The memory of Tris’s tiny, lifeless body carried on a shifting bed of spiny legs flooded his mind, and his heart sank.
Above him were small gaps in the dark treetops; smoke-colored clouds drifted overhead. Then the view was obscured by the old woman’s face.
She wasn’t that old, Nicholas could see now, maybe in her mid-sixties. Her eyes crinkled as she smiled, but there wasn’t a speck of warmth there.
“Hello, Nicholas.”
He opened his mouth to speak, but only a shuddering breath escaped his throat.
She took her eyes off his and ran her gaze over his forehead, his hair, his cheeks, his neck. She clucked to herself, then resumed singing in the softest voice: “… and where he goes, yes…”
Nicholas closed his eyes and concentrated. His limbs felt carved from frozen meat. But he willed his head to turn. It did, just a few degrees. The new angle afforded him a little more view. He could just glimpse the tip of a stone chimney, topped with rusty iron baffles to dissipate the smoke and send it out widely. The top of a wooden trellis, lush with leaves-maybe beans or pea stalks. And the tops of a circular grove of trees.
“… I love the ground on where he goes, and still I hope…”
He flicked his eyes down. The old woman knelt over him, her eyes taking in his arms, his chest. He was wrong: her hair wasn’t white, it was gray, and she would have been sixty at the most, closer to fifty. A smile teased her lips. “… that the time will come…” The tip of her tongue darted out, slick with saliva. Her hands were trembling.
“Who…?” whispered Nicholas.
Her eyes rolled back to his and her smile broadened.
“Who, indeed. Who, indeed…”
She stroked his face, and her eyes returned to his belly. But her hands stayed on him, drifting down his cheeks to his neck, across his chest.
“And how is your little toe? Still there, eleven of ten? Or have you tried to hide your little deformity?”
Nicholas felt his blood thud in his ears.
“Garnock,” she whispered.
Nicholas’s heart tripped as the huge spider appeared in his periphery, then stepped, one delicate leg at a time, onto his chest to stare down at his face. He groaned and shut his eyes. Her hands were down at his groin. He felt her unzip his fly. Oh, God, no.
“… when he and I will be as one…” sang the old woman. Her hand slipped inside and softly curled around and cupped his penis. No, no, no, no… He screwed his eyes shut. “… when he and I will be as one…”
As she stroked him, he grew harder. No! he screamed, but again only a whisper came out, and his body-untouched since Cate died-didn’t listen and stiffened more. Her stroking grew faster.
“… when he and I will be as one…”
The weight of the spider on his chest was horrible, stifling. He couldn’t move. The old woman’s hand was eating him as hungrily as her eyes had.
“Yes, yes, yes,” she whispered.
Nicholas wanted to leap out of his skin and run. His brain was on fire.
“Yes!” said the old woman, and he came. The warm spasms rolled up through his guts and his body jerked involuntarily.
“Yessss,” she whispered. Nicholas heard the scraping sound of tin on glass-a lid going on a jar. “Garnock. Off.”
The weight stepped from Nicholas’s chest. Then he felt a damp, cold hand pat his cheek. He opened his eyes. The old woman was regarding him. She would have been ninety or more; her face was gray and wrinkled as a kicked blanket. Yet her dark eyes shone with the same delight.
“We’ll see you again soon, pretty man.” Her ancient voice was now as dry as ash. “Garnock-lob?”
Two hot skewers drove into the flesh of Nicholas’s exposed thigh, and fire swept up to his skull. The world shrank and fell away into oblivion.
H e dreamed he was a bird.
His legs were numb, because they were gone. His head was gone, too, painless and vanished. In its place, stuck into his open throat by a stick that would gag him were he alive, was a woven ball of twigs: his new head, staring dumb at the sky. His severed shinbones were stuck into it, making lifeless, raw horns of his curled, dead feet. But his body-dead, too, and swelling with rot-still had feeling. It was sodden wet and awfully cold. Ants were crawling over it, exploring for places to nest and feed. He was quite content to lie there and decay, until his body felt something poking into its side. Without eyes, he couldn’t see, but he knew it was a boy holding a stick, poking him, disturbing his death, seeking to drag him out onto a path. He was the bird, but he was also the boy. All was well, though.
