by Dawn Doyle
”What were you going to do?” Holly asked, still breathless. She wanted to know. She had said ‘pecho’ the day before, but Alex said it was wrong.
He’d kissed her neck like he kisses her mouth to show that’s what would happen.
She wanted to feel his mouth on her; hell her body was going to shatter into a million pieces with the anticipation.
“I’ll show you.” He said in a low voice and planted a sensual, open mouthed kiss between the top of her breasts and Holly’s back arched.
“Fuck, fuck! Alex!” She whisper shouted.
Her voice raised in pitch as he kissed her again, lower, in the centre of her breasts just above her bra.
“Baby, God, I need you.” He said quietly. He was trying to compose himself, and Holly knew he was torturing himself as much as her.
“Where are you hurting now?” He asked quietly, kissing up her chest to her neck. She was trying so hard to keep her hips still. They wanted to buck up to meet his.
“All over” she replied, tears stinging her eyes with the amount of tension wound through her body.
Alex leant on one arm, keeping one hand on her breast, thumb scraping her nipple. Sending shivers of delight down to her centre.
“I need…you to…” Holly could barely talk she was so wound up.
“What do you need baby?” He asked. Grazing her jaw with his sinful, full lips. “Anything.”
“Make the pain go away” she said, flushing instantly from telling him what she wanted.
She threw her head back as he ran his tongue down her throat and then kissed her down to the centre of her breasts again. She sucked in a quick breath as he kissed across the swells and back to the centre, cupping and kneading her.
“Holly, look at me, babe.” He said. He must have noticed the flush in her cheeks. “Look at me.” He repeated, gently. “I want to touch you, so fucking bad.” He kissed her lips softly. ”I wanted to yesterday…” another kiss. “…Last night…” He looked her right in the eye. “I almost did, and I would have, but we were disturbed. Again.” He sucked her bottom lip, and she moaned.
Holly was ready to blow, just from his words.
“I want to do lots of things to you, and to be able to, to have you want me to is making me lose it myself. I want to make your pain go away. I already told you I want to make you… I want to watch your face.”
Holly legs were trembling, so much, she could swear they were vibrating. Her heart felt as if it were going to break through her sternum, and her skin…shit…her skin was so sensitive she could feel every quiver of Alex’s hard, sculpted muscles against her. Heightening her arousal further.
Alex’s hand glided from her breast, down to her stomach, then stopped as he gripped her hip.
Holly brought her hands up his bare back with a featherlight touch.
“You turn me on so much” she said, her voice thick with need. Her legs squeezed against his hips.
“Oh, Holly, you have no idea how much I’m turned on right now.”
Holly’s hands continued up over his broad shoulders and down his thick, muscular arms.
Alex seemed agitated, and his grip tightened on her hip. He lowered his head to press tiny kiss up her neck, to her ear as she ran her hands back up his arms and down his chest to his abs. Alex inhaled, sharply as Holly caressed his stomach, round his waist to his lower back. She pushed her fingertips into the waistband of his jeans, like she had done before and went further still until she had her hands on his bare arse.
How the fuck can anybody be so unbelievably perfect?
She gripped his firm cheeks, and it caused his hips to push towards her slightly and Alex growled. A rumbling deep inside his chest.
“I’m going to lose it, babe” his voice was strangled as he fought to regain his composure.
His hand stroked down her hip and rested at the top of her thigh, thumb inwards, like the time on the counter.
Holly’s legs tightened again. She pulled her hands out of his pants and stroked up his back, feeling every detail on the way up, until her hands wrapped around his neck. Alex brought their mouths together, as his thumb stroked her inner thigh. Holly whimpered and gripped him tighter still.
Alex thrust his hot tongue into her mouth and Holly sucked it as he did. Mad with desire, Alex kissed her harder and pressed his body into hers, feeling his chest against her breasts.
