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by Isaac Rosenberg


  35 But it is done — I know not how — perchance

  Even as I, maddened, drew on hopelessly,

  An angel taking pity — mayhap for thee —

  Guided my hand and drew it easily.

  And they will throng — admire with gaping mouth,

  40 The students, ‘Look, what ease, what grace divine.

  What balance and what harmony serene.’

  And some, ‘Like noonday lakes to torrents wild,

  After titanic Mighty Angelo.’

  Ah, Angelo, he has no sweetness — true.

  45 But ah, I would I had his breadth of wing.

  Jove’s Thunders, and the giant craggy heights

  Whose points cleave the high heavens, and at whose feet

  The topmost clouds have end, afraid to soar.

  And I too, shake my brow amongst the stars.

  50 And this I know and feel, what I have done

  Is but the seed plot of a mightier world.

  Yea, world on world is forming in my brain.

  I have no space to hold it. Time will show

  I could draw down the Heavens, I could bend

  55 Yon hoar age-scorning column with my hand

  I feel such power. But where there’s sun there’s shade!

  And these thoughts bring their shadow in their train.

  Who lives? — see this, it is my hand — my name.

  But who looks from the canvas, no — not me.

  60 Some doubt of God — but the world lives who doubts?

  Even thus our own creations mock at us.

  Our own creations outlive our decay.

  What do I labour for if all is thus?

  I triumph, but my triumph is my scorn.

  65 ’Tis true I love my labour, and the days

  Pass pleasantly,

  But what is it I love in it — desire

  Accomplished? Never have I reached

  The halfway of the purpose I have planned.

  70 A hardship conquered? — a poor juggler’s feat

  And his elatement mayhap betters mine.

  The adoration of the gaping crowd,

  Who praise, with jest, not knowing why they praise,

  Then turn, and sing a lewd and smutty song.

  75 Or kneel — bate breath — to my Lord Cardinal.

  Or is it the approval of the wise?

  I take it — sadly knowing what I know,

  And feeling that this marvel of their world

  Is little triumph to me, it being my world.

  80 Their deeds being circumscribed — proportionate,

  Within their limits; and mine loftier,

  But (God how bounded yet) to do as thus

  Is but my nature — therefore little pride

  Their praises give me. Ah, but this gives pride

  85 To know that there is one that does feel pride

  When they praise me, and cannot hide the glow

  Upon her cheeks to hear me spoken of.

  Love — this is better — here to be with you,

  My head upon your bosom while your hair

  90 A loosened fire falls all about my face,

  And through its tangles — like a prison bar

  To shut my soul in — watch the shadows creep,

  The long grey shadows creeping furtively.

  I would I were a poet — love — this once.

  95 I cannot tell my feelings...

  How effable in this half-light you look,

  Love, I would dream — the shadows thickly press.

  You fade into my fancy — and become

  A thought — a smile — a rapture of the brain,

  100 A presence that embraces all things felt.

  A twilight glamour — faery fantasy.

  Your two eyes in the shadow, stars that dream

  In quiet waters of the evening, draw

  My spirit to them and enfold me there,

  105 Love. I would sleep, dear love I would forget.

  Love I would sleep, you watching, covering me,

  Charmed by your love and sheltered ‘neath love’s wing,

  Sweet, let the world pass as this day has passed,

  What do you murmur — sleeping? Then will I.

  1912

  O’ER THE CELESTIAL PATHWAYS

  O’er the celestial pathways the mortal and immortal strays;

  For earth is a swift dream of God, and man one shape within His brain.

  And there man meeteth sun and moon, immortal shapes of nights and days,

  And in God’s glad mood he is glad and in God’s petulance has pain.

  And there he dreams his dreamer’s face; forgets, nor knows himself a dream,

  Until some shadow wavers by and leaves him but a trembling shade

  To murmur in his impotence that nothing is, but all things seem,

  And what they seem like man shall know when man beneath the dust is laid.

  1912

  DUST CALLETH TO DUST

  A little dust whispered — a little grey dust,

  As it whirled round my knees in the arms of the wind,

  ‘O wind lift me higher, sweet wind, lift me higher

  To see through his eyes to the vast of his mind.’

  Then I soon heard it murmur— ‘O brother, dear brother

  How long must you guard that fierce temple of God?

  So fixt to the earth and a foe to the wind —

  O haste and with me kiss the cloud and the clod.’

  1912

  TO MICHAEL SHERBROOKE ON HEARING HIS RECITATION OF ‘THE RAVEN’

  O! Keen magnificent pangs, luxurious opulent doom,

  The exquisite tortures of death, felt, seen from the fullness of life,

  A harrowing soul despair wrought out of a jewelled gloom,

  My overcharged heart can endure not this pinnacled orient strife.

