by JA Low
“Shit, no, no I can’t,” he mumbles, taking a step away from me, his cock falling from my mouth with a pop. Fuck, he’s having second thoughts. Shit, this was a stupid idea. I quickly jump up to go find my clothes. He must have seen the confusion across my face because he grabs me and our lips are locked again.
His forehead rests on mine. “I don’t want you to stop, Ness. It’s just…” He pauses for a moment, “I am so fucking turned on right now that if you kept on going I would have blown my load, and I ain’t in high school anymore, that shouldn’t happen.”
Christian’s confession makes me chuckle.
“You think that’s funny, V, that you have the power to make me lose control so easily?”
“No, but I like knowing that I have that kind of power over you,” I whisper, giving him a seductive smile.
“You always have, V, always.” He reaches out to me, his hands gripping my hips, we take a couple of steps back toward his bed. “Knowing you have been next door suffering in silence kills me.”
My legs hit the end of the bed again and he pushes me to sit, his cock bounces in front of my face, I lick my lips in anticipation.
“All these years wasted when I could have been doing this to you.” He pushes me so I fall back against his bed; he grabs my legs and stretches them wide, his thick fingers pushing the tiny scrap of fabric that is my G-string to the side. He leans over me; his tongue touches the outside of my glistening folds. Shit that feels amazing.
“Stay still, V.” Placing his hand against my chest, I willingly stay, sinking into the softness of his bed. His tongue teases my pussy with each slow lick, savoring me like a fine wine. Never tasting the same spot twice, my poor clit is throbbing in heated frustration as his tongue circles around it, never giving me what I want. It’s like a fever has taken over my body, he has me squirming with each lick until finally he touches the magic spot. The sudden feeling against my clit makes me grab his head to hold him in place.
“You taste so good. I’ve never forgotten the taste of your sweet pussy after all these years.” One finger, then a second enters me, filling me as he keeps me on the precipice while my whole body wants to crash over the edge. His fingers finding my delicate nerves inside of me and with a few more sucks he has me well and truly crashing over that edge.
“Christian!” His name fills his room.
Crawling over me he pulls my lifeless body further up the bed. “Fuck, I love hearing my name on your lips when you come, I need to hear it again.”
“No.” Halting him, a small frown falls on his face.
“It’s your turn now, Chris.” Pushing him onto his back, he willingly lets me. “Where do you keep your condoms?”
“Bedside drawer.”
Reaching over him I fiddle with the drawer, it places my tits right in his face. Lips wrap around my breast making me buck and moan. Grabbing the piece of foil, I let him suck and nibble my breasts while I sheath him. Steadying myself over his cock I slowly sink down onto him.
“Yes,” he hisses as my pussy engulfs him.
Slowly I rise off him again almost letting him slip out as I sink back onto him, listening to his strangled moans with each thrust. I feel so powerful.
“You feel so good, Ness,” he says, with a dirty grin on his face as I ride him hard, taking all my sexual frustration out on him. “That’s it, baby, ride me.”
My tits bounce with each thrust, my clit rubbing against his skin. I can feel his thickness inside of me, filling me, it’s been so long since I have fucked someone that knows what they are doing. His skillful hands are roaming all over my body, fingers twisting my aching nipples, thumb circling my throbbing clit, hands slapping my ass as I ride him. So many sensations; I can feel another orgasm coming deep from within, harder I rub myself against him until I explode and see stars. He flips me onto my back, making me squeal.
“As much as I love your sweet pussy riding me, now it’s my turn, sweetheart.”
He thrusts harder into me, over and over, feverishly. I have to hold on for dear life, my hands roam over his hard body. Finding his perfectly shaped ass I give it a squeeze, urging him on “Yes, Ness, yes,” he screams as I grip him harder until he shudders, a deep groan falls from his mouth. Careful not to squash me he rolls over onto his back taking me with him not breaking our connection. Pushing my hair back from my face, he stares at me.
