To the Doctor: A Daughter
Marion Lennox
Dr. Nate Ethan has all he needs-a job he loves as a country doctor in New South Wales and a bachelor lifestyle. Right now Nate is reserving all his commitment for his patients.
Dr. Gemma Campbell is about to change all that. Her sister has left her with two children-and one of them is Nate's! Gemma just can't cope anymore and, though it would break her heart, she needs to give Nate his baby and walk away.
Except that Nate will do anything to stop her leaving-at first for baby Mia-and then for himself!
Marion Lennox
To the Doctor: A Daughter
© 2003
Dear Reader,
I do like handing my doctors’ interesting cases, and I do like dreaming up fantastic consultations. So I thought, what if… (“what if” are my favorite author words) my gorgeous heroine-a woman Nate’s never met in his life-arrived for a consultation, but instead of offering Nate something ordinary like an infected toe, she’s handing him a baby. “Here you are, Doctor-here’s your daughter!”
I had a heap of fun writing To the Doctor: A Daughter. I hope you have as much fun reading it.
I’d love your feedback-contact me through my Web site at www.marionlennox.com
Happy reading!
Marion Lennox
CHAPTER ONE
‘SHE’S your baby.’
‘I beg your pardon?’ Maybe he hadn’t heard right. It was the end of a long day and Dr Nate Ethan was thinking of the night to come. This woman was his last patient and then he was free.
Donna would be waiting. That was a good thought. Tonight was the Terama Jazzfest and he was never too tired for jazz.
Meanwhile, it looked as if he had to cope with a nutcase.
‘Excuse me?’ he said again, and forced himself to focus. Nutcase or not, she might be in trouble. He didn’t know who she was and with unknown patients nothing should be assumed.
So concentrate…
She could well be a single mum, he decided, noting the absence of a wedding ring. After six years of country medicine he noticed such things almost without trying. She was in her late twenties, he guessed, though the strain on her face made her look older. Faded jeans, a T-shirt that was old and misshapen and the knot of frayed ribbon catching back her mass of black curls suggested financial hardship.
What else? She looked as if she was in trouble, he thought. Her dark eyes-brown, almost black-were made even darker by shadows of fatigue, and her finely boned face was etched with worry.
‘How can I help you?’ he asked, his tone gentling. Hell, they had it hard, these single mums. A little boy, maybe four years old, was clinging to a fistful of her T-shirt, and she carried a baby that looked no more than a few weeks old.
‘I’m not here to ask for help.’ Her tone was as weary as her face. She seemed like someone at the end of her tether. ‘I’m here to hand over what’s yours.’ She lifted the baby toward him. ‘This is Mia. She’s four weeks old and she’s yours.’
Silence. The silence went on and on, stretching into the evening. Outside a kookaburra started laughing in the clump of eucalypts hanging over the river and the laughter seemed crazily out of place.
Would he help?
Gemma was feeling sick. Everything-her entire future-hung on what happened in the next few minutes.
Was he as irresponsible as her sister?
He looked…nice, she decided. But, then, Fiona had looked ‘nice’ and where had that got her?
Maybe, like Fiona, he was too good-looking for his own good. He was seriously handsome, in a way that could make him a candidate for the next James Bond movie. Tall, with great bone structure and a deeply tanned complexion, his size didn’t make him seem aloof. His burnt red hair was coiling forward over his brow in an endearing twist, and his deep green eyes sort of twinkled even when he wasn’t smiling.
He had great bones, she decided-the sort of bones that made a girl want to…
Whoa. She wasn’t going down that road. Never again. That was the sort of feeling that got her into this mess in the first place. The sort of feeling Fiona had had…
And on the other side of the desk…
She was a nutcase, Nate decided. Heck, as if he didn’t have enough on his plate.
Donna was waiting.
‘Um… I’ve never met you before,’ he ventured, and she nodded.
‘No.’