Because this is the plan. This is what we need to bring him. It is the cycle.
But the prodding stick?
Flesh, not stick! Flesh and blood! Because blood is the only sacrifice that pleases the Lord.
Nicholas’s eyes blearily opened.
A large woman stood above him, poking him with the tip of a brightly colored umbrella. Nicholas screamed. The woman screamed, too, and skittered backward. Despite her size, she moved surprisingly fast.
“He’s alive!” she called to her husband in the car on the road. She hurried into the passenger seat and the car roared past.
“Dirty druggie! Disgrace!” shouted the man before he swiftly wound up his window and sped away.
Nicholas was lying in the dry sword grass outside the woods. Everything hurt. His hands and feet felt like they weren’t flesh but wet dust, heavy and lifeless. His clothes were damp. His heart thudded dully, and his head felt full of sand. But he could move. He rolled onto his side, dragged his knees to his chest, and slowly pushed himself up onto all fours. Ropy spittle fell from his slack lips. The minute it took him to sit on his haunches seemed an eternity.
He sat on the path, breathing heavily from the effort, and squinted at his watch. It was four thirty; the sun was kissing the rooftops in the west. An arm’s length away on the path lay the body of the butcher bird, its woven head reattached to its lifeless body, its pathetic severed legs again poking out like antlers. Beside him was a clean plastic 7-Eleven bag. He reached painfully and picked it up. Within were a new torch and a bug bomb can, the latter also unused, its lid still attached.
Nicholas looked at his knees. No sign of the virulent sludge of squashed spiders-but his clothes were all wet; soaked through.
He looked at his hand. In the flesh between his forefinger and thumb were two red-rimmed and throbbing punctures. The pain in his upper thigh told him he would find two more wounds there.
She did this, he thought. She washed my clothes. Bought new goods. She did it so no one would believe me if I blabbed. She did it so I wouldn’t believe myself.
But he could prove it! He could run now, into the woods, to the tunnels under the pipe, and the left one would be full of torn cobwebs and squashed, dead spiders. But he knew, with cold clarity, that the pipe would have been emptied of dead spiders and filled with live ones busily spinning fresh webs. The empty bug bomb container would have been spirited away.
He looked around at the woods. In the late afternoon light, they brooded, patient and dark. There was no way he wanted to go back in there, not today.
She got what she wanted.
The wrinkled hand stroking him, his jerked expulsions, the horror of the catlike weight on his chest as he heaved in orgasm. He felt utterly exhausted. Raped. Emptied.
He climbed to his feet and began a slow stagger toward Bymar Street.
Chapter 12
M olten ice cream dribbled down the girl’s arm, threatening to drip off her skinny elbow. She lifted her arm high and licked the whole, sweet trail.
“Hannah Gerlic, you are too gross.”
Hannah licked the last of the sticky melted cream up to the cone, and grinned. “Takes gross to know gross.”
She watched her friend Addison wrinkle her nose and nibble at her own iceblock. Hannah knew Addison Wintour was anything but gross. Addison was one of those prissy girls who never got dirty and whose hair was always right. She
and Addison weren’t good friends, but okay friends. They were in the same class, lived not far from each other, went to the same school camps, and attended the same girls’ parties.
“What time is it?” asked Addison, holding out her free hand. Hannah picked a folded bundle of junkmail flyers, catalogues, and brochures from the trolley she wheeled and handed it to Addison, who jammed it into a letterbox. They walked up Ithaca Lane to the next letterbox.
“Dunno.” Hannah checked the sky. The dove wing clouds overhead had apricot edges, and the sky behind them was turning a steely blue. She popped the last of her ice-cream cone into her mouth and chewed thoughtfully. “Around five, I guess.”
“Good. We can finish this rubbish soon.”
As soon as Hannah had got home from school that afternoon, Mrs. Wintour had rung Hannah’s mum. Mrs. Wintour, who normally drove Addison around the suburb while she delivered her catalogues, had been delayed at her work. Could Hannah be a sweet thing and keep Addison company?
