Paul Clifford

by Edward Bulwer-Lytton

  When he entered the hall, Barlow, the judge’s favourite servant, met him, with rather a confused and mysterious air, and arresting him as he was sauntering into Brandon’s library, informed him that Sir William was particularly engaged, but would join his lordship in the drawing-room. While Barlow was yet speaking, and Mauleverer was bending his right ear (with which he heard the best) towards him, the library-door opened, and a man in a very coarse and ruffianly garb awkwardly bowed himself out. ‘So this is the particular engagement,’ thought Mauleverer. ‘A strange Sir Pandarus: but those old fellows have droll tastes.’

  ‘I may go in now, my good fellow, I suppose?’ said his lordship to Barlow; and, without waiting an answer, he entered the library. He found Brandon alone, and bending earnestly over some letters which strewed his table. Mauleverer carelessly approached, and threw himself into an opposite chair. Sir William lifted his head, as he heard the movement, and Mauleverer (reckless as was that personage) was chilled and almost awed by the expression of his friend’s countenance. Brandon’s face was one which, however pliant, nearly always wore one pervading character – calmness: whether in the smoothness of social courtesy, or the austerity of his official station, or the bitter sarcasm which escaped him at no unfrequent intervals; still a certain hard and inflexible dryness stamped both his features and his air. But at this time a variety of feelings not ordinarily eloquent in the outward man struggled in his dark face, expressive of all the energy and passion of his powerful and masculine nature; there seemed to speak from his features and eyes something of shame, and anger, and triumph, and regret, and scorn. All these various emotions, which, it appears almost a paradox to assert, met in the same expression, nevertheless, were so individually and almost fearfully stamped, as to convey at once their signification to the mind of Mauleverer. He glanced towards the letters, in which the writing seemed faint and discoloured by time or damp; and then once more regarding the face of Brandon, said in rather an anxious and subdued tone, –

  ‘Heavens, Brandon! Are you ill? Or has anything happened? – You alarm me!’

  ‘Do you recognize these locks?’ said Brandon in a hollow voice; and from under the letters he drew some ringlets of an auburn hue, and pushed them with an averted face towards Mauleverer.

  The earl took them up – regarded them for a few moments – changed colour, but shook his head with a negative gesture, as he laid them once more on the table.

  ‘This handwriting, then?’ renewed the judge in a yet more impressive and painful voice; and he pointed to the letters.

  Mauleverer raised one of them, and held it between his face and the lamp, so that whatever his features might have betrayed was hidden from his companion. At length he dropped the letter with an affected nonchalance and said, –

  ‘Ah, I know the writing even at this distance of time; this letter is directed to you!’

  ‘It is, – so are all these,’ said Brandon, with the same voice of preternatural and strained composure. ‘They have come back to me after an absence of nearly twenty-five years; they are the letters she wrote to me in the days of our courtship’ – here Brandon laughed scornfully – ‘she carried them away with her, you know when; and (a pretty clod of consistency is woman!) she kept them, it seems, to her dying day!’

  The subject in discussion, whatever it might be, appeared a sore one to Mauleverer; he turned uneasily on his chair, and said at length, –

  ‘Well, poor creature! These are painful remembrances, since it turned out so unhappily; but it was not our fault, dear Brandon; we were men of the world, – we knew the value of – of – women, and treated them accordingly!’

  ‘Right! Right! Right!’ cried Brandon, vehemently, laughing in a wild and loud disdain; the intense force of which it would be in vain to attempt expressing. ‘Right! And faith, my lord, I repine not, nor repent.’

  ‘So, so, that’s well!’ said Mauleverer, still not at his ease, and hastening to change the conversation. ‘But, my dear Brandon, I have strange news for you! You remember that fellow Clifford, who had the insolence to address himself to your adorable niece? I told you I suspected that long friend of his of having made my acquaintance somewhat unpleasantly, and I therefore doubted of Clifford himself. Well, my dear friend, this Clifford is – whom do you think? – none other than Mr Lovett, of Newgate celebrity!’

