by Lila Rose
Jay’s fingers hooked into the sides of my jeans and tugged them down. I eased back to help him. Since they were wet, it was a little harder.
“Fuck,” I gritted, when I stumbled back a few steps and nearly fell on my arse until Jay took hold of my arm to steady me. Once I had my legs free, I went to grab Jay, only to find him laughin’. What?
“Next time I try and seduce you, make sure it ain’t in the shower where you nearly fall and could probably cut your head open or get a concussion.”
My lips twitched. Why you trying to seduce anyway? You know you can have me any time you want.
He shrugged, his hands coming to my hips to tug me forward. “Want you to know you can have me also.”
My jaw clenched, my body reacted in a way where it sent a shiver over me. Fuck, my blood rushed right to my cock. I needed to make sure I’d read him right. You want me to have you?
“Christ yes.”
“Have. You?” I asked in a whisper.
“Fuck me, Maddox.”
Blindly, I reached out and shut off the water, all while keepin’ his gaze. I arched back and snagged a towel, roughly dryin’ him and then me with it.
My teeth ached with how hard I clamped down on them from the adrenaline pumpin’ through my body. Won’t be able to have much restraint, I admitted. I’ll fuckin’ try, but need you to get in the bedroom and on the bed. On your hands and knees for me.
His smile was sultry. “Anythin’, babe.” He lay a gentle kiss to my lips before he shifted around me and outta the shower.
He was givin’ me all of him. I knew he loved me, he proved it time and again, but this, what we were about to do… fuck, it was everythin’.
Droppin’ the towel to the floor of the shower, I stepped out and slowly made my way into the bedroom. My breathin’ became erratic when I saw him, as I’d ordered, on his hands and knees on the bed. Only he was lookin’ over his shoulder, his eyes running all over my body. He saw how hard I was, could probably even see the pre-cum leakin’ outta my tip as I made my way closer.
I went to the drawer, pulled it open and snagged one of the lubes. Didn’t bother closing it before I placed my hands on the bed, near Jay’s shoulder, only to lift one off and grip the back of his hair to drag his head back so I could kiss him. He moaned into my mouth. Lettin’ go of his hair, I ran a hand up and down his back and then to his arse, and back up, over and over while we kissed. With my other hand, I undid the tube. I broke the kiss enough to squirt some lube onto my fingers before I claimed his mouth with mine again. Using my slicked fingers, I played and teased his puckered ring. At first, he tensed, only to then relax, and when he did, I slid two fingers right inside. He gasped against my mouth and then sighed when I hit his prostate.
I finger-fucked his tight-as-hell hole and stretched him as I did it, needing him ready for me.
Jay ripped his mouth from mine and groaned when I pressed in and up. He was breathin’ heavily and rockin’ back on my fingers. He caught my eyes. “Fuck. Want you, give me you.” There was no way to deny that demand, especially when my whole body was cravin’ just that. Slippin’ my fingers free, I rested my hand against his hip as I got on the bed behind him. His feet spread wider, and without me guiding him, he pressed his chest down into the bed. I bent, kissed his arse cheek, grabbed the lube and spread it over my throbbing cock and then shuffled forward on my knees, takin’ my cock in hand.
I touched the tip of it to his entrance. His body shuddered, and he took a deep breath before relaxing back against me, pushing himself down on me.
I moaned. He was so fuckin’ tight and yet he still pushed back, easing himself onto my dick. The head of my cock was in before he stopped and took another lungful of air. I rubbed his back and glanced at his face; it was screwed up.
Christ, I didn’t want to hurt him.
Pullin’ back, my dick bounced free. Jay got to his hands and glared over his shoulder at me. Smilin’ in a reassuring way that we weren’t stopping, I lay on the bed next to him and patted at his leg. “Straddle,” I said.
Nodding, he climbed over me. I applied more lube to my cock and to his arse while he was up on his knees over me.
I would have loved to have had control and taken him.
But not for his first time.
His hand went between his legs where he took hold of my cock and placed it at his ring. When he had the tip back in, his hands went to my chest. I held his hips tightly as he slowly lowered himself at his own pace down on my dick.
Fuck me. It was heaven. Fuckin’ heaven bein’ inside of him.
Bringing my gaze up, I caught his eyes as he slid past the tightness and then all the way down. His eyes closed, his mouth opened, and even without hearing it, I knew a sound must have escaped.
“Hell,” fell from his lips as he pushed his arse up off me and then back down again. “Yes.” He opened his eyes as he rode my cock slowly. “Fuckin’, fuck. No wonder you like it so much. You feel so good in there.”
“Yeah?”
“Christ, yes.” His rhythm picked up. He couldn’t get enough as he pumped his arse up and down on me hard.
He was driving me crazy. My control slipped. I reached up and grabbed his shoulder, his neck and then tugged him roughly down. While diggin’ my feet into the bed, I lifted my hips up and fucked his arse as I planted my mouth over his, causing us both to groan.
I drilled his arse hard and fast. I couldn’t stop. I wanted my cum inside of him. He broke the kiss. “Fuck me, I’m gonna come soon. Yes, just there, fuck, yes, more, like that.” One of his hands slid to my neck, his fingers and palm digging in as his fiery eyes met mine. “Tell me.”
“Jay?” I asked, not fully understanding, I was too close to releasing in his tight little hole.
“Fuck. Tell me, now.”
“Love you.”
It was what he wanted. I knew it when I watched his lips move around the word, “Yes.” Then his mouth touched down on mine, and I felt his hot sperm hit my stomach between us, he found his release with me just fuckin’ him. Takin’ him.
My cock soon exploded deep inside of him. I gripped his hips and kept the fast pace right until the end. Another slide down, up and down where the last of my cum shot deep.
He settled all his weight on me. It was harder to breathe, but I didn’t care. I wrapped my arms around him, and while I eased my own rapid breathing, I kissed his shoulder again and again.
His hands going to each side of my head, he leaned back and kissed my lips.
His gaze roaming my face, his mouth grew wider in a smile. “So fuckin’ glad I dry humped your arse in my sleep in Sydney, since it led me to you, and to findin’ love I never thought possible.”
Snorting out a laugh at his dry-humping comment, I grinned up at him. My heart was warm and felt so fuckin’ huge in my chest from the amount of love I had for the man above me. You’re my goddamn forever.
“I sure bloody am.” He winked and kissed me again.
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; Table of Contents
Acknowledgements
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Epilogue
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