“Star, baby, I don’t want to hurt you.”
I slide my fingers under her panties and spread her folds. She’s wet. So fucking wet for me.
My rationality evaporates without a trace. I slide my finger into her heat. She cries out.
“Does it hurt, Star?”
She’s very tight. Even my finger seems to be too much.
I pull my finger out, but she grips my wrist and guides my hand back to her pussy.
“You like it, don’t you?” I press my lips against hers.
I push a finger into her pussy again and kiss her gasps. She folds her legs and spreads them wider for me. Her heels dig into the mattress.
I pump my finger in and out. Star winces as her fingers sink into my hair. I rub my thumb against her clit. She arches her neck back, her lips forming an ‘o’. Her body becomes taut and I see her thrash in satisfaction.
I open my trousers and rip her panties off her.
“Star, do you want me inside you?”
I want to be inside her. I need to fuck all my desperation and fear about her off me.
Her hazy eyes meet mine, but she doesn’t say anything.
“Star, I love you. I love you more than anything.”
I line my throbbing cock up with her entrance and enter her in one firm thrust. She squalls like a kid as I tear through her barrier. Her body stiffens against mine. I pin her down with my weight and kiss her cries.
Her hot cunt clamps around my cock, bringing me to the brink.
I fucking can’t stop.
I wrap her thigh around my waist and go deeper. My mind whirls. Heat shoots to my toes.
Star digs her fingers into my neck and trembles. I see sweat prick her forehead.
Her heat and tightness wake an animal in me. I close her mouth with mine and fuck her, every stroke of my cock against her walls like bliss. Her body softens a bit and she wraps her other thigh around my waist so her ankles cross over my back. We sway in a hot primal rhythm. I rise higher and higher until my balls tighten and a violent orgasm rolls over me.
There’s blackness, the absence of sound, the sense of goodness.
I pull out of her and roll on my side, setting her back against my chest. She sighs and drops off to sleep. My eyes travel to my cock covered in her virginal blood.
She’s mine. She’s gonna be mine forever.
***
Athena offers me a biscuit. I bite into it and swallow the bit. The mixture of ginger and sugar pricks my tongue. I hate ginger biscuits, but I swallow the rest so as not to offend Athena.
“So, what happened?” Athena asks.
“She was mad. She pierced her hand with a fork and punched me in the face.”
We’re seated in Athena’s living room—I’m in the armchair and she’s on the sofa.
“How did you calm her?” she asks, looking as professional as you’d imagine a doctor to look.
“I fucked her.”
Her face turns red and she clears her throat. “Did she like it?”
“I think she did.”
I know how to fuck my own wife.
Athena clears her throat again. “She may sometimes be uncontrollable.”
“I can deal with that.”
“She may hit you. Swear at you.”
“I said I can deal with that.”
The bitch thinks I’m a boy or what? I’m a man. A married man. I know how to take care of my wife. Star’s gonna be safe and happy with me.
“That’s what I wanted to hear from you.” She nods. “See you next week.”
“See you next week, Dr Holme.”
“Auntie Athena.” The bitch smirks at me. “I’m your auntie after all.”
“See you, Auntie,” I say and feel like an idiot.
“Don’t forget to have a good sleep, sweetie. And eat well. You need to be in good shape.”
“I’m fine,” I growl. “See you.”
Athena flashes me a warm motherly smile then she winks at me.
I leave her house and jump on my bike. Star is with Christa so I pick her up from Hawk’s place and we have dinner in Chaviva’s restaurant.
We return to our room and I start kissing her. She giggles like a kid.
“Star, you want my cock in your pussy?”
“No,” she says and giggles.
“You want me, don’t you?” I palm her breasts and lower the straps of her tank top. “You’re just shy. My pretty shy wife. Nothing wrong with being shy. I love your shyness.”
She bends slightly forward and giggles and gasps.
I hold her chin and tip her face up to mine, pulling her tank top and bra down. Her breasts wave, so beautifully naked for me.