“Ness, you are so fucking perfect.” He kisses me, making my heart ache. I push any negative thoughts to the back of my mind and just enjoy some of the best sex I have had in a long time.
“Thanks, just what I needed.” I giggle nervously because it’s kind of awkward to have your best friend’s penis still lodged inside of you.
“Are you going to be weird now about this, Ness?”
“No, it’s just a quick fuck between friends.”
Christian frowns. “Just so you know, the night’s not over yet.”
I smile. “Yeah I know there is a party going on outside.”
Shaking his head, he looks at me with a frown. “No, what I mean is, you and me, we haven’t finished. Do you seriously think that after all these years, now that I finally get you back into my bed I am going to let you go?”
“Christian.”
“Ness.” He looks at me sternly. “I had fun, you had fun why can’t we have fun together?”
“Because we are friends and sex always complicates things.”
Rolling his eyes at me he continues, “Ness if you’re worried I’m going to fall in love with you then don’t because I already have.”
Slapping him I reply, “Don’t say that while your dick is still inside of me, that’s just weird.”
“Fine.” He rolls me off of him, quickly disposing of the condom in the bin beside the bed. Pulling me back into his arms he says, “Is that better? No penis in you, can we now have a conversation?”
Looking at him I nod.
“Look I had fun and you had fun?”
I nod in agreement with his statement.
“Then why can’t we continue to have fun tonight just you and me?”
“Just for tonight?” I wanted to make clear that is what he meant.
Christian just shrugs.
“Christian!”
“Yeah, yeah, just for tonight or anytime you have an itch you want to scratch, okay? No more dumb fucks like Nick. You need sex you come into my room and jump me, okay? Its what friends are for.”
I slap him again. “Don’t be silly.”
Christian rolls me over onto my back, pressing me into the bed, he looks at me seriously. “I mean it, Ness. I’m your best friend, we live together, if you need a non vibrator induced orgasm please knock on my door, it will always be open to you.” His lips ever so softly touch mine.
He is serious. “Sex ruins things, especially between friends.”
“Yeah for most people, but we are different you and me. Not many girls act like men when it comes to sex, you know the difference between love and sex.”
That was the truth.
“So I trust that you and I can handle it.”
It sounds like a recipe for disaster.
“You want to add friends with benefits to our arrangement even though after all these years we have kept it platonic?” I question him.
“We are older now, Ness, more mature.”
I burst out laughing.
“Hey don’t be a bitch,” he whines as he starts to tickle me, knowing the right spots to deliver maximum tickles.
“Stop,” I scream in-between breaths. “Okay, okay.”
Christian stops. “So we have a deal?” he smirks.
“Fine, I promise if I need the D, I will call the C.” We both burst out laughing.
“Sounds like a plan, and if I need the V I’ll call the V,” he says, frowning before we start laughing again. “That doesn’t sound as good.” We fall into another fit of laughter.
“When you need the P call the V,” I say, giggling.
“Okay, V, I
need the P,” he whispers into my ear.
“Okay, C, give me the D.” I smile at him as his lips descend onto mine.
“Play that bit again,” Axel asks me and Evan to play our section of the song. We are gearing up for our European tour so we are getting in some practice at my studio. We are also writing some new songs for our new label which we will be launching once we get back from this tour. But my mind is on the fact that Vanessa has gone out on a girls’ night. Not sure why it’s bothering me now, it never has before.
“Dude, where’s your head at?” Oscar punches me in the arm.
Groaning at the Viking’s strength I reply, “Nowhere man just thinking.”
“Don’t think to hard there, you might break something,” Axel teases.
I throw a bottle of water at him which just makes him laugh. “I am just thinking about our future that’s all, about the end of the tour and about the label, shit like that.” The room goes quiet and the boys all look at me.
“Shit, I think our little boy is growing up,” Evan laughs.
I flip him the bird.
“I get what you mean,” Finn pipes up. “I’ve been thinking the same things; we have all been together for the past ten years professionally and before that every day after school. This will be the first time we all kind of go our separate ways.”