‘Then how-’
‘Hey, she’s not my baby,’ she told him, meeting his eyes and holding them with a look that was direct and strong. Challenging. ‘She’s yours.’
‘I don’t-’
‘My sister is…’ She caught herself at that and she bit her lip while the shadows under eyes seemed to darken. ‘My sister was Fiona Campbell. She was a locum here until last December. Do you remember her?’
His eyes widened. Fiona Campbell. He certainly remembered Fiona, and he remembered her with a certain amount of horror. ‘Yes, but-’
‘You went to bed with her?’
To bed. His gut gave a stupid lurch. You went to bed with her. Fiona…
Dear God, this was the stuff of nightmares. ‘Yes, but-’
‘There you are, then,’ she said wearily. ‘One and one make three. Fiona had your baby a month ago and she died the day after delivery.’
This time the silence seemed to reach into eternity. The woman didn’t say another word-just sat and watched, giving him time to take it in. The child by her side was silent as well. The little boy held onto her shirt fiercely, as if keeping in contact with her was the only important thing in his life. And the baby was sound asleep, nestled in a swathe of pink blankets and oblivious to the world around her.
Fiona Campbell.
Hell.
She’d been the flightiest locum. Graham, his uncle and his partner in this tiny country medical practice, had been ill and Nate had been desperate. Fiona had been the only doctor who’d answered his advertisement.
So she’d bubbled into his life, sparkling with life and totally fascinating. She had been gorgeously, stunningly beautiful.
She had also been a little bit…mad?
It had taken him time to see it. She’d lived her life to the full, hardly sleeping, partying, accepting dates with anyone who’d asked her and running on sheer adrenalin.
And from the time she’d met him she’d wanted to sleep with him.
‘We’re made for each other,’ she’d told him, seductive in her sheer audacity. ‘You’re the most gorgeous doctor I know. And what about me? Aren’t I the most gorgeous doctor you know?’
She was at that, he’d conceded. He’d been between girlfriends, she’d been bewitching in her desire to take him to her bed…and, well, a man was only human.
As soon as he’d slept with her, though, he’d known it had been a mistake. A major mistake. There had been layers beneath her surface he could scarcely imagine. She had been driven-and he didn’t know why.
So he’d slept with her. Just the once. And that had been it. He’d had the sense to back away fast. And when Graham had recovered and Fiona had left, he’d felt nothing but relief.
But when he’d slept with her…
‘We were careful,’ he said, thinking it through and thinking fast. He was hardly speaking to the woman in front of him. He was speaking only to himself. He knew enough to avoid unsafe sex. ‘She said she was protected-and I used a condom as well. Of course I did.’
‘Of course you did, and bully for you.’ The woman shrugged. ‘But are you sure she didn’t get to it first?’
His eyebrows hit his hairline. ‘What on earth do you mean?’
‘I mean what Fiona wanted Fiona generally got. And it seemed she wanted your baby.
’
‘That’s ridiculous.’
‘Is it?’ She shrugged again and her shrug was a gesture of bone-weariness. ‘Fiona told me this is your baby. She said she chose you as the father, and if she decided she wanted your baby then I wouldn’t have put it past her to lie about protection-and even damage your condom before you used it. But if you’d like to do a DNA test…’
He was staring at the baby like he’d have stared at a coiled snake. She had red hair. Red hair! ‘It’s impossible.’
‘She named you as the father, using a statutory declaration before the baby was born.’ She gestured to her handbag. ‘She even signed it in front of a Justice of the Peace. Do you want to see?’
‘No!’
‘Suit yourself.’ She rose and proffered the bundle in her arms. ‘But like it or not, this is your daughter, Dr Ethan. Her mother’s dead so that makes her all yours.’
To say Nate was dumbfounded was an understatement. He sat in his chair as if rooted to the spot and his head couldn’t take it in. He opened his mouth and what came out was feeble. ‘I don’t want a baby!’
‘I imagine you don’t. But you have one.’
