by Jai Amor
“Okay cool, I’ll be ready.”
KIOR
It was about time for me to go hang out with DJ Spin and I was excited to see him. I know that I probably should’ve cancelled because Ahmir and I were now officially a couple but let’s be real, I don’t know exactly what Ahmir is doing. Until I know he is serious about this relationship, I will always keep a “spare tire” just in case the other one goes flat.
Spin: Hey love I’m on my way, I’ll be there in ten mins.
Me: Okay see you soon
When he called to let me know he was outside, I double checked myself in the mirror and sprayed my body with my favorite perfume, Flower Bomb by Viktor & Rolf. I went downstairs and got into his car. He was driving a nice black BMW with matching rims. When I closed his door and put on my seatbelt, he leaned over and gave me a hug. Not only did he look good in his all-white Polo outfit but he also smelled good with the Issey Miyake on him.
“You looking good as always,” he said.
Blushing I said, “Thank you! You’re looking good as well.”
“I was thinking that we could go to a park not too far from here and talk to get to know each other a little better.”
“Sounds good to me.”
He drove about ten minutes down the road and pulled up in a parking space. We got out and walked around for a while talking about all types of things. He told me how he got into the DJing thing and how it was always a passion for him. I told him a little about where I was from and what I wanted to do after I graduated from college. Our conversation was so good, I did not want it to be over. He suggested that we go to the mall because he had to look for an outfit to wear to the club. The mall was pretty big, bigger than the malls I went to back at home. We went into so many stores that I was exhausted. He told me that there was one last store that he wanted to go in. Even though I was tired, I said okay. We walked into Bebe’s and I looked at him trying to figure out what could he possibly be getting out of this store.
“Pick out whatever you want in here, I gotcha,” he said.
I looked at him like he was crazy. “No, I can’t let you spend money like that on me.”
“Baby this is nothing for me; this is just a gift from me to you. Now pick out anything you want.”
I didn’t say anything else I just started browsing and looking to see what I liked. After about thirty minutes of looking around, I settled on an all-black bandage and lace dress, pair of Gisellaa mesh peeptoe pumps, a black sequin clutch, and a fringe collar necklace. He paid for everything and asked did I want to get a bite to eat from the food court before we left. I had a taste for some Japanese food so I agreed. I ordered a chicken and shrimp stir-fry with white rice and he ordered the same. We talked and laughed while eating.
“Listen ma, I really enjoyed myself with you and I would like to take you out again soon. You are different from any other girl I have talked to,” he said.
“Thank you! I really enjoyed myself and I never had anyone to spend so much money on me like this, especially not wanting anything in return. Thank you again!” I said.
“You’re more than welcome love and there’s more where that came from.”
After we finished eating, we headed back to campus because he had to get ready for the club. When he pulled up to my dorm, I reached over and gave him a hug. He hugged me back but then kissed me softly on the lips. I pulled back real quick and turned my head a little. It wasn’t that I didn’t enjoy it but I knew that I was now in a relationship and it just didn’t feel right.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable Ma,” he said.
“It’s alright but let me get going, thank you so much again I had a wonderful time.” I said.
“No problem, I will try to give you a call later, okay?”
“Alright, talk to you later.”
I got to my room and Asha was in the room listening to music while cleaning up.
“Somebody has been shopping! And at Bebe’s! Let me find out you ballin,” she teased.
“I wish, a friend of mine bought this for me,” I told her.
“Well damn, do he have a friend?” she asked.
“I don’t know but I will find out.”
“Girl, I’m just playing! Show me what you got.”
I pulled out everything I had and showed it to her. She absolutely loved it all especially my pumps. I decided to stay inside for the rest of the night so Asha and I had a girl’s night in. We found a movie to watch, popped popcorn and gossiped about things that were going on around campus. Right before I went to bed, I sent Ahmir a quick message letting him know that I was going to bed and I hoped he had a goodnight.
AHMIR
I don’t know what made me want to make things official with Kior but I felt like it was something I needed to do. I had to have her and I didn’t want another nigga scooping her up, so I did what I had to do. The thing is, I still had Zaria in the picture but as bad as it was for me to do it, I had to let her know what was up so I decided to shoot her a quick text.
Me: What’s up beautiful? I’m just sending you a message because I wanted to let you know that we will not be able to fuck around anymore. Kior and I are now together and I don’t want to lead you on. I hope you can understand.
Zaria: Can we meet somewhere? I’d rather have this conversation face to face.
Me: I understand... meet me downstairs, I’m on my way now.
Zaria: You coming over here?
Me: Yeah
I got up and headed to her dorm, I hope she understands. When I got there, she was sitting on the steps with her head down. I walked up to her and sat down beside her. When she lifted her head I saw a tear roll down from one of her eyes.
“Look don’t cry baby girl, I’m not telling you that to hurt your feelings but I want you to know what it is,” I told her.
“As bad as it hurts me, I appreciate you telling me the truth instead of leading me on. I have one question though. Why her and not me?” she asked.
