She looked back at me and said nothing. She seemed nervous to hear what I was about to say. I hoped it wouldn’t scare her off, but I had to say it. I didn’t break eye contact with her for a single second. I needed her to understand how serious I was about what I was about to say.
“You make me feel things I haven’t felt in years. Tonight you’ve brought parts of me, parts that I swore were dead, back to life. Being with you makes me feel alive again. I can see that you’re beautiful, but it was when you made me laugh out loud, more than once tonight that I knew that I want to do whatever it takes to keep you in my life.”
It was hard to get through my words, especially when I noticed her eyes fill with tears. I pushed through and finished what I had to say. I needed her to understand the feelings I was experiencing. She challenged me so much at the beach that I wanted to assure her that I had the best intentions with her. I would never do anything to hurt her. I hated that asshole ex-husband for leaving her so fragile, but I knew I could be the man to handle her with care. She was special and I wanted to make sure she knew it.
After a few seconds of looking up at me, and shaking her head in what seemed to be disbelief, she reached up with both hands and held my face, rising to kiss me. The second our lips touched, I pressed my dick slowly into her soaking wet pussy and slid all the way, deep inside her. She moaned, and as each inch of my cock entered her, her moan grew a little louder.
I’d never been so deep inside a woman before in my life. It felt as if my cock was reaching right into the very core of her body, to a place neither of us had ever experienced before.
She reached the back of my head and grabbed my hair between her fingers, just as I finished sliding deep inside her.
I kept my dick still inside her as we continued to kiss passionately. The feeling was unreal. I could tell she was feeling it too. I didn’t need the sensation of thrusting. I was inside her, and being so close to her was a life-changing sensation. We continued to kiss, and as we kissed, my cock throbbed and spasmed in pleasure, getting closer and closer to cumming.
Suddenly she stopped and looked at me.
“I want you to fuck me, Kane,” she said, looking me right in the eye.
With that, the sentimental side of me was gone and the side of me that was ready to fuck this woman with dominating force came rushing back at full speed. I smirked at her as I slid my cock out of her pussy. I took it right out and hovered it inches above her.
“What was that?” I said, knowing full what she said, but wanting her to say it again.
“I want you to fuck me, Kane. Hard.”
The second she said my name, I forced my dick back inside her, then pulled it back out just as quickly, leaving the tip in.
“Come on, Kane. Fuck me. You make me feel like the sexiest woman in the world. Now I want you to fuck me like I am.”
She asked for it.
I leaned forward and rested my hands on either side of her head as I thrust my dick in and out of her. She arched her back and grabbed onto my ass, digging her sharp fingernails into my flesh. The pain mixed with the pleasure in my cock drove me wild.
“Yes, yes, like that,” she screamed before taking my earlobe in her mouth and biting down hard.
It drove me wild. I lifted myself up slightly, and grabbed her, pulling her body more tightly onto my dick.
She reached up and dragged her nails down my back. Her body arched and pressed against mine as I continued to fuck her hard and fast. The rush was enough to make me cum, but I held off, delaying the climax, drawing out the intense pleasure for as long as possible.
“Kane, you’re going to make me cum, baby,” she cried, almost like she was surprised.
Her hands moved from my back and grabbed on to the sheets. Seeing how close she was made me fuck her even harder.
I thrust into her, forcing my body against hers like I was a wave trying to crash her to the ground.
“Cum, Meadow. I want to feel it on my dick. I want to feel you pulsing all around me,” I cried.
I fucked her faster and faster, harder and harder. I’d broken a sweat, I could no longer think straight, I was gasping for air, but I wouldn’t stop until I got to feel her cum for me.
“Yes, yes, don’t stop,” she begged, thrusting her pelvis in perfect sync with mine.
She let go of the sheets and reached for my ass. Then, she pulled me even deeper inside. I loved the way this woman took my cock. I felt her vagina tightening around my dick. She was close. I kept going, harder and harder, faster and faster.