  O master — take thought of our weakness, be not like God in his might;

  He may forget — He is God, but why should you play with our hearts?

  Lift them to ecstasy’s sunblaze, steep them in tear-dripping night.

  1912

  TWILIGHT II.

  Mist-like its dusky panic creeps in the end to your proud heart:

  O you will feel its kisses cold while it rends your limbs apart.

  Have you not seen the withering rose and watched the lovely moon’s decay,

  And more than mortal loveliness fade like the fainting stars away?

  I have seen lovely thoughts forgot in wind, effacing dreams;

  And dreams like roses wither leaving perfume not nor scent;

  And I have tried to hold in net like silver fish the sweet starbeams,

  But all these things are shadowed gleams of things beyond the firmament.

  1913

  AS A BESIEGED CITY

  In the hushed pregnancy

  And gleaming of hope,

  When a joy’s infancy

  Fills our stars’ horoscope,

  5 Flowering like a mist

  Heaven mixed but light unkist,

  The soul is mixed in anguish,

  For joy has not yet burst.

  Expectant is the fear —

  10 O! why the doubt?

  Surely our friends are near,

  And the strong foe cast out.

  Ah! but if we are dead

  In their loving fears, and shed

  15 The tears for us in anguish,

  And they turn from gates not burst.

  CREATION

  As the pregnant womb of night

  Thrills with imprisoned light,

  Misty, nebulous-born,

  Growing deeper into her morn,

  5 So man, with no sudden stride

  Bloomed into pride.

  In the womb of the All-spirit

  The universe lay; the will

  Blind, an atom, lay still,

  10 The pulse of matter

  Obeyed in awe

  And strove to flatter

>   The rhythmic law.

  But the will grew; nature feared

  15 And cast off the child she reared,

  Now her rival, instinct-led,

  With her own powers impregnated.

  Brain and heart, blood-fervid flowers,

  Creation is each act of yours.

  20 Your roots are God, the pauseless cause,

  But your boughs sway to self-windy laws.

  Perception is no dreamy birth

  And magnifies transfigured earth.

  With each new light, our eyes receive

  25 A larger power to perceive.

  If we could unveil our eyes,

  Become as wise as the All-wise,

  No love would be, no mystery.

  Love and joy dwell in infinity.

  30 Love begets love; reaching highest

  We find a higher still, unseen

  From where we stood to reach the first.

  Moses must die to live in Christ,

  The seed be buried to live to green.

  35 Perfection must begin from worst.

  Christ perceives a larger reachless love

  More full, and grows to reach thereof.

  The green plant yearns for its yellow fruit.

  Perfection always is a root.

  40 And joy, a motion that doth feed

  Itself on light of its own speed,

  And round its radiant circle runs,

  Creating and devouring suns.

  Thus human hunger nourisheth

  45 The plan terrific — true design —

  Makes music with the bones of death,

  And soul knows soul to shine.

  What foolish lips first framed ‘I sin’?

  The virgin spirit grows within

  50 To stature its eyes know to fail.

  And all its edges weaken and pale

  Where the flesh merges and is one;

  A chalice of light for stagnation

  To drink, but where no dust can come

  55 Till the glass shatters and light is dumb.

  Soul grows in freedom natural.

  When in wild growths eventual

  Its light casts shadow on other light,

  All cry ‘That spirit is not white’.

  60 As when God strides through the wrack of skies,

  The plunging seas welcome paradise,

  They say not ‘This dark period

  Sheweth our bitter wrong to God’.

  But revel in a dark delight,

  65 And day is sweet and night is bright.

  The jewelled green laughs myriadly.

  The yearning pits swing and draw down

  The rainbow-splintered mountains thrown

  By wrestling giants beneath the sea.

  70 An emanation like a voice

  Spreads up, the spirits of our joys.

  The sky receives it like an ear

  Bent o’er the throbbing atmosphere.

  Our thoughts like endless waterfalls

  75 Are fed — to fill life’s palace halls

  Until the golden gates do close

  On endless gardens of repose.

  A sun, long set, again shall rise,

  Bloom in annihilation’s skies

  80 Strong — strong — past ruin to endure,

  More lost than bliss — than life more sure.

  This universe shall be to me

  Millions of years beneath the sea

  Cast from my rock of changelessness

  85 The centre of eternity.

  And uncreated nothingness,

  Found, what creation laboured for

  The ultimate silence — Ah, no more

  A happy fool in paradise,

  90 But finite — wise as the All-wise. —

  GLORY OF HUELESS SKIES

  Glory of hueless skies

  What pallid splendour flies

  Like visible music touched

  From the lute of our eyes.