My hand covers one of her tits as I close her mouth with mine.
“My pretty wife.”
“You think I’m pretty?”
“Very pretty.”
I turn her so her back rests against my chest. I sweep her hair away to her shoulder and touch her neck with my mouth. My fingers slide under her jeans and panties and I run one along her wet slit.
“Tell me what you want?” I rasp.
“I don’t know.”
I brace her chest with my arm and slide my finger into her pussy. “Tell me.”
“I don’t know, Rebel.” Anger sharpens her voice.
Right. Don’t push her. Be clear.
“That’s alright, Star.” I turn her to me and bury her in my arms. “I know what to do.” I press my lips against hers and kiss her until she moans into my mouth. “I’m gonna drive my cock into your pretty wet pussy and make you cum.”
“You’re horrible.”
“I’m your husband, darling.”
“I’m your wife.” She looks up at me and chews her lower lip.
I pull her tank top over her head then remove her bra. She hugs herself and hides under the comforter. I move closer to the bed and strip. I lift the corner of the comforter and crawl onto the bed to lie down beside her.
“Take your trousers off, Star.”
“No.”
I push her on her back and crawl on top of her. “No?”
“No.” She beams at me, her hands wandering on my back.
I shower her face with kisses then move my mouth down. She sighs and folds her legs, spreading them for me.
“You see,” I say. “You love it when I’m fucking you.”
“Rebel.” She covers her face with her hands.
I sit on my heels and remove her trousers then slide her panties down and throw them behind me. We are naked.
I lie on top of her. “Star, say you like it. I need to know, baby.”
“I liked it yesterday.” Her face turns red.
“It hurt, huh?”
She nods and gasps.
“But you liked it anyway?” I stroke her head.
She nods and averts her face. She inhales deeply then her eyes fix on mine.
“I like it when you’re inside me,” she says. “I like the pain. And I like the pleasure. I love you, Rebel.”
“I don’t want to give you pain.”
Her nostrils flare, and I see anger in her gaze.
“Alright.” I nod.
I don’t want to hurt her, but she seems to enjoy it rough. The thought that I could fuck her fast and hard wakes my most elemental instincts.
“I will give you everything you wish for, Star.”
I’d die for her if needed.
I kiss her tit then draw it fully into my mouth, biting her nipple. She hisses as her hands clutch my shoulders, but she doesn’t push me away. I swirl my tongue around her nipple and rub my thumb against her clit. Her sweet sighs turn me on even more. I massage her swollen nub and pinch her nipple. She digs her heels into the mattress, her eyes wild. I kiss a path down to her tummy and sink my face between her thighs. Star pushes my head away.
“I don’t want like this,” she says.
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
“I want to kiss your pussy, Star.
I want that very badly. Don’t be ashamed. Your pussy is beautiful, and I want to kiss it.”
“Okay.”
I plant a kiss on her inner thigh then lick her slit. She smells divine. She tastes even better. I penetrate her pussy with my tongue, massaging her clit with my thumb. Her muscles tense and relax. Her fingers tug at my hair. I fuck her with my tongue with fury. I drink her. I eat her.
Chapter 7
Star
I feel like I’m burning. Like I’m melting. Everything pulsates inside me. Rebel kisses me between my thighs as he’d kiss my mouth. I’m embarrassed yet I want him to kiss me like this forever. I’m scared yet I crave more.
Rebel kisses my pussy again and an electric current surges through me. I can’t stand the tension building inside me. I want Rebel to take this away from me.
“Rebel,” I growl.
“I know, baby.”
He pushes a finger into my pussy and licks me. I need more. I need my forgetfulness, and I need it now. Rebel pushes two fingers into me and that gives me a deliriously pleasant pain. His mouth causes jolts of electricity to radiate from my pussy. My mind whirls. My muscles tense up. I explode.
As the haze in my head clears, I find myself on all fours. I feel Rebel’s two fingers pumping in and out of my pussy.
