, "I'll do it. I don't want to ruin our vacation so I'll go back to being a boy."
Kari stood up and put a finger to her lips, thinking. "Wait a minute Ginger. How about this..., what if Euphoria did a promotional tour? I'm the CEO and Kimmy can be the model we transformed! We can take before and after photos for the promotion and, if necessary, show them to the customs officials. Would that work?"
"Creative as always Kari," said Ginger leaning back in her chair, "but that would be pretty iffy! It's customary to travel as oneself and put on the alternate persona after arriving. One homophobic customs official could really ruin your day. Or your whole vacation for that matter."
"It's okay Kari. I'll be the boy. Besides, I know we'll have fun no matter how I'm dressed."
"But after all you've been through, I don't want you to have to go back to ––"
"Shush, as long as I'm with you, I'm happy."
Kari looked at me for a second and sighed. "I guess you two are a bit more pragmatic than I am, but...," she sat back down, "I'm going to enjoy being with you every minute, with or without makeup and heels."
Ginger stood up and clapped her hands. "That's the Kari I know! And that's the Kimmy I've come to know. Enjoy your vacation, both of you."
A week later, I was back to being Kim and we were on our way to Brazil. I had set up my laptop computer to run an audit on the systems so Kari wouldn't have to spend hours looking through financial papers and we were looking forward to just being tourists for a few days. The customs official just glanced at us and waved us through and we wondered if all the worry was even necessary. It took only half a day to complete our business so we booked a tour of Brasilia and became vacationing foreigners.
Paris was even easier. The official stamped our passports without really looking at us and we spent one day for business and three for ourselves thoroughly enjoying the sights in each grand old city. Finally, on our last night in London, we lay in bed talking.
"Kari, are you disappointed that I had to go back to being Kim for the last two weeks?"
She smiled, rolled up on one elbow, ran her fingers through my hair and said, "I haven't been disappointed at anything you've done since I met you. If we're together, I'm happy. And as long as you love me, I'm content. Besides, in another year, those hormones will have given you real breasts. What are we going to do then?"
"I don't know." I said laughing at a mental picture of a customs official ogling my shapely form and seeing "M" on my passport. "But I hope that by then, my breasts are as big and beautiful as yours so I'll never be able to look like a boy again." We laughed and giggled about scenes of a sexy young girl with 'male' on her passport and fell asleep in each other's arms.
During our flight home, Kari was looking through the financials on my laptop. "This is so much faster than dealing with all that paper. Was it hard to set this up?"
"No. It was easy and, after we get home, I'll have a big surprise for you!"
"Oh goodie, I love your surprises. What is it?" I shook my head 'no'. "Oh please, please tell me." I shook my head again and grinned. "Are you really going to make me wait until we get home?"
"Uh-huh..., actually, even longer than that, it'll take me a day or two to set up everything in your office so, yup, you'll have to wait."
She pulled a blanket over our laps and slid her hand under it. "Is there anything I can do to convince you to tell me now?" Her hand tightened over my cock. Then, she unzipped my fly. "Anything at all," she whispered.
The people across the aisle glanced at our fidgeting but we just smiled and ignored them. Kari adjusted the blanket with one hand and slid the other through the open fly in my trousers. "I love the feel of your cock through those silky panties," she whispered. "But I might have to pull them down a little so I can get my mouth on it."
"No!" My face went red and I pulled the seat-tray down over my lap.
"Okay smarty pants, if you're going to make me wait, then you'll have to wait too!"
I breathed a little sigh of relief but, instead of removing her hand, she squeezed my cock and held it. I gasped a little. Then, she released her grip and I relaxed so she squeezed again. This squeeze and release routine, with her grinni
ng and me gasping, went on for the next ten minutes until the flight attendant brought us drinks and snickered at Kari's hidden hand. "I'll get you two a larger blanket and some tissues," she said with a wink. "I enjoy doing the same thing when I have the chance."
Perhaps it was my naivety but the idea that the attendant would help Kari play her little sex game seemed quite odd. "Do you two know each other?"
"Umm..., don't think so. Why?"
"Because, you just..., she said..., how do you do that with people?"
"Aw..., Kimmy, don't you like it when I play with you? I promise I won't tease you any longer than you tease me. Of course, if there's something you want to tell me...."
"I love it but we won't be home for another hour and I'll be stark raving mad by then!"
"Ooooo, now there's a delicious thought but you agreed to be my slave. Remember?"
"Yes..., but, doing it here is a little..., um.... Are you going to tease me all the way home?"
"Umm..., maybe."
"And then...?"
"And then, my beautiful Kimmy, I'm going to tease you some more. Unless, of course, you tell me what your secret surprise is. That might change my mind. But, mind you, I'm not promising anything!"
"Oh, that's not fair. You want to know now?"
"Um-hmm...."
"But I can't tell you. I have to set it up and show you..., in your office!"
"Then I can't stop teasing you until I've seen it so, we'll both be in suspense. Oooo, your cock feels good in my hand but it would feel a whole lot better in my mouth. Don't you agree?"
I leaned back and burst out laughing.
"What's so funny?"
"I really am your slave Kari. And I love it but I can't tell you about your surprise. I don't know how to explain it without showing it to you."