“Kane,” she screamed as her back arched.
The way she said my name, with such pleasure, such passion and force, combined with the feeling of her pussy gripping my dick, made me explode without warning. I pushed my pelvis right into her, thrusting deep into her. I held my cock as deep as it could go and poured every drop of my semen into her welcoming body. Each pulse of her orgasm made me cum again, pouring more of myself into her.
Still inside her, our bodies soaking from sweat, gasping for air, the final shocks of pleasure flowed through us. I kept my dick deep inside her and slowly lifted my body to look at her. Her head was turned to the side, her hand resting near her forehead. She was smiling ear from ear.
We were both silent as we tried to catch our breath. I kissed her on the cheek and she turned to look at me.
“Whoa,” she said with a smile.
I smiled and kissed her.
“Tell me about it! Meadow, you’re incredible!”
CHAPTER 34
MEADOW
My eyes gently blinked open. It was still dark in his room, but I could hear birds outside so I knew the sun would be up soon. Without making much movement, I rolled over slightly and looked back over my shoulder.
My heart melted.
Kane looked so peaceful, fast asleep beside me. Waking up there, next to him, was greater than any dream I’d ever had.
I smiled as I lay there, quietly remembering all the incredible moments from the night before. Kane going down on me in the alley, the naughtiness of being in public adding to the excitement. His sexy white ass flashing me every time he dove through the waves in the moonlight. His cock waving in the air as he teased me and tried to get me to join him in the water. How hard he laughed at my dumb jokes, and how incredibly kind his words to me had been. And, of course, the moment we orgasmed at the exact same time, his cock spilling every last drop into me.
That never happened with Matt. Ever.
I’d convinced myself it was just a myth and actually wasn’t possible. Or at least not physically possible for me. I thought maybe there was just something wrong with me. I always felt that Matt and I had good sex. Turns out, I didn’t even know what good sex was until last night.
And what Kane and I had wasn’t even just sex. It was more than that. It was bigger than that. We’d been far more than just physically connected.
Kane startled me when he let out a short snore. I froze. He scratched his face, then rolled over onto his side facing away from me. I kept perfectly still, not wanting to wake him. Minutes later his breathing got deeper again and I knew he had drifted back to sleep.
That was my chance.
I very slowly moved my leg out from under the covers and off the side of the bed. As my foot reached for the floor, the rest of me carefully slid off the bed after it. I didn’t breathe for fear of disturbing him. I placed the covers down and tiptoed away from the bed. I was completely naked and felt more beautiful, more sexy and seductive, than I ever had in my life.
As I passed by the armchair in the corner of his room, I picked up my purse and continued to tiptoe my way to his ensuite bathroom. I gently closed the door as far as I could without completely shutting it.
I sat down on the toilet and took a moment to look around.
I was impressed with his style. He had a modern look going on, very manly. Very clean lines with lots of solid blacks, grays, and whites. I thought the only thing missing was a nice statement piece o
f art.
Not only was his style good, but the bathroom was clean. The towels were hung up and he had even left the seat down. I braced myself as I flushed the toilet for fear it would make a lot of noise, but it didn’t. I washed my hands and opened my purse on the counter.
As I got out my makeup bag, I heard him moving around again. I peeked out the crack of the door and watched him roll onto his back. My eyes lit up when I noticed he had a full erection. His massive and very sturdy cock was raising the sheet high off of his body like the pole at the center of a circus tent.
Naughty thoughts raced through my head. I wanted to get my mouth on that dick again, and this time I was going to keep it there until he came. I wanted to taste him. I wanted to swallow him.
This time it would all be about him. I was going to suck on his solid, throbbing cock until I made him cum in my mouth. I wanted to taste his semen. I would get such pleasure from getting him off. I wasn’t going to stop until I finished the job.