‘This is ridiculous.’ He rose but he didn’t come around the desk. It was as if he was afraid to come close. This whole scenario was a nightmare. A ridiculous nightmare. And any minute he’d wake up. Please…
‘I told you…we were careful.’
‘Fiona was never careful.’
He took a deep breath, searching for control. Searching for sanity. Glancing down at his appointment list, he registered her name.
‘You’re Gemma Campbell.’
‘That’s right. Fiona’s sister.’ Her tone was almost uninterested and for the first time he realised why. She was here to hand over a baby and leave, he thought with a jolt of sick dismay. She was here to hand over a baby that had nothing to do with her-and everything to do with him.
‘And…and Fiona told you this…this baby was mine.’
‘She did.’ For the first time he saw the glimmer of a smile behind the weariness. ‘Though I might have guessed. Have a look for yourself.’ And she lifted the blanket away from the baby’s head.
It was all he could do not to gasp.
He’d seen baby photos of himself. He’d been born with the burnt red hair he had now. It was unusual hair-dark, tinged with black and curling into a thick mane. He had dark skin and green eyes and eyebrows that were definitely black.
He’d been a gorgeous baby, his mother had told him, and this baby was certainly that. Gorgeous.
She lay in her cocoon of blankets, one fist curled into a tiny ball at the edge of her rosebud mouth. She had tight, tight curls, a deep burnt red in colour, and her tiny, finely etched eyebrows were as black as…
As black as his.
Dark skin and red hair and black eyebrows. Her colouring was really rare.
As was his.
She’d have his green eyes, Nate guessed, and as he stared down at her he felt something twist deep inside. It was a gut-wrenching twist that had him clutching the edge of his desk for support.
‘You still want to tell me she’s not yours?’ Gemma’s eyes rested on his, not without sympathy. But her voice was implacable.
‘Yes… No.’ The world seemed to spin. A daughter. He had a daughter. ‘But-
‘I told you, what Fiona wants…wanted, Fiona got. And it seems that she took one look at you and decided that she wanted your child.’
He stared at her blindly and then sat heavily back down behind his desk.
‘Hell!’
‘Yes,’ Gemma said softly. She sat as well, waiting for him to come to terms with what she’d just said.
‘Gemma, I’m thirsty.’ It was the little boy, speaking for the first time. He was still clutching her T-shirt but he was staring at Nate as if he was afraid of him.
At least this was something concrete. Thirst. He could cope with thirst.
He couldn’t cope with a baby.
He rose, filled a paper cup from the water cooler and handed it to the child. The little boy stared at it as if it might just contain poison, but then his thirst got the better of him and he drank.
It was a respite-albeit a minor one-but it gave Nate breathing space. Space to know one thing for certain.
‘Whether I’m her father or not is immaterial,’ he said flatly. ‘I can’t have her.’
‘Whether you’re her father or not isn’t the least bit immaterial. She’s yours.’
‘I don’t want her.’
‘You’d rather she was adopted by strangers?’
That was another kick to the guts. His eyes flew to hers. ‘What do you mean?’
‘Just that. It’s you or adoption. Take your pick.’
‘But you… You’re obviously caring for her.’
‘Yes. But I can’t keep her.’
‘Why not?’ His voice came out almost as a croak. He sounded sick. Well, why wouldn’t he sound sick? He surely felt like that.
‘I have my own life-’ she started.
He wasn’t buying into this. She’d taken on the baby’s care already. What could be more logical than asking her to keep up the good work? ‘This is your sister’s child.’ He forced his voice to stay steady, despite thoughts that weren’t the least bit steady. His thoughts were close to panic. ‘And you have a child already.’ He took a deep breath, thinking it through.
‘Look, crazy or not… If it’s proven that she’s mine-and I’m not conceding that yet, but if she is-then I guess I’m stuck with child support. I’ll pay you to keep her.’
Her eyes flashed anger at that. ‘Oh, that’s very generous. I don’t think.’
