Paulson says nothing at first. He digs into his pocket, pulls out a cigarette pack and opens it.
‘Will you look at that. I’m out. Don’t suppose you got any smokes on you?’
Doyle turns and walks away. ‘So long, Paulson. I hope you feel proud.’
As he nears his car, he notices a white envelope that’s been pushed under his windshield wiper. He reaches over and takes it out. The words ‘Detective Doyle’ are typewritten on the front of it.
He looks back at the retreating figure of Paulson.
‘Hey! Hey, Paulson!’
Paulson stops and turns around. Doyle waves the envelope in the air. ‘You been near my car?’
Paulson doesn’t answer. He smiles and gets into his Chevy.
Doyle stands there for a while, staring at the envelope. He takes a good look around him for anyone that might be watching, then opens his car door and climbs behind the wheel. He examines both sides of the envelope, flexes it, sniffs it. Using his car key, he slits it open as carefully as he can. He slips out the single sheet of paper and unfolds it, holding it gingerly by the corners.
As he reads the typewritten note, he knows that his life will never be the same again.
NINE
Doyle enters the squadroom, his eyes zeroing in on his target. Schneider is at his desk, stabbing his podgy index fingers at a keyboard.
Doyle halts in his tracks and sniffs the air like a cat testing the breeze. Schneider raises his head and shows a puzzled frown.
‘What’s that I can smell?’ Doyle says. ‘Is that cheese, Schneider? You been feeding the rats again?’
Schneider interlaces his hands behind his head and leans back in his creaking chair, a big smile of satisfaction on his face.
‘I don’t know what you’re babbling on about, Doyle. Something happen to ruin your day?’
Doyle digs into his trouser pocket and finds a coin. He flicks it in a high arc toward Schneider. The coin hits him on the chest and rebounds onto the floor.
‘Here. Drop another dime on me. Buy another wedge of cheese. Buy a whole fucking truckload of cheddar, if it makes you feel any better.’
Schneider looks down at the coin, leaves it where it lies. ‘Anybody in bed with IAB, it’s most likely you, Doyle. All those cops turning against you like they did, that could easily drive a man crazy. Wouldn’t take much for the rat squad to flip a guy like that. Maybe it’s the rest of us ought to be worried.’
He makes a grand sweeping gesture with his arm, as if to claim that he speaks for all the other detectives.
Doyle shakes his head and wills his legs to take him away from here before he inflicts some serious physical damage. As he heads toward Franklin’s office, he can hear Schneider tittering to himself.
The lieutenant’s door is wide open. Doyle raps on it without pausing in his stride, then closes the door behind him. Franklin leans back in his chair, taking his shoulders perilously close to two large cactus plants behind him, and watches Doyle intently.
‘What was that about?’ he asks.
Doyle slides out a chair and plonks himself onto it.
‘Nothing. Just Schneider being Schneider. You know how he is.’
Franklin continues to eye him. ‘You’ve got something.’ A statement, not a question.
Yeah,’ Doyle says. ‘Yeah.’
He reaches into his pocket and takes out the envelope, then tosses it onto Franklin’s desk.
‘Found this under the wipers on my car.’
Franklin wheels his chair forward and bends over the envelope, peering at the name on it.
You had it dusted yet?’
‘No, but I’m not hopeful.’
Franklin nods, then picks up the letter almost fearfully, as if anything more than a feather-light touch might cause it to disintegrate in his fingers.
With a great deal more care than Doyle himself took, he eventually extracts the note and reads it through.
Detective Doyle,
So how does it feel? Have you realized yet what is happening to you? I hope so. I hope you’re not such a lousy detective that you could still possibly be thinking that this is all just mere coincidence.
It hurts, doesn’t it? When people you know die. And not just people. Your colleagues. Your friends.
I understand, because I’ve been there. In fact, I’m still there. Alone. Painfully alone.
You put me there, Doyle. You put me into a state of isolation more hellish than any prison. You destroyed my links with humanity.
And now it’s your turn.
I’m cutting you off, Doyle. From now on, you’re on your own.
I know you don’t think I’m kidding. You saw what I did to your partners. If you don’t want anyone else to die, you need to keep them away from you.
If you don’t, next time they might not die so quickly.
Start enjoying your own company.
Franklin sets the letter down.
‘Looks like you were right,’ he says. ‘You’re the focal point.’
‘Ain’t I the lucky one?’
He didn’t want to be proved correct. Yesterday, when he made the suggestion, it seemed only a remote possibility, one he was almost embarrassed to voice. Now it’s a certainty. Ridiculously, he wishes he hadn’t said anything, as if the very utterance had made it come true.
‘If this is kosher,’ Franklin says, ‘it kind of shifts the whole nature of the investigation.’
Doyle nods. ‘Onto me, I know.’
‘You prepared to have the NYPD looking into every aspect of your life?’
Doyle thinks about this. He’s a victim here, and in theory that’s how he should be treated. But that’s not how it’ll ride. The Schneiders and the Paulsons of this world will do what they can to make sure that the digging beneath Doyle’s skin is taken right down to the bone, exposing as many raw nerves as they can on the way. So is he prepared for that?