“But we will all be working at the label together,” Axel adds.
“Yeah, but we will all have different roles. Things are changing, we are moving on to the next phase of our lives,” Finn adds.
Shit just got real.
“Fuck, when did you all get to be such pussies,” Oscar curses to us all.
“What? We can’t have a grown up conversation about life?” I question him.
“I don’t know what the fuck they have done with the old Christian but bring him back, this one is scaring the shit out of me. Are you sick man?” Oscar grabs hold of my shoulder, giving it a shake.
“Fuck off man, I was just thinking that’s all,” I bite at him, feeling angsty.
“Chris, you alright?” Axel asks.
“Yeah, everything is changing that’s all.” I don’t know why I am being a little bitch or why I am contemplating life so much at the moment but I am. “Ignore me guys, I must be getting my period or something.” I try to shake my thoughts away. The guys just keep looking at me. “Come on let’s play some music.” I change the subject hoping they will forget this conversation. Thank fuck, they all agree and we launch into it for the next couple of hours.
***
I’m lying here staring at the ceiling trying to get to sleep but I can’t because I know Vanessa is out on a girls’ night with Isla, Sienna and Derrick. I don’t like it. I keep wondering if she is hooking up with someone. It never bothered me before—okay, that’s a lie. This time I have a friends with benefits thing going on with her and I don’t want to sleep with her at the same time she is seeing other people. Rolling over, I punch my pillow a couple of times trying to get comfortable. I haven’t been able to get Vanessa out of my head since the party last week. I knew it was stupid kissing her, knew it would open up old wounds and bring all those dormant feelings to the surface again but I hated her feeling like she wasn’t good enough. She deserves more and I want to give her more. She is so damn stubborn about keeping business and pleasure separate.
Just thinking about her makes my dick hard. Grabbing the remote I turn on the TV and search for some of my favorite porn. I need to forget about what she is up to tonight. My eyes widen as two blonde beauties start kissing, can’t go past some lesbian porn to make me forget about Vanessa. Pushing my sweatpants down I fist my cock, watching the girls moan as they touch each other. Glossy lips sucking on pert nipples, fingers disappearing between tanned thighs, listening to their moans my dick thickens as I watch the scene in front of me. I’m in a steady rhythm as I watch the girls start to eat each other out, high squeals of delight filling my ears.
“What the fuck?!” I scream as Vanessa bursts into my room, looking like a fucking vision. Dressed in a fire engine red, off the shoulder dress, a perfect V showing off her rounded breasts. Vanessa’s green eyes zero in on my hand stroking my dick then flicks to the screen as the two blondes start coming, their orgasms filling the room. Her eyes glance back to me as her hand reaches behind her and starts unzipping her red dress. My eyes are transfixed on the strip show happening before me. I don’t care the reasons why she is in my room at this moment because all I care about is seeing what is underneath that red dress. Vanessa takes her time, her eyes never leaving mine as she shimmies out of the tight dress. I watch as it hits the floor. My eyes follow her curves and linger on her bare breasts, a white G-string and red heels compliment the view in front of me.
“What are you doing, Ness?” My words are shaky, because fuck, I hope to God she’s here to have some fun.
“What are you doing, Chris?” Her eyes looking at my cock, my hand still groping it.
I give her a smile as I watch her lick her lips. “Trying to forget about you.”
Her eyebrows raise at my words.
“Why?” Her voice is husky.
“Because I didn’t want to think about you with other men.”
She is silent for a moment as she turns back to the TV that has now gone blank. Not even a second later, her eyes are on my cock again.
“And you thought you would take matters into your own hands?” she asks, giving me a smirk.
“Yeah, I guess you could say that,” I chuckle.
Shaking her head as she slinks toward the bed, my eyes follow the bounce of her breasts, the curves of her hips. Kicking off her red heels she kneels on the edge of the bed in between my legs. My eyes are unable to move away from her.
“What did you tell me the other day?” Her eyes are locked with mine.