  5 The stars are sick and white

  Old in the morning light

  Like genius in a rabble

  The obscure mars their might.

  The forest of the world

  10 Lights scattering hands have uphurled

  The branches of thought are driven

  The vapours of act are uncurled.

  Deed against strenuous deed

  Dark seed choking the seed

  15 The impulses blind that blacken

  The ways of life’s rough need.

  Mountain and man and beast

  Live flower and leaf diseased

  Riot or revel in quiet

  20 At the broad day’s feast.

  1913

  A QUESTION

  What if you shut your eyes and look,

  Yea, look with all the spirit’s eyes,

  While mystic unrevealed skies

  Unfold like pages of a book

  Wherein new scenes of wonder rare

  Are imaged, till the sense deceives

  Itself, and what it sees believes —

  Even what the soul has pictured there?

  APPARITION

  From her hair’s unfelt gold

  My days are twined.

  As the moon weaves pale daughters

  Her hands may never fold.

  Her eyes are hidden pools

  Where my soul lies

  Glimmering in their waters

  Like faint and troubled skies.

  Dream pure, her body’s grace,

  A streaming light

  Scatters delicious fire

  Upon my limbs and face.

  A CARELESS HEART

  A little breath can make a prayer,

  A little wind can take it

  And turn it back again to air:

  Then say, why should you make it?

  An ardent thought can make a word,

  A little ear can hear it,

  A careless heart forget it heard:

  Then why keep ever near it?

  THE POET II

  He takes the glory from the gold

  For consecration of the mould,

  He strains his ears to the clouds’ lips,

  He sings the song they sang to him

  And his brow dips

  In amber that the seraphim

  Have held for him and hold.

  So shut in are our lives, so still,

  That we see not of good or ill —

  A dead world since ourselves are dead.

  Till he, the master, speaks and lo!

  The dead world’s shed,

  Strange winds, new skies and rivers flow

  Illumined from the hill.

  THE BLIND GOD

  Streaked with immortal blasphemies,

  Betwixt his twin eternities

  The shaper of mortal destinies

  Sits in that limbo of dreamless sleep,

  Some nothing that hath shadows deep.

  The world is only a small pool

  In the meadows of Eternity,

  And the wise man and the fool

  In its depths like fishes lie.

  When an angel drops a rod

  And he draws you to the sky

  Will you bear to meet your God

  You have streaked with blasphemy?

  1913

  WALK YOU IN MUSIC, LIGHT OR NIGHT

  Walk you in music, light or night,

  Spelled on your brows, plain to men’s sight

  Is death and darkness written clear.

  God only can neither read nor hear.

  Ah men, ye are so skilled to write

  This doom so dark in letters bright.

  But how can God read human fear

  Who cannot dry a human tear?

  1913

  TWILIGHT III

  A sumptuous splendour of leaves

  Murmurously fanning the evening heaven;

  And I hear

  In the soft living grey shadows,

  In the brooding evanescent atmosphere,

 
; The voice of impatient night.

  The splendour shall vanish in a vaster splendour;

  Its own identity shall lose itself,

  And the golden glory of day

  Give birth to the glimmering face of the twilight,

  And she shall grow into a vast enormous pearl maiden

  Whose velvet tresses shall envelop the world — Night.

  O, BE THESE MEN AND WOMEN

  O, be these men and women

  That pass and cry like blowing flakes,

  Seeking the parent cloud,

  Seeking the parent sea?

  5 Or like famished flames that fly

  On a separate root of fire

  Far from the nurturing furnace.

  Or like scent from the flower

  That hovers in doubt afar,

  10 Or the colour of grasses

  That flies to the spirit and spreads.

  Are these things your dreams

  That I too can watch?

  When I dream my dreams

  15 Do you see them too?

  When the ghosts depart

  Can you follow them,

  Though I see them not.

  A WARM THOUGHT FLICKERS

  A warm thought flickers

  An idle ray —

  Being is one blush at root.

  For the hours’ ungentle doom

  5 Where one forsaking face

  Hides ever — hides for our sighing

  Is a hard bright leaf over clover

  And bee-bitten shade.

  What moons have hidden

  10 Their month-long shine,

  What buds uncover

  And plead in vain,

  While one opaque thought wearies

  The weary lids of grief?

  15 One thought too heavy

  For words to bear,

  For lips too tired

  To curl to them.

  1913

  SONG

  A silver rose to show

  Is your sweet face,

  And like the heavens’ white brow,

  Sometime God’s battle place,

  Your blood is quiet now.

  Your body is a star

  Unto my thought.

  But stars are not too far

  And can be caught —

  Small pools their prisons are.

  SPRING

  I walk and I wonder

  To hear the birds sing —

  Without you my lady

 

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