  ‘You do not say so!’ rejoined Brandon, apathetically, as he slowly gathered his papers together, and deposited them in a drawer.

  ‘Indeed it is true; and what is more, Brandon, this fellow is one of the very identical highwaymen who robbed me on my road from Bath. No doubt he did me the same kind office on my road to Mauleverer Park.’

  ‘Possibly,’ said Brandon, who appeared absorbed in a reverie.

  ‘Ay!’ answered Mauleverer, piqued at this indifference. ‘But do you not see the consequences to your niece?’

  ‘My niece!’ repeated Brandon, rousing himself.

  ‘Certainly. I grieve to say it, my dear friend, – but she was young, very young, when at Bath. She suffered this fellow to address her too openly. Nay, – for I will be frank, – she was suspected of being in love with him!’

  ‘She was in love with him,’ said Brandon dryly, and fixing the malignant coldness of his eye upon the suitor. ‘And, for aught I know,’ added he, ‘she is so at this moment.’

  ‘You are cruel!’ said Mauleverer, disconcerted. ‘I trust not, for the sake of my continued addresses.’

  ‘My dear lord,’ said Brandon, urbanely taking the courtier’s hand, while the anguis in herbâ of his sneer played around his compressed lips, – ‘my dear lord, we are old friends, and need not deceive each other. You wish to marry my niece, because she is an heiress of great fortune, and you suppose that my wealth will in all probability swell her own. Moreover, she is more beautiful than any other young lady of your acquaintance; and, polished by your example, may do honour to your taste as well as your prudence. Under these circumstances you will, I am quite sure, look with lenity on her girlish errors, and not love her the less because her foolish fancy persuades her that she is in love with another.’

  ‘Ahem!’ said Mauleverer. ‘You view the matter with more sense than sentiment; but look you, Brandon, we must try, for both our sakes, if possible, to keep the identity of Lovett with Clifford from being known. I do not see why it should be. No doubt he was on his guard while playing the gallant, and committed no atrocity at Bath. The name of Clifford is hitherto perfectly unsullied. No fraud, no violence are attached to the appellation; and if the rogue will but keep his own counsel, we may hang him out of the way without the secret transpiring.’

  ‘But, if I remember right,’ said Brandon, ‘the newspapers say that this Lovett will be tried some seventy or eighty miles only from Bath, and that gives a chance of recognition.’

  ‘Ay, but he will be devilishly altered, I imagine; for his wound has already been but a bad beautifier to his face: moreover, if the dog has any delicacy, he will naturally dislike to be known as the gallant of that gay city, where he shone so successfully, and will disguise himself as well as he is able. I hear wonders of his powers of self-transformation.’

  ‘But he may commit himself on the point between this and his trial,’ said Brandon.

  ‘I think of ascertaining how far that is likely, by sending my valet down to him (you know one treats these gentlemen highwaymen with a certain consideration, and hangs them with all due respect to their feelings), to hint that it will be doubtless very unpleasant to him, under his “present unfortunate circumstances” (is not that the phrase?), to be known as the gentleman who enjoyed so deserved a popularity at Bath, and that, though “the laws of my country compel me” to prosecute him, yet, should he desire it, he may be certain that I will preserve his secret. – Come, Brandon, what say you to that manœuvre? It will answer my purpose, and make the gentleman – for doubtless he is all sensibility – shed tears at my generous forbearance!’

  ‘It is no bad idea,’ said Br
andon. ‘I commend you for it. At all events, it is necessary that my niece should not know the situation of her lover. She is a girl of a singular turn of mind, and fortune has made her independent. Who knows but what she might commit some folly or another, write petitions to the King, and beg me to present them, or go – for she has a world of romance in her – to prison, to console him; or, at all events, she would beg my kind offices on his behalf – a request peculiarly awkward, as in all probability I shall have the honour of trying him.’