“Alex” Holly panted as she squirmed beneath him. The pain in her core was more pronounced with every kiss, every touch, every lick of his tongue, every time his bare body moved on hers…
“Babe. I want to touch you.” He said as he broke their kiss to gaze into her eyes. His eyes now completely black and filled with so much love for her; his chest hurt.
“I want you to…it hurts so much.” She whispered.
“Nobody’s knocking.” He said with a smile.
Every other time they’d gotten close, they’d been interrupted. Not now.
“Holly.” He said, his mouth next to her ear. The smooth, tight skin of his body against hers. He ran his lip over her ear before saying in his sexy as fucking hell-rip my clothes of-and take me now voice.
“I want to make you cum.”
“Oh God…Oh!” Alex’s hand moved inwards to her hot, hard bundle of nerves that lay underneath her pants, and circled his thumb.
Holly’s hand shot to her mouth as Alex circled his thumb again.
The feeling was intense.
Bursts of heat and electricity, from right where he touched, travelled through her body.
Every nerve ending was alive and buzzing. She felt her body lose control as her back arched, and her head fell backwards into the pillow. Her core tightened, and the pain she’d felt began to subside as her entire being was filled with a pleasure she had never felt ever.
Alex circled his thumb a third and fourth time, and she exploded.
Sparks flying, vision blurring as the electricity coursed through her body, sending her over the edge.
Holly was muffling her screams with her hand as her centre was pulsating and radiating heat.
As she came down from her orgasm, she opened her eyes to see Alex looking right at her…an amazed look on his face.
“I want to see that again and again.” He said, mesmerised. “It was…” He swallowed “…watching you…wow. So sexy.” He kissed her tenderly and gently pulled back. “What did it feel like?” He asked.
“Wow.” she panted, trying to catch her breath. “That felt incredible.”
“I want to… make you… feel that… again… and often.” He said, kissing her as he spoke.
“Alex, I want to touch you too.” She said placing a hand on his cheek. “I want to make you feel that. I want to do that for you.”
“It’s…messy.” He said flushing a little.
“I don’t care if you don’t.” She breathed and sucked his lip.
“You want to?”
“Definitely. I thought it was hot you doing it, but if I can…”
“Holly, right now I would love nothing more for you to put our hands on me. Just you saying it…” He clamped his eyes shut and Holly took advantage of that and lifted her head to kiss his throat. She ran her tongue along his skin. “Oh fuck fuck!”
“I want to help you.” She whispered against his neck. “I don’t want you hurting.”
Alex glanced towards his bathroom, as did Holly. She smiled at him, knowing that if she did this for him, he would mess up his clothes. He’d have to shower and change.
She would rather he was naked.
Holly could see the turmoil in his eyes as he thought about it. He’d touched her, where she needed, and she wanted to touch him. Just the idea of it was getting her worked up again.
“Ok.” He said as he lifted off her and pulled her with him so they were both kneeling up.
Alex placed her hands on his chest, and she stroked down his solid body.
His tight, square pecs, his washboard abs, his ‘V’ line, and down to h
is waistband.
Her hand lowered, and she touched his long, hard length through his pants.
Alex hissed as he pulled in a breath.
Holly turned her hand so she was cupping him.
“Shit!” He said, pressing his forehead to hers, wrapping his strong arms around her. She held him with her loose arm as she stroked up and down, his hardness throbbing under her hand, making her feel aroused again.
“This is so sexy.” She whispered and stroked a little more, bringing Alex to the edge. His breath quickening.
“Holly, uh, Oh my God…” He sounded like he was ready to burst.
Holly tilted her head up to whisper. “Alex. I loved you touching me.”
“Oh fuck, Holly…agh!” Alex crashed his lips to hers as he came, Holly stroking him through it.
I did this I made him do this!
She was overjoyed she was able to do that for him. Yes it was messy for him, but her underwear wasn’t exactly dry either.
“I want to do that again.” She said.
Alex’s breath evened out before he spoke.