My brain has stopped working, there is nothing but emptiness knocking around between my ears. “I don’t know, Ness. I’m finding it hard to think at the moment with you naked in front of me.”
She gives me a seductive smile. “You said that if I ever had an itch to scratch that all I needed to do was knock on your door.”
I vaguely remember saying something along those lines.
“Well, Christian, the same goes for you.” Her hand reaches out and wraps itself around my cock just above my own fist. Her warm skin teasing my aching cock.
“Ness, what are you doing?” I ask breathlessly.
“Helping you. That’s what friends are for, isn’t it?” She licks her lips and starts moving her fist along my cock in a perfect rhythm that has me arching my back into her grip.
“Fuck,” I groan, my eyes rolling back into my head.
Vanessa giggles as she keeps jerking me off. “I couldn’t wait to get home tonight,” she confesses.
“Yeah, darlin’?”
“Yeah.” Shimmying closer to me, my eyes look down to her white lace G-string. I’m itching to touch her but something about the way she is taking control makes me wait her out. Bending down, her wet lips wrap around the head of my cock, her warm breath tickling my sensitive skin. Her tongue circles under the lip of my cock’s head, fuck me it feels like heaven.
“Ness, Ness.” I tap her on the shoulder. She looks up from her place between my thighs, her mouth still wrapped around me. “Darlin’ as much as I want your perfect lips around my cock, I need your sweet pussy on it instead.” Picking her up under the arms and pulling her flush against my naked chest, she lets out a tiny squeal.
“I was wanting to give you a mind blowing blow job, Chris.” She pouts, straddling my chest.
“I want nothing more than to keep those lips wrapped around my cock but I feel like this is a dream and I am about to wake up before I get to sink deep inside of you, Ness.”
Vanessa’s breath hitches as her lips land on mine, the kiss is frantic, wild, hot and desperate. Her fingers run through my hair forcefully, pulling me closer to her, the pain mixed with the pleasure of her lips feels fantastic. My hands fin
d her tight ass, giving it a hard squeeze as she starts to grind on me. The lace of her G-string rubbing my aching cock with each sweep against it. My fingers push the flimsy material to the side so her bare pussy is exposed. Finding her wet and wanting, my fingers move back and forth through her slickness. Vanessa bites down on a groan as my fingers enter her. Grinding around on my fingers, our lips stay connected, as my cock thumps against my stomach because he is missing out on all the fun. Pulling my fingers out of her, Vanessa whimpers at the loss but I fill her again. Fuck, sinking into her feels amazing.
“Chris.” I feel her tense.
“Yeah, babe?”
“You forgot the condom.” Vanessa’s green eyes stare at me.
Shit, I got so caught up in the moment.
“Baby, I know you’re on birth control and you know I’m clean.” I really don’t want to pull out of her, that hot pussy is clenched so tight around me.
“I trust you, Chris,” she says smiling. Our eyes are locked on each other as I start to move, my hands find her ass as I push her harder against me, getting deeper inside of her. Feeling her bare, no barrier between us heightens what we are doing with each other, we become frenzied at the new sensations. Rolling her onto her back, lifting her leg over my shoulder, I get as deep as I can possibly get inside of her.
“Fuck, Chris,” Ness screams as my cock hits her deeply.
I pound into her, I’m strung so tight. Sucking her pert nipples into my mouth, my tongue teasing each of the little buds, my thumb finds her aroused clit and pushes against it, giving her that pressure, that friction, getting her closer to the edge. Her pussy tightens around me as I work her body over.
“Fuck,” Vanessa screams as she comes, a small line of sweat on her brow.
“Fuck, V, I felt every inch of that orgasm.”
Her glassy eyes look at me as I continue to pump into her.
“Fuck me, Christian, please hurry up and fuck me,” she begs, her green eyes gaze into mine. Fingernails trailing down my back, digging into my ass, urging me on harder, faster. Those pert tits bouncing with each thrust, I feel the tingling up my spine, through my balls until I finally come.