  ‘Ay, by the by, so you will. And I fancy the poor rogue’s audacity will not cause you to be less severe than you usually are. They say you promise to make more human pendulums than any of your brethren.’

  ‘They do say that, do they?’ said Brandon. ‘Well, I own I have a bile against my species; I loathe their folly and their half vices. Ridet et odit* is my motto; and I allow, that it is not the philosophy that makes men merciful!’

  ‘Well, Juvenal’s wisdom be yours! – Mine be Horace’s!’ rejoined Mauleverer, as he picked his teeth. ‘But I am glad you see the absolute necessity of keeping this secret from Lucy’s suspicion. She never reads the papers, I suppose? – Girls never do!’

  ‘No! And I will take care not to have them thrown in her way; and as, in consequence of my poor brother’s recent death, she sees nobody but us, there is little chance, should Lovett’s right to the name of Clifford be discovered, that it should reach her ears!’

  ‘But those confounded servants?’

  ‘True enough! But consider, that before they know it, the newspapers will; so that, should it be needful, we shall have our own time to caution them. I need only say to Lucy’s woman, “A poor gentleman, a friend of the late squire’s, whom your mistress used to dance with, and you must have seen – Captain Clifford – is to be tried for his life: it will shock her, poor thing, in her present state of health, to tell her of so sad an event to her father’s friend! Therefore be silent, as you value your place and ten guineas,” – and I may be tolerably sure of caution!’

  ‘You ought to be chairman to the “ways and means” committee!’ cried Mauleverer. ‘My mind is now easy; and when once poor Clifford is gone – “fallen from a high estate” – we may break the matter gently to her; and, as I intend thereon to be very respectful, very delicate, &c., she cannot but be sensible of my kindness and real affection!’

  ‘And if a live dog be better than a dead lion,’ added Brandon, ‘surely a lord in existence will be better than a highwayman hanged!’

  ‘According to ordinary logic,’ rejoined Mauleverer, ‘that syllogism is clear enough; and though I believe a girl may cling, now and then, to the memory of a departed lover, I do not think she will when the memory is allied with shame. Love is nothing more than vanity pleased; wound the vanity, and you destroy the love! Lucy will be forced, after having made so bad a choice of a lover, to make a good one in a husband, – in order to recover her self-esteem!’

  ‘And therefore you are certain of her!’ said Brandon, ironically.

  ‘Thanks to my star – my garter – my ancestor, the first baron, and myself, the first earl – I hope I am,’ said Mauleverer, and the conversation turned. Mauleverer did not stay much longer with the judge; and Brandon, left alone, recurred once more to the perusal of his letters.

  We scarcely know what sensations it would have occasioned in one who had known Brandon only in his later years, could he have read those letters, referring to so much earlier a date. There was in the keen and arid character of the man, so little that recalled any idea of courtship or youthful gallantry, that a correspondence of that nature would have appeared almost as unnatural as the loves of plants, or the amatory softenings of a mineral. The correspondence now before Brandon was descriptive of various feelings, but all appertaining to the same class: most of them were apparent answers to letters from him. Some while they replied tenderly to expressions of tenderness intimated a doubt whether the writer would be able to constitute his future happiness, and atone for certain sacrifices of birth and fortune, and ambitious prospects, to which she alluded: at other times, a vein of latent coquetry seemed to pervade the style – an indescribable air of coolness and reserve contrasted former passages in the correspondence, and was calculated to convey to the reader an impression that the feelings of the lover were not altogether adequately returned. Frequently the writer, as if Brandon had expressed himself sensible of this conviction, reproached him for unjust jealousy and unworthy suspicion. And the tone of the reproach varied in each letter: sometimes it was gay and satirizing; at others, soft and expostulatory; at others, gravely reasoning; and often, haughtily indignant. Still, throughout the whole correspondence, on the part of the mistress, there was a sufficient stamp of individuality to give a shrewd examiner some probable guess at the writer’s character. He would have judged her, perhaps, capable of strong and ardent feeling, but ordinarily of a light and capricious turn, and seemingly prone to imagine and to resent offence. With these letters were mingled others in Brandon’s writing – of how different, of how impassioned a description! All that a deep, proud, meditative, exacting character could dream of love given, or require of love returned, was poured burningly over the pages; yet they were full of reproach, of jealousy, of a nice and torturing observation, as calculated to wound as the ardour might be fitted to charm; and often the bitter tendency to disdain that distinguished his temperament broke through the fondest enthusiasm of courtship, or the softest outpourings of love. He wrote in one letter: –