“Star, baby, I’m gonna put my three fingers into your sweet pussy, okay?”
“Okay.”
He pushes his fingers into me, and my pussy stings and burns. I feel stretched. My shoulders dip, and I want him to give me more.
He slides his fingers in and out as pain and pleasure mix inside me.
“Everything okay, Star?” He runs his palm up and down my lower back and then glides it over my ass.
I spread my knees wider for him. There’s no me, just the fever in my veins. My desire to fall down, speed into the consuming darkness.
“Fuck, Star, I could cum just watching you like this.”
He kisses my ass as his fingers make me feel insane. It’s like a torture, but I want it to last forever. And I want my release.
Rebel pulls his fingers out and shoves his cock into my pussy. The burning pain from his intrusion makes me gasp.
His fingers travel to my breast and he pinches my nipple. I gasp at the pain as my pussy clenches around his cock. My body starts trembling, and I can’t bear it any longer. I need my release or I’ll go mad.
Rebel growls. “Fuck, baby. You’re wonderful.”
He gathers my hair on the back of my neck and winds it around his hand, pulling my head up. He slides his cock in and out, deeper and deeper until I’m all pain and then I’m all bliss, nothing more. I disintegrate. I scream. I black out for a split second.
Rebel
I kiss her shoulder. I stroke her head. Her body is still trembling in the aftermath of her orgasm, her eyes imperceptive. My body is so pleasantly relaxed after I’ve had my orgasm.
“Not too rough, Star?”
“Your voice is hurting my brain. Go away.”
Her demand breaks my heart, but I move away from her and grab my jeans. She needs silence and solitude.
I slide into my jeans, walk out of the room and sit on the floor.
The sex was amazing. The memory of her little cunt taking my three fingers and then stretched on my cock causes a thrill of desire to fill my veins. I don’t want more in life, just my little bird in my arms with her legs splayed for me. She’s my every fantasy, my every need, my one and only love. I want to have her in every way. Yep, every hole filled by my cock.
A tall figure emerges from the dark of the farther end of the corridor, and I recognise it as Tyler.
“How’s your honeymoon, lover-boy?” he asks as we shake hands.
“Good.”
“We’re setting off tomorrow. Be ready around noon.”
“Tomorrow? Where?”
“To the mountains? To build your dream little house, remember?”
“So soon?”
“The seller was in desperate need of money.” He grins at me. “There’s a nice cabin near the plot so you two will have some space.”
Star walks out of the room, wrapped in a blanket. My dick twitches in my pants at the thought that she may be naked under that blanket.
Tyler abducts her into his embrace and kisses both her cheeks. She growls and slaps him on the arm.
“Yeah, I deserve it,” he says, unconcerned. “You’re not in the mood, right? I like not being touched sometimes too.”
Star beams at him, and I have the impression that she likes him.
“So, tomorrow at noon,” Tyler says.
We settle ourselves on the floor, Star’s back against my chest. Two hotel guests pass us and shoot us consternated glances.
Tyler’s jaw muscles twitch, and I see he wants to talk to me.
“The sheriff likes you very much, Tyler,” Star says unexpectedly.
Tyler looks at her with wide eyes. “She told you this?”
“No,” Star says. “But I watched you… I mean I just glanced at you. She looks like she likes you. Like Daisy when she’s with Mike.”
Emotion paints Tyler’s face for a moment, and I see hope in his eyes.
Fuck me. The guy is madly in love with the sheriff.
I kiss Star’s head. “Sleeping beauties like you need plenty of sleep. Go have some rest.” I kiss her neck. “So you can be even more beautiful for me tomorrow.”
She giggles as though she’s just received a beautiful present.
“Yeah, all the beauties of the world need to sleep a lot,” Tyler says.
“I’ll join you in an hour,” I say.
“In half an hour,” Tyler says.
Star scrambles to her feet and disappears into our room.
“Ashley,” Tyler starts and tosses back his shoulder-length brown hair.