“The thing is before I met you, Kior and I had been chilling a lot and I was really feeling her. When you came along, I really became confused because I started feeling you as well. I’m not trying to be an ass when I say this but Kior and I just have a stronger connection,” I bluntly stated.
“Okay, well can we at least remain friends?” she asked.
“I don’t see any harm in that.”
I got up to leave so I could hit Kior up to see what she had planned for the day.
*******
After I let Zaria know that Kior and I were together, I went to my homie’s room to see what he was up to. I talked to Kior but she was chillin’ with her girls and I know how that is. When they get together, it was an all day or night thing. When I got there some of the guys from the football team were in there playing Madden on the Xbox.
“I got next,” I said walking into the room.
“Oh you ready to get that ass whooped?” My homeboy Tori asked without looking away from the game.
“Nigga whatever, just get ready to get up out that seat so you can watch a pro,” I said jokingly.
I sat down and waited for my turn when I got a text message from Jasmine telling me to call her as soon as possible. I haven’t really talked to Jasmine since the day she came down here. She kept her word when she said she was coming to visit me so that I could give her some of this pipe. The two days that she stayed here, we were stuck in her hotel room sexing only taking breaks when it was necessary, I even missed some of my classes.
Me: I’ll give you a call in just a minute... is everything okay?
Jasmine: Yes just call me please
Even though she said she was okay, I knew it was something wrong so I told the guys I would be back and stepped out in the hallway to call her.
“Jasmine what’s up?” I said before she could even say hello.
“I’m in here about to eat, are you busy? I need to tell you something,” she said.
By the sound of her voic
e, I know it’s something I don’t want to hear but whatever it is, I want her to go ahead and spill it out.
“What is it Jasmine?”
“Well I’ve been feeling kind of funny lately and my period is a few days late. I decided to go get a test to make sure I was good but when I took it, it came out positive,” she told me in a low tone.
“It what?” I sighed. “How though? We used condoms and you said you were on birth control. Damn Jasmine, I can’t have any kids right now!”
“Ahmir! You knew the condom burst and I never told you I was on birth control. What do you mean you can’t have kids right now? I know you’re not saying what I think you are saying. I’m not killing my baby Ahmir!” she yelled.
“You can and you will! I get my refund check soon so I will send you the money for it and that’s all I’m going to say.”
“No, I’m not getting an abortion and I don’t care what you say. You can send me whatever you want to send me but it’s going towards baby clothes and diapers.”
“You know what Jasmine? I’m not about to have this conversation with you right now, I’ll holla at you when I send the money,” I told her and hung up.
I went back into the room with everyone and sat there trying to pay attention to what was going on in front of me but my mind was on the conversation I just had with Jasmine.
ZARIA
I CANNOT BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED! HE CHOSE THAT BITCH OVER ME! OH HELL NO, IT’S ON NOW!
I went back up to my room wanting to cry my eyes out but I refused too. I was not about to let no other female come take my man away. Soon the both of them will be in for a rude awakening. After about an hour of sitting in my room contemplating what my next move was going to be, I got up and freshened myself up. I called my girl Neveah to see what she was up to and she said that they were in the room with Kior hanging out. BINGO! I told her I was going to stop by to hang out with them for a moment. I headed out my room and went upstairs to their floor. Instead of taking the elevator, I decided to take the stairs to release some of the anger I had. By the time I got to their door, I was completely out of breath. Damn, I need to start working out again. I knocked on the door and Tionne opened it. When I walked in, Kior was sitting on Tionne’s bed with a silly ass grin on her face.
“What’s going on girls?” I said as I sat down in one of the chairs.
“Just in here having girl talk,” Neveah said.
I was very interested in knowing what kind of girl talk they were having so being the person that I am I asked, “What kind of girl talk are y’all having? Sex talk?”
“Well not really Kior has a new man!” Tionne said.
“Oh really and who is this lucky guy?” I pried
“His name is Ahmir and he is so sweet!” she said in excitement.
You don’t know how hard it was for me to keep my composure and a straight face. In my head I was screaming, “Bitch, he is my man!” I looked at her and said in the most sincere voice I could muster up, “Awww I’m sure he is, I’m soooo happy for you girl.”
“Thank you,” she said with the cheesiest grin ever. “The only problem I have now is that there’s a guy that I met that is very interested in me and I’m trying to find a way to let him know that I am officially off the market.”
“I told her the next time he calls her to just let him know what’s what. I mean the only thing he can do is respect it,” Neveah said.
“I agree,” Tionne said.
“I agree also. Well since we having girl talk, I have a situation I want to get off my chest. So the guy that I was dealing with just broke up with me for another girl, the whole time we were together, he was seeing this other girl also. To make matters worse the girl that he was seeing behind my back is someone that I know. I was so hurt that I did not know what to do or say, that’s not the worst part of it though. The thing is I think I might be pregnant by him,” I began to cry to make it even more believable.
Neveah, Tionne, and Kior got up and gave me a hug to try to calm me down. I tried to stop the tears from coming but once they started falling, there was no way for me to stop it.
“I’m sorry that happened to you Zaria,” Kior said.