  You saw me not yesterday, but I saw you; all day I was by you; you gave not a look which passed me unnoticed; you made not a movement which I did not chronicle in my memory. Julia, do you tremble when I tell you this? Yes, if you have a heart, I know these words would stab it to the core! You may affect to answer me indignantly! Wise dissembler! – It is very skilful – very, to assume anger when you have no reply. I repeat, during the whole of that party of pleasure (pleasure! Well, your tastes, it must be acknowledged, are exquisite!) which you enjoyed yesterday, and which you so faintly asked me to share, my eye was on you. You did not know that I was in the wood when you took the arm of the incomparable Digby, with so pretty a semblance of alarm at the moment the snake, which my foot disturbed, glided across your path. You did not know I was within hearing of the tent where you made so agreeable a repast, and from which your laughter sent peals so merry and so numerous. Laughter! O, Julia, can you tell me that you love, and yet be happy, even to mirth, when I am away? Love! O God, how different a sensation is mine! Mine makes my whole principle of life! Yours! I tell you, that I think, at moments, I would rather have your hate than the lukewarm sentiment you bear to me, and honour by the name of ‘affection.’ Pretty phrase! I have no affection for you! Give me not that sickly word; but try with me, Julia, to invent some expression that has never filtered a paltry meaning through the lips of another! Affection! Why that is a sister’s word – a girl’s word to her pet squirrel! Never was it made for that ruby and most ripe mouth! Shall I come to your house this evening? Your mother has asked me, and you – you heard her, and said nothing. Oh! But that was maiden reserve – was it? And maiden reserve caused you to take up a book the moment I left you, as if my company made but an ordinary amusement instantly to be replaced by another! When I have seen you, society, books, food, all are hateful to me; but you, sweet Julia, you can read, can you? Why, when I left you, I lingered by the parlour window for hours, till dusk, and you never once lifted your eyes, nor saw me pass and repass. At least, I thought you would have watched my steps when I left the house; but I err, charming moralist! According to you, that vigilance would have been meanness.

  In another part of the correspondence, a more grave, if not a deeper, gush of feeling struggled for expression:–

  You say, Julia, that were you to marry one who thinks so much of what he surrenders for you, and who requires from yourself so vast a return of love, you should tremble for the future happiness of both of us. Julia, the triteness of
that fear proves that you love not at all. I do not tremble for our future happiness; on the contrary, the intensity of my passion for you makes me know that we never can be happy! Never beyond the first rapture of our union. Happiness is a quiet and tranquil feeling. No feeling that I can possibly bear to you will ever receive those epithets, – I know that I shall be wretched and accursed when I am united to you. Start not; I will presently tell you why. But I do not dream of happiness, neither (could you fathom one drop of the dark and limitless ocean of my emotions) would you name to me that word. It is not the mercantile and callous calculation of chances for ‘future felicity’ (what homily supplied you with so choice a term?) that enters into the heart that cherishes an all-pervading love. Passion looks only to one object, to nothing beyond, – I thirst, I consume, not for happiness, but you. Were your possession inevitably to lead me to a gulf of anguish and shame, think you I should covet it one jot the less? If you carry one thought, one hope, one dim fancy, beyond the event that makes you mine, you may be more worthy of the esteem of others; but you are utterly undeserving of my love…