I was excited that my chance to make a man cum again was here. I couldn’t wait to have him wake up from the feeling of me taking him deep into my wet, sensual mouth.
I looked in the mirror and wiped the sleep from my eyes. I put on some concealer. My eyeliner had become a bit blotchy so I touched it up and gave my lashes a lift with some mascara. I put some of his toothpaste on my finger and rubbed it around on my teeth and tongue. I rinsed my mouth and then used my wet hands to comb my hair down a bit. Now, looking a little better than I did when I woke up, I quietly pushed the bathroom door back open.
My eyes were locked on his pitched tent as I made my way toward him. I didn’t want him to wake up too soon, so I continued to move quietly. I wanted him to be caught off guard and surprised when he realized what I was doing to him under the covers.
Just as carefully as I got up, I slid back onto the bed. He started to move again and I stopped where I was. He rolled back over onto his side.
He was moving pretty frequently so I decided to lay there quietly and wait for him to turn my way. I wanted to give him the perfect surprise blowjob. I could have gone for it right then but it would have been an awkward angle. I debated reaching over to take his dick in my hands, but decided against it. I wanted the first thing his dick felt to be my wet mouth.
I looked over at him as he slept with his back turned to me. His skin was smooth and perfectly tanned. He was so perfect. My eyes traced along the lines of his beautifully sculpted back, shoulders and arms. His long hair lay in a sexy mess on the pillow. I continued to lay on my back and started to feel sleepy myself. As I waited for him, I could feel the weight of my eyelids as I started to drift in and out sleep.
My thoughts began to blend with my dreams. The sounds of him breathing and the birds outside were soothing. I rolled over on my side with my back to him and got comfortable. At the same time, Kane rolled back over. This time all the way so that he was facing me. I smiled with my eyes still closed when I felt his arm reach out and pull me back, close to him.
I took a deep breath and let it out slowly as my body relaxed back into his. Being in his arms like that felt so nice, so perfect, so safe. I felt like I was finally where I was meant to be. Like my whole life had been a journey to this special, beautiful place.
He leaned over and gave me a kiss on the neck and whispered in my ear.
“Good morning, Carolyn.”
CHAPTER 35
MEADOW
I leapt out of the bed, but not before elbowing Kane in the gut.
“You fucking asshole,” I yelled, with a glare strong enough to shoot daggers through him as he fumbled to sit up in the bed.
“I knew it. I fucking knew it. I never should have trusted you.”
He just sat there. He had nothing to say for himself, which was just as well because I had plenty to say for both of us.
“You’re a liar and a cheater. I can’t believe I let myself fall for your tricks. After everything I’ve been through, I should have known better. I’m such an idiot.”
I was so furious with him, and myself, that I hadn’t even realized I was standing there yelling at him, completely naked. I kept yelling while I looked around the room, trying desperately to find my clothes before finally remembering they were out back on the clothesline. I reached down and ripped the sheet off his bed, leaving him completely exposed as I covered myself up.
“You told me you’re a one woman kind of man, and I believed you. I believed I was your one woman now. I let myself believe I’d hit the jackpot with you. But no! You’re a multiple woman kind of man. Just like every other man. You’re all the same.”
I still couldn’t believe he wasn’t saying anything. He just sat there. I guess there’s not much to say when you’ve been busted for being a piece of shit. I stormed out of the room to get my clothes.
“Where is she? Where is Carolyn? Does she live with you? Is this her house too? This house is massive. It’s way too big for just one person, even if he is a giant asshole.”
My voice got louder and louder as I stormed through the house. I needed to make sure he heard every word I said. My blood was boiling. I was so frustrated with myself for not trusting my instincts. For ignoring the signs. I’d asked him in so many ways if he was playing me, but he convinced me he was better than that.
My fault for falling for it!
I passed rooms with the doors shut, went down the stairs, through the living room and kitchen, and opened the door to the back deck. I pulled my pants and top off the clothesline and put them on as I walked back into the kitchen.
