There isn’t, as of 2012, a single systematic witness protection service covering the whole of Britain, but there have always been local programs, administered by each regional police force. As superintendent, Gethin Matthews will have access to all that information. He’ll be able to request further data without arousing suspicion. And now, thanks to the software I’ve planted, I’ll be able to send that request on his behalf. I’ll be able to monitor the reply, delete it once I’ve read it, and will be able to do all that remotely, from my own computer. From home, or anywhere else.
If it comes to that, I’ll be able to access any information that a superintendent can command. Which is a lot.
It’s a nice feeling.
I won’t rush into anything. I need to get my own head straightened out before I plunge into all that again. But that sense of gathering excitement which came to me that day in Hayley Morgan’s cottage is here again with me now. Here, amongst these neatly hoovered floors, these tidily dusted surfaces.
Fiona Grey came to be a pretty damn good cleaner, I reflect, but her partner, Miss Griffiths, is a pretty useful investigator. Somewhere down that Gareth Glynian road lies a clue which will take me closer to my biggest and most urgent mystery. The mystery of me.
A different taxi takes me home.
Magnolia paint. Stainless steel kitchen. A garden that is a blank strip of nothing. A living room without decoration.
My house. My home. Even Fiona Grey had more care for her interiors than this.
I walk around my living room and kitchen. Feeling things. Opening doors and closing them. Feeling the presence of what used to be my life. A castaway on the shores of normal.
I don’t feel sleepy, though it’s now very late. But I act as though I am. Brush my teeth. Take off my clothes. Look at the dressings still oozing blood on my feet. Put on a nightie, a scoop-necked thing with a blue bow and a pattern of tiny blue flowers. Like bilberry flowers, I think. Tiny bells.
I’m intensely aware of the lack of surveillance. No video, no audio. I walk past power sockets in my underwear weirded out by the realization that no one is watching.
And I realize that Fiona Grey is not dead. An undercover identity is never ended. It survives the operation, ready to be used again. I don’t need her now and she doesn’t need me, but if life gets challenging for me, Fiona Griffiths, I can always walk into the hostel again. Play table football with Clementina, stand outside and smoke ciggies with Gary.
I think too of the wedding dress I almost bought. Glossy stripes and a nipped-in waist. I wanted to be that person. The one who could have worn that wedding dress with authenticity. With a sense of belonging. I wanted that more than almost anything.
I hope Buzz finds happiness.
I hope I do too.
I make a cup of peppermint tea, plump up my pillows, and turn out the light.
THE END
Afterword
This book is a fiction, of course, but one which rests on some firmly factual footings.
The life of the undercover police officer is often as remarkable – and as dangerous – as I’ve portrayed it. It’s true, for example, that the undercover training course is the hardest offered by any British police service. True too that the vast majority of applicants fail. Also true that undercover officers receive no huge overtime payments, no vast bonuses to make up for the fact that their old life disappears, that their family ties are severed, almost completely. It’s also not my invention that a legend is for ever: the bad guys don’t go away just because you happen to have completed an assignment. The fear lives on.
As for the technology in this book – all that audio and video bugging, the transmitters and the RF scanners – they’re all real too, and not just real, but very cheap. If you want to buy a voice-activated bugging device that looks like (and is) an ordinary power socket, it’ll set you back about fifty pounds, about eighty bucks. Pens that record, little magnetic gizmos that track cars, RF scanners that find them – you’ll find all these things sold by the bigger online stores, and at prices that are scarily affordable. In this new dawn of surveillance, no one ever knows if they’re safe.
Furthermore, many of the specific incidents in the book were informed by my conversations with former undercover officers or those that managed them. When, for example, Brattenbury decides to ‘arrest’ Fiona as a way of removing her from the enquiry, he was simply doing what countless other police officers have done in real life. When Anna Quintrell makes a long and detailed confession to her cellmate, her mistake is one that countless other criminals have made in the past. Even that final journey to the farmhouse: the way that Henderson eliminated aerial pursuit came straight from an account given to me by a recently serving police officer. If it seems ungenerous of me not to name those people who have helped me – well, they would prefer to remain in the shadows. My thanks to them anyway. This book owes them, big time.
Two last things.
First, the British press has been rightly critical of certain recent undercover operations, which were poorly targeted and slackly managed. But those operations were not typical. Most undercover enquiries are aimed at infiltrating and breaking some deeply unpleasant organizations: criminal gangs who use intimidation and violence as a routine part of their trade. Those gangs need to be destroyed and their senior officers arrested and convicted. The burden of achieving that – and achieving that by lawful means – falls, to a disproportionate extent, on a small group of astonishingly brave officers whose exploits will never, and can never, gain public recognition. We all owe them, however. Our streets are safer because of their commitment and courage.
And second: thank you. Thank you for reading this book to the end. Thank you for sharing Fiona’s journey. Thank you for making it possible for me to do this job that I love. And if you would like to continue watching Fiona’s progress, she and I would both be delighted if you did. You can sign up to my mailing list here, and I’ll ping you an email to let you know when I’ve got a new book coming out. I’ll treat your email address with as much respect as I would my own: I won’t give it to anyone else; I won’t send you a ton of junk; and I’ll make it incredibly easy to unsubscribe should you wish to.
Finally, if you’re curious to know a little about This Thing of Darkness – Fiona’s fourth excursion – well, I won’t say much, but I will say that she has a very tough time at one point, her toughest test so far. And if you happen to have a boat you’re fond of, then may I strongly advise that you keep Miss Griffiths well away from it? She’s a dangerous lady and not to be trusted.
Harry
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About Harry (the 25 word bio)
Forty-something. Married. British. Kids. Living in Oxfordshire. Runs The Writers' Workshop. Used to be a banker. Now a full-time writer. Likes rock-climbing, walking, swimming. Done.
If you want more (and you really don’t), you can get it here.
The Fiona Griffiths series in full
Talking to the Dead (D.C. Fiona Griffiths #1)
Love Story, with Murders (D.C. Fiona Griffiths #2)
The Strange Death of Fiona Griffiths (D.C. Fiona Griffiths #3) – that’s this book!
This Thing of Darkness (D.C. Fiona Griffiths #4) – issued July 2015
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Dedication
To my beloved N., as ever
‘The hour of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower.’
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