‘I got nothing to hide,’ he says.
Franklin waves a hand across the letter. ‘You got any idea who could be behind this?’
‘Nope. Everybody loves me. Just ask Schneider.’
‘Speaking of which, we have to let them know. If this sicko is prepared to carry out these threats. .’
‘Then everyone I work with could be in danger. I understand that.’
‘We have to play it safe.’
‘I understand. Really.’
‘And I can’t team you up with anyone else right now. Not till we catch this fruitcake.’
This isn’t such a blow to Doyle. If Schneider’s preaching has worked as intended, nobody will want to partner him anyhow.
And then Doyle suddenly realizes where this might be leading.
He says, ‘Just. . don’t take me off the case.’
Franklin opens his mouth and then closes it again, as if re-thinking his words.
‘Mo?’
The hesitation goes on a little longer. Then: ‘Work alone, Cal. Let the other cops do their jobs. Put up with their questions. In the meantime, do what you can to work out who’s behind this. But do it alone.’
Doyle stares into Franklin’s flinty eyes as he tries to read the subtext. He senses that the lieutenant is granting him a huge concession, that he’s acting against an impulse to preempt any possible danger to the members of his squad. For now, at least.
Doyle nods his gratitude. In return, Franklin chin-points at the door and the squadroom beyond.
‘Come on,’ he says. ‘Let’s get it over with.’
As Franklin reads out the message, Doyle waits for the reaction to set in. He waits for the gathered detectives to start making the sign of the cross at him and yelling, ‘Unclean, unclean!’ He waits for them to shuffle their chairs to the far corners of the room and tie handkerchiefs across their faces.
Instead, he gets a welcome surprise.
Because what he sees on the faces of his colleagues is outrage. He sees a band of men and women who do not take kindly to being goaded. A threat? Against a cop
? Against New York’s finest? What the fuck is that? Bring it on, shit-for-brains. We’re ready for you.
And what Doyle learns in that moment is that the receipt of the note is one of the best things that could have happened to him in the present circumstances. Because now there is an enemy. Nameless, yes; faceless, yes — but an enemy for all that. What these people needed to hear more than anything was that there is an external agent responsible for this mayhem — that it has nothing to do with the poor schmuck sitting just a few feet away. It’s how it should be: cops on one side, criminals on the other, and never the twain shall meet.
Doyle senses the wave of relief that washes over the squad as they acknowledge the changed situation. They are comfortable with this. This is something they can get their teeth into. Doyle can almost feel the melting away of some of the antagonism against him.
But not from everyone.
It’s Schneider who remarks, ‘Has anyone checked to see if that note is in Doyle’s handwriting?’
It is a curious venture, trying to work out who hates you and why.
Cops get threatened all the time, and Doyle has had his fair share of being on the receiving end. But what people say and what people do are usually two very different things. Your occasional perp, aggrieved at being caught, arrested and possibly sent to prison, may promise to carry out all manner of unspeakable acts on you, your family, and even your pets. But usually it’s all talk, most of them having neither the intelligence nor the wherewithal to put their plans for revenge into effect. Of the more powerful and resourceful criminals that Doyle has consigned to living in a box — and there have been a good number — most are level-headed enough to realize that it’s all part of the game. They do wrong, they get caught, they go to prison, no hard feelings. Such is the nature of their enterprise. To attempt to exact revenge does not make good business sense, and becomes sheer lunacy when it involves stirring the wrath of the NYPD.
And so Doyle is having a hard time coming up with a list of potential subjects, especially those possessing the ingenuity and audacity displayed so far. All he can do is err on the generous side, adding to the list even those who probably don’t remember that it was Doyle who arrested them in the first place.
He spends hours working his way through old case files, reading and rereading his DD5 reports to refresh his memory, making the occasional phone call to check a fact, a detail, the present whereabouts of a con. It’s the same process he went through with Joe Parlatti’s files, only this time it’s personal, and that makes it hard to be objective. Now and again he adds a name to his list, together with a few notes about them, but almost every time a nagging voice says to him, Do you really think this guy could be doing this?
There’s one name he doesn’t set down on his notepad, even though it should probably go at the top of the list. It’s a name that doesn’t appear in any of the arrest records or mugshot books currently spread out in front of him.
He doesn’t want to go down that path. Not yet. Not until it starts to look like it’s the only one still untrodden.
Doyle tosses his pen onto the desk. He digs the middle finger and thumb of his right hand into his eyeballs, trying to squeeze out the tiredness. He stretches his arms out to the sides, hears his vertebrae and shoulder blades complain. He looks at his watch. Six-forty p.m. Way past the end of his shift. The faces that started the day with him have all been replaced by new ones. He knows he should go home, get a good night’s sleep. See something of Rachel and Amy.
Oh, shit!
What was it I promised Rachel last night? About keeping in touch? About how I would call her from the station house to let her know I’m okay, and especially when shit like this is happening?
And how many times have I called today, when we have another cop in the morgue and I’ve received a note from the killer?