“Poor Carolyn. Does she even know you’re a cheater? You’re probably not as good at hiding it as you think you are. Or maybe she isn’t your girlfriend and doesn’t live here. Maybe you’re a womanizer with a revolving door of women. Was Carolyn here the night before me? Is that why her name was so fresh on your mind? Who’s coming tonight?”
He was still upstairs, like a coward. The least he could do was come down and own what he’d done. I wanted an explanation. I deserved an explanation. Maybe he figured he didn’t owe me one because we hardly knew each other. I was just some woman he met the night before.
My emotions were all over the place with feelings of total rage and being utterly mortified. But mostly rage.
I was pissed.
I was so tired of men having zero respect for me.
I continued to yell up the stairs at him while I finished getting my clothes on. With one leg in my now dry pants, I hopped around on one foot trying to get the second leg in. After the third hop, I lost my balance and tripped over a chair. I stumbled forward, my legs tangled in my pants, but I was able to break my fall by grabbing onto the fridge.
Once I’d steadied myself, I finished doing up the pants. I looked at the fridge and the truth dawned on me all at once.
It was covered in pictures of a beautiful woman and a little girl. There were some pictures of just the two of them, and others with Kane, like a perfect, happy, beautiful family.
“Are you fucking kidding me?”
He was the worst kind of cheater. The married kind! And a father on top!
I practically screamed at the top of my lungs as my hands reached up and I dragged my fingers down the front of the fridge, ripping the pictures off.
“You’re married? You are fucking married and you have a child? Unbelievable.”
Some of the pictures caught between my fingers and I crumpled them in my fists.
“I can’t believe you. I thought you were different. But you’re not. You’re just like Matt. You’re so selfish. A married man and a father. No wife or child deserves this sort of betrayal. How could you?”
I looked down at my feet and saw the faces of his wife and daughter looking up at me. My stomach turned and I wanted to vomit.
“Oh my God,” I said in a quiet voice to myself. “Now I’m the other woman. He’s made me the other woman.”
The reality really started to sink in as I realized what I’d just done.
; “Now I’m the other woman. You’ve made me the other woman,” I repeated, but this time louder.
“I would have never, ever, slept with you if I’d known you were married. I wouldn’t have come near you. Your wife doesn’t deserve this. Neither do I. You don’t deserve either of us. You’re an awful, selfish asshole and you deserve to be alone, forever.”
I didn’t bother putting on my shoes. I’d had enough. I picked them up and stormed out the backdoor, slamming it behind me so hard it almost broke. I swore to God I would never set foot in that house again.
CHAPTER 36
MEADOW
As if I wasn’t angry enough, I could have screamed when I remembered my car was at the café.
Just perfect.
Doing the walk of shame across Pismo Beach back to my motel was exactly what I was in the mood for. I didn’t even know where I was or how long it would take to get back. The night before, when Kane carried me all the way from the beach to his house, I paid no attention to where we were going. The only thing my attention was focused on was how blissful I felt in his arms.
I was a blissful stupid idiot.
I was so mad I’d let myself get caught up in him. Before I reached the edge of his lawn, I stopped to put my shoes on. I bent over and saw a large rock that was just begging me to hurl it through his window. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t consider it, but I chose not to.
I didn’t have to stoop to his level.
Plus, deep down, I knew that below this rage was the world’s most awful hurt. It felt awful knowing I was the other woman, and doubly sad knowing Kane wasn’t the man I’d hoped for.
I wandered down his street, hoping it would start to look familiar soon. I was looking for a clue as to which direction I needed to go. When I got to the bottom of the street, I had to choose left or right. I checked left first and didn’t see much that was recognizable. When I checked my right, I saw the large glowing sign for the Rolling Wave Motel.
I was less than a two minute walk from my motel.
That’s how close I’d been to sleeping in my own motel bed and not putting myself in this terrible situation. The thought really pissed me off.
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