“I’ve never felt that before, and I want you to do that again too.” He looked into her eyes and cupped her face.
“In six days babe, I’m going to strip you naked and make love to you for the first time, our first times. Do you know that? This will be nothing compared to having you in bed and me inside you.”
Holly’s legs almost gave out.
“Hhhhh” She said shakily. “Alex, you’re turning me on again.”
“You’re killing me babe.” He chuckled.
“We’re back!” they heard from downstairs.
“I’ll go shower and change.” He said. “I’ll be as quick as I can.” He kissed her tasting her mouth with his tongue. “Mmmmm.” He moaned. “Two minutes.”
Holly lay on her back, fastening her shirt whilst Alex went to shower.
“Oh my goodness that was…”
Holly couldn’t describe the pleasure she felt from her first orgasm. She felt more relaxed now, even though she was turned on by Alex’s words.
‘Six days’ he said he was going to make love to her. Not ‘have sex’ or, ew, ‘fuck’ but make love.
Her stomach flip-flopped at the thought.
‘For the first time, our first times’.
She knew they’d both be giving their virginity to each other but to hear him say it that way…
Her eyes filled with tears, happy tears, and she wiped her cheek with the heel of her hand.
“Baby, what’s wrong?” Alex asked as he came out of the bathroom, wearing only sweatpants that sat low on his hips showing the ‘V’ of muscle that made her mouth water.
“Um…I…Um…what?”
Yep, she was gone.
Her senses had left her, and her communication skills had vacated.
Alex grinned and picked up his T-shirt, putting it on.
“Awww.” Holly protested, which made him chuckle. He sat on the bed and then lay on his side next to her.
“You were crying.” He said. “You don’t feel bad, do you?”
Holly didn’t feel bad at all. In fact, she felt fantastic.
“No. Just emotional.” She smiled. “What you said…it was the most perfect thing you could’ve said right then.” Alex knew what she meant. “You’re amazing.” She said, turning on her side, tangling her legs with his, stroking this face.
Alex held her close, bringing their faces together, he spoke slowly.
“Mi primera, mi pasado, mi única. Soy tuya, mi chica perfecta.”
The tears fell over Holly’s cheeks, and Alex held her tight.
“I love you so much.” She blubbed “You’re my all”
“Baby, I love you too. Always and forever.”
“Hey, Alex?” There was a knock on his door as Dev called out. “Um…are you ok in there? Mom said your room was done.”
Alex and Holly untangled themselves from each other and he got up to unlock the door. Holly smoothed the bedcovers.
“Wow, this is nice.” Said Dev as she walked in, pulling Ben behind her.
“Cool room.” He said.
“Thanks, Mom and Dad did an amazing job” Alex said as he sat on the bed next to Holly and took her hand.
“So.” Said Dev “We’re thinking of ordering pizza for dinner and watching a movie. You guys in?”
Alex turned to Holly. He wanted her to stay longer. He wasn’t ready to take her home, he would never be, but he had to at some point.
“Yeah, sounds good.” She said, and Alex beamed at her.
“Yay!” Said Dev as she clapped her hands excitedly. “But first, I need to some girl talk. Alex, I’m borrowing your girlfriend for a bit. You guys can do…guy stuff” Dev grabbed Holly’s hand and pulled her up. But not before Alex could quickly kiss her as she was dragged away.
Holly knew Dev would be interrogating her about the locked door, at any moment.
Once in Dev’s room, Dev shut the door, and pulled Holly to sit on the bed. Holly sent her Mum a text letting her know she was staying there for dinner.
“What have you been doing?” Dev asked, dragging the last word out as she waggled her eyebrows, grinning.
“What? Nothing!” Said Holly, turning pink.
“You’ve been in Alex’s room for over an hour, with the door closed…and locked."
Holly’s face grew hotter and Dev gasped, eyes widening.
“You didn’t. Did you…have sex?” She asked in a shocked tone.