‘Well, what else do you expect me to do?’
‘Shoulder your responsibilities,’ she snapped. ‘And not offload them onto me. I’ve had enough.’
He focused on her then. Really focused.
She’d had enough.
It was true, he thought. Her face was pale with strain and her eyes were dark pools of exhaustion.
What had she said? That Fiona had died in childbirth. It sounded unbelievable. Vibrant, alive Fiona.
Crazy Fiona.
But Gemma had lost her sister.
‘How did she die?’ he asked, his tone softening, and he saw her eyes widen in surprise. She hadn’t expected compassion.
‘I don’t…’
He took a deep breath. ‘Look, maybe we’d better have the whole story. Did she die of eclampsia?’
‘No.’ She shook her head. ‘She died of kidney failure caused by her pregnancy combined with uncontrolled diabetes. She died because she didn’t give a toss for her life-or the lives of her children. Both of them.’
Both of them.
Both…
Wasn’t the little boy hers, then?
Nate stared at the child, stunned, and then he looked at Gemma. There were similarities, he thought. Woman and boy were both dark-haired and pale-skinned. They looked like mother and son. But…maybe there were stronger similarities between the child and what he remembered of Fiona.
And the girl herself reminded him of Fiona. Though there were marked differences. Fiona had been almost ethereal in her beauty. She’d dressed with flamboyance and skill-and considerable expense-and he’d never seen her without make-up.
This girl looked as if she didn’t know what make-up was. And her clothes…! Her clothes wouldn’t be welcome at a welfare shop, he thought. They were dreadful.
But he could still see the resemblance-both to Fiona and to the little boy by her side.
And he remembered what the little boy had said. ‘Gemma, I’m thirsty.’ Not ‘Mummy, I’m thirsty.’
‘This is Fiona’s child?’
‘Good guess.’
‘You don’t want me to take him, too?’ It was a harsh snap and she blinked. And then she smiled. Her arm came out and she hugged the little boy to her.
‘No fear. Fiona was Cady’s birth mother but I’ve been mother to him for over two years
now. Cady and I are a team.’
They were, too. Woman and child against the world. He stared at them both and they stared back-and again he felt his gut twist in a recognition of…
Of what? Of something. And he didn’t know what the hell it was.
He took a grip on himself. Sort of. ‘You’re not prepared to take on a second?’
‘No.’
‘You’d better explain.’
Her chin jutted. ‘I don’t see why I need to.’
Heck, she couldn’t just leave. She couldn’t. What was she proposing-that she just set down the baby and walk away? The prospect made him feel dizzy. His world was tipping on its axis and he cautiously placed his hands flat down on the desk as if righting himself.
‘I… Please.’ Once more he forced his voice to steady. ‘No, of course you don’t need to. But…but I need to know. Everything.’
She stared at him for a long, long minute. And then she lifted the cup from her nephew’s hands and set it on the desk.
‘Cady, look. There’s blocks in the corner,’ she told him, motioning to where Nate kept a basket of toys to amuse small children. ‘Can you build me a house?’
Cady considered and then nodded, with all the gravity of a carpenter agreeing to sign a contract for house construction.
‘Sure.’ He knelt on the floor and started to build. One block after another. The sight was somehow comforting compared to the unbelievable conversation that was taking place over the desk.
But then the doctor in him focused. The child seemed to be building more by feel than sight. He was lifting the coloured blocks and feeling their edges, fitting them together with a satisfactory click.
Was he blind? Maybe he normally wore glasses…
It wasn’t his business. Cady wasn’t his patient. Somehow this crazy conversation had to resume.
‘Right,’ Nate said. He took a deep breath and braced. ‘Tell me.’
‘My sister was… I think you could almost call her manic.’
‘Now, that’s what I don’t understand.’ Nate thought back to the last time he’d seen Fiona. Manic? For some reason the description suddenly seemed apt. He hadn’t known why then. He didn’t know why now.
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