Hannah had protested, but her mother had cut her short. “It doesn’t hurt to help, Hannah Elizabeth.” Hannah had looked to her older sister Miriam for support, but got only a sweet sucked-in smile.
And so the two ten-year-olds had spent the last hour and a half trundling the streets, alternately pulling the small handcart of brochures and pushing the catalogues into mailboxes, discussing Spongebob, Miley Cyrus, and cats.
They were coming up to a block of flats at the top of Ithaca Lane, outside of which were several garbage bins. “Cool,” said Addison. She bent to the trolley and scooped up the unposted bundles.
“Wait,” said Hannah, shocked. “What are you doing?”
“They’re for Carmichael Road.”
Hannah blinked. “You have to do them. Don’t you?”
“Don’t be stupid. Mum doesn’t like me going along Carmichael Road. Open the bin, please.”
Sure enough, at the bottom of the narrow street was Carmichael Road itself, and beyond it, a shimmering sea of dark jade and emerald. The woods. Hannah frowned. Her mother had discouraged her and Miriam from going past the woods, too, all since that Thomas boy had been found dead. But they’d picked him out of the river miles away. What did that have to do with Carmichael Road? Mum had explained with gravity that the woods were too big, and it was very easy for careless girls to get themselves lost. Hannah thought it was stupid.
“That’s a bit gutless, though, isn’t it?” said Hannah.
Addison was staring at her.
“If you want to deliver them”-Addison dropped the pamphlets back into the trolley with a heavy rustle-“deliver them.”
Hannah felt a bubble of anger swell in her tummy. She stared back at Addison until the other girl looked away, down at the ground. She really was scared.
“What are you afraid of?” asked Hannah.
Addison turned and began walking down Ithaca Lane the way they’d come.
“Make sure you bring my trolley back.”
H annah stalked along Carmichael Road, carefully folding parcels of catalogues and sliding them into mailboxes. Her anger had floated away fairly quickly in the cool, late-afternoon air, and now she was just left wondering what was wrong with Addison Wintour. And her mother. And everyone! What was wrong with Carmichael Road?
The woods were like a big, green thing across the road, whispering in its sleep. They looked fine: thick and secret and old. When Dad used to read stories about enchanted princesses sleeping the years away in emerald groves, it wasn’t forests thick with European pines that Hannah had imagined, but woods like these: lush and healthy and wild and filled with hefty-trunked paperbark, glossy ash, lumbering and shadow-branched figs, and scrambling, dark-footed lantana. Trees as tall as churches, some so thick with vines they looked like green-furred dinosaurs. The woods were, really, quite beautiful.
Hannah realized she’d stopped walking and was standing, staring across the road at the trees, leaves sparkling like silent laughter in the evening air. The trolley was empty-she’d delivered the last brochure.
“I should go,” she said quietly, to no one. And she should; she should turn and go back to Wool Street and give snobby Addison Gutless Wintour back her trolley and go home.
Except…
She let go of the trolley handle, crossed Carmichael Road, and stepped into the dry blade grass that fronted the woods. The wind picked up in the trees, and a sound like a pleased sigh ran through the dark leaves. Hannah smiled as it tickled her hair.
“Scaredy cats,” she said.
As if in agreement, the chittering leaves whispered louder.
What was in the woods? She’d never gone in, not really. It would be warm in there, out of the wind, among the old trees. Lovely and close. And secrets! Yes, there’d be secrets in there. Not dull stuff like TV and haircuts and boys, but secrets. She could just go in. Just for a minute. Just for a second.
She took a step forward and felt a sudden bright pain.
An edge of dried grass had sliced into her calf, and a red line of blood appeared on her pale skin. “Ow…”
Wind hissed now, in the trees, and ran like a large invisible hand through the grass, coming toward her.
“Oh!”
The grass shimmered around her legs, the blades of grass snapping at her skin, drawing new blood and slapping at the red that was coming out. Sticking. Tasting.
“No,” she whispered.
Hannah backtracked a step, another.