“No.” Said Holly, quickly. “We didn’t. But I bet you did.” Holly turned it back around on Dev, and it was her turn to blush.
“Well, Ok, yeah” Dev smiled, eyes twinkling.
“Weren’t you still sore from yesterday?” Holly asked. Even though she was trying to keep the focus on Dev, she actually did want to know whether it still hurt.
“A little to begin with, but, um… Ben… well he…” Dev played with her fingers nervously and made an expression that she did and didn’t want to say it out loud. “Um… kinda warmed me up. A lot”
“Ok, ok, spare me the details!” Said Holly, and Dev giggled.
“Oh Holly, I love him so much and being with him makes it all the more perfect.” Dev said with a sigh. “I never thought it would feel so good. I mean, on TV and in the movies, everything’s exaggerated but this… wow. I guess they got that part spot on”
Dev suddenly turned the focus back onto Holly.
“So, how far have you gone with Alex?”
“I might have taken his shirt off him.” Dev’s mouth popped open in a silent scream.
“And then?”
“This is embarrassing.” Holly groaned.
“I’m not going to say anything, Hol. Not even to Riss and Kayla. If you want them to know then that’s up to you.”
Holly trusted Dev, and she knew she was speaking the truth. She’d kept her previous secret, about liking Alex, from Alex himself.
“He may have…opened my buttons. All of them.”
“Oooh and did he tend to the ladies?” Dev asked with a face splitting grin.
“Yes.” Holly said quietly and covered her face with her hands.
“Oh my God!” Squealed Dev with a giggle. “Hands or mouth…or both?”
“Dev!” Holly said in shock at Dev’s question and narrowed her eyes as Dev laughed.
“Well?”
“Just hands, and over my bra.”
“For now.” Dev waggled her eyebrows again.
“He did kiss me. Here.” Holly pointed up and down to where Alex had kissed between her breasts, above the centre of her bra.
“Dirty boy.” Dev giggled “And dirty girl!”
“Hey! Says you.”
“Oh I know Holly. I really know.” And both girls burst out laughing.
“Did you do anything else?” Dev had a mischievous look on her face.
“No other clothes came off, if that’s what you’re asking.”
“They don’t have to.”
Dev said, throwing her head back in a cackle. “And did you get to ‘O’ this time?”
Holly didn’t say a word. She didn’t know if she should confide that type of thing. But then again, Dev had confided in her about Ben. She also didn’t know if doing those things, with Alex, went against what he’d promised.
If they did, wouldn’t he have stopped?
She was so confused!
“Holy shit balls…you did? In or over clothes?”
Holly covered her face with her hands.
“Over. You swear you will not say anything? Even to Ben?”
“Of course I won’t.” Said Dev, still whispering to each other in case the guys were listening outside the door. “Oh my God, do you feel guilty about it?”
Holly could see that Dev was concerned about her. She didn’t feel guilty, and she needed to put Dev’s mind at ease. Her own was another matter.
“No. Not at all. In fact, I’m glad.”
“Then why don’t you look glad? Are you worried that our parents would be disappointed?”
Dev hit the nail right on the head!
“How did you know that?” Holly asked, surprised that Dev knew what she was thinking.
“It’s written on your face, Hol. I would think that too, but it seems our parents have bent their ‘rules’ a little bit.” Dev held her fingers up for emphasis.
“What do you mean?”
Dev grinned and continued to whisper.
“Ben told me what my Dad said to Alex last night. He said ‘there are other things besides sex, you know’ then he said ‘your Mom and I…’. Alex stopped him, which I am so grateful for!”
“Seriously?!” Holly’s eyes widened, and her mouth dropped in shock at what Rami had said to Alex.
“Yep. I’m guessing it’s only a recent thing too. It was pretty clear that my Mom and Dad meant absolutely no fooling around either, when we had our discussion.” Dev’s shuddered at that thought.
