by Dee Ellis
"I finished school early. Graduated the fall after my first year up there. I hated it there, Cress. I know I told you different. How could I love it anywhere without my girl? I thought I might find work to be able to make a life for us. Even with a diploma, I was a sixteen-year-old who was pissed at the world and lost without his woman. I fucked up every interview because I got angry. I got into fights when I did get odd jobs. I had so much rage after losing my dad, losing my mom. Losing you. Then my uncle, my mom's brother, he started training me. Helping me work out my aggression. Suddenly I knew what I wanted to do." Cress shoves her other foot up my chest, and I kiss the instep before taking it and giving it the same treatment I had the other.
"You had a right to be angry. I was too, Judge. Not at you, really. Just because. You were all I ever had, you know. Then you were gone. Never to return." I give a yank and her ass slides up to my knees, legs falling around my waist. I shove my still hard shaft between her legs, letting him rest nicely between her softness.
"I was always coming back to you, Cress. I swore to you. I never broke one fucking promise. They just, you know, took a lot fucking longer than I thought to keep. You were all I wanted in this entire fucking world, baby. I don't know what made it so simple. How I knew at fifteen that you were going to be my life, but I did. My uncle got me some fights. I was good, Cress. Really good. I had so much to work out in my head that I couldn't. So, I did it in the ring. I love it, baby. Does....do you...I mean is it a deal breaker for you? Me boxing? Because if it means losing you again, I'm done, Cress." Her long legs hook at my back, her hands sliding over my chest, my shoulders, nails raking at my skin.
"Mmm, no baby. You could kill people. Rob banks. Burn the fucking world down. I don't give a shit what you do. I know who you are. Violence,” She shudders a little and I draw her closer, “Is not my favorite thing. Doesn't mean it changes how I feel about you. Who I know you are. How you saved my fucking life. You are the only person who can deal with my shit. Who can handle my own rage. If anything, maybe you should put some gloves on with me a few times, Judge." Good God, she’s so fucking perfect.
"That might be the hottest thing I can imagine. My Bug in some gloves, kicking someone's ass. Mmm, let me think about that for a moment." I do too; see her in a ring, bright blonde hair up in a bouncing ponytail. Big tits in a tiny sports bra. Curvy ass hanging out of some trunks. Beating the shit out of a lesser opponent. My dick gets harder at the vision. She might be onto something.
"Fuck yeah. Makes me hard as fuck thinking about you in the ring, Cress. So....I box. I'm good, Cress. I've got two belts now, nothing major yet but, I've got some shots lined up. I came back here to train but really, to be close to you. I promised you I would take care of you. Really, I never stopped, Bug. I couldn't give you the world like I wanted, but I did what I could. I was always there, even if you didn't know it. The important moments of your life, I was there, Cress. When you graduated. Your first few nights at that fucking bar. Your last night at home. Your first day here, touring the campus. I was there, baby. I just...I wanted you to have whatever you wanted and not think it was because of me." Cress frowns, her cute nose turning up a little as my large hands move onto her calves, kneading and massaging.
"Mmm,” Her breathy moan hits me right in my gut, her eyes fluttering as I work to please her, “Your hands are amazing, Judge. Do you mean to tell me, all the times I felt you there, you really were? All the choices I made that I thought were mine might have really been because of you?" I go still, her beautiful blue eyes, stormy and dark like the midnight skies, narrow on me. Well, shit.
"No. No, baby. Well, yeah, a little I guess. I mean...I was there. How could I not be? I loved you, Cress. I wanted to come back to you when it was right and I could keep my promises. Then, fuck I didn't even know if you wanted that. I thought even if you did you were better off without me. My life was a fucking mess for a few years, Cress. My mom is worse; she was never the same after my dad died. Didn't care that I lost him too, you know? That I lost my whole fucking world at once. I was angry and lonely and I pinned my entire fucking life on you. On us, Cress. On coming home to you one day, when I thought I had it right. On making you my girl again and giving you the fucking world just like I promised." I start to panic a little, afraid by the look in her eyes I waited too long.