“It’s okay because one thing is for sure; both of them will feel the hurt that I am feeling right now.” I said vindictively with my eyes narrowed at Kior. “Damn look at the time, I was just supposed to come in here for a second and look at me. Y’all got me in here crying and pouring out my heart. Let me go, I’ll talk to you girls later. Thank you for listening to my drama for the day!”
“Okay, talk to you later boo.” Neveah said giving me a hug.
I left out their room trying to figure out what I was going to do with this little bit of news I just received.
*************
It had been a week since Ahmir broke the news that he could no longer have sex with me and since that day, I have not contacted him at all. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to him but I had to get my mind together and come up with a plan on how I was going to win my man back. Let me catch you up to speed. One night I was leaving Neveah’s room and right before I got on the elevator I saw Kior and her friend Chanel going into what I assumed to be her room. After they went in and shut the door, I tiptoed to their door and did a little eavesdropping. Come to find out the guy that was into Kior was the DJ that worked at the club that everyone went to. DJ Spin was a big time DJ in the area and everyone knew who he was; when I tell you that was music to my ears, believe it. I heard all I needed to hear so I hurried back to the room and began putting my plan into action.
Since it was the weekend, I decided to go out to Club Pure and pay DJ Spin a little visit. I went to my room and decided to wear a red tight fitting long sleeve dress with a pair of silver pumps for the occasion. I put my hair in a high bun, put on some black lipstick and eyeliner, and sprayed my body with Twilight Wood by Bath and Body Works. I grabbed my purse and cell phone and headed out the door. I called a cab so I was waiting on it to arrive. When the cab came, I hopped in and told him where I was going. Pulling up to the club, it was packed like always but I wasn’t the one to wait in anyone’s line. I walked right up to the door and because I knew the bouncer, he let me right in with a little tip in his hands of course. I walked inside and everyone was dancing and having the time of their lives. Too bad I was there for business and not pleasure. While sitting back scoping the scene, some guy who was not pleasant to the eyes at all, walked up to me and asked could he buy me a drink. Looking at his 5’10 medium build, brown skinned frame and that nappy ass hair on his head and face, let me know he hasn’t had a haircut in forever. I would’ve normally declined but because I knew I wasn’t going to be there long, I decided to accept his offer. I decided to drink very light so I settled with an amaretto sour; I had to keep my mind clear. After about fifteen minutes of just sitting back, I decided it was time to put my plan in motion. I walked over to the DJ booth and got DJ Spin’s attention to let him know I wanted to talk to him. When he gave me the signal, I walked up to the booth and said, “Hi how are you? My name is Zaria, I’ve heard so much about you so I had to come and speak.”
“Oh really, and who has been telling you so much about me?” he asked.
“My girl Kior! She talks to me all the time about how much she is into you but she’s not sure how you feel about her. I told her it sounds like you like her a lot but she still has some doubt,” I said convincingly.
“Damn, I didn’t know she felt like that. I told her that I really like her and enjoy her company so she should know how serious I am about her,” he poured out.
“Well, maybe you should do something real special for her, something that is surprising to her, that she won’t even expect.”
“I’ll have to do that, maybe take her on a weekend getaway.”
“That would be perfect! Exciting as it is, I promise to keep my mouth shut and not ruin the surprise.”
“Cool, thanks for the heads up ma!”
“No problem,
well I’ll let you get back to work. Nice meeting you.”
“Same to you.”
The first phase of my plan was done. Now it was time for me to go back to my room and get some rest; better yet, I had something else in mind.
Me: Hi Ahmir, I’m sorry to bother you and I hope you’re not busy but I just came back from the club. I thought that I had my room key with me and my roommate has not gotten back yet so I’m locked out. I was wondering if it would be cool if I could chill in your room until my roommate gets back?
Ahmir: Why didn’t you go to one of your homegirl’s room?
Okay this nigga is being too complicated right now.
Me: I’ve tried to get in contact with them but unfortunately, no one answered their phones.
Ahmir: A’ight, I’ll be outside waiting on you.
Me: Thank you so much!
Fifteen minutes later, I was walking up to Ahmir’s dorm and as promised, he was sitting outside waiting on me.
We headed up to his room and I asked, “Where is your roommate?”
“He went home for the weekend,” he replied.
“Oh, okay.”
In my mind, I was so happy because there would be no interruptions. When we got in the room, I plopped down on his bed as usual.
“I’m sleepy so I’m about to lay down, you can lay across the bed if you want, just wake me up before you leave so I can make sure you get back to your room safely,” he said. But little did he know, there was not going to be any sleeping just yet.
He laid in the bed and drifted off to sleep. I waited until I knew he was in a deep sleep and I decided to get what I came for. I took his manhood in my mouth and went to work like I was trying to find the tootsie roll in the center of the tootsie pop. That was all it took and he was in full effect. He twisted and turned me all types of ways. The one thing that he forgot to do is wear a condom and that was alright with me. We were going at it for about an hour before we both came and passed out. When I woke up it was almost six in the morning. I got up, got dressed and told Ahmir I was ready to leave. He walked me downstairs and told me to let him know when I made it to my room. One thing was for sure though, I had one of the biggest smiles on my face and no one could remove it.