The trees seemed taller, darker. They leaned closer as the grass snapped about her legs like reptiles.
“No!”
She danced out of the grass and onto the road. A car, approaching, blared its horn and flashed its lights. Dazzled, Hannah let out a shriek and ran across, missed by mere feet.
Panting, tears stinging her eyes, she grasped the handle of the trolley hard, as if it were a life preserver. She looked back across the road.
The trees were normal. Not big, not small. Quiet. No: almost quiet. Whispering, softly. But the dark trunks looked like black teeth in a black smile.
Hannah snatched the trolley and hurried back to Ithaca Lane.
P ritam reached with one shoe and switched off the vacuum cleaner. For a long moment, the baby-cry whine of the electric motor echoed down the nave and in the transepts and seemed to keep the tall brass pipes of the organ humming disconsolately. The stained-glass windows were dark; it was night outside, and the occasional car headlights set the tiny panes sparkling like a handful of scattered diamonds. The candelabra overhead held electric bulbs, but their light wasn’t strong and the church seemed to Pritam yawningly huge, more dark than light. He would talk with John Hird about gradually increasing the wattage of the bulbs.
As he followed the electric lead to the wall socket, he stepped off the burgundy carpet onto marble and his footfalls rang emptily in the choir stalls and up to the high, dark rafters. He preferred to dress well when he was working in the church, even when doing everyday chores. He regarded dressing well as a sign of respect, for the institution and the office, and he wore his leather dress shoes and ironed trousers despite the countless occasions when Hird, sidling past in flip-flops and shorts, snorted amusement at his understudy’s formality. But now, alone in the church at night, the clack-clack of his heels on the cool stone floor sounded stiff and distant even to Pritam. He unplugged the cord, walked back to the vacuum and pressed the retractor-the cord reeled in so fast that the plug overshot the machine and whipped past, the tiny fist of a thing striking Pritam sharply on the shin and sending a flurry of pain scampering up his leg.
He let out a short hiss and bent to lift his trouser leg. One of the metal prongs had taken a scrape out of the tight skin on the front of his shinbone, and a ball of claret-colored blood had already seeped to the surface and was running down to his dark sock.
The sight of the thick, descending droplet suddenly reminded him of that shocking moment during the funeral earlier this week, when the deceased’s elderly mother had risen to her fe
et and spat at the image of Our Lord. Pritam had been unable to stop himself from watching her creamy-colored spittle run down His wooden shin, down His pinned foot, to collect in an offensive egg-like sac before gravity drew it down to the carpet he’d only now just vacuumed. After the service, Hird had laughed, saying the “old bird was a bloody good shot,” but Pritam had been stunned by the action. Or was it the words… Something about the Lord only being pleased by the letting of blood.
He knelt and gingerly touched the flap of raw skin on his shin-it hurt like a bugger. He reached into his trouser pocket and removed a neatly ironed handkerchief, which he looped around his shin. Pritam tied the handkerchief tight, rolled his trouser cuff down. Someone was behind him.
“Yes, John?”
He got to his feet and turned.
The church was empty. The windows were unrelieved black. The shadows in the apse behind the figure of Christ seemed as solid as the dark timber. Yet still Pritam had the feeling someone was watching him.
“Hello?” he called. His voice, carrying only the slightest hint of his Indian childhood, echoed among the polished pews and fell away to still silence.
He found his gaze settling on the spot where the strange man had sat during that same funeral service. Close, that was his name. Nicholas Close. That was the second unsettling thing about that day: the expression Pritam had seen on Close’s face as he stared up at the ceiling. Close looked as if he’d seen the hooded skull of the reaper staring back at him.
Pritam looked up through the chill air to the carved boss six meters overhead. Even in the dim, ineffective light cast by the fake candle globes, he could make out the timber face wreathed in oak leaves. Suddenly, a chill went through him.
He’s looking at me.
He blinked. The Green Man’s face was mostly shadow, its eyes dark sockets. What nonsense. It wasn’t alive. It couldn’t see. It was inanimate; a decoration made from a tree felled by human hands; nothing more than wood shaped by iron.
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