"Judge,” Cress soothes me with one word, closing herself around me and cradling me close, “I love you. You could have come to me with nothing, that doesn't matter to me. You are my whole world; don't you know that? Why did you let us lose so much time? How could you not see how badly I needed you? How important those days that you hid in the shadows were to me? How I rather have shared them with you by my side?" I am stunned silent.
Cress is, of course, right; I’m such a fucking fool. All I ever needed was her. And she needed me. The two of us were happy in that dinky town with nothing; just as long as we were together. I wasted so much time on promises that never really mattered.
"I'm so fucking sorry, Cress. I should have come to you the moment I could. I... I thought you deserved so much more than what I had to give you. I had all these promises I wanted to make come true. I wanted to give you the fucking world, Bug." I bow my head, grief at the years lost overwhelming me.
"You. Judge,” Tears flood her eyes as she trembles and my heart rips in two, “All I ever fucking wanted was you." I crush her to me and right there in the tub, we cry together.
"I'm so sorry, Bug. I missed you so fucking much. I should have come to you instead of being such a fucking coward. You are the only thing that scares me. Getting into the ring, watching my mother fall apart right in front of me; none of that shit scares me. Coming to you scared me more than any fight I’ve ever faced, Cress."
It was true, even if it made me a pussy. I had loved her for my entire life. In different ways, sometimes more than other times. Sometimes it felt like too much. When I lusted after her when we were teens, jerking my dick to her every night, I thought it was too much. When I stayed away for what I swore was her sake, I thought it wasn't enough. When I followed her here to Boston, after she chose her college, I thought it might be just enough.
My hands turn rough at her hips and I start to angle my cock so I can prove it’s always been enough. I realize, though, that we’re both still crying. My hands gentle and I bring her so close there’s no clear her or me. Just us. I let us both have this. The gut wrenching sobs that shake our bodies. That leave us both aching for breath. Sometime later I lift us from the water. The water long cold. After wrapping her in a thick terry towel, I cradle her to my naked body and carry her to the bedroom.
"Judge." Cress whispers gently, tiny hands cradling my jaw as I crawl over her.
"Bug. My lightning Bug. Lit up whenever I was around. Only when I was around." I peer down at her in the darkness, waiting to see if it’s still true.
"Mmm, my protector. Saved me from myself and every fucking thing else." Emotions make it hard to swallow because once, losing her at the hands of her father had been a real threat.
"I always will. I always tried to, baby. I... I knew you wanted to see places. I knew Boston was far enough from home for you to start. I knew you would want to come here. To this school, I mean. I met Hope's father a few years ago, his daughter was going here too. I uh...my first big purses, I spent on your tuition. Once I knew you were settled, I had to come be close to you. I had to. Sometimes when I can't stand it, I stay beneath you two. Right below you. I'm fucking crazy, Cress. How I feel about you, how it's grown to consume me should scare you. Tell me it doesn't, Bug." I don't care that I’m begging her; don't care how pathetic it makes me look.
"Does it scare you that I have photos of us on my phone from a decade ago? Memories I look at every single night. I still have your football jersey and sometimes, when I can't stand it, I sleep in it. That sometimes I need to smell you on me? That when I do, it gets me so wet I have to touch myself and all I see is your face when I come? Always saying your name, Judge.
Fuck yes, it's crazy and it scares the shit out of me. You stalked me, basically. You followed my life while I had no clue where the fuck you were. That breaks my fucking heart. Know what else it does?" My hands are everywhere, tearing her towel off, skimming over her breasts, tweaking her plump nipples, wrapping around her throat.
"Tell me baby. Tell me everything. Make it hurt if you have to. Just don't hold back now. I need it all." Cress moans and my cock jumps between her legs, her back arching, hands wrapping around my wrist where my hand is at her throat.
"Makes me fucking hot,” Her hips buck against mine and her wetness makes me growl, “To know you’re so fucking crazy about me you couldn’t let me go. Just like I could never let you go. To know you watched me when it mattered. When it hurt you. Hurts me too, baby. Make us forget, Judge. Please. Fuck me till I can only remember you inside me. Owning me again. Huge and hot making me come. Because crazy or not, I am yours and I always will be. Now fucking prove it to us both." Her hands circle my cock and I growl as she aims me at her soaking pussy.