He reaches for the phone, knocking over a paper coffee cup as he does so. There was only a cold mouthful left, but it seems to spread like a river that has just burst its banks. He grabs a Kleenex and tries to mop up the murky deluge as he dials home.
He gets a ring tone, but no answer. Eventually, the answering machine cuts in and he hangs up.
Strange. Where would they be now?
Normally they would be sitting down to eat at this time. Or Rachel would still be cooking the meal. In any case, they would be in the apartment.
Unless. .
Unless Rachel has already heard the news about Tony Alvarez, and she’s pissed that her thoughtless husband has forgotten his pledge to keep her informed. In which case maybe she’s felt the need to escape, and has whisked Amy off to a McDonald’s or a pizza parlor.
Yeah, that’s it.
Doyle takes his cellphone from his pocket and speed-dials the number of Rachel’s own cell.
It goes straight to voicemail, and Doyle cancels the call.
She’s really pissed all right.
He snatches a few more Kleenex from the box and does his best to dry off the pages of his reports before turning his attention to them again. He stares at the pages for another half-hour, but not with the same degree of concentration he had earlier. Thoughts of Rachel keep crowding his mind. He pictures her sitting in a diner somewhere, staring into space and not eating, while Amy wolfs down her chicken strips and fries with bucketfuls of ketchup.
At seven-fifteen he repeats the calls — home first and then Rachel’s cell. Nothing has changed. Rachel has decided on a tit-for-tat approach. You don’t want to call me? Fine, I don’t want to accept your calls.
It’s the only possible explanation.
Because the alternative is unthinkable.
The alternative being that the piece of shit who left that note wasn’t just talking about cops. He was saying that anyone — anyone — Doyle spent the slightest time with could be in grave danger.
But no. That’s just blowing this thing out of all proportion. Give it time. Give Rachel time. Even better, buy some flowers — she likes freesias — go home and wait for her.
The phone rings. An outside line. He snatches up the handset.
‘Hello?’
‘Cal?’
‘Rachel, I’m sorry. I know I was supposed to-’
‘No, Cal. It’s me. Nadine.’
‘Nadine.’
‘Yes. I was supposed to meet up with Rachel tonight. I’m at your apartment building. Only, she’s not answering. She said to be here for seven, and now it’s nearly twenty past. And she’s not picking up the phone either. Is she. . I mean, has she said anything to you about a change of plan or anything?’
Stay calm. This is nothing. She’s forgotten, that’s all.
But Rachel doesn’t forget things like that.
Doyle is on his feet now. He is yanking his coat from the back of his chair and babbling something at Nadine. Telling her something must have come up, or another appointment slipped her mind. Some garbage like that.
And then he is through the squadroom door and clattering down the concrete stairs.
Racing to find his wife and child.
TEN
When he pulls up in front of his apartment building, he sees that Nadine has decided to wait on the front stoop. She is cocooned in an immense fake-fur coat, like she’s just come from Narnia — but still she looks frozen. Doyle scrambles out of the car and heads toward her, hurrying but at the same time trying to appear untroubled. He likes Nadine — she’s a good friend to Rachel — but this is not her concern. He doesn’t want to experience the embarrassment of revealing to her the details of this minor domestic dispute. Because that’s all it is: a tiff. Really.
‘Nadine,’ he says. ‘You should have gone home. No point standing out here like this.’
She stares at him, and he can tell that his cloak of tranquility has a pretty open weave.
‘I was just a little worried, Cal. It’s not like Rachel to arrange something and then just not be there. Has something happened?’
Doyle is fumbling for his door key. He wants to ge
t in there and check out the apartment. Maybe she’s left him a note. Dinner’s in the dog — that type of thing. Something that will confirm that she’s furious with him. Something that will reassure him that she is safe and well, if perhaps a little emotionally unbalanced right now.
‘Honest to God, Nadine. It’s cool, really. Nothing to get worked up about.’
‘Cal.’
His name is delivered in the tone of a mother who is interrogating a chocolate-covered son about missing cookies. A single drawn-out syllable that manages to say, I am not going to leave you alone until you tell me what this is all about.
Doyle can loiter here no longer. And if Nadine is not going to be shaken off, then so be it. Let her suffer the discomfort of being an intruder into a couple’s private affairs.
‘Okay, we had a little falling-out over something, that’s all. I didn’t call her when I was supposed to, and now she’s pissed. Either she’s up there, refusing to answer the door, or else she’s taken Amy out for dinner and turned her cellphone off. She’s trying to get back at me.’
Nadine says nothing for a while, which tells Doyle that she may now finally be satisfied and that he can get on with sorting this mess out.
He puts his key into the lobby door and opens it.
‘So go home, Nadine. Let me fix this. I’ll get Rachel to call you.’
‘Okay,’ she says through a weak smile. ‘If you’re sure.’
He steps into the lobby, is on the verge of shutting the door behind him.
And then he sees it. His mailbox poking its tongue at him.
It’s a white envelope.
For a few seconds he cannot move. Doesn’t dare confirm his worst fears.
‘Cal?’
It’s Nadine. She is still behind him, obviously bemused by his behavior.
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