“As a sheriff, she needs a man she can respect. And she has kids, you know. She has to think about them first.”
“I thought so.” He nods several times. “I like kids. Wanted to take her kids out to the playground, but she was mad. Wanted to take her out to the cinema. But she was even madder.” He props his elbows on his knees and sinks his fingers into his hair. “I’m done with women. It’s been for a while, you know, but she hasn’t noticed.”
“Try with the kids again.”
“I will.” He nods. “You and Star okay?”
“More than okay.”
“Life is short, you know. It’s worth to be happy in life.”
We remain silent for a moment then Tyler rises to his feet and extends his arm to shake hands.
“See you tomorrow,” he says.
“See you.”
We part; I enter my room and strip. Star rolls on her other side as I lie down beside her.
“Take your pyjama set off, Star.”
I need her naked beside me every night. She won’t need her pyjama sets. Ever.
Star wiggles out of her vest and shorts, and I pull her naked body to mine.
“We sleep naked,” I say. “Always.”
“But… once a month…” Her voice falters. “Women…”
“We’re going to have a baby, Star. You won’t need your sanitary pads for a very long time.”
We kiss and my dick demands to be inside her again. I turn her over on her back and crawl on top of her. I enter her gently and bury myself inside her to the hilt in three thrusts. Star moans as her eyes flutter. We fuck slowly. Her hands rest against my buttocks and she squeezes them.
“My girl is naughty,” I rasp and pick up the pace.
Her body rocks beneath mine, so beautifully receptive to mine. Her smell wakes my dark instincts. I wrap her thigh around my hip and go as deep as I can. Star whimpers and shivers, her lips seeking mine. Our mouths in unison, we fuck to the point of exhaustion.
As I drop off to sleep, I feel united with the universe for a split second; I understand life. I touch the depths of love. I know Star and I are meant for each other. A second passes and blackness cuts me off
from reality.
Star
Rebel packs our bags as I make a braid of my hair. Soon, we’re standing in front of Chaviva. Two expensive cars are parked near the boys’ bikes.
Athena’s talking to Rebel, and he seems to be a bit cross with her. He nods at her though. Tyler’s talking to his mom and they look like they’re arguing, and I need the toilet again. I’m so nervous. And excited. Rebel and I will have a little house in the mountains. My dreams have come true.
I shake his arm. “Rebel?”
He kisses my temple. “Star?”
“I need the toilet.”
“Sure.” He pats my ass. “Go and hurry.”
A woman passes me in the opposite direction as I walk into the hotel. A man passes me. He looks young, but somehow scary. I shrink into myself and dart upstairs to use the toilet.
Rebel told me we’d live in the mountains forever. I can’t wait to move into our house. Only me and him. Maybe we will have a baby soon. I want to have a baby with him very badly.
A tingle runs down my spine at the memory of our sex.
I enter the bathroom. I pee, wash my hands and smooth my braid.
Rebel said I was beautiful. He said he loved me.
I love him more than anything.
My eyes travel to the holes after the fork on the back of my hand. Something squeezes my throat. Rebel didn’t tell me off. He wasn’t angry at all.
He was normal. I wasn’t. I’m a freak. What if he gets tired of me? My heart feels like a freezing hand is crushing it.
I need to call Daisy. She’ll know what to do. She always knows what to do and never lies to me.
I dig my hand into my clutch bag and my fingers close around my phone. I walk out of the bathroom and bounce off a tall figure.
“Sorry,” I say.
Rebel
I stride along the corridor and call out to her once again. “Star, baby, where are you? We need to go. Everybody’s waiting for us.”
It’s been half an hour since I saw her for the last time. Tyler catches up with me.
“I’ve checked the attic and the library,” he says and shakes his head.
My heart pounds in my chest. “She must be somewhere. That’s just a stupid hotel not some fucking black hole. People just don’t vanish like this.”
“The hotel is big. She must be lost somewhere. We’ll find her. Don’t worry, brother.”
“Maybe she freaked out or something.”
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