"Fucking right you belong to me. Spread your legs baby, let me see what's mine. Mmm, good girl,” Her legs fall open and her pussy is beautiful, wet and throbbing for me, “So hot, that perfect little cunt. Tell me only I know what your come tastes like." My hands grip her thighs tight as she shudders, her hands sliding to her tits, cupping them as she obeys me.
"No one else, Judge. Only you. Please, baby. Taste me again." I lean forward to do just that, licking her slit from bottom to top, then sucking her into my mouth.
"Mmm…so sweet. Before I make you come again, I think my girl needs punished. You let those people at the club watch me fuck you. Hear you come, didn’t you, Cress? On your knees, Bug. Now." I watch as she slides down the bed, slowly crawling to me, the lust and need in her eyes making it clear she wants this. Cress wants me to own her in the most fucked up, animalistic way and that has my cock saluting her.
"Yes, baby?" I stand at the edge of the bed, yanking her closer till her mouth is level with my pulsing cock.
"Open up for me, Bug." Slowly Cress licks her lips, her eyes looking hungry as my cock presses to her pouty mouth.
Cress obeys with a smirk on her lips. Opens wide as I wind her thick blonde hair around my hand. Tugging roughly, I angle her head back. Cress goes still to allow me to control this. Fuck I need that. Need her submission more than she could possibly realize. I need to own her and know it’s more than words. More than her telling me what I want to hear.
Watching her, I thrust my hips and drive my cock to the back of her throat. Cress moans and closes her eyes, but I want her to watch me dominate her. Watch me fuck her mouth because I can. Because it’s what I want and she will give me what I want.
"Open those pretty eyes, Bug. I want you to see me owning you. Watch me while I fuck this pretty mouth. I'm gonna come down your throat then you’re going to ride my face with that pretty pussy." Again, Cress moans, the vibration around my cock making my hands tighten in her hair.
"You are so wet I can smell how much you like this, Bug. You like me controlling us, don't you?" Her head nods, my cock still deep in her throat, her eyes watching me like I ordered.
The need to mark her with my cum, to take every part of her body turns me carnal. Savage. I begin pumping my hips, fast and hard. Cress takes me down her throat, moaning and sucking and working her tongue like fucking magic around my dick. My fingers tug roughly at her hair, not so rough it hurts but rough enough to remind her who has control.
My other hand slides over the arch of her back to grab a handful of her plump ass. I smack her ass. Hard. Watch the pink print of my hand swell up on her ass, my balls tightening at the sight. Mine. I do it again and her ass bounces from the force, her eyes widening and darkening with need. Fuck, my girl likes it rough.
Without warning, I sink my two middle fingers into her tiny pink ass hole and she bucks hard. I start pumping, her pussy so wet it’s leaking to her ass and offering all the lubrication I need.
"Just like that, Cress. Give me what's mine. This mouth, this pussy,” My hand slides down briefly to smack her throbbing lips and she screams, “This ass. It's all mine and I'm going to take it all tonight. You like it, don't you baby? You like having me everywhere at once, Bug?" My fingers are pumping in and out of her ass; my cock hits the back of her throat as she sucks so hard her cheeks hallow out. The hand holding her hair yanks her head back before moving to slip between her legs and rub at her throbbing clit.
Fuck, she’s beautiful. Her eyes wide as I take her, claiming every part of her. Pumping in and out of her from everywhere I can reach at once. Her hands grip the edge of the bed and she’s trembling, cresting an orgasm that I know will tear her apart. And I want that, because I will be the one to put her back together again.
"Oh God, baby,” My head throws back as she pulses all around me, driving me closer to the edge, “Suck my cock just like that. Fuck your mouth is almost as good as your pussy. You don't come till I tell you to, you got me?" Cress moans again, desperate and I smile down at her, knowing she won’t defy me. Even if she can’t stand it. Needs it. She won’t come till I tell her she can.
My fingers sink inside her, my thumb flicking hard and fast at her clit as she shudders. My other hand slips from her ass, smacking again as she fucks my hand, hips rocking and mouth moaning around my cock. Cress sucks me all the way to the back of her throat and her tongue comes out, licking and suckling at my balls. I lose. My. Shit.
All at once my fingers work inside her ass again, the other pumping faster and harder at her pussy as I pump my cock into her throat. I want her to come with me. Need her to give it to me as I give it to her.
"Now, Bug. Come for me. Let me feel you come apart with me deep inside you everywhere. I want to feel you come until it hurts. Fuck, yes,” Her pussy goes so tight my fingers can barely pump into her tightness, “Just like that, Bug. Give me what I need. What's mine and only mine. Mmm, yes…good girl, baby. Now take it. Take me too, Bug. Fuck, take it all." Heat rips through me, my orgasm making me stumble as I start to pour hot, thick cum past her lips. Cress moans, shuddering from her own orgasm as she takes it all, like I ordered.
"Shit, yes,” I feel like it’s never going to stop but her hands circle me and pump, taking it all, “Fuck baby. Take it all. My dirty girl." I’m soaked with sweat and her body glistens too; I’m not sure how much is her cum, but I need to taste her.
Quickly I flip her around, her mouth still suckling at my cock, and maneuver myself just right. With my length down her throat, I suck her into my mouth and she screams. She’s sweet and swollen and I lap her up as if starved for her. Which I am. I wanted to taste her for years. Gripping her thighs, I bring her over my face and breath deep, licking lewdly at her lips.
"Mmm, baby you taste so good. Spin that ass around. Sit on my face and let me feast on that sweet cunt." A savage noise tears through her and I know she wants it as bad as I do.
"Judge...." Cress cries out, spinning to spread her thighs on either side of my head.
"Do as I say, Bug." I swat at her ass when she hesitates, her thick thighs trembling as I kiss and bite at them. Marking her with bites that would remind her who had been between them.
"Yes, baby,” Cress plants her hands on the headboard and holds tight, “Anything you want, Judge." Another swat at her ass and a long lick between her lips and she screams my name as I growl against her heat.
"Fucking right. Good girl, now bring me what's mine. I want you in my mouth, Cress." More gently than I had been moments before, I angle her hips and bring her sweetness down on my mouth.
"Oh God.... Judge....Jesus." I shove my tongue deep inside her as I savor her crisp, tart flavor.
"Hold on tight. Now, do as I say and fuck my face, Bug." Her whole-body trembles as my hands grip her ass, holding her just right.
Slowly, her hips begin to rock. I watch as she does as I asked, rocking her slit up and down my mouth. I suck at her clit every time it drags across m
y lips. I bite at it, pumping my tongue into her. Her hands grip the headboard tighter and tighter, her breathy moans filling the room. Making my dick swell once again. Damn I can't get enough of her.
"Oh shit,” Cress lets one hand off the headboard, moving it to her tits to tug and flick at her swollen nipples, “God it feels so good. Yes. Yes, God.... yes Judge." My hands wrap around her ass as she goes wild, pumping her hips faster and faster.
As she grinds her hips and rocks her sweet pussy against my mouth, I suck and nip and she loves it. Screams out as the headboard slams against the wall. Cress is wild, pumping her hips, tits bouncing, fingers tugging at the swollen nipples. It makes me so fucking hot, I am so hard it hurts.
While my tongue licks at her juices and sucks at her clit, I start to stroke myself. I work my length as I watch the vision of her using me this way. So fucking hot. Suddenly, she’s shoving at my hand, her own taking its place. Fuck, her soft, tiny hand feels way better than my own. Cress pumps me in the same rhythm she’s fucking my face with, screaming as I suck her cunt into my mouth.
"Fuck,” My dirty girl has a filthy mouth I might need to punish her for, “Judge. Yes, baby. God yes. I love your fucking mouth." I smile around her pussy and suckle at her, growling into her as she pumps me faster, harder.
Cress stills, slamming the headboard against the wall as she comes apart. Goddamn, it’s beautiful to watch. I shoot hot spurts of cum all over her hand, my stomach, but I never look away from her.
